Monday passed brightly and we were all busy for today, cause yes finally my Philippine princess is getting married. Everyone is excited in particular my two friends Jackson and Ivy. I don't know what it is to get married or to love or even to have a true family, but it must be beautiful to feel like that, especially when I see Ivy on her way to succeed in having a family. Already having a kid in her womb and a future husband. She will finally have what she
Everything runs well! We are all seated around a table with the queen and king of the day who can't stop smiling about this day while Zack and I are playing a game called" looking at each other without saying anything" a game that only him and I can play without anyone else, a game that always tempts me to have eye contact with his eyes. I wish he could be near me now and not one chair ahead of me on the same table.
I get into my room, still thinking about his face, about his words. This boy really haunts me. I arrange one or two dresses in my bag with all my working material to stay in Rose house for tonight and tomorrow, leaving a little bit of privacy to my lovebirds.
Is so good to take a shower after a long day like this. Am drying my hair with a small tower dressed with only a jogging trouser and my chest naked. I haven't seen Tiara all day, I wanted to call her but she was surely busy today. I sigh realizing I can't stop thinking about her every time. I continue drying myself when I see invitation cards on my bedside, I straight myself in front and take them...who placed them here? I know they are the invitations I a
<< I can't sleep! I turn round on my bed, from right to left but nothing, I can't simply sleep! All I have in my head is Tiara, Tiara, Tiara, and only her. I growl and sighs heavily, what did that girl do to me?I turn again on my bed and see my phone on my bedside, I just need to hear her voice, I mean know how she is. I take my phone on the bedside and compose Tiara's number, but after reflection, I don't need to call her, I have to be patient. I growl again and throw my phone behind me but heard my phone crack on the floor. I turn instinctively and see it broken on the floor, fuck! .Someone knocks at the door!" Who's there?" I a
I get into the label music, greet some people on my way and get to the recording room to see Willy, if and only if he is already there. I arrive and do not knock at the door, and see willy kissing his girlfriend Ariana seated on his lap." Oh, sorry guys!" I excuse myself from interrupting.Ariana gets down from Willy's laps while blushing" Is okay dude!" Willy said." Am stepping out for a while," Ariana said.She gets out and pats my arm with a
On our way home, no one talks. I simply look through the window to outer my mind and stop thinking a lot but I feel his stares each time. What does he want me to do? He first wants me, then because I am a virgin he leaves me and now he...cares about me! I don't know what he really wants and I don't think he too knows.He stops the car in front of the house. I didn't realize we already entered the district. I came early in the morning to put my things before going to work, I believe Ivy is still at home. What will I tell her? The truth!I turn and look at Zack and he stares at me too." I will help you take your things behind!" He propose
Morning, morning, morning! What a bright morning today. Am so happy everything is clear in my head between I and Zack. Now, what I want is to be who I am, who I always needed to be. I want him to be proud of me whenever we are together, let him be proud to present me to everyone he wants. <<Natural is your surname>> he one day told me natural is my surname and I don't know if he was just flirting but I felt it good in my ears and once more I needed to trust him. That's why I am trying to change some little things about myself.Am on my room chair, already dressed in a dungaree denim skirt. Ivy once offered me this dress, but I never mind wearing it because I didn't like this type of dress. After all, it exposes my legs. I have to change, am a girl and not a boy and I have to show it. Am not up large to dress lik
I have something special to show her, even though she can't stop asking questions. It will be our first time dating and I want us to go to a beautiful place...in fact! A memorable and symbolic place for us. I loved going there with my cousins, cause it relaxed us!" Are we already near?" Tiara asked me for the thousandth time.I don't answer cause if I do, she will continue asking questions again and again."Hey!" She insists.I don't still answer and whistle while driving, pretending am not occupied by her noise.