ACCEPT ME OH KINGDOM

Chapter 1

"Traitor's daughter."

The words hit Elara before the sun did.

She looked up from the flagstones, soap water dripping off her raw knuckles, and found a boy no older than eight staring down at her with the particular cruelty only children and nobles ever managed to perfect and he was both.

"Excuse me?" she said, keeping her voice flat.

"My mother says your father sold soldiers to the enemy wolves," he said, like it was a fact he'd memorized for a test. "She says you should've been thrown out with the trash."

Elara's grip tightened around the scrub brush. Fifteen years of this, and it still found new ways to land.

"Well," she said, forcing something like calm into her voice, "if I were trash, I doubt anyone would trust me to clean the floor you're standing on."

The boy blinked, clearly unprepared for a servant who talked back. Before he could recover, a woman's voice cracked across the corridor like a whip.

"Elara Veyne."

She didn't need to turn around to know it was Steward Bellamy. Nobody else said her full name like it was an accusation.

"You will apologize to Lord Corwin's son," Bellamy said, sweeping toward her in a rustle of gray robes, "for whatever insolence just left your mouth."

"He called me a traitor's daughter."

"Because you are one."

The words landed clean, no hesitation, no cruelty even just fact, stated plainly, the way you'd tell someone the sky was gray. That was almost worse.

"I was simply scrubbing the floor," Elara said. "As instructed."

"Then scrub it somewhere the noble guests aren't forced to look at you." Bellamy's eyes flicked over her like she was something spilled and not yet cleaned up. "You are not to be seen in the east corridor during ceremony week. Is that understood?"

Elara's jaw tightened. Somewhere behind her ribs, something wanted to scream wanted to ask why she was good enough to scrub these floors but not good enough to be seen standing on them. She swallowed it, like she always did, until it sat heavy and familiar in her stomach.

"Understood," she said instead.

"Good." Bellamy turned to the boy, voice softening into something almost warm. "Go on, dear. Breakfast is waiting."

The boy left without a backward glance. Elara watched him go and thought, not for the first time, that it must be nice to be born forgiven.

By nightfall her knees ached and her hands had gone raw from lye soap, and the only thing keeping her upright was the promise of the small, cold room she called her own. She took the servants' corridor back the shortcut past the east archive wing, technically forbidden after dark, but the guards posted there rarely cared what a maid did so long as she kept walking.

Tonight, she almost didn't stop.

Almost.

"still don't understand why they bothered," one guard was saying, low, to the other. Elara's steps slowed without her permission. "Man was already convicted. Already dead. Why seal the file?"

"Above your pay grade," the second guard muttered.

"I'm just saying. Traitor's file usually goes to public record. Deterrent, right? Show the packs what happens." A pause. "This one went straight to the royal vault. Sealed by the king's own hand."

Elara stopped breathing.

She flattened herself against the cold stone, half-hidden by the archway's shadow, heart suddenly loud enough that she was certain the guards could hear it.

"Maybe the old king didn't want people asking questions," the second guard said.

"What kind of questions?"

"The kind that get you disappeared."

A short laugh, humorless. "You've been in this palace too long."

"I've been in this palace exactly long enough."

Boots shifted. Elara pressed herself further into the dark, willing her own shadow smaller.

"Don't say the name again," the first guard said, quieter now. "Not even joking."

"Veyne?"

"I said don't."

Elara's fingers found the collar of her dress without her telling them to, closing around the small iron pendant hidden beneath the fabric "one of the few keepsakes of her father she had managed to hide for fifteen years. "Allowed" wasn't quite the word, since no one knew she still had it. Bellamy would have taken it the moment she found out. Forbidden keepsakes, forbidden name, forbidden question that had lived in Elara's chest for fifteen years and never once gotten an answer.

He was a traitor. That's the end of it.

That's what everyone said. That's what she'd trained herself to believe, because believing anything else meant believing the crown had lied to an entire kingdom and lying to a kingdom about a traitor made no sense at all.

Unless it wasn't a lie about him being dangerous.

Unless it was a lie about something else.

The guards' footsteps started moving again, and Elara didn't wait to hear more. She turned and walked, fast, silent, back toward the servants' stair, her pulse a drumbeat in her ears the entire way.

Her room was barely large enough for the cot and the small chest at its foot, but it was hers, and tonight that felt like the only safe thing in the world. She shut the door, pressed her back against it, and finally let herself breathe.

Sealed by the king's own hand.

That wasn't procedure. She might have grown up scrubbing floors instead of sitting in on court lessons, but even she knew that much. Traitors were made examples of their crimes read aloud, their names dragged through the street so every wolf in the kingdom understood exactly what betrayal cost. That was the point. Punishment as warning.

You didn't seal the file of a warning.

You sealed the file of a secret.

Elara crossed to the chest, knelt, and lifted the false bottom she'd carved herself years ago with a kitchen knife and more patience than an eight-year-old should have had. Inside: a folded scrap of her mother's handwriting, too faded to read anymore, and beneath it, wrapped in cloth, a second pendant to match the one around her neck her father's, given to her mother, given to her, the closest thing to a family heirloom a disgraced house had left.

She sat back on her heels, pendant cold in her palm, and let herself ask the question she'd spent fifteen years not asking.

What if he wasn't a traitor at all?

The thought was dangerous. Dangerously stupid, maybe. Wanting something to be true didn't make it true, and if she went looking for a different story and found the same one waiting at the end traitor, executed, deserved it she wasn't sure what would be left of her afterward.

But the guards' voices kept circling back through her head, low and careful, the way people spoke about things that could get them killed.

The kind of questions that get you disappeared.

Elara closed her fist around the pendant until the edges bit into her palm.

For fifteen years she had been the traitor's daughter mocked for it, punished for it, made small by it in every hallway of this palace. She had never once been anything else.

But if someone had cared enough to bury her father's file behind a royal seal, then someone, somewhere, had cared enough to hide the truth.

And for the first time in her life, Elara decided she was done being told what that truth was.

She had spent fifteen years believing her father was a traitor.

Now she had only one question.

Why had the Crown been afraid of his truth?

A knock suddenly sounded against her door.

Elara froze.

No one came to the servants' quarters this late.

Another knock.

Then a man's voice came through the wood.

"Elara Veyne."

Her blood turned cold.

"We need to talk about your father."