Mag-log inRACHEL
I thought I could handle this. I really did.
But the truth? It was worse than I imagined. First, I had to imagine my everyday life in this big house that's as quiet as a graveyard. It was just so suffocating, like it was slowly swallowing me whole.
And having to deal with him on top of it all? Thane? It was all too much.
I let out a sharp breath and adjusted my tie for the third time. I had already told Mum I wasn’t changing schools. What was the point? I was graduating soon anyway. I just needed to survive a few more months.
I slung my bag over my shoulder and headed downstairs, already feeling my mum's presence waiting at the bottom of.the stairs before I even saw her.
The moment I hit the last step, her glare found me.
Great.
“Listen,” she started, “I don’t know what’s gotten into you, but you need to stop all these acts. I thought we were fine. Didn’t you say…”
“Please, Mum,” I cut in sharply. “I don’t want to be late for the bus. Whatever this lecture is, it can wait till I get back.”
She scoffed, her hands sliding to her waist like she was holding back a scream.
She’d been like this ever since the whole mess with her company—snapping at every tiny mistake like the world owed her an explanation. I barely even cared anymore.
I turned for the door.
“Thane is going to drop you off and pick you up from school from now on.”
I froze instantly. What?
Then I spun back around. “I don’t need him to do that. I’ve been managing just fine.”
“I only allowed it before because I was always busy,” she said firmly. “That’s not the case anymore.”
You’ve got to be kidding me. The words burned at the back of my throat, but I swallowed them.
I grabbed the handle and slammed the door behind me.
Outside, my so-called stepbrother was already waiting.
His sunglasses on. Two buttons of his shirt undone like he was heading to a fashion show instead of work.
I ignored the whole stupid display and walked straight toward the passenger door.
He stuck out his hand just before I grabbed the handle.
“Give me your phone.”
I didn’t answer him. I went for the handle.
He caught my wrist easily and yanked my phone from the side pocket of my bag.
“What the hell is your problem?” I snapped.
He powered it on like I was invisible, tapping through things I had no idea about.
“Thane!” I shouted.
He finally looked at me. “Wow. First time you’ve called my name. I thought you liked ‘jerk’ better.”
That smug little smirk hit his lips.
What a jerk.
He shoved my phone back into my palm while I gave him a deadly glare.
“Pops says you get off by five,” he said casually. “That won’t work for me. So do me a favor, call me by four and I’ll pick you up.”
Then he winked and walked around the hood to the driver’s seat.
I just stood there, stunned.
Did he seriously just say that?
I held a fist before opening the door. The moment I clicked the seat belt, he didn't wait before zooming off.
I hesitated before opening the door. The moment my seat belt clicked into place, he sped off as if he'd been waiting for it.
We hadn’t gone far when his phone rang. He slipped an earbud into one ear and answered, his eyes steady on the road. At least he had that much sense.
“Hey, bro.” His tone was relaxed, almost sounding bored.
“Slow down,” he added after a second. “I can’t hear you properly. I’ll pull over.”
That was when I turned to look at him. Pull over? You've got to be kidding me.
He pulled over the car to the side of the road, unbuckled his seat belt, and stepped out without saying a word. I stayed seated, watching the seconds pass, my irritation already building. When he finally returned, he didn’t bother with an apology.
Instead, he glanced at me and said the one thing that snapped something inside me.
“Erm, firecracker,” his tone casual. “I’ve got an emergency.”
I didn’t respond.
“You’ve got two options,” he continued evenly. “You either come with me, or you take a cab.”
I stared at him, stunned. Like absolutely stunned he said that in the most natural way.
“You’re joking.” I said calmly even though I was about to explode.
His expression didn’t change. “Look, I don’t have time for this. A friend of mine’s in trouble and needs me. I don’t need a high schooler adding to my list of problems. So… are you in or out?”.”
I scoffed. Great. Just perfect.
“So your solution is to abandon me halfway to school?” I asked, my voice still calm. I was trying as hell to keep it together.
He exhaled through his nose, impatiently. “You’re seventeen, Rachel, not helpless. I’m giving you another chance to pick one.”
I let out a short, humorless laugh.
“This guy's got to be kidding me.” I glare at him. “Your father was very clear. You’re supposed to drop me at the school gate, not wherever it’s convenient for you.”
He didn’t argue. He simply buckled his seat belt back on and slammed his foot on the gas like I didn’t even exist.
The car shot forward, faster than before.
“Thane!” I yelled.
But nothing.
“If I’m late because of this, I swear, I'm telling your father exactly what happened. Stop the damn car now!”
His eyes stayed on the road. “If that’s your plan,” he said coolly, “he won’t believe you. He knows I’m not reckless.”
I turned toward him. “Only a crazy person would think this isn’t reckless. Please, just stop the car.”
For a moment, I thought he wouldn’t. Then he finally pulled over and stopped.
I took a breath, steadying myself.
But he was already opening the door, then stepped out without looking back, walking away like I was a joke.
And the worse part? He didn’t tell me where he was heading.
I just sat down, gripping my bag, realizing I won’t last a week with Thane in it if this was ever to continue.
I checked my wristwatch again, and again. By the time I couldn’t take it anymore, I swung the car door open.
I didn’t get far before Thane appeared, his “dear friend” right behind him whom I didn’t bother looking at.
I didn’t hesitate. I stormed straight toward him.
“I’m really mad at you, Thane,” I snapped. “And in case you don’t know, I’m definitely reporting this…”
“Calm down, sis,” he cut in casually. “If you wanted to tell on me, you would’ve done it already.”
He tilted his head toward the car. “Now how about I drop you at school.”
He checked his watch, then looked back at me. “We still got time, don’t we?”
I scoffed, the kind that said you’ve got to be kidding me.
“Rachel?” someone suddenly called behind me.
I turned, still heated, and froze.
Noah? Tiara’s boyfriend. What the hell was he doing here?
“Noah?” I frowned. “What are you doing here?”
“My God Rachel…” His voice cracked like he’d been yelling before. “Don’t tell me you came here with Tiara?”
“You two know each other?” Thane cut in, clearly confused.
“Yes,” I shot back. “He’s my friend’s boyfriend.”
Then to Noah, my tone sharper, “I asked why you’re here?”
“It’s nothing you should worry about,” he said quickly, already throwing an arm over Thane’s shoulders.
“Why does that sound like it’s exactly something I should worry about?”
He avoided my eyes. Before I could say more, two men came up behind us.
Both covered in tattoos. The kind of guys who looked like they’d just stepped out of a juvenile, except we were standing right in front of a police station.
One of them smirked at Noah.
“You got real lucky today, Chile.” His face hardened. “That lawyer homie of yours ain’t gon’ save your ass next time. And don’t get it twisted, this ain’t me lettin’ you off.”
“How about you bounce, man,” Thane said firmly. His tone was different now. Like a different person. “You're probably forgetting the Feds are still watching real close.” He tilted his head when the guy hesitated.
I didn’t need anyone to tell me Noah had gotten himself in big trouble again, something he’d sworn to Tiara he was done with.
The man’s eyes flicked to me like he was just noticing I existed, then dragged to Thane again.
“A’ight, pimp.” He faced me: “See you ’round, damsel.”
And just like that, he walked off.
The second he disappeared around the corner, Thane’s head snapped toward me.
“Looks like you’re not going to school today, sis.”
My brain short-circuited.
RACHEL“Uhm… sorry.” The strange guy spoke quickly. “I’m sorry.”I didn’t say anything. I just forced a polite smile and nodded before trying to walk away.“You’re Rachel, right?”That stopped me in my tracks. I turned back slowly. He looked Asian. Or maybe mixed. I didn’t want to assume. But if a stranger knows my name, I should probably care.“Do I—”“Mayor Han's son,” he cut in quickly. “You still don’t remember?”Simon introduced me to too many people tonight. There’s no way I could remember all their faces. I squinted slightly, pretending something was clicking in my head.But… Nothing.“I’m sorry. I don’t,” I said with a soft smile. “But I hope you’re enjoying the party… sir?”“God…” He snorted. “Did you just call me sir?”He laughed, placing his wine glass on a nearby table.“If that ‘sir’ is a filler. I guess Jae Hyun is better.” He stretched out his hand. “Han Jae Hyun.” I eyed it suspiciously. “Jae Hyun? Like… Korean?”He smiled. “Got it.” He snapped his fingers. “Half Kore
RACHELI swallowed the lump in my throat. “Uh…”“There.” He cut in. “You’re set.”I forced a stiff smile and turned toward him. “Thank you,” I said quietly.He led the way out. Marie clasped her hands together the moment I stepped out, her eyes litting up like she had just seen something rare and beautiful.“Cette robe est faite pour vous,” she said with a broad smile.“What?” I responded, confused.“This dress was made for you. It’s so perfect,” she translated, smiling even wider.I hadn’t even properly looked at myself because of— God. I shouldn’t think about what happened in the dressing room.She gestured to one of the staff, who wheeled over a full-length mirror. I stared at my reflection, surprised by how beautiful I looked.Just a simple, white, knee-length flare dress. Harmless. And elegant.“Just a final touch.” Marie stepped behind me and pulled down my ponytail, letting my hair fall over my shoulders.“Now that’s a ten.”I smiled. “Thank you.”She nodded, then winked at Tha
THANEI tried her line again but got cut off by Nina’s incoming call. I sighed and picked it up almost immediately.“Not now, Nina,” I said before she could speak.“Wow. Dude, you don’t even know why I’m calling.”I forced myself to calm down. “Then start talking. I really don’t have time.”My eyes were still scanning everywhere.“Your mum’s here again… to see you. Luckily your dad isn’t around.”“You know what to do.”She exhaled. “I think it’s different this time…”“Is she bribing you too now? Because last time I checked, you were never the type to meddle in someone else’s mess. So what’s this?”“That’s harsh, Thane.” She paused. “And—”“I’m sorry, Nina, but I need to go. This is really bad timing. Just tell her to stop coming to look for me. That’s it.”I hung up and headed straight toward the ladies’ restroom. Just before I reached it, Rachel appeared out of nowhere.Relief first washed over me and then annoyance spiked àinstantly. I didn’t waste a second. I stormed toward her.“H
RACHELI’ve always been good at hiding my emotions. But when my parents separated, a lot changed for me. Buttling everything inside slowly became harder. So damn harder.Just like now.I couldn’t hide how dumbfounded I was by what Thane just said.Sure. Thane is reckless… but he wouldn’t actually kiss me. Right?“I treated your hand. I didn’t think your brain would be affected.”I glared at him.Does he need reminding that I’m supposed to be his stepsister? I'm clearly off the rack.A smirk played on his lips like he was daring me to challenge him. Yeah. I know I’ve fantasized about those lips before. Anyone would fantasise about kissing a lip like Thane’s. But the thought of it actually happening now made my stomach churn.Or what do you call this feeling? The one where I’m angry at myself for staring… yet I can’t even stop?I stood up quickly, making sure there was enough space between us.“I don’t know if this is you being daring,” he said calmly, “or you actually want me to kiss
RACHELTiara’s place has always been the perfect hiding spot for me… sometimes when things weren’t so good with mum, I always found my way here. For someone who basically lives in an empire—with a garage big enough to build an apartment—that was Tiara’s life.Her parents are rarely home. Either her dad’s on a business trip, or her mum is off doing… who knows what. Probably partying somewhere with half-naked men.The second I drove into her compound, I felt my body eased a little. Though my chest was still racing like crazy. Probably because I didn’t drop below 160 the entire drive.My hands were still gripping the wheel when I turned to Thane.“I…” I exhaled deeply and tried one more time. “I really don’t get what just happened back there.” I shook my head. “I need you to explain it to me because no matter how much I try to make sense of it—”I didn't get to finish. He unbuckled his seatbelt and stepped out of the car.Seriously? Wow. He didn't just ignore me?I yanked my seatbelt off
RACHELShe sighed dramatically. “Rachel.” Her folded arms dropped to her side and then she rested them lightly on my shoulders. “I know you have tons of questions you want to ask me, but…”She exhaled again, and I wondered why she was getting so worked up.“Honestly, I wish I could answer them all, but can you just let it rest? I know you got that inquisitive gene from me…”I didn’t even realize when I snickered.“What?” She laughed a little.“You know you’re wrong there, Mum.”Yeah. I got it from Dad. Mom is more of a deep thinker.She tried not to laugh, but she already was. “No, I’m not.” She shook her head. “Alright, maybe you got a little from your dad, but you can’t just scratch me out completely.”I held my stomach, trying to stop another laugh. But her laugh was so tempting, it became so hard to stop myself. For a minute I forgot we were arguing on something. I still wanted answers, but this… whatever was flipping inside me… it felt like it shouldn’t end.After the laughter fa







