LOGINTHANE
Rachel is stubborn as hell. She’d been following my lead just fine… right up until I said she wasn’t going to school today.
Okay, maybe I said it the wrong way, but still. What more does she want after I already explained? I don’t trust Joe. Not for one second. My gut says he’s already clocked Rachel, and I’m not about to let him start trailing us down to her school like some unhinged creep. It's better she's left out of whatever games he intends to play.
And don’t even get me started on the idiot beside me who thought it was smart to bet his car in a game against a cheating psycho like Joe.
“Hello?” Rachel snapped from the back seat. “I’m not talking to myself here, am I?”
Right. She was still raking about school.
At least Noah was in the passenger seat and not her. Small mercies I'm grateful for.
I pressed the gas a little harder, not that the pedal was actually responsible for my headache. “English isn’t complicated, sis. I don’t need to repeat myself ten times.”
“You’re seriously testing my patience, Thane,” she shot back. “You drag me here without my consent, then I find my best friend’s boyfriend in the middle of whatever this is, and he definitely owes Tiara a massive explanation when we see later…”
“Wait, wait—what?” Noah turned fast. “I’ve done nothing wrong to offend the angry god, so why am I catching strays here?”
“Oh, now you want to talk?” I snapped. If I wasn’t driving the damn car, I’d have smacked some sense into him. Maybe knocked his brain back into place. “We agreed to stay away from Joe, but you didn’t. Now he’s got his eyes on someone who refuses to listen, and she’s breathing down my neck because I just saved your ass.”
I kept my eyes on the road but threw him a sharp glance. “Take some responsibility, man.”
“Responsibility?” Noah scoffed. “Don’t start with me, Thane. That loose dog is on me because of you. And now my girlfriend might dump me because you can’t even control your step-sister. You don’t know how to handle anything.”
Oh, so that’s how we’re doing this now?
I’d just pulled him out of trouble, and suddenly I’m the villain? Yeah, maybe I played a part in Joe coming after him, but I didn’t tell him to bet his damn car or cause a scene like an idiot. He never owns up to his mistakes, and he never even stops making new ones.
Like dating a high school girl, Tiara. Someone who’s supposed to be under his swimming class training.
At least I have principles. I don’t mess with high school kids like him.
And I was about to fire back at him when Rachel exploded.
“Will you both shut the hell up!”
The volume alone nearly cracked the side windows. Apart from being a head strong, she's got a speaker down that small throat of hers.
She leaned forward, her eyes already blazing.
“What are you? children?” she scoffed. “I’m starting to wonder who the adult is here, because the two people who are supposed to be responsible are acting like kids fighting over candy.”
I swallowed. “I didn’t do anything,” I muttered.
“Stop talking until I’m done, Thane.”
Wait. Did she really just say that to me?
And the worst part? I didn’t even bother interrupting her.
“That’s right, Thane. Listen to your new big sis.”
I frowned. “What? Big sis?”
“She’s the one calling the shots now. You better listen.”
Rachel groaned behind me, but I didn’t care. I was already done with this guy beside me. If I wasn’t in the middle of traffic, I would’ve thrown Noah out of the car right there. And I won't even bat an eye.
One thing I hate is being talked down to and Noah knows that. Now he’s pushing me into petty arguments in front of my step-sister, of all people. That was beyond embarrassing.
“Listen, man.” I turned to him. “Forget the car you bet on that stupid game because you’re not getting it back, got it?. And while you’re at it, you better find yourself a new lawyer. I’m done with you.”
“So now you’re bailing on me?” he snapped angrily. “Who was just preaching about responsibility? Is this how you show yours?”
I changed lanes hard and shot him a look that could kill. One more word and he was walking.
“You think that’s what responsibility is?” I said coldly. “I have a real job. You can’t even coach a high school class without getting under a student’s skirt.”
“We’re both guilty, Thane,” Noah fired back, and said that one-thing that totally pissed me off. “You slept with your step-sister, and you’ve been thinking about it ever since…”
“Shut it, Noah!”
Boom! That happened next.
The impact came out of nowhere before the car jerked violently and slammed into something solid. Smoke flooded the front of the windshield.
“Thane!” Rachel leaned forward from the back quickly. “Are you alright?”
Did she just care about me? Something about it felt different but I can’t be feeling butterflies now.
I didn’t answer right away. I unbuckled my seat belt and pushed the door open.
“I’m fine,” I muttered on my way out of the car.
When I stepped out, my stomach dropped. The hood was crushed. One headlight was completely gone. I ran a hand through my hair in frustration.
“Wow,” Rachel said behind me. “That’s bad.”
Then, she went full strong mode, “Are you two happy now? We’re stranded in the middle of the road.”
I let out a dry laugh. “Can we not do this right now, sis? Another argument won’t fix anything and I don’t even want to deal with one right now.”
“So what’s the plan?” she asked. “Should I call my mum?”
My head snapped toward her. “Don’t even think about it.”
If her mum knew, my dad would know. And if my dad knew, I was dead. This car barely lasted a week. And he's gonna kill me before I form a lie to save myself.
“Just sit in the car,” I said flatly. “I’ll handle it.”
“Don’t tell me what to do, Thane.”
“Relax,” Noah cut in. “While you two were arguing, I already called us a savior.”
If help was coming from Noah, it was never the kind that actually helped. Still, I forced myself to hope just a little in him.
“You called a tow truck already?”
I asked thinking that was the highest his brain could think of but he shook his head, that crooked smirk on his lips already spelling trouble.
“The car will survive. But we need to get out of here first.”
“For once, you actually thought straight,” I said flatly.
Then it suddenly hit me. I didn’t ask what mattered.
“…Noah. Who did you call?”
His smirk deepened. “Relax. I called Wendy. She’ll be here any minute.”
My stomach dropped instantly. No, no. He can't be serious.
“What?” I snapped. “Are you insane?”
“Who’s this Wendy girl we're talking about?” Rachel’s voice cut in from behind me.
I shot her a look. I thought I told her to stay in the car?
“That,” Noah said with a grin, “is Thane’s wild pet.”
He dodged my glare. “The only ex that refused to let him go.”
Rachel slowly turned her eyes on me. And the second she did, I knew I was completely screwed.
THANESlam.The crack across my face came so fast my brain took half a second to register it. A sharp sting spread through my skin seconds later.When I looked back at her, she seemed even angrier than before."I think I've had enough of your nonsense." Her voice shook. "You probably think the world revolves around you. Yeah, maybe girls are always lining up, begging you to let them stay, but you're just a stubborn idiot who doesn't know the first thing about commitment."She pointed a finger straight at my chest. "And yes, I'd slap you again if that's what it takes to knock some sense into you."Then she closed the distance between us until there was barely any space left. Somehow, that made her ten times scarier."I'm not going to hide it anymore, alright? It's true. I've always loved you. Beyond the stupid secret hook-ups we always had or the... the secrets." Both hands flew up before dropping again in frustration. "It's just..." A bitter laugh escaped her as she shook her head, li
THANEAfter a second, she slowly pulled away, her hands still resting lightly against my waist. Rain swept strands of wet hair across her face as she looked up at me. “Are you alright?”One hand lifted to brush the hair away but the rain only pushed it back again.Talking over the storm was nearly impossible, so I grabbed her arm gently instead. “Let’s talk inside.”I led her in and shut the door behind us. I barely let us get farther into the house before the question came out. “What are you doing here and how the hell did you even get in?” I demanded, ignoring the water dripping from my clothes onto the floor.“You didn’t pick up your calls…”“Yeah,” I cut in sharply. “Because you shouldn’t even be calling me in the first place, let alone showing up here without my consent. What if I came back with someone else and they saw you?”She rolled her eyes and folded her arms. “I come here all the time and you’ve never had a problem with it before, Thane.” She shook her head. “I needed to
THANENancy was sniffing louder now, like she’d tried so hard to keep the tears in and they were finally slipping out anyway. By then, I was already behind her. The second she turned, there was nowhere left to hide those swollen eyes.“I’m friends with your dad remember,” she stated, quickly pulling out face wipes from her bag to dab under her eyes. “So naturally, I’m concerned about you, alright?”“Fuck that.” I cornered her before she could walk off again. “That’s got nothing to do with what I asked.” My hand dragged through my hair in frustration. “Did you seriously expect me to believe whatever this is, is just because you care?” A sharp laugh left me. “Shit, it sounds ridiculous even saying it out loud so how about you stop doing this and tell me what the fuck’s really going on?”I didn’t even know what I was expecting her to admit to anymore, and honestly, that scared me more because a part of me already had an idea. Slowly, I held her gaze. “Wait…” My chest tightened. “Is this
THANEShe hesitated for a second before finally opening the door and stepping out. The second it shut behind her, I drove off fast.I didn’t even know where I was going at first, but somehow I still ended up in front of Nancy’s place.I killed the engine, pulled the keys out and unhooked my seatbelt desperately.I tried so damn hard not to think about that night. Especially the part where Ciara died in my arms. If there was one thing therapy never fixed, it was that night. No matter how hard Nancy tried. She kept trying to make me stop blaming myself for it, but nothing ever changed because it never stopped replaying in my head. The guilt still sat there like something rotten inside me no matter how hard I tried to bury it.By the time I stepped out of the car, rain was already pouring heavily. Honestly, I didn’t even care enough to run from it.I shut the door, locked the car and walked straight toward the building while the rain soaked through my clothes completely.I barely said tw
THANEIf this wasn’t actually serious, at least serious to Rachel, I would’ve laughed my lungs out, but I didn’t dare. She was genuinely worried I’d thrown the word out carelessly.Usually, I loved teasing her. Seeing her get worked up over little things was funny as hell to me. But right now? I hated the fact that she looked like she actually thought I’d say something like that without meaning it.She blinked, sniffing softly again.I wanted to say something, but how the hell was I supposed to explain just how much I loved her already? Or how badly she’d gotten into my head without even realizing it?Before she could lower her face again, my fingers caught her chin gently. The second her eyes met mine, I realized she’d really fallen hard for me. She truly wasn't lying about going all in… And honestly? That scared the shit out of me a little.What if I ruin this too? Because deep down, I already knew I’d gotten selfish enough to want her beside me all the time. And the thought of some
RACHEL“What?” he asked, genuinely confused.I blinked, still completely stunned.He lifted his hand and brushed a strand of hair away from my face with his index finger. “As cute as you look right now,” he murmured, leaning closer to press a soft kiss against the bridge of my nose, “I think we should finish up and get out of here before we completely lose track of time.”“Thane…” My voice came out smaller, like my brain was still trying to process everything.“Hmm?” he answered, his lips brushing lightly against my cheek.How was he acting like nothing happened?I don’t even know why I was scared to bring it up again. Maybe because if he repeated it, he’d finally realize the weight behind what he’d said.Before I could think too hard about it, he shifted me closer against him, his touch warm enough to completely throw my thoughts off balance again. His hard length brushed my thighs as he positioned me. “Ah!” I moaned quietly, gripping his shoulders, nails digging tightly into his che







