로그인I don’t know how many hours we spent making out and doing adult stuff but it went on and on. Wait, I don’t mean we went several hours non-stop. C’mon, we’re not machines. Even machines overheat from overuse.
We took breaks at intervals, talked about high school and life then one of us turns the other on again and the circle continued. Maybe I never really hated Nick, I just hated our first encounter together after we met again years later. The morning after the kiss was my favorite morning in a while. For the first time in years, life felt okay again. I pinched myself to be sure it wasn’t a dream anf guess what? It was real, Nick was still on my bed. “Nick, we should get ready for work,” I said, shaking him awake. “Just five more minutes, Clums.” I smiled. Wait, did I really just smile? He called me Clums but for the first time, I didn’t find it annoying. His voice was infact very romantic, hot. Very hot. “Okay, but just five minutes!” I said, trying to be romantically-serious. “Mhmm.” I took of my lingerie and got in the shower. It wasn’t hair day but I did my hair, I used the skin care soaps I’ve been hoarding for a while now. I usually take ten (10) minutes when I shower but I took twenty five, unknowingly. Trying to make sure i was sparkling, just incase we had to go for a round 2. Silly me. I tried really hard to get out of my head, trust me. But the kiss, the confession, the way Nick stood up for me, the way he looked at me and everything, just kept replaying in my head. Like a high schooler who just got her first kiss from her crush. What? Don’t blame me for being that way just because you can’t relate to a romantic moment. Okay? “Nick, it’s been thirty minutes already. You’ve only got fourty five (45) minutes to get ready.” “Fuck!” He said, jumping off the bed, “I should get going, Clums.” He kissed me on the lips, buttoned his shirt incorrectly, grabbed his jacket and made to storm out. Grabbing him by the shirt, “where do you think you’re going young man?” “Huh?” “You don’t want to shower here?” “Well…” “Well?” “I thought you wouldn’t want that.” “Why won’t I?” “Well, girls like their space.” “True, but you’re not just anyone…” I saw his eyes soften and he smiled shyly. “Fine, but I’m not going into that bathroom without you.” “Get lost. You had all the time to shower together but you decided your sleep was better.” “No, Clums. Well, you know you’re the reason I couldn’t get up early.” I blushed, stupid. “How so?” I mean, “I went beyond my limit to impress you all through the night and…” I covered his mouth with my left hand… “Shut up.” He removed my hand slowly, put his right hand behind my back and pulled me closer. Looking me in the eye, he used his left hand to untie my dressing gown slowly until it dropped to the floor. “You’re coming with me,” then he took me in his arms like a kid, kissed me and took me to the bathroom with him. I unbuttoned his shirt, took of his belt and the rest of what happened is PG25. We talked, laughed, giggled, did water fight until we were about an hour late. “Fuck, Gray will kill us,” I said, running out of the bathroom half naked. “Clums?” “Nick, you need to get out now…” “I know but…Clums,” I turned to look at him, “will you be okay at work? I can stand in for you, give an excuse or something. Do you need more time to cool off?” Okay, he didn’t have to remind me that my sex video was circulating on the internet few hours ago. Honestly, he made it easier for me to forget that. “Nick, I understand you and I appreciate your concern but I’m fine, really.” “Sure?” “Yeah…” I took his hands, “and it’s all thanks to you.” He smiled, I smiled, we smiled. “I’ll do anything for my Clums,” he said and I smiled. “Good then. Number one on the list is for you to rush home, get dressed and be at work in ten. I do not have the balls to explain to Mr. Gray why were about an hour late today. “Well, I do have the balls though.” Nasty boy. I hit his head. He called me a menace, buttoned his shirt and rushed out. I laughed seeing how hurriedly he left. I spent the next five minutes replaying the scene from the bathroom and trying not to replay the ones from the night before. One scene at a time. I didn’t have time to eat, so I poured a cup of cereal in a plate and poured so milk then ate hurriedly. By the time I was done with everything, I was eighty minutes late. But somehow, even in the midst of chaos, all I could think of was Nick. I hate how a man comes into your life and makes every other thing invisible to you. Well, this quote isn’t for me though, I liked how Nick made everything invisible to me.If happiness was a person, it’d have been me this morning.Actually, scratch that.If happiness was a person, it would probably leave wet towels on the bed and forget to zip up.I’m happiness. Well, just for this moment.I was still deep inside my head when I left the house, I forgot to put out the towels and didn’t even zip up until a Good Samaritan helped with it.On a normal day, I’d have been wondering how many people saw my inner wear or if anyone did, I’d be dying of embarrassment and won’t want to walk that path anymore. But today, unlike every other day, I was too excited to care.The drive to work was unusually shorter or did I drive faster?The traffic seemed longer but it didn’t annoy me.The radio didn’t irritate me either, I even vibed to a song.An old lady scratched my car with her shopping cart outside the parking lot but it couldn’t ruin my mood. Life was good. Or at least, life felt good. For once.I stepped into the building feeling lighter than I had in years, hum
I don’t know how many hours we spent making out and doing adult stuff but it went on and on. Wait, I don’t mean we went several hours non-stop. C’mon, we’re not machines. Even machines overheat from overuse.We took breaks at intervals, talked about high school and life then one of us turns the other on again and the circle continued.Maybe I never really hated Nick, I just hated our first encounter together after we met again years later.The morning after the kiss was my favorite morning in a while. For the first time in years, life felt okay again. I pinched myself to be sure it wasn’t a dream anf guess what? It was real, Nick was still on my bed.“Nick, we should get ready for work,” I said, shaking him awake.“Just five more minutes, Clums.”I smiled.Wait, did I really just smile? He called me Clums but for the first time, I didn’t find it annoying. His voice was infact very romantic, hot. Very hot.“Okay, but just five minutes!” I said, trying to be romantically-serious.“Mhmm
The urge to see her the next morning was unbearable. I told myself it was just to make sure she was okay, but I didn't even believe that myself I drove past her apartment thrice, before I gathered the courage to finally park. Her building looked quiet, isolated but welcoming. For a moment, I thought maybe she left town. Until I eventually saw her sitting on the stairs outside. She tied her hair up into a messy bun, the messiest I've ever seen. She had no makeup on, wasn't smiling, just a book and a plate of dessert. When her eyes met mine, I expected a negative reaction. Instead, she smiled warmly, though it was obvious that she forced it. I walked over, both hands in my pockets. "Hey." "Hey,” her voice was hoarse. I sat beside her, close enough to feel the heat from her body, far enough to not touch her. "You got the apology?" I asked. "Yeah, doesn't change anything though." "It does, at least for a start." For a moment, we just sat there. I'm not good at comfor
I've seen a lot of jerks in my life, but no one has made me want to smash a phone into someone's face until they bleed to death faster than the jerk who made Clums cry. Gracie’s face was filled with tears when she saw the video. By the time work ended, she was already gone. I couldn't stop her. I didn't want to. She didn't need me breathing down her neck at a time like this. She needed space, and that was exactly what I gave her. Micheal Peterson.The name was like a bad image in my head now. I sat at my desk longer than I should’ve, it was late and everyone had gone home. My laptop screen glowed in the dark as I scrolled from page to page, viewing Micheal’s life like a bad movie. Every new thing I learned about him made me want to punch him all the more.He had an entirely different online presence . I found his contact details after five long hours of search, bought a fake female profile then reached out to him saying I’m a fan who would love to meet him. You see, if you want to
Monday mornings are like chocolates. Little of it is sweet, too much of it are like chocolates with the extra calories.I was halfway through my first cup, scrolling emails and older messages when my phone buzzed. It was a message from an unknown number. I ignore it to finish up and leave for work. Another notification pops up, I frown. Wrong number? I tapped it.A video.I hesitated, but curiosity won and I opened it.Then, my world stopped.It was me. My hair was longer in the video, I wasn't putting on anything, I was dancing with no clothes and he was touching me all over. The bed, the angle, the person, it was me. The one night I wish I could erase from history.It wasn’t just a video, it was evidence, humiliation and disgrace with my face, my body, my shame.The one night I had prayed to remain buried, six feet under.Micheal.My stomach dropped so fast like it was being held. My hands were shaking so bad, I almost dropped my phone. I look up immediately, as if I was commanded
There are two things I love in life. One, Fridays.Two, Trading insults with Clumsy Gracie. Her name’s actually Gracie Gilbert but I don’t even care. Gracie, she’s sarcastic, prickly and looks at me irritatingly like I’m the gum stuck to her shoe. But, I find her interesting, to an extent. I love how she hates me and I love how she knows that I love how she hates me. But I hate how audacious she is, how she tells me “shut up” to my face. No sugarcoating, no fake smiles. This morning, she wore a coat that made her look like Tyrion Lannister. I don’t just get this girl, sometimes, she's pretty dull, other times, she’s scary, makes me want to go home and have a good day.Anyways, I love staring at her cause it upsets her and that’s my favorite part of life, the days I live for.I’m at it again, she sees me staring and walks up to me then hands me a glue. At first I thought the iconic Clumsy Gracie was going to ask for help, not until she opened her fraudulent mouth. “Here, glue your e







