LOGINIf happiness was a person, it’d have been me this morning.
Actually, scratch that. If happiness was a person, it would probably leave wet towels on the bed and forget to zip up. I’m happiness. Well, just for this moment. I was still deep inside my head when I left the house, I forgot to put out the towels and didn’t even zip up until a Good Samaritan helped with it. On a normal day, I’d have been wondering how many people saw my inner wear or if anyone did, I’d be dying of embarrassment and won’t want to walk that path anymore. But today, unlike every other day, I was too excited to care. The drive to work was unusually shorter or did I drive faster? The traffic seemed longer but it didn’t annoy me. The radio didn’t irritate me either, I even vibed to a song. An old lady scratched my car with her shopping cart outside the parking lot but it couldn’t ruin my mood. Life was good. Or at least, life felt good. For once. I stepped into the building feeling lighter than I had in years, humming Dido’s “Life for Rent.” Then I remembered I was late. Very, very late. A whole eighty minutes late. My smile disappeared immediately, I’ve never been this late, not even thirty minutes late. Never! “Interesting,” I muttered. Some men, come into a woman’s life and ruin her schedule. Unknowingly though. I smiled at the thought. I hurried towards the elevators and the doors opened. There he was, Nick. He was looking annoyingly handsome, same guy i used to hate so much. Uhm, hate? Not exactly. He wore a carton color shirt with sleeves rolled halfway up his arms. His hair was slightly messy, eyes focused on a document, his stupid face looked attractive. This man right here, is a walking inconvenience. Need I tell you what I felt when he looked at me? My heart did that embarrassing thing of beating too fast, I could almost hear it in my ear. “Hey,” I said. “Morning.” That was it. Morning? Like…just Morning? That was it? I blinked. He wasn’t smiling or teasing, didn’t even give a peck. Fine, I get that workplace romance is prohibited but what in the name of Damon Salvotore’s sarcastic and uninterested method of greeting was that? The elevator doors shut. Fine, maybe he’s just nervous. I think I get that. People get nervous after major “life changing” events. Marriage, Job interviews, moving to a new country, meeting your celebrity crush or sleeping with your childhood best friend after years of roasting each other at work. I stood beside him, waiting to hear him say something. Nick isn’t the type to go a day without teasing me. But the silence just stretched and stretched until eventually, I couldn’t take it anymore. “So…?” “So?” “So.” “That’s usually how conversations work.” I stared at him, he stared back. But before I could say any other thing, the elevator dinged, doors opened. “Meeting room in ten minutes, Clums.” Thrn he walked away. Just like that. What a total jerk! But is that how guys do it? Guysss, I’m asking y’all? This how it’s done? Pretending like nothing happened? Or did nothing really happen? Maybe I should check the security cameras. Because there absolutely no way the same man who spent hours kissing me less than twenty-four hours ago had just hit me with an ordinary “Morning,” and “Meeting room in ten minutes, Clums.” I got to the meeting room ten minutes later, pissed and confused. “You were late today, Gracie, want to tell us why?” Mr Gray asked. “Sorry sir, won’t ever happen again.” “You should apologize to Nikolas too, he got pissed waiting for you.” Me? Apologize? This dude is the reason I’m late. Silence. “Gracie?” Gray called. “You really want an apology, mister Nick?” “There a reason I shouldn’t get one?” Okay, that took me out. “Sorry?” “You owe me an apology too.” This piece of shit. “I’m sorry Nikolas Wealth for not coming on time because a certain guy delayed me and is pretending…” He cut me short, “we don’t want to hear your life stories, Clums. Apology accepted.” Can you guys really believe this? Like, can-you-really? It then hit me that I was the only one who thought last night was a big deal, I’m the only one who hoped something good would’ve come out of it. And I’m probably the only one who fell in love with my enemy after a ‘one night stand.’ “Are you ready for your presentation, Miss Clums?” “Are you going to help Mr. Gray write me a sack letter if I’m not?” Silence. He probably didn’t expect that. But this is what it is once again. Nick and I, will probably only ever be workplace rivals. Maybe this company is our only link to each other. The next twenty minutes was just us discussing business and making presentations. After the meeting, I walked out even before Nick could start up from his chair. “Clums, are you in haste?” “Do we have an unfinished conversation?” Silence. “If no, please don’t bother me. He tilted his head a bit and I saw an expression I couldn’t name. Maybe regret? Well, he has until the end of today to explain the reason for the sudden pretense and ignorant attitude. I walked to my seat, scribbled on my notes angrily as I tried to hold my tears back. Was he just playing with me? Was I too vulnerable? Am I just an object for fun? Why would anyone do that to anyone? Minutes went by, hours, and soon the day was over. Yet, no sign of Nick apologizing. No sign of Nick trying to make amends. No sign of Nick saying he was just pulling stunts to get my attention. I picked my bag, packed my desk and went home heartbroken and embarrassed at myself for expecting anything from a guy who has always been mean to me just because he stood up for me once, I let go of the many times he didn’t. And maybe, it’s me, I should never have let him in. The drive back home was nothing like the morning. The radio was the most annoying thing and I switched it off almost immediately. I yelled at the delivery guy that almost broke my mirror, my blouse got hooked to the door as I closed it. And just like that, the whole universe decided my fairytale was over.If happiness was a person, it’d have been me this morning.Actually, scratch that.If happiness was a person, it would probably leave wet towels on the bed and forget to zip up.I’m happiness. Well, just for this moment.I was still deep inside my head when I left the house, I forgot to put out the towels and didn’t even zip up until a Good Samaritan helped with it.On a normal day, I’d have been wondering how many people saw my inner wear or if anyone did, I’d be dying of embarrassment and won’t want to walk that path anymore. But today, unlike every other day, I was too excited to care.The drive to work was unusually shorter or did I drive faster?The traffic seemed longer but it didn’t annoy me.The radio didn’t irritate me either, I even vibed to a song.An old lady scratched my car with her shopping cart outside the parking lot but it couldn’t ruin my mood. Life was good. Or at least, life felt good. For once.I stepped into the building feeling lighter than I had in years, hum
I don’t know how many hours we spent making out and doing adult stuff but it went on and on. Wait, I don’t mean we went several hours non-stop. C’mon, we’re not machines. Even machines overheat from overuse.We took breaks at intervals, talked about high school and life then one of us turns the other on again and the circle continued.Maybe I never really hated Nick, I just hated our first encounter together after we met again years later.The morning after the kiss was my favorite morning in a while. For the first time in years, life felt okay again. I pinched myself to be sure it wasn’t a dream anf guess what? It was real, Nick was still on my bed.“Nick, we should get ready for work,” I said, shaking him awake.“Just five more minutes, Clums.”I smiled.Wait, did I really just smile? He called me Clums but for the first time, I didn’t find it annoying. His voice was infact very romantic, hot. Very hot.“Okay, but just five minutes!” I said, trying to be romantically-serious.“Mhmm
The urge to see her the next morning was unbearable. I told myself it was just to make sure she was okay, but I didn't even believe that myself I drove past her apartment thrice, before I gathered the courage to finally park. Her building looked quiet, isolated but welcoming. For a moment, I thought maybe she left town. Until I eventually saw her sitting on the stairs outside. She tied her hair up into a messy bun, the messiest I've ever seen. She had no makeup on, wasn't smiling, just a book and a plate of dessert. When her eyes met mine, I expected a negative reaction. Instead, she smiled warmly, though it was obvious that she forced it. I walked over, both hands in my pockets. "Hey." "Hey,” her voice was hoarse. I sat beside her, close enough to feel the heat from her body, far enough to not touch her. "You got the apology?" I asked. "Yeah, doesn't change anything though." "It does, at least for a start." For a moment, we just sat there. I'm not good at comfor
I've seen a lot of jerks in my life, but no one has made me want to smash a phone into someone's face until they bleed to death faster than the jerk who made Clums cry. Gracie’s face was filled with tears when she saw the video. By the time work ended, she was already gone. I couldn't stop her. I didn't want to. She didn't need me breathing down her neck at a time like this. She needed space, and that was exactly what I gave her. Micheal Peterson.The name was like a bad image in my head now. I sat at my desk longer than I should’ve, it was late and everyone had gone home. My laptop screen glowed in the dark as I scrolled from page to page, viewing Micheal’s life like a bad movie. Every new thing I learned about him made me want to punch him all the more.He had an entirely different online presence . I found his contact details after five long hours of search, bought a fake female profile then reached out to him saying I’m a fan who would love to meet him. You see, if you want to
Monday mornings are like chocolates. Little of it is sweet, too much of it are like chocolates with the extra calories.I was halfway through my first cup, scrolling emails and older messages when my phone buzzed. It was a message from an unknown number. I ignore it to finish up and leave for work. Another notification pops up, I frown. Wrong number? I tapped it.A video.I hesitated, but curiosity won and I opened it.Then, my world stopped.It was me. My hair was longer in the video, I wasn't putting on anything, I was dancing with no clothes and he was touching me all over. The bed, the angle, the person, it was me. The one night I wish I could erase from history.It wasn’t just a video, it was evidence, humiliation and disgrace with my face, my body, my shame.The one night I had prayed to remain buried, six feet under.Micheal.My stomach dropped so fast like it was being held. My hands were shaking so bad, I almost dropped my phone. I look up immediately, as if I was commanded
There are two things I love in life. One, Fridays.Two, Trading insults with Clumsy Gracie. Her name’s actually Gracie Gilbert but I don’t even care. Gracie, she’s sarcastic, prickly and looks at me irritatingly like I’m the gum stuck to her shoe. But, I find her interesting, to an extent. I love how she hates me and I love how she knows that I love how she hates me. But I hate how audacious she is, how she tells me “shut up” to my face. No sugarcoating, no fake smiles. This morning, she wore a coat that made her look like Tyrion Lannister. I don’t just get this girl, sometimes, she's pretty dull, other times, she’s scary, makes me want to go home and have a good day.Anyways, I love staring at her cause it upsets her and that’s my favorite part of life, the days I live for.I’m at it again, she sees me staring and walks up to me then hands me a glue. At first I thought the iconic Clumsy Gracie was going to ask for help, not until she opened her fraudulent mouth. “Here, glue your e







