CHAPTER 54

Lyra's POV.

Anger welled up inside of me where I watched on. I had been refusing advances only for me to realize that he had been going on with life like nothing bothered him.

I didn't know why sometimes I still feel trapped. Piece of exactly what motions was trying to tell me but in gentler terms so that I didn't get completely crushed.

He had a family and he was trying to actively raise one to become a better version of everything that he could have been.

How stupid of me to think that for one day I will be able to light a candle compared to Selene. After all she was the one that the moon goddess had chosen.

I held in my dry laughter as I watched him storm out of the doctors office. There was nothing for me here anymore. I couldn't care less if they were attacked by the least packs.

He had gone ahead to get a hair so I had to move on with my life and stop fantasizing about something that was never going to come to fruition.

It was just a wishful thinking that could have been passed on with immediate effect if I wanted to really do that.

I was also contemplating what my next move should have actually been. If I was going to leave this place for my heart to fall back on something I'm not just starting from scratch.

I had to come up with an idea that was totally mine . Nobody would be able to push for it or make you look like I was doing too much.

I was hoping that one way or the other I would also be able to land something else I will be as good as new.

There was supposed to be something sweet about the way it had been so complicated.

"You've got to define what you are looking for. Is it supposed to be easy now that you found out that he might not have been thinking about you the way you've been worried." Lucius mocked me

My rejection must have hit him the wrong way and he wanted to make me pay at all costs but I had already settled everything and decided that the only way to stop this was by making sure that I was able to arrive at a tangible conclusion.

"That's not still going to make me say yes to you. If I will be doing that then it needs to be of my own accord and not because somebody has been pushing for it." I reminded him.

He wasn't pleased with my answers but there was nothing he could do. A gentleman thought he could be brash when he wanted.

"So, is there anything else that we need to bring to the limelight or do we just move on with the entire stuff?" I asked.

Camille and I exchanged glances, wondering how long this was going to take before the both of us would be able to acknowledge that we made a mistake or needed to edit a few things.

"So... Camille has an idea for everyone and she has sworn by her life that it's one of the biggest things that we could have ever watched. I don't think that there was going to be something else to be dumped"

I was lost within my rights but not completely so. There was the need for unnecessary pressure and I was glad that there was a little bit of break in between the both of us.

I was a little bit weary of what my rejection might bring but to some extent having an entirely different mindset which might end up eating deep into whatever we were trying to build.

"I understand the differences but can we not make things even this evident?"

There were a couple of things that we were trying to resolve but this was never going to work when he believed that he had some rights to my life greater than what he truly had.

I saw the sentiments for me in his mind but there was nothing to conceal the fact that I had even more things to talk about that was the strength to walk into something hard like this.

"According to the rumors that I have been dealing with for a long time I now believe that there are even more things to be spoken of. It's not as easy as you would want it to look." I said.

There was absolutely nothing more to drag for because I was only just doing the things that I could do to make my life easier to some point before I decided to work on the rest of the things.

I was hoping for the best at the same time, still trying to hold back.

"The both of us cannot keep handling things from different perspectives without hoping that something comes up. I need to know what's going on and I need it to be fast. I need an answer that's not going to harm me in the process." I went on hoping that he realized what I was talking about.

I had too many things on my mind and I was not going to complete issues just because I wanted to please somebody that had no business being pleased in the first place

I also had a lot of things running through my mind. I was going to take the cake but I decided that if I was being honest I needed to relax a bit to see what was truly going on around her and how I could make it even better.

Camille looked between the both of us noticing the stiffness between us and then realized that it was going to take a longer time before the both of us would ever come to the same point.

I was already getting tired and there was no need for me to go on with it.

"So, are both of you going to tell me what's wrong or am I going to have to wait to decipher it myself?"