Winston POV"The groom in the building," Marco teased.I huffed and stood up. "Don't push it, Marco. I'm not really in the mood to talk about it.""Well, the wedding is in a few hours. You won't be able to avoid it. Well, only if the wedding night will give you an heir," he hinted.I can't believe the wedding is in a few hours. The thought of it makes my blood boil. I had to take in several breaths to calm my nerves.I groaned. "I'm not talking about this, Marco. I need to check on something," I gave a silly excuse and walked out of the room. Marco was whining too much even though he was right.I seriously won't be able to avoid it. How am I supposed to have sex with her? Well, anyhow. I'm only going to wait to fill her with my litters.Turning to my right, I decided to check up on Angelina and see how she was taking the whole thing. Not that I have hoped. In fact, I will love more than anything for her to refuse my offer. Maybe then, I will have a reason to tell my heart after I kill
Angelina POVI felt a deep gushing feeling in me. The tears won't stop flowing down my cheeks. I had to constantly wipe it off but it won't stop coming. It felt like my whole existence was fading away.What am I saying? Hasn't it all faded? I can't even resume school and I'm stuck here. When do I get to give the Alpha an heir?The thought of having the Alpha on my bed and in me did nothing to ease my pain, in fact, it gave me more heartache.How am I supposed to do it? "Luna, please come with me," one of the maids offered.I stared at her for a moment and unconsciously, tears rushed down my face more. People are looking at me now but I couldn't stop crying. We are still in the hall as the party only stretched for hours. I'm supposed to wait for the Alpha in my room. It's the night of the mating after all."Luna?" I heard a soft voice and I looked up slowly.Everyone has started murmuring around me. Apparently, no one knew about my father's crime. I wonder why the Alpha is hiding thi
"What! I thought he was coming in an hour," I rushed the words quickly, and my heartbeat suddenly increased."I'm sorry but it's an hour already," Bentley whispered.I blinked once, unable to believe it. How did time fly so quickly? I sincerely don't wish to leave my father. Who knows what Winston will do to me? Though, the way he kissed me in the hall still bothered me. Especially because I've never been kissed in such a way. It was my first time and a perfect one for me.Gosh! I don't believe I'm thinking about a kiss at this moment. I'm so sick, I slap myself mentally."You need to go now!" My father said urgently.I shook my head briefly. "I don't want to go. I don't know what he will do to me. I'm so scared, I'm so scared that my hands won't stop shaking!" I babbled.My father held my hands suddenly, "You will be fine, I will make sure you are. Just tell the Alpha that you can't go on with the marriage. Let him have me. I can even tell him what he wants to hear. When he hears th
Angelina POVI hesitated as I stared up at him, my heartbeat increased drastically.He regarded me for a moment. "Are you scared? You can talk and I will stop."I felt slight dizziness and it looked like the alcohol I drank was beginning to take its toll on me. Though, it was not as I wanted it to. If Winston hadn't taken my cup, it would have been better."I'm not. A deal is a deal after all," I assured even though I couldn't control the mad beating of my heart. It's for the best anyways.He cleared his throat. "I don't want to be here as well. Like I've told you the other day, you are not my type and you will never be! I want to get it done with as soon as possible," He spat out. His words were like needles, digging into my body and making me feel a deep wrenching feeling in my heart. Somehow, it hurts that my second experience would also be nothing to write home about. I felt dirty that I'm sacrificing my body to this foolish man in front of me and he doesn't even acknowledge it.
Winston POVIt couldn't be.There was no way it could be! My heart made a sudden thud in me as I stared at Angelina, with her head on my chest. The action aroused feelings in me.I had a dream, a strange one after all this while. I saw myself getting pleasure from f**king Angel.The feelings I got for Angel aren't at all strange. In fact, I'm familiar with it because I've felt it several times. Though, I doubted that could be the case. There's no fucking way Angelina would be my mate! Something must be wrong somewhere, I protested within me.Staring down at her slender and naked body, a lump formed in my throat and I realized how intense the heat has gotten. Am I supposed to be in charge of my fate? Am I?This is insane! I gently pushed Angel off my body, while fighting a hidden desire to stay in the position forever. I could caress her while she slept. She could wake up on me. I could_Insane! That's what is happening! Something else is definitely wrong with me. It's not the mate b
Angelina POVAfter the rape, I was determined to be a human rights activist. Or perhaps I could just be a judge, someone that would put all these rapists in their places. That aside, I suffered mentally because of it. Going through daily activities has always been very difficult for me. I also developed a phobia of men in general.My father made matters worse when he refused to show up. I felt so lonely and I realized what sex could do to people.No, actually what a half-consented sex could do.Should I then say the sex I had with Winston was half consented or just a rape?Ok, Winston clearly asked me if I wanted to proceed. But would he have stopped if I told him to? We had a deal. So, somehow the sex was against my wish. I had to do it under circumstances.But why does it not match my mental definition of what rape is? I had so much hatred for rapists and strongly felt they should die. But why do I feel like having sex with Winston? What is the urge I suddenly had? During sex? That
Angelina POV"You just spoke about wedding rings. How did you know about it if you've not been to my world?"She blinked once and stretched out her hands ignorantly. "I didn't say that. I said rings alright but I didn't say anything about weddings. We have rings here as well."I may not be good at some things but my listening skills are very sharp and accurate. I was certain Bentley said wedding rings. Though, I wondered why she was lying about it.Bently hurried to the dresser. "You should eat. Thankfully, you will be tidying up the Alpha's room after her. You will be able to speak with him," she rushed the words as if she was in the interrogation room. I'm sure she purposely wanted me to forget about the wedding rings but I couldn't forget about it.I will ask her again when I'm sure it's the right time.I hurried up with applying beauty products. The dress is pink and very loose. She must have selected it because of the jobs I will be doing afterward.The biscuits were delicious, I
Angelina POV"Alpha, please forgive me," the supervisor beseeched.I couldn't talk, I didn't even know what to say. And since Winston had shut me up once, I decided to keep mute."Get_," his voice went even deeper, the tone scared me and I shuddered. "_Out of my sight before I change my mind!" He yelled.The maids jumped up in fear and scampered out of the room.I watched Winston for a moment, the dark lines that marred his face and the hardened cheekbone. He seemed to be in deep thought, but somehow, it looked like he was calmly watching me.Suddenly, he turned around and it looked like he would walk away."Winston," I called quickly, and I felt a shudder the moment his name slipped out of my mouth.Images passed over my eyes quickly. Memories filled me and I found myself silently wishing he would touch me. Perhaps he would hold me like he did yesterday. Perhaps, he would make love to me again.Though, I had no idea why I couldn't stop thinking about it. "Don't!" He snapped as he t