His eyes were like two laser beams burning into my soul. I couldn't take it anymore. “What?” I inquired.
He just stood there still, assessing me, scanning me with those damn eyes of his and then he spoke. “Why did you run out on our date?” He asked.
“Why didn't you tell them we've met before?” I countered.
“Would you rather I did?”
“Actually, no,” I blurted. “It was my first blind date, and I wasn't expecting someone like you.”
“Someone like me?” He asked with eyebrows raised.
“You know, Amelia didn't tell me you were white, and that threw me off. I mean, I've never dated a white guy before. I, much rather prefer men of the same colour as me,” I said, hoping I didn't sound like a bitch.
“Oh, now I see. Are you prejudiced?”
“Of course not. My sister's fiancé is white, and he's remarkable. It's just not my preference.”
“OK I get it,” He smiled.
“So, have you ever been with a black girl? – I mean, dated a black girl,” I corrected.
“I date all different types of women of all shades, colours and sizes. Some were sweet," he chuckled. “And some were bitter.” His eyes shot up to me when he said the last part and I wanted to punch that smug look off his face.
“You know what. I don't appreciate what you are insinuating. I am not bitter, I'm just cautious of who I let into my —” The dishwasher started to hum, distracting me from my statement. The humming got louder, indicating that it was doing its job. I felt him staring at me still. “What was I saying?" I asked, wanting to pick up where I left off.
“You were saying, how you are cautious about who you let into your pants," he grinned.
“I didn't or I wasn't gonna say that," I got angry. “I was explaining that I am selective about who I let into my life, not pants."
“Oh, so you aren't selective about who you let into your pants then?" He raised his brow, looking like a devilish cat, the way he was smiling now.
“Oh dare you, you asshole," I opened my palm and gave him a hard one across his cheek, my hand stung, and I hope his face was stinging more than my hand. I stepped away. Before I could move, I felt his muscular arm on my wrist. I turned to face him and gasped as his mouth landed on mine.
Our kiss was electrifying. His lips were subtle and tantalizing. His hands stroked my arms leading up to my back as they drew me closer to him. My body reacted to how good his lips felt on mine and as the stubble on his jaw grazed my cheek, I lost it. I needed more. I stroked his back and forearm as his kiss became more urgent. His tongue started probing my lips, seeking entrance to mine, which I gladly granted. I moaned at the sensation his tongue was coaxing from my inside. My breathing became ragged as he cupped my ass and squeezed. I wrapped my legs around him now, messing up the counter I just finished organizing when he settled me on the ceramic counter top. I arched my back when his hands found my breasts and his mouth found my neck. I was wet. I was jolted to reality when my phone rang. Gasping, I pulled away from Michael. I looked at the screen and realized it was Amelia calling. I nervously answered the call, avoiding Mike's eyes.
“Hello Amelia,” I answered, my lips felt numb and swollen and my throat was dry. I jumped from the counter without even acknowledging Michael.
“Dee, I'll have to take a rain check on going to the club. My mom is not feeling well so I'll have to stay with her.”
“Oh OK,” I said, a little disappointed.
“Dee, don't worry, we'll definitely go out next weekend.”
“OK can't wait. And I hope your mom feels better soon.”
“OK thanks, Dionnah, bye.”
“Bye,” I sighed, then hung up. I shoved the phone into my pocket. Mike was looking at me, puzzled.
“Bad news?” He asked, rubbing the cheek I slapped.
“That was Amelia. She cancelled our going out.”
“I was looking forward to it,” he smirked
I shrugged. He stepped a little closer to me, making me feel hot. I stepped back a bit. “Look, I don't know what gave you the idea that you could kiss me, but that wasn't appropriate.”
“Oh I'm sorry, I just wanted to know how you tasted,” he said smugly. I looked at him with wide eyes, shocked at his honesty. “I must say you taste exquisite. And I know you liked how I tasted. You say you prefer a man of your colour, but your body's response betrayed you. I wish we didn't stop.” How dare he. What gave him the right to speak to me like this? As I was about to speak, he stepped beside me and leaned into my ear and whispered. “Don't worry, your secret's safe with me.”
The rest of the weekend flew by quickly. I stayed in my room mostly, so I could finish up some documents on my computer. The fashion show was only a few months away, and I needed to be on track with everything.When I woke up Monday, I felt refreshed. I got up to take a shower when I heard movements in the hallway. I placed my ear on the door and I listened. My heart jumped when I heard a small knock on the door. I bit my bottom lip in order for me not to scream, and then I waited and heard feet shuffling away. I took a deep breath before I opened the door. My eyes landed on the trinkets down below and my breath caught in my chest. There was a light-brown teddy bear wearing a red bow. It was almost as tall as me. A box of chocolates lay perfectly in a heart-shaped box next to a well-put-together bouquet of Lilacs. There was a huge white box with a red bow. I looked up and down the hallway to see if I saw anybody, but I didn't.I hurriedly moved the items inside. I flung the bear on my
MICHAEL'S POV Fifty-six hours, twenty-two minutes, and twelve seconds. That's how much time had passed since Dionnah and I shared the most exhilarating kiss. 13, 14, 15. I kept counting the second hand on the clock that was sitting on the nightstand. Fifty-six hours, twenty-two minutes, and eighteen seconds. That's how long since I've seen Dionnah. Was she avoiding me? Did she enjoy the kiss? Now I felt guilty because over the years I've kissed many women and ghosted them after. Maybe this was my retribution. I went up to her room door a couple of times contemplating whether or not I should knock, but I was told by Dani that Dionnah was engrossed in her fashion show project. My heart stung with heaviness as I longed to see her face. Was this really how a woman felt after a man hit it and quit it? If so, then I feel awful because I'd done this to so many women. I didn't have all the time in the world to make a tally of how many hearts I left in shambles. It was Sunday night, and the
DIONNAH'S POV I was just sitting there, gritting my teeth and staring daggers at the three people making fun of my blind date fiasco the other night. So, what if I ran away because the man was white? I just didn't date them and that was that. “Haha haha!” Dani threw her head back, giggling like a lunatic after she recited something funny at my expense, again. Her luscious lips, which were similar to mine, trembled as she belted out the most unladylike laugh I had ever heard her give. I was angry at her for outing me and letting everyone know I don't normally dress like this. I watched through squinted eyes as Jon wiped his soon-to-be wife's mouth. She laughed so hard that she began to drool. “And then I said, Dee, Don't knock it till you've tried it," Jonny added, sending Dani into another fit of laughter. She threw herself into Jonny's arms. Both of them held each other as they laughed their asses off. Those two, Dani and Jonny, were like two peas in a pod. A part of my insid
M.I.K.E.“Good afternoon, Mrs. Miller, this is Dionnah Delaney from Delaney Designs. I am calling to confirm our meeting next Tuesday. Looking forward to doing business with you." Dionnah sat at her desk making business calls, trying to get that hot piece of work out of her head. She couldn't stand their heated encounters but yet, she secretly desired them. The adrenaline rush and the heat he emitted when he got deeply agitated made Dionnah more turned on than ever. Maybe she was a little crazy, she thought. This behaviour was a little toxic. “Hmm," she hummed attentively while she listened to her potential client on the other end of the receiver. M.I.K.E.Y.“Yes, Mrs. Miller, we do offer top-notch service and I guarantee satisfaction, if not, you get 50 percent of your money back." M.I.C.H.A.E.L.“I hope so, too. Thank you for considering Delaney Designs. Have a lovely day," Dionnah chimed in her best customer service voice as she ended the call. She wanted to ensure she gave nothi
“How dare he! How dare he!" Dionnah fumed, throwing her pen across her office. Michael had built up her heart with excitement and the possibility that she could love again, only to shred it by accusing her of cheating. After what dirty Derick did to her, she not only promised herself not to date anyone white, but she also made a vow that if she managed to get into another relationship, she would never cheat or give her partner any doubts about her fidelity. “Oh, shit!” She whined to herself. “This man is driving me crazy."She paced around the room, ignoring her office phone that kept on ringing non-stop. “What am I thinking? How can I cheat on someone I'm not even in a relationship with? Why am I so bothered by this?" The phone kept on ringing. “Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!" She grabbed her purse and slapped the phone over and over with it until it fell off her desk. “Oh, My God! I think it's dead." Amelia entered the office just in time to see Dionnah murdering the office phone. “
Dionnah was flustered and out of breath, feeling awkward standing there gawking at the Mountain of sexiness in front of her. He was just standing there glaring at nothing in particular. His hands leisurely tucked into the pockets of his grey sweatpants that hugged his bow legs appreciatively. His dark silk muscle shirt was sleeveless, baring his biceps to Dionnah. Her tummy somersaulted as she marvelled at the handsome man before her. His arm tattoos hit that sweet spot between her thighs every time. It was like each moment her eyes met him; they tricked her brain into thinking it was the first time they were seeing him, causing her to forget how to breathe. But she pushed through her uneasiness and spoke. "Michael, I'm here." She chomped down on her bottom lip, trying hard not to run and tackle him to the ground and kiss him until both their mouths wither and turned into dust. She lingered for him to reply. She noticed his shoulders tensed at the sound of her voice, like he didn't e
~Ambivalence refers to having mixed or contradictory feelings about something or someone. It can involve indecision or uncertainty due to having both positive and negative emotions or attitudes about a person, object, or situation. For example, a person might feel ambivalence about a job offer if they are excited about the salary but not about the job responsibilities. In Dionnah's case, her ambivalence is with how she feels about entering into another relationship after what she endured with Derick.~******DIONNAH'S POVI am ready, I was sure I was. This was what I wanted, plus I'd never been this attracted to any man before. Ever!Michael seemed to be caught off guard, but the grin on his face told me he'd been wanting to do this since the moment we met. His eyes showed his longing need for me and it was driving my nether region wild. I liked being wanted by Michael, it made me feel sexy like I was a Goddess of some sort. Michael accepted my lips with his. We moaned loudly as our
DIONNAH'S POVA ton of dead weight crashed down on my chest, but I said nothing. I just stared out into the distance, and my eyes settled on the empty space at the entrance of the pathway. I now realized that it was missing something, maybe two big potted plants on either side. I made a little mental note to go pottery shopping when I got the chance. My eyes then went to find many little things that needed fixing in the backyard. Maybe I could hire a landscaper and he could turn this place into a fairy's playground. "Dee, did you hear me?" Dani shook me from my trance."Mhmhm," I jumped. "I said did you hear me? Derick's engaged.""Yes. I heard you, Dani. Loud and clear," I snapped. That big-fat-coconut-head bastard. He told me he wouldn't get married until he was successful and in his forties. I guess that was another one of his lies. "I just thought you should hear it from me and not someone else.""Right. Good for him though." I half smiled. I guess it was good for him and even