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Regret

But do I have any choice?

No.

"Trin! What wedding dress should I choose?!" I watched my sister as she excitedly showed me the brochure of the wedding dresses. Being here...is killing me.

It's painful. What I'm doing is painful but it's okay. I can only be with my sister sometimes, will I refuse this opportunity?

I sighed before smiling at her.

"You should choose something brighter, Triz. It will suit you better." Of course. If she's the light, then I'm the darkness. We're completely opposite. We didn't spend a lot of time together when we were kids because...I avoided her. The reason? It's mom and dad, of course. They told me not to talk to Beatriz too much because she might be influenced. I don't know what kind of influence they were talking about but as I got older, I slowly understood what they meant.

The young me was confused b