The Power Of Forgiveness

Summer POV

After accepting his Rejection, I went straight to bed. I started pondering on all that had transpired. I tried to understand what gave mother the power to wipe out my memory back then and failed now.

I figured it was because I was mad. Seriously seething with anger. I thought I would exact my revenge on everyone that hurt me. But no. I felt only empathy for them. Instead of hating them I chose to forgive them. Hate is absolutely too energy draining.

 Take for instance my mother, she's done all this to me. No sane mother would inflict so much pain and misery on her own child. A person has to be deranged to be that vile!.

I'm letting all this pent up rage, the hurt, the pain and the misery go. Otherwise I'll forever suffer whenever I look back. I want to be free. In the case of my mate, I am rendered speechless. Ethan got to know that I was his mate and he decided to reject me. Knowing fully well how horribl