LOGINAlara’s POV
The whispers had followed me for three days. Soft, sharp, and pity-laced.
Every pack member who crossed my path seemed to have the same look — eyes wide with sympathy, mouth pressed in a tight line, as though my heartbreak was a terminal illness and they were too polite to state that outright.
“Did you hear? Vivian’s carrying the future heir.”
“Poor Alara… after everything.”
“She must be devastated.”
They didn’t say it to my face. But their glances cut deeper than any blade ever had.
Vivian’s pregnancy announcement had spread through the pack like wildfire. It was a timed explosion, detonating right beneath my feet. Three days, and still the aftershocks wouldn’t stop.
Every time someone’s gaze grazed my neck, my stomach twisted. Every time they looked away too quickly, I felt the mark throb like it wanted to burn right through the high-collared shirts I’d been suffocating myself in.
Of course they didn’t know. No one knew. Not even Emily, who had been hounding me for days with suspicious eyes and gentle questions.
I couldn’t let her see. I couldn’t let anyone see.
The truth was a brand on my skin and a bruise on my soul, serving as a bitter reminder of my cruel fate.
Tonight the weight of it all had driven me here to the empty training grounds. Under the moonlit sky, my breath turned to mist. My fists bled against training dummies that didn’t deserve the abuse. My muscles screamed, but it was better than the scream festering in my chest.
I jabbed again, each thrust landing harder than the last.
The wooden post groaned beneath the force. My knuckles stung but I didn’t care.
Vivian’s words replayed in my mind, vicious in their sweetness.
“I’m pregnant….”
My wolf curled in on herself every time the memory surfaced, whimpering at the echo of betrayal. Astrid, my wolf, hadn’t spoken to me in three days. She was hurt, confused, unable to understand how our world had shattered so quickly.
I drove my foot into the dummy — once, twice, again until pain bloomed up my shin.
But I didn’t stop.
Not until the crack of a twig forced my body to still.
I didn’t turn. I knew that scent, that gait, that ripple of Alpha aura that slipped over my skin like a cold warning.
Kael.
His presence was soft, almost hesitant — as if he feared startling me. As if he cared.
I clenched my jaw, refusing to acknowledge him. My next punch collided with the dummy, rattling it against its post.
His voice broke the silence, low and cautious.
“Alara.”
He shouldn’t be here. Not now. Not tonight. Not after he chose another wolf. Another life. Another future.
“I figured I’d find you here,” Kael said quietly.
The shadows stretched around us, long and heavy. The scent of pine and earth clung to him. Memories pressed in — training sessions under dawn light, sparring until our limbs shook, laughing in between bruises.
That boy was gone.
I kept my gaze forward, fists clenched.
“What do you want?” My voice came out sharper than intended.
He let out a breath. “To talk.”
I laughed under my breath. It came out rusty. “I’m not interested.”
“Alara—”
“No.” My chest heaved. “Not tonight.”
Silence fell. The kind that wrapped around your ribs and squeezed.
“I didn’t leave because I wanted to,” he began, voice thick with something that wasn’t quite guilt. “Vivian was nearly fainting. I had to—”
“You don’t owe me an explanation,” I snapped.
Because he didn’t. Because he’d already made his choice.
His pace faltered behind me, but he didn’t leave.
“You’ve been avoiding me,” he said quietly.
I spun, eyes blazing. “You made your decision, Kael. You chose her.”
His jaw clenched so tightly it looked painful. “It wasn’t that simple.”
“Wasn’t it?” I whispered, the ache behind my ribs flaring. “She’s pregnant with your child. That alone makes it very simple.”
He flinched like I’d struck him.
“You don’t understand,” he murmured. “Vivian’s father — he controls half the warriors stationed at the southern borders. His alliances extend—”
“So this is political,” I cut in, throat burning. “Not personal.”
His silence was confirmation.
The moon cast silver across his face, highlighting every line of tension. He looked older suddenly. Tired.
“I can’t reject her,” he said. “Not now. Not with the baby. Her wolf is weak — if I break the bond, it could kill her. And the child.”
The blood in my veins went cold.
“So you’re locking yourself in a bond with her for the sake of an unborn heir?”
He took a step closer. “I’m doing what’s necessary for the pack.”
“And what am I?” My voice trembled despite every attempt to steady it. “A convenience you can cut loose when things get complicated?”
He swallowed, eyes dragging — not to my face, but to the edge of my collar where the fabric strained.
His voice cracked.
“I never meant to mark you.”
The world tilted. A cold wind swept across the training grounds, cutting through the fabric, straight into my bones.
Those words hurt more than Vivian’s triumphant smile.
He stepped closer, but I backed away.
“Alara… it was a mistake. I was blinded by anger. Hurt. Confused about where we stood. I shouldn’t have done it.”
A mistake.
The mark pulsed under my shirt, a cruel reminder of the day everything had changed.
“And what happens now?” I whispered. “What do you expect me to do?”
His eyes softened. Pity flickered in them, twisting the knife deeper.
“You have to let this go,” he murmured. “I can’t keep both bonds — it’ll tear one of you apart. It’s already too dangerous.”
My wolf let out a low, hollow sound.
He moved closer, lowering his voice.
“I never wanted to hurt you.”
“Then why are you?” My eyes stung. “Why does it feel like you’re choosing everything but me?”
“For the pack,” he said again.
Always for the pack. Never for me.
His aura shifted — the air thickened, vibrating with power. My knees weakened under the force of it.
His next words shattered something inside me.
“Alara Hawthorne,” Kael whispered, eyes burning with pain and resolve, “I reject you as my mate.”
The ground shifted. My lungs seized. My wolf howled, her anguish tearing through me like claws made of fire.
I fell to my knees.
The rejection hit like a blade plunged straight into my heart — twisted, dragged, and pulled until I couldn’t breathe.
Kael’s face broke. He took half a step forward but stopped.
He couldn’t touch me.
He wouldn’t.
“Alara…” His voice cracked. “I’m sorry.”
The words reached me from underwater, distorted and distant.
I looked up at him — at the man who’d once been my future — and felt the last thread between us snap.
He turned away first.
He walked into the darkness, leaving me collapsed in the dirt, gasping around pain that wouldn’t stop clawing through my chest.
I pressed a trembling hand to the mark beneath my collar.
It burned.
A silent, cruel reminder that my future had just been rewritten without my consent.
And that the man who’d marked me… was no longer mine.
Poor Alara... as if the unintentional marking wasn't bad enough. Kael did her worse.
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