Mag-log in“I want you to touch me… right now. I’ll show that scumbag ex I’m good at sex too.” Those were the last words Emily remembered saying before she woke up naked in the hockey captain’s bed — with her brother’s best friend staring back at her. One drunken night. One reckless mistake. One positive pregnancy test that ruined everything. Emily is a talented painter who just caught her boyfriend cheating. Alex is the campus’s arrogant, playboy hockey captain who never does commitment. Now they’re stuck together by an unplanned baby, crushing guilt, and a sizzling attraction that refuses to die. He says he doesn’t do responsibility. She says she won’t abort their child. But as Emily’s paintbrushes capture feelings she’s terrified to name and Alex starts showing up at her dorm with midnight cravings and soft kisses, one thing becomes dangerously clear: This hockey captain might just be hers… accidentally forever.
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My laughter died the second I pushed open the café door. There he was, Lucas, my boyfriend of thirteen months with another girl on his lap, kissing her like he was starving. His hands gripped her waist exactly the way they used to grip mine. Her long chestnut hair spilled over his shoulder as she leaned into him, completely lost in the kiss. The small wrapped canvas slipped from my fingers and crashed onto the wooden floor. The sound cracked through the café like a gunshot. Lucas jerked back. The same hazel eyes I’d stared into a thousand times flew to mine in pure panic. “Emily —” His voice cracked. “It’s not —” I didn’t wait for the lie. I turned and ran. Cold air slapped my face as I burst outside. Tears blurred everything, the brick paths, the fountain, the students laughing like my world hadn’t just shattered. I kept running until my lungs screamed, until I couldn’t hear the café bell ringing behind me anymore. How could he? I stopped under the big oak tree beside the arts building, bent over with my hands on my knees, gasping. The painting I’d spent three nights perfecting, our first date at the botanical garden, every tiny detail down to the coffee stain on his shirt was still lying on that café floor. My phone started exploding with calls. I answered the fourth one without thinking. “Emily, baby, please listen —” “Don’t call me baby,” I choked out. “I saw you, Lucas. I saw everything.” “It’s not what it looks like! She’s —” I hung up and turned my phone off. Then I sank onto the stone bench and finally let the tears fall. Ugly, shaking sobs tore out of me. I hugged my knees tight, trying to hold myself together, but it felt like everything was spilling out. Thirteen months of memories, late-night talks, his laugh when I showed him my paintings, the way he’d kiss my forehead after I had a bad critique, all of it poisoned in a single second. Why wasn’t I enough? Footsteps pounded toward me. I didn’t look up until a familiar vanilla scent wrapped around me and warm arms pulled me close. “Em…” Kara’s voice was soft but tight with anger. “What happened?” I pressed my face into her shoulder, soaking her sweater with tears. “He was kissing her. Right there in the café. In our spot.” Then she cursed under her breath. “That lying piece of shit.” “I had a painting for him,” I whispered. “I spent all night finishing it. I walked in smiling like an idiot and… and he had her on his lap.” Kara rubbed my back in slow circles, the way she always did when I was falling apart. “Did he see you?” I nodded. “He tried to explain. I ran.” “Good. Let him choke on his excuses.” She pulled back and brushed my wet hair from my face. Her eyes were fierce. “You’re too good for him, Em. You always were.” “I thought he loved me,” I said, voice cracking. “He told me I was his favorite person. He said —” “I know what he said.” Kara’s jaw clenched. “And right now it feels like your heart is being ripped out. But you’re not going to sit here and cry alone until you disappear.” I wiped my eyes with shaky hands. “I just want to go back to the dorm and sleep.” “Nope.” She stood up and tugged me to my feet. “We’re going out tonight.” “Kara…” “Icebreaker. Ladies’ night. Cheap drinks, loud music, and zero room for thinking about that asshole.” She linked her arm through mine and started walking, practically dragging me along. “You’re going to wear that tight black dress I got you, the one that makes boys trip over their own feet, and we’re going to dance until your legs hurt.” I tried to pull away, but she held on tighter. “What if I just cry the whole time?” “Then you cry,” she said with a small smile. “But at least you’ll look hot doing it. And I’ll be right beside you, ordering shots and cursing his name between every song.” A tiny, broken laugh slipped out of me. Only Kara could make me laugh when I felt this destroyed. We walked slowly across campus as the sky turned orange and pink. The same colors I loved painting. Now they just reminded me of the ruined canvas I’d left behind. “I really thought he was different,” I said quietly. “I know, babe.” Kara squeezed my arm. “And it sucks. It hurts like hell. But tonight? Tonight we’re starting the process of forgetting him. Even if it’s just for a few hours.” She glanced at me, a mischievous spark in her eyes. “Who knows? Maybe you’ll meet someone who actually deserves all those beautiful paintings you make.” I shook my head. “I don’t want anyone else.” “Not tonight you don’t,” she agreed. “Tonight you just need to feel something other than pain. And if that something comes in the form of loud music and strong cocktails, then that’s what we’re doing.” Lucas had broken my heart today. Tonight, I was going to try and forget it existed.Emily’s POV Sunlight filtered softly through the tall studio windows, falling across the canvas before me in streaks of warm gold. My brush moved slowly, mechanically, tracing shapes and colors that I barely saw. My mind was miles away, spinning endlessly around the same questions—Would I win? Would the judges understand what I tried to say? Would this work be enough to keep Will satisfied, to keep him from carrying out his threats? But beneath every thought, beneath every worry about the contest, there was only one thing that truly mattered: Alex. His face, his voice, the way he held me when the world felt too heavy. Every time Will’s name entered my mind, Alex’s name flashed instantly after it, bright and sharp and terrified. Whatever happened, whatever Will demanded, whatever price I had to pay… I had to make certain he would never lay a single finger on Alex. I would endure anything. I would agree to anything. Just to keep Alex safe. The quiet rustle of fabric and the fai
Emily’s POV The air backstage felt thick, smelling of polished wood, fresh paint, and the faint, sweet scent of flowers arranged along the presentation hall. I stood beside my painting, hands clasped tight together to keep them from trembling, my heart beating a frantic rhythm against my ribs. Everywhere I looked there were people—judges in tailored suits, fellow artists clutching their portfolios, gallery owners whispering in quiet corners. And somewhere out there, watching, waiting… was Will. Mrs. Anderson stepped up beside me, her hand resting gently on my shoulder. She turned me toward her and gave me a warm, steady smile, though her eyes held a touch of concern. “Don’t be nervous, Emily,” she said softly, pulling me into a gentle hug. “You’ve poured your heart into this work. That is enough. Just do your best—for yourself, not for anyone else. Let them see what is in your soul, not what anyone else has told you to show.” I nodded, pressing my forehead briefly to her
Alex’s POV “GET ME OUT OF HERE!! YOU BASTARDS!! WHO EXACTLY ARE YOU?!” My voice was raw, ragged, and barely recognizable as my own. My hands were bruised, knuckles split and aching from pounding against the heavy metal door until my strength gave out. Every blow sent a jolt of pain up my arms, but I didn’t stop—I couldn’t stop. I slammed my fists against the cold steel again and again, shouting until my throat burned, desperate for anyone to hear, to answer, to tell me why I was here. I had lost track of the days, but I knew it had been exactly one week since they took me. One week since I was seized on the road, dragged into a vehicle, and brought to this windowless, cold room. One week since I had been completely cut off from the world—from everyone I loved. And most of all… from her. Emily. Her name repeated in my mind like a prayer, sharp and aching with every breath. That was the worst part of this hell—not the cold, not the hunger, not the silence. It was the fear.
Emily’s POV “Thanks for driving me home, Kael. And thank you… for everything you showed me tonight.” I paused with my hand on the car door, looking back at him. The streetlight above us cast long shadows across his face, and his expression was grave, his brow furrowed with deep, unspoken worry. “No problem at all, Em,” Kael said, his voice serious and low. “But listen to me carefully. I know I don’t have all the facts, and I know I’ve been wrong before—terribly wrong—but I’m telling you now: be extremely careful with this man named Will. Every instinct I have is screaming that something is very wrong here. I don’t get a single good vibe from him. Not one.” He leaned forward slightly, gripping the steering wheel as if gathering his resolve. “I can’t ask Karen about it now—not after everything that happened between us. She won’t speak to me, and honestly… I don’t trust anything she says anymore either. But whatever is going on between them, whatever connection Will has to her… it’
Emily’s POV Alex was carrying me through the pulsing club lights like I weighed nothing.One strong arm wrapped under my knees, the other supporting my back. My cheek pressed against his bare chest, still warm from where I’d collapsed into him moments ago. The bass vibrated through his body into m
Emily’s POVMy legs felt loose and heavy at the same time as I stumbled back toward the bar. The music pulsed louder in my ears, each beat slamming against my skull. Kara’s warning from moments ago still rang in my head, but I pushed it away. “Another one,” I told the bartender, slapping my hand
Emily’s POVMy body moved on its own, hips swaying harder than I ever had before, arms raised like I could push the pain out through my fingertips. The bass thumped inside my chest, matching the angry beat of my pulse. Sweat clung to my skin. The black dress rode up my thighs with every sharp turn
Emily’s POVI stared at myself in the mirror and barely recognized the girl looking back.The tight black dress Kara lent me hugged every curve, short enough to make me tug at the hem nervously. My eyes were still puffy from crying, but I’d managed to cover most of the redness with makeup. Lip glo






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