Masuk“I want you to touch me… right now. I’ll show that scumbag ex I’m good at sex too.” Those were the last words Emily remembered saying before she woke up naked in the hockey captain’s bed — with her brother’s best friend staring back at her. One drunken night. One reckless mistake. One positive pregnancy test that ruined everything. Emily is a talented painter who just caught her boyfriend cheating. Alex is the campus’s arrogant, playboy hockey captain who never does commitment. Now they’re stuck together by an unplanned baby, crushing guilt, and a sizzling attraction that refuses to die. He says he doesn’t do responsibility. She says she won’t abort their child. But as Emily’s paintbrushes capture feelings she’s terrified to name and Alex starts showing up at her dorm with midnight cravings and soft kisses, one thing becomes dangerously clear: This hockey captain might just be hers… accidentally forever.
Lihat lebih banyakEmily’s POV
My laughter died the second I pushed open the café door. There he was, Lucas, my boyfriend of thirteen months with another girl on his lap, kissing her like he was starving. His hands gripped her waist exactly the way they used to grip mine. Her long chestnut hair spilled over his shoulder as she leaned into him, completely lost in the kiss. The small wrapped canvas slipped from my fingers and crashed onto the wooden floor. The sound cracked through the café like a gunshot. Lucas jerked back. The same hazel eyes I’d stared into a thousand times flew to mine in pure panic. “Emily —” His voice cracked. “It’s not —” I didn’t wait for the lie. I turned and ran. Cold air slapped my face as I burst outside. Tears blurred everything, the brick paths, the fountain, the students laughing like my world hadn’t just shattered. I kept running until my lungs screamed, until I couldn’t hear the café bell ringing behind me anymore. How could he? I stopped under the big oak tree beside the arts building, bent over with my hands on my knees, gasping. The painting I’d spent three nights perfecting, our first date at the botanical garden, every tiny detail down to the coffee stain on his shirt was still lying on that café floor. My phone started exploding with calls. I answered the fourth one without thinking. “Emily, baby, please listen —” “Don’t call me baby,” I choked out. “I saw you, Lucas. I saw everything.” “It’s not what it looks like! She’s —” I hung up and turned my phone off. Then I sank onto the stone bench and finally let the tears fall. Ugly, shaking sobs tore out of me. I hugged my knees tight, trying to hold myself together, but it felt like everything was spilling out. Thirteen months of memories, late-night talks, his laugh when I showed him my paintings, the way he’d kiss my forehead after I had a bad critique, all of it poisoned in a single second. Why wasn’t I enough? Footsteps pounded toward me. I didn’t look up until a familiar vanilla scent wrapped around me and warm arms pulled me close. “Em…” Kara’s voice was soft but tight with anger. “What happened?” I pressed my face into her shoulder, soaking her sweater with tears. “He was kissing her. Right there in the café. In our spot.” Then she cursed under her breath. “That lying piece of shit.” “I had a painting for him,” I whispered. “I spent all night finishing it. I walked in smiling like an idiot and… and he had her on his lap.” Kara rubbed my back in slow circles, the way she always did when I was falling apart. “Did he see you?” I nodded. “He tried to explain. I ran.” “Good. Let him choke on his excuses.” She pulled back and brushed my wet hair from my face. Her eyes were fierce. “You’re too good for him, Em. You always were.” “I thought he loved me,” I said, voice cracking. “He told me I was his favorite person. He said —” “I know what he said.” Kara’s jaw clenched. “And right now it feels like your heart is being ripped out. But you’re not going to sit here and cry alone until you disappear.” I wiped my eyes with shaky hands. “I just want to go back to the dorm and sleep.” “Nope.” She stood up and tugged me to my feet. “We’re going out tonight.” “Kara…” “Icebreaker. Ladies’ night. Cheap drinks, loud music, and zero room for thinking about that asshole.” She linked her arm through mine and started walking, practically dragging me along. “You’re going to wear that tight black dress I got you, the one that makes boys trip over their own feet, and we’re going to dance until your legs hurt.” I tried to pull away, but she held on tighter. “What if I just cry the whole time?” “Then you cry,” she said with a small smile. “But at least you’ll look hot doing it. And I’ll be right beside you, ordering shots and cursing his name between every song.” A tiny, broken laugh slipped out of me. Only Kara could make me laugh when I felt this destroyed. We walked slowly across campus as the sky turned orange and pink. The same colors I loved painting. Now they just reminded me of the ruined canvas I’d left behind. “I really thought he was different,” I said quietly. “I know, babe.” Kara squeezed my arm. “And it sucks. It hurts like hell. But tonight? Tonight we’re starting the process of forgetting him. Even if it’s just for a few hours.” She glanced at me, a mischievous spark in her eyes. “Who knows? Maybe you’ll meet someone who actually deserves all those beautiful paintings you make.” I shook my head. “I don’t want anyone else.” “Not tonight you don’t,” she agreed. “Tonight you just need to feel something other than pain. And if that something comes in the form of loud music and strong cocktails, then that’s what we’re doing.” Lucas had broken my heart today. Tonight, I was going to try and forget it existed.Dual POV — Alex & EmilyAlex’s POVThe afternoon sun slanted warm through the living room windows, dust motes dancing in the golden light. Maya stood between us, small and steady, her hands gripping my fingers and Emily’s wrists, her dark eyes wide and serious like she was weighing something very important.“Come on, bug,” I whispered, kneeling on the rug, my heart beating fast and bright in my chest. “You’ve got this. Just one step. To me.”Slowly — so slowly I held my breath — she let go of Emily with one hand. Then the other. She swayed, arms out for balance, and for a second I thought she’d drop back down to crawl. But her little face set, determined and fierce, exactly like her mother’s. And then she stepped forward.One wobbly foot, then the other. Across that small stretch of floor, from Emily’s waiting arms straight into mine. She stumbled the last half-step, and I caught her before she could tip over, lifting her high against my chest, tears spilling hot and fast down my chee
Alex’s POVThe email arrived in my inbox on a Tuesday afternoon, subject line simple and bold: Captaincy — Discussion. I stared at it for a long moment before clicking it open, my pulse quickening in a way that felt both familiar and strange. This was it. The thing I’d dreamed of since I was a teenager lacing up skates in a freezing rink, practicing until my toes went numb. They wanted me as team captain.I read the details twice. Then a third time. And that was when the excitement started to tangle with something heavier, something that pulled tight in my chest. The role came with everything I’d once thought I wanted — the honor, the voice in decisions, the respect from the league. But it also came with a price tag in hours and miles. More media appearances. Overnight trips that stretched into three and four days at a time. Away games that meant leaving before Maya woke up and coming home after she’d been asleep for hours. Weeks when the most I’d see of my family would be blurry vide
Emily’s POVThe wooden box sat on the shelf above my desk for two whole days before I had the courage to lift the latch. Every time I walked past it, I slowed down, my fingers hovering near the brass, and then I’d keep going. It felt like crossing a threshold — once I opened it, there would be no going back. Once I read those words, my mother wouldn’t just be a memory anymore. She’d be real in a way that might hurt.When I finally sat down late one quiet afternoon, Maya napping in her crib, Alex at practice, I carried the box to the kitchen table and lifted the lid. Inside were five leather-bound journals, stacked neatly, each one labeled with a year in her delicate handwriting. Beneath them was a small bundle of letters tied with faded blue ribbon, and a single photograph — her, young and bright-eyed, smiling at the camera like she knew something wonderful was coming.I opened the first one carefully, as if the pages might crumble at my touch. The ink was still dark and clear, her ha
Emily’s POV He was standing on the porch when we opened the door, and for a moment I didn’t recognize him. The Julian I remembered had been sharp around the edges — always dressed too formally, jaw tight, eyes darting like he was constantly checking for exits. The man standing there now looked softer around the shoulders but heavier somehow, like he was carrying something invisible pressing him downward. His hair was streaked with more gray than I remembered, lines etched deep around his eyes, and when he saw me, he hesitated — his hand half-raised in a gesture that was halfway between a greeting and a retreat. “Emily,” he said, and his voice was lower, quieter than I recalled. “Thank you. For letting me come.” I didn’t step forward to invite him in immediately. I gripped the doorframe, my heart beating a fast, uneven rhythm against my ribs. This was my home. Maya was asleep in her crib down the hall. Alex stood close beside me — not blocking my way, but steady, his presence a quie
Emily’s POVMy legs felt loose and heavy at the same time as I stumbled back toward the bar. The music pulsed louder in my ears, each beat slamming against my skull. Kara’s warning from moments ago still rang in my head, but I pushed it away. “Another one,” I told the bartender, slapping my hand
Emily’s POV Alex was carrying me through the pulsing club lights like I weighed nothing.One strong arm wrapped under my knees, the other supporting my back. My cheek pressed against his bare chest, still warm from where I’d collapsed into him moments ago. The bass vibrated through his body into m
Emily’s POVMy body moved on its own, hips swaying harder than I ever had before, arms raised like I could push the pain out through my fingertips. The bass thumped inside my chest, matching the angry beat of my pulse. Sweat clung to my skin. The black dress rode up my thighs with every sharp turn
Emily’s POVI stared at myself in the mirror and barely recognized the girl looking back.The tight black dress Kara lent me hugged every curve, short enough to make me tug at the hem nervously. My eyes were still puffy from crying, but I’d managed to cover most of the redness with makeup. Lip glo


















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