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Emily’s POV
My laughter died the second I pushed open the café door. There he was, Lucas, my boyfriend of thirteen months with another girl on his lap, kissing her like he was starving. His hands gripped her waist exactly the way they used to grip mine. Her long chestnut hair spilled over his shoulder as she leaned into him, completely lost in the kiss. The small wrapped canvas slipped from my fingers and crashed onto the wooden floor. The sound cracked through the café like a gunshot. Lucas jerked back. The same hazel eyes I’d stared into a thousand times flew to mine in pure panic. “Emily —” His voice cracked. “It’s not —” I didn’t wait for the lie. I turned and ran. Cold air slapped my face as I burst outside. Tears blurred everything, the brick paths, the fountain, the students laughing like my world hadn’t just shattered. I kept running until my lungs screamed, until I couldn’t hear the café bell ringing behind me anymore. How could he? I stopped under the big oak tree beside the arts building, bent over with my hands on my knees, gasping. The painting I’d spent three nights perfecting, our first date at the botanical garden, every tiny detail down to the coffee stain on his shirt was still lying on that café floor. My phone started exploding with calls. I answered the fourth one without thinking. “Emily, baby, please listen —” “Don’t call me baby,” I choked out. “I saw you, Lucas. I saw everything.” “It’s not what it looks like! She’s —” I hung up and turned my phone off. Then I sank onto the stone bench and finally let the tears fall. Ugly, shaking sobs tore out of me. I hugged my knees tight, trying to hold myself together, but it felt like everything was spilling out. Thirteen months of memories, late-night talks, his laugh when I showed him my paintings, the way he’d kiss my forehead after I had a bad critique, all of it poisoned in a single second. Why wasn’t I enough? Footsteps pounded toward me. I didn’t look up until a familiar vanilla scent wrapped around me and warm arms pulled me close. “Em…” Kara’s voice was soft but tight with anger. “What happened?” I pressed my face into her shoulder, soaking her sweater with tears. “He was kissing her. Right there in the café. In our spot.” Then she cursed under her breath. “That lying piece of shit.” “I had a painting for him,” I whispered. “I spent all night finishing it. I walked in smiling like an idiot and… and he had her on his lap.” Kara rubbed my back in slow circles, the way she always did when I was falling apart. “Did he see you?” I nodded. “He tried to explain. I ran.” “Good. Let him choke on his excuses.” She pulled back and brushed my wet hair from my face. Her eyes were fierce. “You’re too good for him, Em. You always were.” “I thought he loved me,” I said, voice cracking. “He told me I was his favorite person. He said —” “I know what he said.” Kara’s jaw clenched. “And right now it feels like your heart is being ripped out. But you’re not going to sit here and cry alone until you disappear.” I wiped my eyes with shaky hands. “I just want to go back to the dorm and sleep.” “Nope.” She stood up and tugged me to my feet. “We’re going out tonight.” “Kara…” “Icebreaker. Ladies’ night. Cheap drinks, loud music, and zero room for thinking about that asshole.” She linked her arm through mine and started walking, practically dragging me along. “You’re going to wear that tight black dress I got you, the one that makes boys trip over their own feet, and we’re going to dance until your legs hurt.” I tried to pull away, but she held on tighter. “What if I just cry the whole time?” “Then you cry,” she said with a small smile. “But at least you’ll look hot doing it. And I’ll be right beside you, ordering shots and cursing his name between every song.” A tiny, broken laugh slipped out of me. Only Kara could make me laugh when I felt this destroyed. We walked slowly across campus as the sky turned orange and pink. The same colors I loved painting. Now they just reminded me of the ruined canvas I’d left behind. “I really thought he was different,” I said quietly. “I know, babe.” Kara squeezed my arm. “And it sucks. It hurts like hell. But tonight? Tonight we’re starting the process of forgetting him. Even if it’s just for a few hours.” She glanced at me, a mischievous spark in her eyes. “Who knows? Maybe you’ll meet someone who actually deserves all those beautiful paintings you make.” I shook my head. “I don’t want anyone else.” “Not tonight you don’t,” she agreed. “Tonight you just need to feel something other than pain. And if that something comes in the form of loud music and strong cocktails, then that’s what we’re doing.” Lucas had broken my heart today. Tonight, I was going to try and forget it existed.Alex’s POV “Over there! What is taking you so long just to wipe a few drops off the floor? Do you think you have all day to stand around daydreaming?” The coach’s voice cracked through the air like a whip, sharp and impatient, echoing off the cold walls of the arena hallway. I stood frozen where I was, holding the damp rag in my hand, my knuckles turning white from how tightly I gripped it. I had dreamed of this place for as long as I could remember—stepping onto this ice, wearing this uniform, hearing my name called out as one of the best players in the world. But this… this was nothing like my dream. This was not glory. This was not respect. This was being treated like dirt, like a servant, like something that didn’t matter at all. I didn’t come here to clean floors. I didn’t come here to be ordered around like a dog. I didn’t come here for this team, or this coach, or any of this. Every breath I took, every step I made, every stupid thing they told me to do—I did it all for her
Alex’s POV “Over there! What is taking you so long just to wipe a few drops off the floor? Do you think you have all day to stand around daydreaming?” The coach’s voice cracked through the air like a whip, sharp and impatient, echoing off the cold walls of the arena hallway. I stood frozen where I was, holding the damp rag in my hand, my knuckles turning white from how tightly I gripped it. I had dreamed of this place for as long as I could remember—stepping onto this ice, wearing this uniform, hearing my name called out as one of the best players in the world. But this… this was nothing like my dream. This was not glory. This was not respect. This was being treated like dirt, like a servant, like something that didn’t matter at all. I didn’t come here to clean floors. I didn’t come here to be ordered around like a dog. I didn’t come here for this team, or this coach, or any of this. Every breath I took, every step I made, every stupid thing they told me to do—I did it all for her
Emily’s POV I stood frozen in front of my apartment door, my hand hovering over the handle, unable to bring myself to turn it. Every time I looked at that plain wooden surface, my mind flashed back to the camera I had found tucked behind my favorite painting—the tiny lens hidden so carefully, watching me sleep, watching me cry, watching every single thing I thought I was doing in private. I gripped my bag tighter, my stomach twisting with unease. How many more are there? I wondered. Is there one in here? In the living room? In the bedroom? Does he see me even when I lock the door? The hallway was quiet, but it didn’t feel empty. It felt like eyes were everywhere. “Just getting back, Em?” The voice came from right behind me—smooth, calm, and entirely too close—and I jumped so hard I nearly dropped my keys. My heart hammered wildly against my ribs as I spun around sharply, and there he was: Will. He stood just a few steps away, leaning casually against the wall as if he had been wa
Emily’s POVThe doctor pulled his stethoscope away and looked at me with gentle but serious eyes. “Your body is under too much strain, Emily. You are carrying a child, and right now, you are not giving either of you what you need. Too much stress, too little rest, too much fear. You must slow down. You must rest properly. Not just for yourself—but for the life growing inside you.”I nodded slowly, unable to find my voice, my hands resting lightly over my stomach as if protecting something fragile and secret. Every word he said settled heavy in my chest. I knew he was right. I felt it in every ache, every wave of dizziness, every moment my legs shook beneath me. But how could I rest? How could I slow down when Alex was still missing? When Will was still pulling every string? When every second felt like a second closer to something terrible happening?The doctor gave me one last quiet instruction, then stepped away to let Kael come forward. I watched him walk toward me, his steps slow a
Emily’s POV We sat side by side on the hard plastic bench in the hospital waiting area, the air around us quiet and heavy, broken only by the distant beep of monitors and the soft footsteps of nurses passing by. My hands rested in my lap, twisting nervously, my mind still tangled in everything that had happened. Kael sat with his elbows on his knees, staring down the long corridor leading to Peter’s room, his expression tense and watchful. “Kael,” I said softly, breaking the silence. “How well do you know Karen? Have you seen her lately? What is she doing now?” Kael let out a long, slow breath, shaking his head slightly. “I barely hear anything about her anymore. She hasn’t come to the arena in weeks. Not since… well, not since everything started falling apart. I guess… maybe there’s just no reason for her to be there now. Everything changed after that fight with Alex. She stepped back, and no one has seen much of her since.” We fell quiet again, our eyes fixed on the closed door
Emily’s POV When Kael pulled up outside the hospital, my chest felt tight and heavy, every breath shallow and strained. We walked quickly down the long, quiet hallway toward Peter’s room, and I saw the rest of the hockey team standing there—Peter’s closest friends, his teammates—huddled together outside the closed door, shifting on their feet, their faces etched with worry and confusion. They had come straight from practice, still in their tracksuits, some holding flowers, others carrying his favorite snacks, all of them ready to sit with him and talk and keep him company. “Hey,” Kael said, stepping up to them, his voice low and concerned. “Why are you all still out here? Why haven’t you gone in to see him yet?” One of the guys, Mike, shook his head slowly, his shoulders slumped. “They won’t let us in. The nurses and the security guards said no one is allowed inside except immediate family. That’s all they would tell us. We tried explaining we’re like family to him, but they just
Emily’s POV Alex was carrying me through the pulsing club lights like I weighed nothing.One strong arm wrapped under my knees, the other supporting my back. My cheek pressed against his bare chest, still warm from where I’d collapsed into him moments ago. The bass vibrated through his body into m
Emily’s POVMy legs felt loose and heavy at the same time as I stumbled back toward the bar. The music pulsed louder in my ears, each beat slamming against my skull. Kara’s warning from moments ago still rang in my head, but I pushed it away. “Another one,” I told the bartender, slapping my hand
Emily’s POVMy body moved on its own, hips swaying harder than I ever had before, arms raised like I could push the pain out through my fingertips. The bass thumped inside my chest, matching the angry beat of my pulse. Sweat clung to my skin. The black dress rode up my thighs with every sharp turn
Emily’s POVI stared at myself in the mirror and barely recognized the girl looking back.The tight black dress Kara lent me hugged every curve, short enough to make me tug at the hem nervously. My eyes were still puffy from crying, but I’d managed to cover most of the redness with makeup. Lip glo







