LOGINEmily’s POV
My body moved on its own, hips swaying harder than I ever had before, arms raised like I could push the pain out through my fingertips. The bass thumped inside my chest, matching the angry beat of my pulse. Sweat clung to my skin. The black dress rode up my thighs with every sharp turn, but I didn’t care. “Emily, slow down!” Kara shouted over the music, grabbing my wrist. Her curls were sticking to her forehead, eyes wide with worry. “You’re going to fall if you keep spinning like that.” I laughed, but it sounded wild even to my own ears. “I’m fine! This feels good.” It didn’t feel good. It felt like fire in my veins and ice in my stomach at the same time. Every time the lights flashed across my face, I saw him again, Lucas’s hands on her waist, their mouths locked together like they couldn’t breathe without each other. The image wouldn’t leave me alone. I pulled away from Kara and danced harder, throwing my head back, letting my hair whip around. The alcohol made everything blurry and bright. My fourth or was it fifth? drink still burned sweetly at the back of my throat. Kara tried again, pressing close so I could hear her. “Come on, let’s sit for a minute. You’re scaring me.” “I don’t want to sit,” I snapped, spinning away from her. “I want to forget him.” My eyes swept across the club, searching for something, anything to drown out the memories. That’s when I noticed the raised VIP section on the far side. A group of guys dominated the area, tall and loud, laughing like they owned the night. Hockey jackets hung over the back of their booth. One guy in particular stood out. He leaned against the railing, watching the crowd with a lazy confidence that screamed trouble. Tall, broad shoulders that stretched his dark shirt tight across his chest. Sharp jawline, messy dark hair, and gray eyes that somehow caught the light even in the darkness. Alex Hale, my brother Julian’s best friend since freshman year. The hockey captain everyone whispered about. The campus playboy who never slept with the same girl twice. I’d seen him around before at Julian’s parties, in the background of family dinners but I’d never really looked at him. Before I could stop myself, I started moving toward the bar area near the VIP section. My legs felt loose, like they belonged to someone else. The room tilted slightly, but I kept going, weaving between bodies, my heart pounding louder than the music. “Emily!” Kara’s voice cut through the noise behind me. She caught up and grabbed my arm. “Where are you going?” I didn’t answer. My eyes stayed locked on Alex. He was talking to one of his teammates, but something made him glance down toward the dance floor. Toward me. I didn’t even think. I just opened my mouth and let them spill out loud enough for the people nearby to hear. “I want you to touch me… right now.” My voice carried over the music, raw and trembling with anger. “I’ll show that scumbag ex I’m good at sex too.” For a second, everything around me seemed to freeze. Kara’s grip on my arm tightened painfully. “Emily, no!” she hissed, horrified. She tried to yank me backward. “That’s Alex! Your brother’s best friend! Are you out of your mind?” I barely heard her. My eyes were fixed on him. Alex turned fully toward me. Those stormy gray eyes locked onto mine with sharp surprise, then darkened with something hotter. He straightened up to his full height, towering over everyone around him, and the corner of his mouth twitched like he couldn’t decide whether to smirk or frown. The club spun faster. I felt dizzy, bold, and completely terrified all at once. This wasn’t me. The quiet girl who spent hours alone with her paintbrushes. The girl who had loved Lucas with her whole heart. But that girl had been shattered in a café this afternoon, and right now I didn’t care who picked up the pieces. Kara pulled harder, panic clear in her voice. “Em, please. This is a terrible idea. Julian will kill both of you. Let’s go home. Right now. I shook my head, eyes still on Alex. The alcohol gave me courage I never knew I had. Revenge, pain, and a reckless need to feel wanted burned through me like wildfire. I wanted to hurt Lucas back. I wanted to prove I wasn’t the boring, forgettable girlfriend he’d thrown away. Alex stepped down from the VIP area, moving through the crowd like it parted for him. His gaze never left my face. He stopped right in front of me, close enough that I could smell his cologne mixed with the faint scent of ice and sweat from practice. His gray eyes searched mine, reading every messy emotion I couldn’t hide. Kara kept tugging my arm. “Alex, don’t! She’s drunk. She doesn’t know what she’s saying.” But I did know. In that moment, I meant every word. He took one step closer, his voice low and rough, cutting through the pounding music like it was meant only for me. “Careful what you wish for, little painter girl.”Alex’s POVThe hours stretched soft and endless after we walked through those hospital doors — warm lights, quiet voices, the steady beep of machines, and Emily, always Emily, right beside me, gripping my hand so tight I thought my bones might ache. I never stepped away. Not to sit, not to drink, not to breathe without her. Every time she breathed hard, I breathed with her. Every time she squeezed my hand, I squeezed back twice as hard. Every time she leaned back exhausted, I wiped her face, kissed her forehead, told her — You’re incredible. You’re so strong. I’m so proud of you.She didn’t give up. Not once. Even when it was long, even when it hurt, even when she whispered, “I don’t know if I can,” she held on, and I held her, and together we kept going.And then — the room shifted. The nurse’s voice softened. “She’s coming. One more big push, Emily — you’re almost there.”I leaned in, my forehead pressed to hers, my voice nothing but breath. “You’ve got this, Em. Look at me. I’m rig
Alex’s POVThe house was quiet, the kind of deep, soft quiet that settles in long after the lamps have been turned low and the world outside has gone still. I was half-asleep, drifting in that warm space between waking and dreaming, my arm draped heavy over Emily’s waist, when I felt it — her body tense, a sharp, quiet breath drawn in beside me.I shifted instantly, fully awake in a heartbeat. “Em? You okay?”She didn’t answer right away. Her hand found mine in the dark, fingers curling tight around my knuckles, holding on like she needed something steady to ground her. “Yeah. I’m fine. Just… that felt different.”I sat up, turning on the small lamp beside the bed. Soft golden light spilled across the sheets, and I looked at her — her face glowing in the gentle glow, one hand resting low on her bump, eyes wide and bright with something that wasn’t quite fear, wasn’t quite excitement — just wonder.“Different how?”“Like… a tightening. Low down. Stronger than the usual ones.” She took
Alex’s POVThe arena looked different when I walked through the doors that morning. Brighter. The same high ceilings, the same blue seats, the same familiar scent of ice and rubber and floor wax — but something had shifted. The weight was gone. The air didn’t feel heavy anymore. No one was watching from the shadows. No one was timing my laps or counting my strides or deciding how much I was worth.This was just… ice. Just a game. Just mine, if I wanted it.I stood by the locker room entrance for a long moment, one hand resting on the cool metal frame, breathing it in. Some of the guys were already there — pulling on skates, laughing, calling to each other across the room. No one stared. No one whispered. Jax looked over, caught my eye, and gave a short, easy nod — nothing more. No jab, no smirk, no dig. Just hey. Like I belonged.I changed slowly, pulling on the gear I hadn’t touched in weeks, every piece feeling unfamiliar and right all at once. When I stepped out onto the ice, the c
Alex’s POVI woke before the sun did. The room was still grey and quiet, and for a second that old familiar tightness gripped my chest — the cold twist of anxiety, the voice that used to tell me I wasn’t enough, that I’d mess it all up, that I’d never really be free. Then I felt it: Emily’s hand resting over mine, warm and solid, her breathing soft and steady beside me. And the tightness softened. Not gone — not entirely — but shared.I shifted gently, careful not to wake her, but her eyes fluttered open anyway. “You’re up.” Her voice was thick with sleep, soft and calm.“Couldn’t sleep,” I admitted, sitting up and scrubbing a hand over my face. “My mind kept running. Replaying every conversation, every lie, every moment I was afraid to speak up. What if I stumble? What if I get it wrong?”She sat up too, turning toward me, and cupped my face in her hands — warm, steady, sure. “Listen to me. You don’t have to be perfect. You just have to be honest. And you don’t have to do it alone. I
Emily’s POVSome days, I still stand in front of the mirror just to stare. To make sure it’s real. That this is happening — that after everything, after all the lies and the cages and the nights I thought I’d lose it all, I’m here, safe, happy, growing a life. My belly has rounded out, soft and warm and undeniable, a gentle curve that shows more every morning when I wake up. It’s not just a feeling anymore. It’s not just a possibility. It’s them. Our baby.And Alex? He’s completely, beautifully obsessed.It started small — a hand resting low on my back when we walked, a palm pressed gently to my side while we watched TV, his thumb moving in slow, steady circles like he was memorizing every change. But lately? It’s constant. He wakes up and the first thing he does is rest his hand over my bump and say good morning. He talks to the baby while he makes coffee, while we eat dinner, while we sit on the porch watching the sunset. He stops at every little shop in town whenever we drive into
Alex’s POVThe evening air smelled like jasmine and charcoal when Kara and Pierre pulled up the driveway. I’d been standing on the porch for ten minutes, watching the road, suddenly nervous in a way that didn’t make sense — like this was the first real, normal thing we’d ever done, and I was terrified of messing it up. Emily came up behind me, slipping her arms around my waist, and rested her cheek against my back.“Relax,” she said, laughing softly. “It’s just dinner. They’re our friends. Not the league board.”“I know. It’s just… it feels different, doesn’t it? No secrets. No one hiding anything. Just people we love, coming over to see us.”She turned me around, adjusting the collar of my shirt with gentle fingers. “That’s because it is different. This is what normal feels like, Alex. People showing up because they want to. Not because they have to.”Their car door opened, and Pierre stepped out with a bottle of wine in one hand and a paper bag full of something that smelled like ga
Emily’s POVMy laughter died the second I pushed open the café door.There he was, Lucas, my boyfriend of thirteen months with another girl on his lap, kissing her like he was starving.His hands gripped her waist exactly the way they used to grip mine. Her long chestnut hair spilled over his shoul
Emily’s POV Alex was carrying me through the pulsing club lights like I weighed nothing.One strong arm wrapped under my knees, the other supporting my back. My cheek pressed against his bare chest, still warm from where I’d collapsed into him moments ago. The bass vibrated through his body into m
Emily’s POVMy legs felt loose and heavy at the same time as I stumbled back toward the bar. The music pulsed louder in my ears, each beat slamming against my skull. Kara’s warning from moments ago still rang in my head, but I pushed it away. “Another one,” I told the bartender, slapping my hand
Emily’s POVI stared at myself in the mirror and barely recognized the girl looking back.The tight black dress Kara lent me hugged every curve, short enough to make me tug at the hem nervously. My eyes were still puffy from crying, but I’d managed to cover most of the redness with makeup. Lip glo







