로그인By my second day at Easton, I had something that almost resembled a routine. Northbridge during the day, Easton in the evenings, and whatever energy I had left went into assignments and the quiet effort of holding myself together. What surprised me most was how quickly Easton stopped feeling unfamiliar. A week ago, walking into its arena with a media badge would’ve felt like stepping into someone else’s life. Now I nodded at security, found my way through the halls without thinking, and slipped into the rhythm of the place as if I’d always belonged there.
“You’re late.” I glanced up from my desk to find Blake leaning against it, arms crossed, wearing the kind of expression that suggested he’d been waiting specifically to say that. “I’m three minutes early.” “Exactly,” he said, pointing as if that proved his case. “That’s late here.” I dropped my bag with a quiet thud and shook my head. “Good evening to you, too.” He grinned, clearly satisfied with himself. “Melissa liked your article.” “I know.” “Praise is rare. You should enjoy it while it lasts.” I laughed despite myself, the tension of the day easing just slightly. “Thanks for the warning.” “You’re welcome.” He pushed off the desk, already halfway out of the conversation. “Also, Northbridge definitely hates us now.” I groaned. “Still?” “Always,” he called over his shoulder before disappearing down the hall. The frustrating part was that he wasn’t wrong. Easton was becoming easier with each passing day, its pace and expectations settling into something I could manage. Northbridge, on the other hand, felt like walking into a room where everyone had already formed an opinion about me, and none of them were interested in hearing anything that might complicate it. The evening moved quickly. I helped prep content from a recent practice, edited photos, and tried to keep up with the steady flow of work that never seemed to slow down. Melissa checked in occasionally, offering brief nods of approval that were both reassuring and quietly intimidating. Around seven, my phone buzzed. I ignored it at first, assuming it could wait, but it buzzed again, then again, persistent enough to break through my focus. I picked it up, already bracing myself. Ava. CALL ME. That was never a casual request. I stepped into a quieter corner and called her back. “What happened?” “You tell me.” “That’s not helpful,” I said, already feeling a shift in my stomach. “What are you talking about?” “Check social media.” I opened one of the sports gossip accounts, regretting it before the page even finished loading. The post had already gathered thousands of likes. At the top was an old photo of Mason and me after one of his games, both of us smiling in a way that felt distant now, like something preserved from a different life. Beneath it was a newer image—me walking into Easton’s arena, taken from far enough away to feel invasive, as if someone had been watching and waiting for the right moment. The caption was blunt. MASON HART’S EX JOINS EASTON. I scrolled through the comments despite knowing better. Traitor. “Guess we know where her loyalty was.” “She’s doing this for attention.” “Northbridge gave her everything.” The words blurred together after a while, each one sharper than the last, as if people were competing to see who could be the most cutting with the least effort. I closed the app before I could read more. “People are insane,” Ava said. “They really are.” “You got a job.” “I know.” “You didn’t join a crime ring.” “I know.” “You didn’t even transfer schools.” “I know.” She let out a frustrated sound that was unmistakably Ava. “What do they expect you to do?” “Apparently, starve.” “That’s not a career plan.” “It might be if tuition keeps going up.” She laughed, and for a moment, I did too. Then another notification appeared. Not social media this time—a text. I didn’t need to open it to know who it was from. Mason. We need to talk. I stared at the message longer than I intended; its simplicity was almost absurd after everything that had happened. Of course, that’s what he would say. As if there were still something left to untangle, something unresolved that could be fixed with a conversation. “What does he want?” Ava asked. “Mason things.” “Ew.” “Exactly.” “Are you answering?” “No.” “Good.” I deleted the notification and locked my phone, telling myself that was the end of it. That I wasn’t going to let him pull me back into anything. That I had work to do and better things to focus on. That resolve lasted about ten minutes. The rest of the evening, I stayed busy on purpose. My next assignment took me back to the rink. I lost myself behind the camera, focusing on timing, angles, and movement until the noise in my head finally quieted. I adjusted my camera, moved along the edge of the rink, and focused on capturing the moments that mattered—timing, angles, the rhythm of the game unfolding in real time. When practice paused, Ryan spotted me first and waved enthusiastically. I returned it, earning a laugh from him after he said something to Dean. Dean glanced over, gave a small nod, then looked back at the ice. I caught myself smiling before I turned back to my camera, refocusing on the task at hand. Practice wrapped up soon after, the noise gradually fading as players headed toward the locker rooms and coaches drifted off to whatever came next. I packed up my equipment and gathered my notes, ready to call it a night. Later, after the post had already begun circulating and Ava’s call had ended, Melissa found me lingering longer than necessary, my attention drifting despite everything I’d tried to focus on. “What’s wrong?” she asked, stepping closer. I hesitated, then said it plainly. “Apparently, someone already exposed me working here.” She made a soft sound, something between sympathy and mild annoyance. “That’s sad,” she said, then shrugged. “But honestly, nobody here cares.” “You didn’t do anything wrong,” she said. “Your scholarship was revoked. You have every right to find another way to pay for school.” I nodded. Easton simply moved on with its day. Less interested in tearing people apart just because it could. The next day, my last class at Northbridge ended just after noon. I stepped outside, scrolling through emails, trying to hold onto that fragile sense of calm I’d managed to build. Then I stopped. He was leaning against the brick wall across from the building, like he’d been there for a while, waiting. Mason. He straightened when he saw me, as if this moment had been inevitable. And just like that, whatever calm I had left slipped out of reach.The last exam ended at 4:17 on a Thursday. When the invigilator called time, I didn't move right away. I just sat there with my pen still in my hand, staring at the empty booklet. Nothing dramatic happened. Just silence, and the quiet finality of being done. When I finally stood and handed in my paper, it felt almost anticlimactic, like I had been bracing for impact and it never came. Outside, Ava was waiting on the steps with two hot chocolates. She pressed one into my palm before I could gather my thoughts, and I let out a breath I hadn't realized I was holding. "Don't ask me how it went," I said automatically. "I wasn't going to," she replied. "I was going to ask if you're still alive." "Technically yes," I said, taking a careful sip. "Emotionally, jury's still out." That earned a laugh, and we started walking without deciding where we were going. For once, there was no urgency pulling at us. Just the strange, unreal feeling of being finished. "I can't believe we only have
Something about Mercer Athletics felt wrong the moment I stepped off the elevator, as if the building itself had exhaled and forgotten how to draw breath again. The executive floor was usually a controlled storm of movement and clipped conversations, but today the air was strangely still. Melissa’s assistant sat at the front desk with her usual precise composure, yet even she seemed subdued, and I caught two marketing associates slipping out of Melissa’s office a little too quickly, their expressions carefully blank in a way that never meant nothing. The door to Melissa’s office stood open. That alone made something uneasy settle in my stomach. I walked in without knocking. Melissa wasn’t at her desk, wasn’t on a call, wasn’t doing any of the things that usually defined her. Instead, she was packing. Books were already boxed and stacked neatly against the wall. Framed photos had disappeared from her shelves, leaving faint rectangles of lighter paint behind. A few small plants lin
Exam season had turned the library into a controlled kind of collapse, the sort where everything looked orderly from a distance but up close revealed itself as exhaustion held together by caffeine and stubbornness. Every table was taken, every surface buried under laptops and notebooks, the air overworked, as if it had been breathed through too many deadlines and not enough sleep. I shut my textbook harder than necessary and pressed my fingers to my eyes. "If I read the words media ethics one more time, I might actually lose my mind in a very academically responsible way." Ava didn't look up as she shoved another notebook into her bag. "You've been threatening that for hours." "And I stand by it." "You need air." "I need a degree." "You need both, unfortunately." I didn't have the energy to argue, so I let her win and followed her outside. The campus felt indecently normal. Sunlight spilled across stone paths, students moved in loose clusters that suggested freedom rather tha
The drive back from the wedding felt heavier than the ceremony had, as if something unspoken had followed us out of the venue and settled quietly between us in the car. Dean drove with one hand on the wheel, the other resting near the gear shift, steady in the way I’d come to recognize as his version of restraint. Streetlights slid across the windshield in slow, molten bands of gold, and neither of us reached for the radio. After everything we’d just witnessed, silence didn’t feel empty. It felt shared—like speaking might fracture something fragile we were both still trying to understand. I watched the city blur past for a while before the thought finally rose to the surface and refused to stay buried. “I still can’t stop thinking about Lucas,” I said softly. Dean didn’t look away from the road. He only gave a small nod, as if he’d been carrying the same thought the entire time and hadn’t needed to say it first. “I know.” A car passed us, headlights briefly washing over his prof
The invitation had been sitting on my kitchen counter for two days, cream cardstock and gold lettering that made it feel less like paper and more like a decision I hadn’t agreed to but was expected to attend anyway. It had survived coffee rings, a stack of unopened mail, and Dean’s habit of moving things just slightly out of place, which meant it had become impossible to ignore. He slid it toward me while I finished my coffee like he was passing over something routine. “Melissa called,” he said. I set the mug down without looking at it. “How is she?” “Better than expected.” He leaned back against the counter, arms folded, watching me like he was measuring how I’d take the rest of it. “She isn’t coming.” That landed quieter than I expected. Not relief exactly, but the absence of something heavy I hadn’t realized I was still carrying. “I think that’s the right decision,” I said after a moment. “So do I.” The conversation should have ended there, but Dean stayed where he was, gl
Leaving Mercer Athletics felt wrong in a way neither of us named, as if the world had continued exactly as it should have while something between us had shifted just slightly off its axis. The building gave no sign of it. Glass doors caught the late light, floors reflected movement, and someone near reception laughed too loudly at a video on their phone. Ordinary sound, untouched by anything we were carrying. Dean opened the SUV for me and waited until I was inside before circling to the driver’s seat. We did not fall into our usual rhythm. No teasing, no argument over music, no easy noise to fill the space. Just silence settling in, unfamiliar enough that it made everything feel slightly misaligned. Melissa straightening Lucas’s tie kept replaying in my mind. A small, practiced gesture that should have disappeared the moment it ended, but instead stayed lodged somewhere under my skin. We were already on the main road when I finally turned to Dean. “What did you mean earlier?” He







