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I thought about it all night and all the next morning.Spending any more time with Derek was a bad idea. I knew this. That was not in question.But Kevin was still pouting and hadn’t called me back – so technically, whatever I did wouldn’t be cheating.For the record, I knew that was a total copout. I didn’t even think it held water as an excuse.…but it was, technically, correct.And it gave me a certain amount of psychological cover to play ‘What If.’At the end of the day, I could always scream like Ross on Friends, “We were on a BREAK!”But I still knew I was getting back together with Kevin. I was, there was no question in my mind of that.And anything I did with Derek would be cheating, technicality or not.But……if we never kissed……and we never touched……and we never had sex……was it really cheating?Of course it was. It was ‘emotional’ cheating.But since Kevin and I were broken up, ‘emotional’ cheating seemed like it wasn’t really cheating at all.And if I kept things in con
Affair with the Rockstar i was expecting our destination
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Affair with the Rockstar They ended up taking
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Affair with the Rockstar the kitchen was lovely
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Affair with the Rockstar we'd been trailing
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Affair with the Rockstar Shanna Derek Ryan
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Affair with the Rockstar it was about
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Affair with the Rockstar i missed you
“I missed you,” Kevin said softly as he moved in and kissed my cheek.Despite all the unpleasantness of the last few minutes, his body against mine felt good… like home. His lips were safe and familiar.When he put his arms around me, I melted against him and laid my head on his shoulder.“I’m sorry,” he whispered. “I was a total jerk. I’m really, really sorry.”“…okay,” I whispered back.We stayed like that for a long time, me nuzzling against his body, his arms wrapped around my shoulders.He finally kissed my neck and pulled back, a big smile on his face. “I really am so glad to see you.”I smiled back at him… though I couldn’t return his level of enthusiasm. “Me too.”He frowned slightly. “Where were you? I was waiting for, like, two hours.”My stomach froze. “Uh… we were eating at a friend’s of Shanna’s house.”Technically, it wasn’t a lie.Although calling Ryan ‘a friend of Shanna’s’ was stretching it.Kevin’s brows knit and his eyes clouded over. “I don’t like her,” he whisper
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