LOGIN<< Ryker's POV>>
— — The door slammed shut behind me, and the noise from the bar faded as I stepped out of the bar and into the night. I didn't get to enjoy the soothing breeze before my phone started to buzz inside my pants pocket. My shoulders slumped slightly as I fished out the phone while walking towards the garage. I didn't need to look to know who was calling.. << Dad >> I swiped the answer button and placed the phone close to my ear, my brows knitting instinctively. "Yeah?" My father's voice came in cold. "Ryker, do you still remember what's at stake?" He went straight to the point. "Nice to hear from you too." I spat out. "Where are you??" "Out." I squeezed out while staring at the sidewalk. "Ryker. I shouldn't have to remind you but two weeks is what's left. The deadline is approaching and you're yet to present a woman to the board." Here we go again—the deadline. I massaged my forehead to reduce the tension from folding there. "You're not reminding me. You're repeating yourself and mind you, I know the deadline." "Then why haven't I seen a ring? Or a name? The board is nervous!" "Let them be nervous. I'm handling it." I pulled open my car door and sat in the driver's seat. My father continued with his usual sermon. "You said that last week but there's still no woman. They're already questioning your leadership and I'm running out of ways to keep them in line." "The deadline is not up yet." I breathed. "You make it sound like you've got a lot of time left. The board meets in fourteen days. If you don't have someone by your side by then, the position of CEO goes to your brother." "Because he's married?" "Because he looks stable, reliable and he's a family man. That's what they want." I laughed but it came out flat. Everything sounded ridiculous. They were demanding too much from me. Just too much. "I've worked for the company since I was twenty-two. I have devoted my life to bringing the group to its current level. Doesn't that count at all??" "You’re single, Ryker. And to them, that means unpredictable." He added, irking me even more. I was done with this topic. I was done being reminded that I was some National cake. I was sick of knowing that a bunch of old gizzards had a say in my life. "They can think all they want until they grow a double brain. I'm taking my time to set my plans in motion. But just for clarity's sake, I'll present a wife to you all. Soon." With that said, I ended the call. The silence in the car wrapped around me and I didn't even realize I was gripping the steering wheel like it owed me something. Everything felt like a slow-burning fuse inside of me. I closed my eyes for a second and she came to mind. That woman from the bar. I have seen a lot of women, been with a lot of women but there was just something different about this one. I could get anyone, throw in some charms, sign a check, put on some performance. But this... She was personal. She was the perfect key piece for my bigger game….the kind you don't find twice. I was betting on her. Maybe it was foolish but I knew what I saw in her eyes. She wasn't done yet, she still wanted to fight for something. And even if she didn't, I'd remind her how. One way or another, I was going to get her. Either by hook or by crook, she'll be mine. ••• << Vanessa's POV>> — — Even with the splitting headache and numbing pain in my spine, I couldn't wash down the dread crawling up my throat as I stared at my luggage on the floor close to my feet. That sickening feeling surfaced again as I raised my eyes, bringing them to the people in front of me. Derek was standing there, his hand wrapped around Annie's waist, staring at me like I was a stain. A mistake. His regret. Annie was grinning widely, looking all cozy, probably enjoying every look of pain that crossed my face. And my parents?? They sat on the sofa, watching me like I was performing a crying scene out of a movie. "Are you suddenly deaf, Vanessa?? I said, get out!" Derek spat out, reminding me that my time was up in this house and in his life. Instead of crying—like I so wanted to— I chuckled, bitterly. "Aren't you too cheap, Derek? Annie came barely hours ago and now, you want a divorce. So soon?" "I am cheap?? That's so rich coming from someone like you." He glared at me. "You never wasted time sliding into her place the moment she left. That's what you are—cheap, and a desperate whore ." He condemned me all in one breath as if he had been itching to say all that to my face someday. As if he had been waiting for this day when he gets to slap all of my deeds on my face. "Was it a crime??" My voice cracked, but I didn't look away. I couldn't give them even more satisfaction of seeing me crumble. "Was it a crime to try and save something?? I never forced Annie to run away." "Don't blame me just because you jumped in to clean up my mess. No one asked you to play hero." Annie countered immediately. And I wondered how she did it, how she played her game so well but still had Derek wrapped around her finger. And my father? He still didn't say a word. He didn't tell them that he had coaxed me into stepping in for Annie nor did he try to stop the unfair treatment that was meted out on me. My eyes burned even more, that single tear slipped out but I wiped it off with the back of my sleeve. "I gave everything up. My modeling career, my years of hard work…all for what??" Derek raised a brow at me. "Did I ever ask you to do any of that??" His words stung like a slap. My heart... God, I could feel every tear, every part of me shredding apart from the inside out. He hugged Annie even more, his eyes turned chillier as he enunciated every word like a promise. "There's no space left for you here. Leave." I stood there, my fingers curled on my sides as I let my eyes drift one last time—from Derek's angry face, to Annie's smug little smile, and to the blank stares on my father's and stepmother's faces. Nobody moved, spoke, or even cared. I nodded slowly, the realization finally sinking in as I bent down, grabbed the files, and signed the divorce papers. Once done, I threw it across the room and it landed close to Derek's feet. My fingers shook as I picked up my luggage, the only thing I had left. My knees felt weak but I managed to stand upright. Derek's eyes shifted from the signed papers to my face and I swore that I saw a slight frown envelope his face. Like he didn't expect me to actually sign those papers. I surprised myself too by signing them. Maybe—just maybe—I had some thick skin left. Probably because I knew I was dying. I had colon cancer. But no hope, no child, no family. Nothing left. And now, I lost Derek too. Fair enough. I turned around wordlessly, dragging my luggage as I stepped out of the house. That house, that life, all of them were never really mine. 'Find me anytime you need me.' I remembered him. His words had sounded ridiculous in that moment but now, it had become a small, dangerous glimmer of hope. Maybe he was right after all. Maybe I wanted to give this a shot with him. I fished the contact card out of my pocket, took a deep breath, and dialed the number. My heart slammed against my chest at every ring, and my throat tightened as my anxiety increased. 'What the hell am I doing?' 'What am I even thinking?' But then, he answered. His voice was deep and slow like he already knew who was calling. "Hello, Little Lamb." My breath caught. And just like that, my whole world shifted.> _ _ It was happening. I stood at the altar, Miles at my side, my gaze fixed on the end of the hall. Waiting for her. My chest felt tight. A clash of nerves, anticipation, and something close to calm, which made no damn sense. I needed to see her. To touch her. To get this done before my patience snapped. "Relax," Miles murmured under his breath. "You're shaking." I huffed out a short laugh, blinking hard. No way in hell was I losing control in front of a room full of people. "I'm fine," I muttered. My voice came out rough, barely there. "But why isn't she coming out?" He snorted. "Because you're impatient. Brides don't just appear." "They should." "Why?" "Because—" I stopped short. Miles straightened. "Well. Damn. There she is." My head snapped up instantly. And everything else disappeared. For a second, I forgot how to breathe. Fuck. She stood there in white, wrapped in a veil that immediately pissed me off because it hid he
>__I was a terrible mother, no questions asked. As I stared at Ryker's wedding invitation card that came in that morning, I had to admit that I knew little about my son. I hadn't even realized he'd grown up this much.He was getting married. He wasn't the boy who used to stay in the kitchen with me while I served the Hollands. The boy I watched from afar, who tended to his wounds on his own. The boy I couldn't face knowing I failed him and I could never protect him from our harsh reality or the bullies.Not because I wanted to intentionally neglect him, but because I was too fixated on his father. I hoped that if Luke saw me every time, if my presence near him could help him remember his promises to me, maybe he would finally do the right thing for my son and me. Because I knew Ryker deserved better than being called a mistake, an illegitimate child, and the son of a mistress. I wanted to take that stain off my boy. I wanted to do everything I could to make s
>__I failed my son. It finally dawned on me that I had tainted my son's life without even knowing. My Ryker. He was never a mistake. I loved him even though I might be bad at showing it to him most times.I've never favored Derek more. If asked, it would always be Ryker. Because Ryker came to the world as my miracle. My salvation. One that Derek could never replace. His mere presence in my life wiped my shame. His presence helped shake off the pressure my family meted out to me. But that didn't change the fact that he was born to my wife's personal maid. And that—that was the mistake I made. Not him. Lilac.The beautiful maid with the doe eyes. She was so effortlessly beautiful even when doing the most tiring job. Her presence always pulled my attention—mostly away from my wife—to her. Catherine was already losing it during that period, she was always having mood swings due to her inability to have a child. Catherine would often snap at me, use harsh words, and
It took more than an hour to pacify Ryker to let go of Miles’s collar. A few officers came out to separate them from killing each other. Or more like—stopping Ryker from killing Miles. “I agreed to come knowing she would have come here anyway with or without me. Isn’t it better that I was here to keep her safe than decline and have her come here alone?” Miles groaned. Ryker glared at him one last time, huffed and grabbed my arm before pulling me towards the car. Okay, maybe that worked. I turned slightly and squeezed out a small smile at Miles and mouthed. “Sorry” Miles snorted back in return before heading to his car, which was parked on the other side. “Smile at that motherfucker again and see how he’d look with his face burnt like a steak.” Ryker’s voice came. Sharp and cold. Filled with that underlying jealousy. “I wasn’t smiling at him.” “Shut up.” He pulled the front door open and grumbled. “Get your ass in the car, Vanessa.” I chuckled while he maintained
> __ __ "Ryker will kill me if he finds out I agreed to this sick plan of yours." Miles cursed multiple times under his breath beside me. I threw him a single glance and whispered back. "I'll tell him I forced you to come along with me. Don't worry, you'll be okay." After saying that, I leaned back on the iron chair, fingers clutching my bag placed on my lap. "You think it's that simple, huh?" Miles scoffed. "I brought his pregnant fiancée to see her ex-husband. That's a blasphemous act for someone like Ryker." "You're exaggerating this." I rolled my eyes, turned back to see if Derek was coming but there was no sign of him yet. "He's a prisoner now. Not like we went to his house or something." "Still doesn't change the fact that I'm about to be grilled alive by Ryker." "You can just stand outside and wait till I'm done, you know?" Miles threw me a glare. "So that crazy son of a motherfucker can sneak up on you and hurt you? That'll be double of
My father spoke up again, cracking through the crisis rolling in my head. This time, his voice had lost its edge. It was more subtle and low, almost like he was trying to placate a kid. A kid that shouldn’t have had to carry so many grudges rooted in the darkest pit of his soul. “Take it out on me instead, Ryker. You don’t have to do all of these. You don’t have to go to these extremes to break a person. Punish me instead. I was the one who brought you into this world. I intentionally didn’t give your mother a title and let her stay as a stained mistress and made you an illegitimate son. Just…leave them out of this. Please.”He was pleading. Telling me to let go. While it should be a pitiful sight to witness, it only provoked me instead.And the first thing that came to mind was; He’s choosing them again. Dad would always shield his ‘real’ family. Over me. Over whatever he thought he had with my mother. It would never be us.He would rather take a blow for those two. Hell, he would b







