LOGIN<< Ryker's POV>>
— — I knew it was her the second the phone lit up. I didn't even have to guess. I expected her to call. "Hello, Little Lamb." The silence on the other end stretched. Like she was fighting with her words. "Is it still... on the table?" Her voice came, soft but rough as if she had been crying or had screamed into a pillow. I leaned back into the seat, my other hand gripping the phone. "I don't make offers I don't intend to keep." She didn't speak right away. I heard the faint shuffle of movement. Maybe the drag of a suitcase, I couldn't tell. Either way, I could sense things moving in the direction I wanted them to be. "I have nowhere else to go," she whispered. And God help me, those words did something to me. "Text me your location," I said. "I'll be there in twenty." ~~~~~ << Vanessa's POV>> — — What could be weirder than this? One moment, he was someone I wanted to get away from. Now, he was sitting across from me with that cocky, victorious smile plastered on his face. Maybe I was going to regret this. "So..." I started, unsure where to begin. "What exactly was your offer again?" Ryker swirled the ice in his glass, eyes locked on me like he wanted to get under my skin. We were back at the bar, tucked away in a private booth and far from the crowd. The silence was so heavy that I almost wanted to disappear into my luggage next to me. "He finally kicked you out." Ryker said instead. I glanced at my luggage and then back at him. "Yeah, pretty obvious, isn’t it? Or you want a second look?" "Easy." he said, setting his glass on the table and leaning in, he placed a hard stare on me. "Tell me, what do you want?" I’m sure he knew exactly what I wanted but he just chose to wind me up. “You know.” “No, I don’t.” "Are we here so you can waste my time? If so, I'd rather be under a bridge, counting crickets." I snarled, curling my fingers around my luggage handle. I've had enough for one night and I couldn't tolerate being teased. Not now. "You really want to do that?” He asked, then grinned when I didn’t respond. “I didn’t think so." I stayed silent, biting my inner cheek. How I hated that he was right. His gaze softened. "Here's my offer; Use me to get back at your ex. But this time, it all boils down to jealousy. Even if he doesn't love you, he won't like seeing you with someone else. Especially someone like me." "Why would he be jealous when he doesn’t even—" I searched for the right word. "...like me?" A smirk spread across his face as he leaned back on the chair, eyes glinting in mischief. "You'll see." "You aren’t being clear about this. I need to know what I'm getting into." "I'm telling you that I know how this works. Your husband..." "Ex-husband." I corrected flatly. He shrugged. "Whatever. Trust me, Derek would be jealous seeing his ex-wife with another man. He would wonder if you ever loved him, why you moved on so fast. That's where it starts. He'd come chasing." I grimaced. "You know that’s unrealistic, right?." "Then why don't we set the ball rolling first? If it works, we keep going. If not—" his voice dropped low, almost into a whisper. "You're free to walk away and never look back." My heart thumped against my chest. His eyes on me, his voice echoing like a promise in my ears, his words like a mantra, holding depths and conviction. What do I have to lose if this doesn’t work out? Nothing. "And what's in it for you?" I asked. He couldn't be some saint doing this for free. He grinned. "A lot. More than you realize." I didn't want to dig deeper. Life was already so messy enough and I would love to not be involved with his affairs. "Alright then." "Deal?" His eyes sparkled with mischief and expectations. Somewhere, my rational side told me to withdraw and run. I was probably making another mistake. But I found myself nodding. "Deal." After drinks, we got in his car. My luggage was in his backseat and I sat with him in the front. The city's night beauty blurred around me as he drove into the bustling streets of Brooklyn. My new world. Fake and temporary but still mine. Ryker soon parked in front of a large Villa. I squinted my eyes at the luxurious villa in front of us. "Rich, huh?" I commented. Ryker smirked as he unbuckled his seatbelt. "Wealth looks good on me, doesn’t it?." I rolled by eyes in response and he let out a chuckle. Together we climbed out of the car and headed towards the mansion. Ryker paused, his hand on the doorknob. "Welcome home, Little Lamb." He said smoothly as he pushed the door open. I crunched my nose at the name. "Wow. Nice interiors." My eyes wandered around as I stepped in while he trailed behind me. The house was a stunning display of beauty and luxury. Marble floors, elegant furniture, and eye-catching artworks that were hung on the walls. I half expected him to give another over-the-top reply where he says he had a room filled with his personal constellation and that he’d bought a vacation house on the moon, instead he said. "I'll go upstairs and grab the contract." I raised an eyebrow. "Contract? Didn't expect we'd be needing one. Isn’t that too much? " "You're walking into a game, Vanessa. I want rules on papers so no one forgets what we're playing at. " He said, already heading towards the stairs. "Feel at home." He disappeared and I let my eyes feel at home. The artworks were so impressive, pulling me in. Curiosity pulled me closer to the captivating La Fornarina portrait on the wall. As I walked closer, my eyes landed on a small photo frame lying flat on the table instead of being displayed. I wasn't snooping, I told myself. I was just curious. I reached for the photo, picked it up and saw it was a family photo. In the photo was…. Derek? Something in me froze. My eyes wandered to his mother and then, to his father—someone who I'd only seen once, and it was during my wedding to Derek. I felt the ground shift beneath my feet when I saw the person standing next to Mr Luke Holland, Derek’s Father... Ryker. During my years being married to Derek, I'd learned about his older half-brother. The illegitimate son his father had with their housekeeper. The lone wolf of the family. No one spoke about him openly, like he was like the sin of their family. He never showed up at my wedding with Derek. And Derek? He hated the idea of him. Could Ryker be...that brother??> _ _ It was happening. I stood at the altar, Miles at my side, my gaze fixed on the end of the hall. Waiting for her. My chest felt tight. A clash of nerves, anticipation, and something close to calm, which made no damn sense. I needed to see her. To touch her. To get this done before my patience snapped. "Relax," Miles murmured under his breath. "You're shaking." I huffed out a short laugh, blinking hard. No way in hell was I losing control in front of a room full of people. "I'm fine," I muttered. My voice came out rough, barely there. "But why isn't she coming out?" He snorted. "Because you're impatient. Brides don't just appear." "They should." "Why?" "Because—" I stopped short. Miles straightened. "Well. Damn. There she is." My head snapped up instantly. And everything else disappeared. For a second, I forgot how to breathe. Fuck. She stood there in white, wrapped in a veil that immediately pissed me off because it hid he
>__I was a terrible mother, no questions asked. As I stared at Ryker's wedding invitation card that came in that morning, I had to admit that I knew little about my son. I hadn't even realized he'd grown up this much.He was getting married. He wasn't the boy who used to stay in the kitchen with me while I served the Hollands. The boy I watched from afar, who tended to his wounds on his own. The boy I couldn't face knowing I failed him and I could never protect him from our harsh reality or the bullies.Not because I wanted to intentionally neglect him, but because I was too fixated on his father. I hoped that if Luke saw me every time, if my presence near him could help him remember his promises to me, maybe he would finally do the right thing for my son and me. Because I knew Ryker deserved better than being called a mistake, an illegitimate child, and the son of a mistress. I wanted to take that stain off my boy. I wanted to do everything I could to make s
>__I failed my son. It finally dawned on me that I had tainted my son's life without even knowing. My Ryker. He was never a mistake. I loved him even though I might be bad at showing it to him most times.I've never favored Derek more. If asked, it would always be Ryker. Because Ryker came to the world as my miracle. My salvation. One that Derek could never replace. His mere presence in my life wiped my shame. His presence helped shake off the pressure my family meted out to me. But that didn't change the fact that he was born to my wife's personal maid. And that—that was the mistake I made. Not him. Lilac.The beautiful maid with the doe eyes. She was so effortlessly beautiful even when doing the most tiring job. Her presence always pulled my attention—mostly away from my wife—to her. Catherine was already losing it during that period, she was always having mood swings due to her inability to have a child. Catherine would often snap at me, use harsh words, and
It took more than an hour to pacify Ryker to let go of Miles’s collar. A few officers came out to separate them from killing each other. Or more like—stopping Ryker from killing Miles. “I agreed to come knowing she would have come here anyway with or without me. Isn’t it better that I was here to keep her safe than decline and have her come here alone?” Miles groaned. Ryker glared at him one last time, huffed and grabbed my arm before pulling me towards the car. Okay, maybe that worked. I turned slightly and squeezed out a small smile at Miles and mouthed. “Sorry” Miles snorted back in return before heading to his car, which was parked on the other side. “Smile at that motherfucker again and see how he’d look with his face burnt like a steak.” Ryker’s voice came. Sharp and cold. Filled with that underlying jealousy. “I wasn’t smiling at him.” “Shut up.” He pulled the front door open and grumbled. “Get your ass in the car, Vanessa.” I chuckled while he maintained
> __ __ "Ryker will kill me if he finds out I agreed to this sick plan of yours." Miles cursed multiple times under his breath beside me. I threw him a single glance and whispered back. "I'll tell him I forced you to come along with me. Don't worry, you'll be okay." After saying that, I leaned back on the iron chair, fingers clutching my bag placed on my lap. "You think it's that simple, huh?" Miles scoffed. "I brought his pregnant fiancée to see her ex-husband. That's a blasphemous act for someone like Ryker." "You're exaggerating this." I rolled my eyes, turned back to see if Derek was coming but there was no sign of him yet. "He's a prisoner now. Not like we went to his house or something." "Still doesn't change the fact that I'm about to be grilled alive by Ryker." "You can just stand outside and wait till I'm done, you know?" Miles threw me a glare. "So that crazy son of a motherfucker can sneak up on you and hurt you? That'll be double of
My father spoke up again, cracking through the crisis rolling in my head. This time, his voice had lost its edge. It was more subtle and low, almost like he was trying to placate a kid. A kid that shouldn’t have had to carry so many grudges rooted in the darkest pit of his soul. “Take it out on me instead, Ryker. You don’t have to do all of these. You don’t have to go to these extremes to break a person. Punish me instead. I was the one who brought you into this world. I intentionally didn’t give your mother a title and let her stay as a stained mistress and made you an illegitimate son. Just…leave them out of this. Please.”He was pleading. Telling me to let go. While it should be a pitiful sight to witness, it only provoked me instead.And the first thing that came to mind was; He’s choosing them again. Dad would always shield his ‘real’ family. Over me. Over whatever he thought he had with my mother. It would never be us.He would rather take a blow for those two. Hell, he would b







