Se connecter"Right." I turned to the supply cabinet and punched in the code—four, seven, two, nine, because I'd chosen numbers that meant something only to me, which was the kind of paranoid security measure you developed after a few interesting years in practice. "I'm going to give you something for the pain. It'll—"
"No." I paused with my hand on the vial of ketamine. "No?" "No medication." He said it the way people said things they'd said many times before, a rehearsed refusal that had become reflex. "I need to stay sharp." "Mister Cagliari, you have a bullet in your shoulder. I'm going to need to dig it out. Without anesthesia, that's going to be—" "I've had worse." His mouth curved, and I realized with a mixture of irritation and something I refused to name that it was an attractive mouth. Alluring, even, which was a word I hadn't used since my Victorian literature phase in undergrad. "We've done this before." "We?" I glanced at Gino, who shrugged with one massive shoulder. "Boss doesn't like hospitals," Gino said, as if that explained everything. In a certain light, it probably did. "How did you find me? I'm fairly certain my website doesn't offer after-hours bullet removal." "Boss suggested it," Gino answered. "You stitched up his sister's dog a while back. He said the work was clean." "I can't argue with that. What would you have done if I said no?" Neither of them answered me. I scoffed. "That's comforting." I fixed Antonio with a disapproving glare. "You sure about the anesthetic?" "No drugs," he repeated. "Fine." I set the ketamine back and pulled out sterile water, gauze, forceps, and a scalpel instead. My hands were steady. They'd been steady through worse, though I was hard-pressed to think of a specific example at the moment. At least he wasn't trying to bite me. "But I want it on record that this is against my professional recommendation, and when you pass out from the pain, that's between you and whatever god you pray to." "Noted." He settled back further on the table, and I caught Gino moving to stand near his head—positioning himself to be available if his boss needed something to grip. Practice. They really had done this before. I cleaned the wound area, and Antonio Cagliari didn't flinch. Not when the antiseptic hit raw tissue, not when I probed the entrance wound with a gloved finger to check the angle, not when I picked up the scalpel. His amber eyes stayed fixed on the ceiling, and his breathing remained controlled, measured, the kind of deliberate respiration that came from training rather than calm. "You're a veterinarian," he said, and it wasn't a question. "Observant. I like that in a patient." I made the first incision, widening the entrance wound enough to see what I was doing. Blood welled up, dark and steady. "Yes. I'm a veterinarian. You're on my table, which means right now, technically, you're my patient. The ethics get a bit murky after that." "Your hands are steady." "They'd better be. I've got student loans that require consistent employment." I reached for the forceps and began the careful work of locating the bullet. It had lodged against the scapula, which meant I'd have to navigate around muscle tissue that was already swelling and angry. "So if you die on my table, that's going to be a real inconvenience for me." Gino made that sound again—the suppressed laugh, caught somewhere in his chest before it could escape. Antonio's eyes cut toward him, and the look carried enough weight to stop a charging bull. Gino's expression smoothed out into something approaching solemnity. "You're funny," Antonio said, turning back to me. "I'm honest. People confuse the two." I found the bullet. It was a 9mm, jacketed, sitting snug against the bone like it had decided to take up residence. "This is going to hurt. I'm telling you that as a courtesy, not as a warning, because warning implies you have the option to prepare." "I understand." I pulled. The sound he made wasn't a scream. It was more of a controlled exhalation through clenched teeth, a hiss that carried the weight of genuine agony compressed into something socially acceptable. His hand found the edge of the table, and his knuckles went white. The tendons in his neck stood out like cables. Gino's hand landed on his shoulder—steadying, grounding. The gesture was practiced, automatic. I filed that away too. The bullet came out with a wet sound that I'd heard enough times to find almost mundane. I dropped it on the stainless steel tray, where it rolled in a small circle before settling. Then I pressed gauze against the wound and began the process of cleaning up. "Got it," I said. "You're lucky. It didn't hit anything overly important. You're going to live, which I'm sure is a relief to everyone in this room and several people in the lobby who look like they'd kill for you without asking follow-up questions." Antonio's breathing was still controlled, but something in his posture had shifted. The pain had cost him something, even if he wouldn't admit it. "You've done this before." "On humans? No. On animals who got shot? Yes. The anatomy is surprisingly similar, once you account for the fact that most dogs don't try to negotiate with you while you're operating." "Negotiate?" His amber eyes found mine again, and there was something different in them now. Warmer, maybe. Or maybe that was just the blood loss. "You brought five armed men to a veterinary clinic at three in the morning. That's not a medical visit. That's a negotiation." I began suturing, and my hands moved with the automatic precision that came from hundreds of hours of wound closure. "You're negotiating for my discretion, my compliance, and probably my silence. I'm negotiating for the right to do my job without getting shot myself." "And what are your terms?" "I haven't decided yet. I'm still assessing the situation." I tied off the first suture. "But I should tell you that I don't take bribes. I've been offered, and I've declined. My silence isn't for sale." "Everyone has a price."I should have been watching the pasta. I was not watching the pasta. I was watching his hands. The way his long fingers pressed into the dough, folding it, guiding it, the flour catching in the lines of his knuckles and the creases of his palms. The tendons in his forearms shifting beneath the ink — dark patterns I couldn't fully see from this angle, but which I knew from previous close inspection involved script and geometric shapes and at least one image that looked like a family crest.He had surgeon's hands. That was what I'd thought the first time I'd treated his gunshot wound, when I'd had to cut through his shirt and examine the entry wound in his left shoulder. Steady, precise, capable of both violence and gentleness depending on the instruction they received."You're staring," he said."I'm observing the pasta.""You're observing my hands.""The hands are part of the pasta process. They're instrumental. I'm being thorough."He set down th
The GPS announced I had arrived at my destination, and I sat in my parked car for a full thirty seconds, staring at the iron gates and the stone house beyond them. Not a restaurant. Not a hotel rooftop with linen tablecloths and a sommelier. A house. Antonio's house. Unlike the day I came to check Rico's paw, we would be entirely alone tonight.The gates opened on their own, and I pulled my secondhand Civic up a gravel drive that curved between trimmed hedges. The house was old stone, sprawling, the kind of place that probably had a name etched above the door in Italian. But the lights glowing from the ground-floor windows were warm and yellow, and when I stepped out of the car, I could smell something that made my stomach clench with immediate, Pavlovian hunger.Garlic. Butter. Something herbal and rich, drifting from an open window.I'd dressed for an extravagant evening. Fitted black shirt, dark jeans, the one pair of boots I owned that didn't have animal sedative splashed across t
I kissed him harder. My hands moved higher beneath his shirt, mapping the ridges of his ribs, the ink I couldn't see but could feel under my fingertips. His hand slid from my waist to my lower back, pressing me against him, and I felt the hard length of him against my thigh.Then the world tilted, and I was on my back, the couch cushions soft beneath my shoulders, Antonio above me. His weight settled between my hips, his forearms braced on either side of my head, and he kissed my neck with slow, open-mouthed kisses, his tongue tracing the line of my pulse. My fingers fisted in his shirt, pulling it up his back, and my hips arched against him without my permission.He groaned against my throat. The sound traveled through me like a current, pooling low in my belly, and I wrapped my leg around his calf, pulling him closer.Then he stopped.His mouth left my neck. His weight shifted. He braced himself above me, breathing hard, his amber eyes dark in the low light. I made an involuntary so
After dinner, Antonio found a speaker and connected his phone to it. Music filled the house. It was something old and Italian, with a guitar line that wound through the room like smoke. He offered his hand.I kicked off my sneakers. He pulled off his boots. We danced in the living room, barefoot on the hardwood floor, the lake visible through the windows, the last light of the day turning the water copper.He was a graceful dancer. He was deliberate, leading with his shoulders, his hand on the small of my back, his steps measured and slightly off-beat. I followed because the alternative was stepping on his feet, and because his hand on my back made me want to stay exactly where I was."Why did you start the clinic?" he asked as he spun me in time to the music."Because I couldn't work anywhere else," I told him, my cheek near his shoulder. "I applied to three corporate practices. They all wanted production quotas. They demanded their vets push unnecessary procedures, sell prescription
I checked my phone while Lindsey processed the discharge paperwork. A text from Antonio, timestamped 1:23 a.m.The Dogfather: How's work?I glanced at the biohazard bin, where the sock lay in state. I snapped a photo of it, a damp, wrinkled tube sock in all its revolting glory, and sent.Evidence of attempted sockicide. Victim survived. Perpetrator unrepentant.His response came thirty seconds later.The Dogfather: Is sockicide a real word?It is now. I'm coining it. Veterinary forensics.A pause.The Dogfather: Whose sock is it?I looked at Princess Buttercup, who was attempting to lick her ears. I looked at her owner, who was reading the discharge instructions with the furrowed brow of someone encountering complex legal documents.Nobody knows. It materialized from the void. The dog found it somewhere in the ether and consumed it as an offering.The Dogfather: That's deeply disturbing.Welcome to veterinary medicine.Three dots appeared, disappeared, appeared again.The Dogfather: D
Walter Cronkite sat on my exam table with the glassy indifference of a reptile who had made a terrible life choice and felt no particular urgency about it. The bearded dragon's throat pulsed, his tiny prehistoric eyes tracking my penlight with the faint interest of someone watching a moderately entertaining television program through a window. His X-ray glowed on the lightbox behind me, a tiny Lego brick sitting in his digestive tract like a geometric monument to poor judgment."Can you explain how this happened?" I asked Walter Cronkite directly, shining the penlight into his left eye. He blinked, slow and reptilian, offering nothing.His owner, a fourteen-year-old kid named Trevor with the slouching posture of someone who had been lectured at length already tonight, shifted his weight from one sneaker to the other. "I don't know. He just — I left some stuff on my desk, and—""And Walter Cronkite decided to sample the inventory." I turned back to the X-ray. The Lego was small enough







