LOGIN**CALISTA**
I had always known that there was something unsettling about how innocent Merrick looked—like evil had learned how to wear a gentle face. I could see it now, sitting across him in our limo on our way to his private birthday dinner. His excitement speared through in the way his eyes glinted in the dim light, and the way his thumb lingered on my wrist when he kissed my hand. “This will be so perfect,” he said, “all you have to do is relax and watch me handle things, like a real man should.” His words sounded too much like my mother's, and I fought the urge to clamp my hands over my ears and scream. “And…what would I be doing?” I forced a sweet smile. His eyes dropped to my stomach like it already belonged to him. “You know I've always wanted a family, Calista. Maybe we should focus on that.” He leaned forward to hold my hands, and I felt the child inside me shrink with every lingering second. How cruel of him to demand this sacrifice from me, yet still aid my twin sister in taking my life in spite of it. My palms grew sweaty in his hands, and I blamed it on nerves, pulling away to tuck them in my lap. He adjusted smoothly and retrieved his phone from the console, jaw gritting as he typed. I peeled my eyes from him and let them roam the bustling streets, mind racing. After my confrontation with mother, I had talked to Merrick when he got back, holding my breath when I smelled Astrid's perfume on his shirt. I had looked him in the eyes and coaxed that man child with the promise of a birthday surprise—one which sat heavy in my purse throughout the ride. We were to have his birthday dinner in the Fairfax Estate, as a sign of my submission. The crowning moment was to be the one where I signed over Winslow Empire’s power of attorney to Merrick, and the thought churned my stomach, making it almost impossible to keep down my lunch. “Something on your mind, love?” Merrick's finger brushed my knee, and I felt the skin break out in hives, but I nodded and pressed a palm to my clammy forehead. “Nothing, just…nervous.” I forced a laugh. His eyes raked over my skin, like he was searching for any hint of a protest. Seeing none, a smile curled his perfect lips. “Well, take a deep breath, honey. We’re here.” I turned my neck to the window as the estate gates rose out of the dusk, ivy snaking through the bars as the huge gates yawned open. My back went rigid, hands almost drifting to my stomach as the limo rolled down the wide stone courtyard. From the cars parked close to the sculpted stone fountain, I could tell that the whole family had already arrived. Astrid's black Tesla was parked a few inches from us, and I watched Merrick's eyes dart to her car not once, but three times. Servants stood lined around the courtyard like silent witnesses, and two of them approached the car and held open the doors. Merrick got out and stretched his hand, and I kept my smile frozen in place as my fingers slid into his cold grip. My heels clicked against the stone floor, my dress swishing around my ankles as we headed up the stairs. “Now, this is just another birthday dinner. Keep a smile on your face, and no alcohol tonight. Do not embarrass me again, dear.” Merrick whispered beside me, squeezing my hand almost roughly for emphasis. I forgot to breathe when we stepped into the foyer, heart pounding at the figure lingering by the grand staircase that split in two directions. “There is my golden boy!” Grace Fairfax declared, arms outstretched as she clambered down the left side to meet us—no—her son. Her eyes grazed right over me as she wrapped her golden boy in an embrace. “Mother, you will smother me…” Merrick laughed, and I stood aside, leaning against the banister and clutching my purse tightly. When she released him, her green eyes pierced through my skull. “Calista,” she said formally, “how wise of you to join us.” “It is my pleasure, Grace.” I courtesied, anything to avoid meeting her eyes. “Let us hope your impulses do not ruin this dinner. We would hate to take our investors elsewhere—” “Mother, now is not the time.” Merrick muttered, but he squeezed my hand again, lending credence to his mother's threats. “Do not worry, Grace. After tonight, we will be swimming in investors.” She scoffed at my words and disappeared towards the hallway to the right, ordering the servants to take our coats and lead us to the dining hall. The aroma of rosemary and cheese calmed my nerves, easing the tingle in my fingers as we stepped into the bustling dining hall. Children brushed past me, giggling in all their innocence, and I noticed Merrick staring longingly. I didn’t care anymore. Astrid could carry every child he thought I owed him. His hand rested against the small of my back, leading me to my seat beside his at the head of the table. Astrid sat opposite me in her white dress and flashing red lipstick, gaze lingering on Merrick before sliding to me. I should have blamed myself for marrying such a handsome liar, but it was never my decision to make. The ring was on my finger before I could say yes, and I still got punished for my obedience. My phone pinged in my purse, and I dug it out with a slight tremble in my fingers, reading the text message over and over until the knots in my stomach loosened. Everything was in place. Relieved, I sat back, heel tapping gently against the white and black marble floor while I let my eyes roam over the guests until they found my mother. She stared right back, brows raised as a stern reminder of our conversation yesterday. I gulped back a breath and flashed her a smile, itching to expose the contents of my purse. The double doors burst open, and servants in immaculate grey uniform filtered in, holding steel trays. Dinner began in earnest, and I watched them dig in, listening to the cacophony of cutlery against ceramic. My food sat untouched, peas sticking to my fork as I poked at my dinner, grateful for the merciful silence…until mother broke it. “Eat something, Calista. You look ghastly.” Her face pulled in a sneer, and suddenly they were all staring, judging the sweat on my forehead, and the way my fingers curled tightly around my fork. I cleared my throat. “I am fine, mother. I just had a heavy lunch.” And an even heavier secret. “Pass the salt, will you, Merrick?” Astrid's voice lowered, eyelids batting at my husband. The salt was inches away from her, yet I watched him hand her the shaker, listening to his breath hitch when her fingers brushed his. I didn’t need to look under the table to know what they were doing. I could feel it in the way he stopped looking at me. Was I truly that blind all along? “Excellent food, mother. My compliments to the chef.” Merrick stuffed his face to hide his blush. “Anything for my golden boy.” Grace crooned, sipping far too much wine from her glass. How much longer would I sit here and watch this family try to bend my will? Not tonight, not in this lifetime. Slowly, I rose to my feet and reached for my wineglass, clinking my fork against the side. Merrick's back went rigid, eyelids batting in excitement at the announcement to come. Let's skip the pleasantries, shall we? “I was going to give a long speech about the love of my life, and how much he deserves this, but yesterday, I had an enlightening speech with my mother.” I tilted my glass in her direction. “You opened my eyes to so many possibilities, and I would be a fool to ignore such…wise words.” She nodded in satisfaction, gripping her wineglass like a lifeline. “And so, without further ado, I would like to present this to you, my darling husband.” I set down my glass and reached for my purse hanging off my seat. The brown envelope felt light in my hand, and my heart throbbed harder as I slid the envelope across to Merrick. The smile on his face grew, and a hush fell over the room as he leaned forward and unfolded the envelope. My body trembled violently in my dress, but my smile was frozen in place. Any moment now… I started to back away from my seat as his smile slowly faded. “Calista…” “Happy birthday, Merrick.” “These are—” his voice broke, eyes scanning the page. “Divorce papers?” He rose from his seat abruptly, and a wave of gasps and sighs erupted over the room. “Yes. It's over.” I kept my voice firm. “Calista!” My mother roared, face white as sheets. “WHAT ARE YOU DOING?” “Fixing my marriage, mother, just like you asked me to.” My throat felt dry. She shook her head vehemently, rising from her seat like a burning phoenix. “That was not—” “Oh, don't you worry, mother.” I glanced at my phone, “we would have all the investors we need to move this company forward.” “NONSENSE! What nonsense are you talking about?” Merrick looked like he might explode. A dull sound echoed outside the dining, followed by the rush of feet, and I could not help the smile creeping across my face. “Why tell you, when I can just show you?” With that, I whirled around on my heels and stalked towards the door, ignoring the scattered protest and bitter curses. The double doors swung open, and a chill fell over the room when Atlas stepped in. “I do hope I did not miss the party. Happy birthday, Old friend.” His voice echoed, and he topped off his terror with a wink. “WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?” Merrick roared. I had their attention now. This time, I would finish what they started.**CALISTA**I thought I was ready to see blood.But I was not ready to see what was left of Atlas Kane.When I peeped through the door as he undressed, I caught sight of the dry blood gluing his dress to his skin.I had imagined a deep gash across his back…maybe another bullet wound or fresh injuries from tonight.What stared back at me instead...was years of suffering carved into flesh. And I heard my heart rip into smaller and smaller pieces as my hands started to shake. Cuts. Like a psychopath's canvas, long, horizontal wounds lined his back in countless numbers but those ones were fresh. New. Adult wounds that did nothing to mask the real horror underneath. “Oh, Atlas…” my voice faltered, and I felt him stiffen when I lifted my hand—and brushed my fingertips along his skin.His flesh was melted in several places, as if someone had been putting out cigarettes on him for longer than even he could remember.I racked my brain for a memory of Atlas with these scars before I…before I
**ATLAS**I could not decide which weighed heavier on my chest—the numbness creeping through every wound on my body, or the quiet sound of Ledger drawing breath behind me.Calista had refused to let me put him in the boot. She had looked at me like I had lost my damn mind, and perhaps I had. But it did not matter now. None of it mattered. Calista was breathing beside me, soft and steady, and it was enough to keep me going, just the sound of it.The moment the car cruised to a halt in my driveway, she got out on the other end and yanked open the backseat door.Damnit, woman, slow down…I heaved a breath as my body peeled off the leather and a sharp sting rocked my back, but my feet found the stone floor and I moved around the hood and found Calista's lips pursed in deep concentration as she half dragged Ledger's pale body from the seat. She staggered back, and I thrust out my arm.“Easy…let me do it.”She grunted in response and tugged again.“Calista…”“I know, I know…” her breath h
**ATLAS**I never flinched when I saw the gun. Lily was left handed, finger already on the trigger.Too far to disarm.Calista was standing behind my right shoulder.If she fired center mass, I would fall backwards onto her.I kept her behind me, telling myself that if she was still alive, that was more than enough for now.“Going somewhere, dear?” My mother's voice cut through my mind. I turned my neck to find her hand still firm on Ledger's shoulder. His lips had turned a bluish purple, and it dawned on me just how much was at stake.“I did not put it past you to have a backup plan, but this?” I waved a hand, turning my glare to Lily's form, “... this is just pathetic.”“Whatever gets the job done, love. Kill them.” She nodded to Lily, voice sounding almost bored.My body tensed as Lily stepped forward, but I did not move back, did not give her the satisfaction of watching me cower like an animal. I stared into her dark grey pools, but I was not searching for the woman I used to
**CALISTA**The pole was the only thing keeping me upright. My wrists burned against the ropes binding them behind the cold metal, legs trembling beneath my own weight as my body sagged forward. A violent shiver tore through me, forcing my teeth into my bleeding lip just to keep them from chattering.I had stopped praying for rescue.Now I was only praying for the courage not to break. My lungs felt as if someone had reached into my chest and grabbed hold of them, squeezing tight without mercy. Nausea clawed at my throat, but I clenched my stomach and tried to keep my eyes open, to not feel the goosebumps crawling over my skin.My scalp still burned from Lily's vicious grip, but I lifted my head up as a tear snuck its way down my cheek.Nobody was coming to save me. Too much time had passed since I saw Atlas, since he cradled me in his arms like he was scared to break me.Now my body itched for the warmth of his hard chest, his hairy hands cradling me deeper into his embrace. God…
**ATLAS**My mother used to measure my height against the kitchen doorframe, beaming with pride every time I outgrew the pencil mark she had made the year before. Standing before me now, wearing that same smile as she admired the chains biting into my wrists, I found myself wondering whether people truly rotted from the inside—or whether they simply woke up one morning and decided to bury whatever was left of their hearts.For my mother, it must have been the latter. And sitting in this chair, I found it almost ironic that I had run so far from this place only to be dragged right back in chains. Maybe we never really outrun our demons. We just ran in circles around them until they reached out to grab us. But my bones had grown weary from running, with every word Ledger said still clouding my mind even as his face paled and the smell of his blood hung in the air. I did not flinch under her stare, meeting it with all the anger that I could muster. “Do you ever get tired of playing
**CALISTA**My mouth felt like someone had stuffed it with cotton and left it out in the sun.I swallowed and immediately regretted it, feeling a sharp pain blooming behind my eyes—the kind that came after too much alcohol, too little sleep, or a tranquilizer dart fired into your arm by your fiancé's psychotic ex fiancée.For a moment, I lay perfectly still, waiting for my wrists to burn, waiting for the ropes, the cuffs, the chains…anything.Instead, when my hand drifted sluggishly toward my face, my fingers brushed my cheek without resistance.I froze.Then I moved again, slowly and carefully lifting my left hand, then my right. Free.Free?A knot tightened in my stomach. If the Martyrs wanted me restrained, I would be restrained, which meant they had chosen not to tie me up.And somehow, that felt much worse, and I found myself longing for the chains and the certainty of death. But it was not even my freedom that sent my pulse racing. It was the complete absence of blood on my ha
**ATLAS**Calista said yes like a woman stepping into a burning house because the cold outside had finally become unbearable.Somehow, that terrified me more than watching Merrick drag her across a garden like a walking corpse.I should have been focused on the blood drying on her lip or the fact t
**MERRICK**They didn’t kill me. That was their first mistake.“I told you to stay out of trouble. Instead, you went and got your finger cut off.” “I'm not dead, am I? At least I survived the night,” and unfortunately, so did everyone who wanted me dead.“You won't be alive for much longer if you
**CALISTA**The waves were wrong—no, they were right—no, they were not waves at all.They rose and fell like they were breathing—too slow, too deep—like they were waiting for something—waiting for me—but the water never touched my feet.Instead there was sand, and it tickled my toes as the warm sun
**CALISTA**I could not wake up, not even when Atlas was there—but even in the darkness that swallowed me whole, his voice kept finding me, steady and close, as if I was not lying in a hospital at all but somewhere he could still reach.Then he was gone, voice fading like a cloud that I was too pow







