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Chapter Thirty-Five — What We Put in the Book

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He stopped with his back to me in a clearing with four hundred wolves in it, and he did not turn around, and I understood that he had decided not to make me look at his face while I said it.

Three years ago he did not wait for me to speak. Tonight he was going to walk away without waiting again.

"Turn round," I said. "You don't get to be spared this."

He turned round.

"I have not forgiven you."

It went across four hundred wolves and came back off the trees.

"I want that said here, with Elder Ma
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    He stopped with his back to me in a clearing with four hundred wolves in it, and he did not turn around, and I understood that he had decided not to make me look at his face while I said it.Three years ago he did not wait for me to speak. Tonight he was going to walk away without waiting again."Turn round," I said. "You don't get to be spared this."He turned round."I have not forgiven you."It went across four hundred wolves and came back off the trees."I want that said here, with Elder Mara writing, because you have just given this Pack a very good speech and there is a version of tonight where everybody goes home feeling moved. I am not having it." My voice held. "You told the truth. That is the least a person can do, and you took three years to do it.""Yes," Damien said."And I don't know if I ever will. I want that in the book too. Not not yet. Not in time. I don't know, and I am not going to promise a man a thing I might not have.""No.""Then here is what I do have."I wen

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