Nova
For years, I had imagined us meeting again but not in this manner or this setting.
I had imagined we will meet in a cafe and I will pretend not to know him, we might meet in a company of my own, and he will walk in needing my help but I will totally deny it.
Not in my wildest imagination did I ever think he will be walking into my boss' office, staring at me with judgemental eyes.
I knew him so well, the thoughts running through his head, he must think of me as wayward and disgusting, that look which I know so well, the way he stares at Tara then whenever she clings to him.
“Jordan Myers, it's nice to see you” Drey said smiling widely at him but Jordan's eyes was stuck on me, I could not help but wonder what the hell he was doing here.
Drey's eyes moved from Jordan to me, repeatedly probably wondering what was going on. I thought I will be so hard when I see him and unaffected, I don't like the way he affects me, I want to move but I can't, I feel like running away, hiding somewhere he won't get to see me.
Why do I feel this way though? I did nothing wrong, he is the one at fault here, he should be the one to feel all of these shame! I need to gather up my confidence, I am a woman with confidence!
“I should be out of here” I said, quickly trying to make my way out.
“Actually, you should! I am sure you know Jordan Myers, an A-list model, and he has decided to come work with us” Drey explained, it sounded to me like gibberish.
“Cool, can I leave now?” I asked, all along the idiot was just looking like a zombie!
“Yes, but with him”
“What?” I yelled, I am so not doing this, I know it is my job but hell no.
That smirk of his appeared, the one that used to make me weak, the one I thought was so sexy, oh it still has the same effect.
No Nova, you can't feel this way, he broke your heart, he is a complete asshole, a jerk!
“Oh no doll, don't tell me you can't work with me, do I scare you?” Oh, how much I missed that voice, it's been long anyone called me doll, only he calls me that and that makes him Jordan.
“Scare me?” I gave a humorless laugh, he did scare me because I'm scared I have not completely gotten over him like I thought. “I am sure I can bend you no matter how tough you are” I told him, arching my right, nicely carved brow.
“I am so sure she will” Drey added but his smirk stayed on his face as he said.
“Let's see” I really want to wipe that smirk off his face and remind him of how much shame he was supposed to be feeling right now!
You must be wondering what he did wrong but that is a long story let me start from the day we met though.
He was a new kid in my class, not in my school. He started taking history all of a sudden and his first class with us, he decided to chase me off my seat. I should have known since then that he was a douche bag!
“Hey, I claim that seat” he had said with authority, I looked him in his eye and laughed at his craziness.
“So? Do I have to stand up for you to sit? You must be fucking with me!” I replied not fearing him one bit. My confidence had always been there, I knew my self-worth and nobody can make me feel any less.
“I'd rather fuck you than fuck with you but get off that seat....doll!” That moment, I was pissed! How could he in front of everyone spill out such nonsense, I looked around and everyone was silently laughing.
“You know what I think you should fuck? Off! Yes, fuck off!” With that he left me be but little did I know that it was for that moment only. He kept coming back!
JordanWalking into the director's office as I was told, I never expected to see what I saw or who I saw, I knew she worked here but not in my wildest dreams did I ever think she will be having an affair with her boss.Nova is a lady with more pride than to stoop so low, maybe they have some sort of serious relationship, I thought but it just couldn't be, Nova is mine and mine only.I know I did her wrong but when I said I love her, I meant it. Maybe I should not have gone to that crazy party, maybe I should have chosen my friends wisely as Nova would always advice but no, I did the exact opposite and started regretting after.College was wild, my roommates were seniors and they were crazy ones, who was there to stop me though? Dad stopped caring a few months before I resumed college and mom? She wasn't any better, moving from one man to another, sleeping wit
NovaWe stood in my office staring at each other like it was a staring contest, I could not help but admire what an handsome man he had become, not that he was not handsome back then but the matured look made him even more handsome."Mr Jordan Myers" I said not breaking eye contact."Miss Nova Lionel" he replied still holding my gaze, this was stupid I thought as I averted my eyes from his or maybe I just could not bear the emotions flooding through me."I knew you will give up eventually" he told me laughing, I know how crazy he can be but I am also the same girl I used to be, even better!"That is because I don't have time to waste, now may I ask you, why do you want to work for us" I replied in an overly professional tone, he faked a
NovaJust like every morning, I made myself breakfast and went back upstairs to get myself ready for work, today, in a black and white checkered short skirt and jacket with a black top beneath.I grabbed my car keys on my make-up table and went downstairs to grab my pancakes in a small plate and made myself a cup of coffee, then made my way to my car. My neighbor was out again like every day, we did the good morning waves and I got into my car, straight to work.Well, straight to work was what I thought until this strange number called me. It took a little while to decide if I should pick up the call or not but at the end, I did.“Nova Lionel speaking, who am I unto?”“Jordan Myers, good morning to you to” I me
JordanI wanted to do this shoot and get over with, especially when I will have to team up with Shem. When I got here yesterday, I saw her insulting workers in here and later on she was flirting with me making me dislike her immediately.She seem to be a new recruit and she was already all over the place, when she called this morning that she wouldn't be able to make it for the shoot, I was so glad.Ramos was pissed when he heard that she cancelled, everything was arranged in a rush and now she cancelled, it only mean all these stress will be gone through again just because of her."This is completely messed up, I can't work with lackadaisical people like this" Ramos lamented, he was visibly stressed. Then an idea popped into my head."I
NovaIt was so annoying having to do this, Jordan is just going to make me go crazy but do I have a choice? That is what you get from sleeping with the boss."Come over Ms. Lionel" Gabby, the make-up artist called me over for what I know will end up as hours of make-up.I went over regardless, it is not like I have a choice, do I? Well.... Now that I think of it, I do."Can you pleaseg me few minutes?" I pleaded with Gabby and went over to speak with Drey who was busy talking to someone over the phone."Can I call you later?" He asked whoever it was he was speaking with and ended the call. He raised his head up to stare at me, as he was lower than I am in his seated position.His wi
NovaWhere were we last time? Oh, I told you about Tony, next was Carrick, he really did like me and my friends, especially Honey thought he was "The One".Well, he was the kind of guy any lady wants, caring, loving, romantic, handsome, god-fearing, yeah he was a total package but he happened not to be in love with me but obsessed.I got some guys to scare him, his mother had to no choice than to move out of town just to ensure her son was safe. So sad.Felix was next, Miley thought he was so badass."Bad boys are the best" She told me, well until he cheats on you with the bitch Tara.Finally Jordan, the topic for our Girls night today.
NovaI was pacing back and forth in my living room, Trish was seated cuddling my teddy, fool! Miley on the other hand was seated next to Honey.We just couldn't believe her mom was marrying Samuel. Tara will feel so high, only heaven knows what she will make out this."This can't happen" Honey almost cried, I know how much she hates these weddings."It won't" Miley assured her, my whole head on the other hand was a total mess thinking about how to put an end to this craziness."Maybe you should just tell her you don't want it" Trish told her probably without thinking, how would she expect Honey walking up to her mom only to tell her she does not want her to marry who she wants to marry.Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with Trish, she never even knows what to say at anytime. Honey
Nova.I picked up the remote, it is afterall a Sunday, Netflix is the best plan for today.Looking through the movies available, I decided to watch black-ish all over again."Not again" oh no, I forgot Honey was still here, she was just waking up, imagine. I am sure she has no idea about Trish's crazy IG post."Be worried about what your mom will say about Trish's post and worry less about my choice of movie" I told her and turned back to focus on my movie, grabbed Twinkie where Trish had dumped her, I pulled her close and sat with my two legs crossed on a footstool."No way!!!" Honey screamed, really? Was it that bad? At least they have parents who worry about what they post online, oh that reminds me, Mom slept over at the hospital yes