2| My method of getting pregnant was all out of desperation

LISA

“Hey you’ve been thinking all through the ride to my villa… you gotta stop stressing yourself Lisa I assure you…. you’ll never experience the life you had with Adrian anymore”

I simply nodded staring at him, knowing fully well that living with Brian won’t be easy… I mean he’s the exact split of Adrian…

The driver opened the door of the car and I stepped down. In no time Brian was in front of me as he led me into his home. He simply showed me my room, he knew I was in no mood for a house tour.

The room was already prepared like he was expecting me already. I turned back, simply gave him a short smile before locking the door behind me.

I still couldn’t get over all that happened today.

My plan was just to confirm my pregnancy, and think of a way to tell Adrian about it but now… I’m beginning to think my method of getting pregnant was the worse mistake I’ve ever made. Ever since Adrian left me for that whore, I’ve never gotten my mind off him.

Every minute of my life kept thinking of our good times together… but the thought of everything being fake stabbed my heart even more.

I met Adrian last year at my work place. I am… or maybe was a cleaner at Golden bliss hotel.

We met during his winter vacation and he was certainly the best part of my life back then.

All I ever wanted in a man was love and attention. I lacked this during my childhood which made me promise myself to find my perfect man.

I’ve been into several relationships.., non ever lasted. At some point I began to ask myself if they left due to how easily they got me… but what could I have done falling in love easily was my weakness. I never had self love… I always believed someone should be there to love me.

I should have known it was all fake. Adrian and I met and after a week, we got married in a church. He told me his family abandoned him, and he never saw it as a necessity to invite them to our wedding. I believed each lie he told me because I never wanted to loose him.

Raya my coworker and best friend warned me about him but I Ignored all she told me, thinking she was hurt with the fact that I’ve finally found my Prince Charming.

During the few months of our marriage, all he wanted from me was sex. He’ll torture me during sex, telling me it was his way of doing it. I never had a problem… or maybe I was ready to endure it to keep him.

He warned me against going outside the house. Never allowed me use a phone. I lived for months without it because I was never a social media type, nor did I have anyone to call. I lost my mom to cancer a few years ago and Raya the only friend I had was angry with me for my choice.

He’d tell me I had the television to watch movies, a telephone to call and workers around to communicate with. I felt like I was living in a cage… I cried sometimes but he was all I had and I couldn’t risk loosing him.

Everything was going oddly fine till the 16th day of November this year… the day my personal maid revealed everything to me. She told me she was tired of seeing such a good woman like me being used by a monster of a man.

She revealed to me that Adrian was engaged to a Monica… A well known model, and they’ve been engaged for 5 years, even before he met me.

I confronted Adrian and he didn’t deny it… instead he said it to my face. “ I only used you Lena. You happened to be the best sex toy I had so I had to use marriage to keep you… but now you’ve found out the truth, you’re of no use to me anymore.” His words always felt like a stab each time I remembered it… sometimes I began to wish I never met him.

The name Monica sounded familiar to me but I confirmed I knew her the day I saw her walk into my home with my husband, kissing him right in front of me, slapping me and forcing me to sign the divorce papers on her hand. Monica, for some reason I never knew always hated me. We met at the university and she has always made my life a living hell.

Adrain took everything he had ever given me, throwing me out in the winter snow. Making me completely hopeless I saw my world crumbling down that day.

23rd of December was meant to be our 1 year anniversary and I was ready to do anything to keep him because of the sweet plans I had for us on that day.

I crawled my way to Raya’s house. She was annoyed to see me in that condition but she didn’t keep me outside. She helped me in, gave me cloths to change into and asked me how it all happened. She wanted to say a lot due to her rising anger but she stayed cool as she knew it would do more harm on me than good.

The very next day, I went back to Golden Bliss hotel with her, I begged the manager to take me back in, even if he would pay me half of my salary monthly. He accepted and took me in anyways.

I kept thinking of various ways to get Adrian back, even in my working hours, but to my greatest surprise, I saw him walk into Golden bliss with another lady.

He winked at me and I almost burned in fury.

“ Trust me Lena, he has no shame.” Raya said as she stood with a mop stick close to me, which made me sigh.

In less than an hour, he left with the whore he carried. What ever they had didn’t end well with the looks of things. She was carrying her heels on her hand, chasing after him as he walked out of the hotel.

“ I know my shift of over babe but I can clean his room for you. I know you can’t stand what ever you saw. You can just have some rest on the waiting chair.”

“ No Raya.. you’re not feeling well anyways. Just go home and rest. It’s my burden to carry hun. I won’t let it affect my work.” I smiled, carrying the cleaning equipments to the room he left.

As I was cleaning, my eyes caught it.

A used condom…. I went closer to discover it was still wet with semen.

I was supposed to hate him, but instead all I wanted to do was find a way to get him back… I was so obsessed with the thought of Adrian that I came up with the craziest plan of my life….

I waited a few weeks before I confirmed from the doctor today that I was pregnant.

My experiment worked. But now it seemed all useless Brian gave me reasons to hate Adrian today. Now, I don’t want him back. All I wanted was revenge. I’ll bare his child but he will never know he is the father of the child I carry.