SARAH
It’s been two days since I called the HawkThorne brothers and swore never to do it again.
I return home on a Wednesday evening, expecting to find Aaron with one of his many sluts. I’m surprised to see him watching TV on the couch when I walk in.
He pauses his show and turns to look at me.
I ignore him and head up the stairs hoping he won’t follow me. I hadn’t said a total of 20 words to him since the open marriage incident.
As usual, Aaron doesn’t take the hint.
“You’re not going to walk away from me, Sarah.”
Oh? But I already am.
I find my way to the guest room at the distal end of the hall, but Aaron quickly stands in my way.
“What do you think you’re doing?” He asks, leering at me.
“What does it look like? I need to sleep.”
“We’re still a married couple, Sarah. We would sleep in the same bed.”
A bitter chuckle escapes my lips.
“You want to be in the same bed with a half baked slut?” I have found solace in the guest room where I can be far away from him. Yet, he won’t let me have it.
His nostrils twitch. I shake my head still laughing, and turn my back to him. I wonder why people like to dish out things they know they can’t take. Is his little ego shattered? He didn’t even get to see what the HawkThorne brothers did to me all those nights ago and he’s losing his mind. Yet, he brings his filthy whores to our matrimonial home.
I make my way to our bedroom and take a shower. After that, I throw on my favorite pair of pink silk pyjamas, and keep my feet warm in white slippers.
I’m in the study downstairs when I hear the doorbell ring. Aaron is watching TV so I know he wouldn’t stand up to get it. I look up from my laptop screen to the wall clock above the door.
It’s 8pm. I’m not expecting anyone. I also didn’t order any food because I had takeouts at the office before coming home. So who could it be?
I make my way to the front door and peep through the security hole to find a delivery man.
I turn to Aaron.
“Did you order anything?”
“Fuck off, Sarah.”
Well, I guess the answer is no.
I open the door and smile curtly.
“Hi, good evening.”
“Good evening ma’am. Sarah Wellspring?”
I blink.
“Yes, that’s me.”
He hands me a big black gift box adorned with a pink ribbon tied into a cute bow tie. I barely get the chance to take it in before he hands me a paper to sign.
Who is this from? Did Kevin send a gift to me without informing me? My birthday wasn’t for another seven months.
I take the box into my study, and slowly unbox as I’m seated. In the box sits a pretty pink jewelry box. I narrow my eyes on it as I cautiously open it.
My eyes catch the sparkle of the heart shaped diamond stones before anything else.
“Oh my goodness.” I gasp, covering my mouth with my palm.
It’s a beautiful Diamond choker with heart shaped stones all over it. I don’t even want to imagine how many karats?
Did Kevin send me this to make me feel better? Why didn’t he tell me?
There’s no card from him either.
I pick up my phone to call my brother, but a text pops up on my screen.
RONAN HAWKTHORNE:
Did you like your gift, kitten?
My eyes widen on their own accord. How on earth did he get…oh. He must have saved it when I called him.
SARAH WELLSPRING:
Who are you? Why did you get me this?
RONAN HAWKTHORNE:
Who am I? Come on, sweet girl. You know better than that. Wear the choker, Sarah. I’ll know if you don’t.
I roll my eyes. He must be out of his mind if he thinks this is going to work on me, because it wouldn’t.
Right.
But why are my nipples suddenly so painfully hard?
I drop my phone and push the box away. To hell with his Diamond choker. Nothing was taking me back to their bed.
The doorbell rings for the second time, and I’m tempted to send him a voice note telling him to piss off. How the fuck did he even know where I live?
This time, it’s a black lingerie in a red box. It’s so flimsy it can be torn apart with a mere snap. A thong that would barely fit my ass, and a matching bra.
This time, it has a note addressed to me from MALACHI.
Heavens. Did these men ever give up?
“Let’s see how long you can keep the panties dry.”
I swallow hard. Even in the air conditioned room, the warmth between my legs intensifies. I’m torn between being alarmed that they got my house address without being given, and turned on by how powerful they had to be to be able to get it.
Gosh. Sweat trickles down my forehead, and I fall in my study chair.
I put the box with the lingerie away, just like I did with the Diamond choker. That should be all for the night, right?
I can fight this. I can fight my desire for them until they grow tired and leave me alone.
A third delivery comes in less than twenty minutes. This time, I find handcuffs in the box. My jaw all but drops to the ground. Are they crazy? What would Kevin say if he knew? What would the world say if they knew they were trying to fuck the same woman, worse still, their best friends little sister?!
The sound of my ringtone cuts me from my trail of thoughts. I look down at the screen to find an unknown number calling me. I know I shouldn’t pick. It’s definitely one of the HawkThornes, or even all three of them. But I can’t resist because deep down, no matter how I try to deny it, I want them too.
What harm could a simple phone call do?
It’s not like they’re here to fuck me, right?
I plug my AirPods into my ears and answer the call.
“Smart choice with the AirPods, kitten.
” Jaxon’s voice fills my ears.
Wait. What? I sit up immediately.
How does he know I did that? Is he watching me?
TRIGGER WARNING: VOYEURISMRONAN I am determined to totally ruin her tonight. Our pretty little kitten. Sarah casts a wary look on Lena’s outstretched hand. I see her gulp hard—the ball in her throat moves in a swift motion—and she takes her eyes away from Lena, shifting her gaze to me. Poor, poor baby. My lips curl into a smirk as I return her gaze with an equal intensity. I’m daring her, and she knows it. She had a lot of things to say about being a naughty girl in the car, I want to push her to her fucking limits. Her confusion makes way for a strong sense of stubbornness and defiance. She places her hand in Lena’s, gaze still fixed on me. Slowly, Lena leads her away from us into the crowd. I keep my eyes on my little kitten. She looks like a lamb being led to slaughter. A sexy little red-haired lamb I want to slaughter…in bed, of course. I watch her his sway as she walks carefully in her stiletto heels. My eyes travel down the skin of her long, smooth legs. For a second, I
SARAH His statement is like a warning my body recognizes all too well.Goosebumps rise to the surface of my skin despite the coat on me. We stop at the entrance and Jaxon murmurs the password into the bouncer’s ears. Next thing, we are asked to drop our phones into a small box, and the keys are handed over to Jaxon. A male bouncer searches the guys, while a female checks my body for any recording devices—in their words. Is this a party or a secret cult? I find the answer to my question once we reach the end of the long corridor, and a new room opens in front of us. Dark with nothing but red neon lights stationed at very…thoughtful spots. The music blasting from the speakers is loud and sensual with rather provoking lyrics. I WANNA PUT YOU IN SEVEN POSITIONS FOR SEVENTY MINUTES…My mind wanders to the events on the airplane, all the ways the brothers fucked me while I was blindfolded with my hands tied. I shake the thought from my head and focus on the sight in front of me. The
SARAH “I do not know, brother, but I can tell you one thing for sure,” Malachi turns to the backseat and smiles at Jaxon who has his face covered with his right hand as though he’s embarrassed.“Jaxon’s friend is really into some freaky shit.” Malachi and Ronan laugh, while I turn to look at Jaxon. I can’t help but remember how firmly Lisa…Lorna…Livia…whatever the fuck her name was hugged him when she saw him. “We’re not friends, alright? I haven’t seen her in years. We took some classes in college together, that’s all.”Does she know that? I almost blurt the question out, but I force myself to stay quiet. I just want to enjoy my last night of freedom before I face the real world tomorrow. Yes. You read that right. Tomorrow. Don’t get me wrong, this has been nothing short of amazing. A dream, if I’m being honest. But the call from Aaron’s lawyer reminded me of exactly what this is: a fantasy. A fairytale. And like all fairytales, this one has to come to an ending. Ronan arches a
SARAH The brothers must see my face because instantly they’re all speaking at once.“You don’t have to answer,” Malachi says gently.“Kitten,” Ronan adds with his right hand circling my back, pulling me closer to him. “You came here to get away from all that.”“You can let it go to voicemail,” Jaxon finishes.But I can’t. I can’t ignore it. My gut is twisting. With everything that’s happened…I just don’t want to. “It might be from work,” I say, plastering the most painful smile I can muster.“I haven’t really had time to check in with all that’s been happening. They could need me. I have a company to run, remember?”The brothers exchange a knowing look. They know, I know they know, and they know I know they know. It’s not work. Luke would have emailed or called me if it was so important. I swipe to answer. “Hello?”A woman’s voice responds from the other end of the line. “Mrs Wellspring?” I grit my teeth at the title “Mrs.” Not for long now. Not for long. “This is Maddison W
SARAHI can’t stop smiling.Like, actually can’t. My cheeks hurt. My lips are trembling, and my thighs?Well, don’t ask. But if you do, I’ll tell you I feel like I’ve just returned from some battle, victorious and sore in all the best ways.I mean, I wish someone had told me sooner how naughtily good forbidden sex feels like. I would have definitely started it younger. Jaxon’s hand is wrapped firmly around mine as we walk barefoot back to the VIP lounge. “Wipe that smirk off your face, would you?” Jaxon taunts me as he grips my hand a little bit tighter with his own smirk wide on his face. “What? I can’t smile anymore?” “You can, you can. My bad.” He adds, and I shake my head, looking away from him.By the time we’re very close to the VIP section, he leans into me, and his lips brush the skin above my left ear. “Be cool, alright?”Mentally, I roll my eyes. Be cool, he says.I just had one of the naughtiest make-out sessions of my entire life in a public beach, pressed against
JAXONIt’s the first time I’ve had her to myself. It’s the first time I’ve had enough time to do everything I desire to do to her. And I intend to make the best of it. When she’s finally still and panting heavily—obviously trying to catch her breath, I pull back just enough to kiss her thigh. “You might just be mine,” I whisper against her skin.She’s still trembling when I press a soft kiss to the inside of her knee.For the first time in a while, I raise my head to look up at her. She’s blushing through her ragged breaths, glowing with sweat and something that looks a lot like satisfaction. “Someone’s really happy.” I tease, licking the bit of her juices left on my tongue. She playfully rolls her eyes, and I place her legs on the ground before I rise to my feet. Once I’m up, I brush the sand off my knees, but my eyes never leave her. I watch as she blinks up at me like she’s forgotten what planet we’re on. Yeah. My tongue normally has that effect on people. I reach for her