Chapter 47

LYDIA

Doing this didn’t mean I was accepting him.

I could have solaced myself with the fact that he was hurting and that the shock had somehow hit him hard and I was merely trying to ease him of the pain.

I could have also have comforted myself with the fact that I was kissing him out of pity. To help him but in all honesty, I wasn’t.

I had tried ignoring him for days, tried to keep this big of a secret from him and I failed.

He had confessed his love and, my heart burst with the urge of telling him that yes, I somehow had feelings for him. That Jamie was a mistake. And he was, a big fucking one at that.

With the said days I pondered over his words, everything becoming crystal clear but at the same time so difficult to swallow.

Great he didn’t kill a man but he still pushed me away and yet…I went willingly because I saw him a monster.

Because I wanted him to be a swooning billionaire with a good heart and clean untainted hands only life wasn’t unicorns and rainbows, he did what he did