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Chapter 17: Caged Moths
A house is where people live and have a hard time connecting. A home is where a person feels safe. Right now, Jeremy feels like that to me. So, he took me in and let me be myself.
"Lily, at some point, we are going to have to face them, you know," Jeremy asks?
My thoughts linger for a moment before catching up to me. I will have to get in the car and leave Jeremy's house at some point.
"I know. I'm not ready to think about them right now. The KAT trio will be taken out. It's inevitable. Jeremy, can I stay here a little while longer," I ask?
I'd do anything to stay here and look at Jeremy. But, in my desire to be safe, I've found I want to keep him safe from the demons that live within his soul. His soul is tainted by monsters. Monsters have the faces of everyday people. They live where people are ghouls, and ghouls look like good guys.
"Sure, you can probably stay and watch a movie," Jeremy says as he finishes the rest of his nachos.
I nibbl
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