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FORTY FIVE
FORTY FIVE
A LITTLE BIT OF MEMORY
ELLYA
I was in our storage room when I saw some of my things. There is a journal as well as a photo album, notebooks and some old stuff that I have back when I was a kid.
“Ma, Bakit nandito pa rin ang mga ito?” I asked.
“Alam mo anak, those were the things that were left in your room. We want to cherish you and of course you are the unica hija. We can't move on. Knowing that someone takes you from us. We can't.
“Then pwede naman kayo gumawa ng baby ulit?” I said and still gathered my things.
“We can't anak. Matanda na rin naman kami. And b
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Alon FORTY SIX
FORTY SIXLA UNION AT TAYOLIMMUELThose memories keep haunting me and I just noticed that there are some parts that are missing. But there is a girl who has been part of it. She has always been on my mind.“Limmuel, focus.” sabi ng aking trainer in Taekwondo.I was on the training of taekwondo. Ace recommended it because I needed it because I badly need it and I can release some of my stress because of that. And Doc Catherine said it was also a good idea. Para di ganoon stressful yung mga reaction ng katawan ko sa mga alaala na biglang bumabalik.“Okay.” I calmly said and breathed, then I hit him with my force. I used my left arm to tak
Alon FORTY SEVEN
FORTY SEVENBABY LINEA is coming.ELLYA“MA MANGANGANAK NA AKO!!!!!!” sigaw ko mula sa salas ng makitang pumutok na ang aking panubigan.Naramdaman ko ang paglapit ni Mama at pag panic ni Papa.“Manong!! Pakihanda ang kotse.” tawag ni Papa at kinuha ang jacket at susi.Habang si Mama naman ay kinuha ang inaabot na gamit ng mga katulong. Alam ng lahat na kabuwanan ko na kaya naka prepared na incase lang na gusto nang lumabas ng aking baby.“Ang gamit Ezekiel! Ipasok na agad sa kots
Alon FORTY EIGHT
FORTY EIGHTMEET AT THE HOSPITALLIMMUELI know I had to make an appointment before going to a Doctor. But lucky enough walang pasyente si Doc Catherine ng pumasok ako."Aga mo naman dito Limmuel." Sabi ni Doc na mukhang kararating lang."Doc? I am desperate." I said and looked down.I was ashamed at the same time afraid na nahuhuli na ako sa bagay bagay. And most of the time I badly want to know the girl. I don't have any glimpse of her pero meron sa buhay ko na nagpapakita. Such as Ellya.I am torn between if may kinalaman ba siya sa akin or hindi. It's just that I am afraid of the truth.&nbs
Alon FORTY NINE
FORTY NINEI KNOW THEMELLYAWe are now heading to Limmuel’s resort. He has been discharged and is getting a rest at his house. All of my friends are excited but here I am getting nervous and at the same time happy. ‘Mama and Papa volunteered to take care of Linea. After this one baka magpahnga na ako at nabinat ako sa mga nangyayari. Kaya I hope it ends very well.“Kinakabahan ako paano kung hindi niya tayo makilala ?” I said and they all looked at me.“Ellya calm down.” Mica said.“Of course matatandaan ka nun. Remember he loves you.” Jessica said and that somehow helped
Alon FIFTY
FIFTYI KNOW HIMELLYAOne year of staying in Denmark is not that easy. Everything and even you needs to change. So it is hard to adjust. I am glad that my parents are here with me. Mahirap sa una. Kailangan kapain ang sarili then having a mental breakdown and postpartum depression. While being alone and walang maka share something.I am glad that Linea keeps me in my sanity.Mas lalong kailangan ni Linea ng alaga and she is getting curious about is her things. Hilig na niya agad mag explore but as long as she is a baby napaka sensitive naman. Kaya doble ingat.And my second year in Denmark is good. I got accepted on university and i
Alon FIFTY ONE
FIFTY-ONEHE IS BACKLIMMUELI opened my eyes and saw that I am here again. In the hospital. Suki na ako dito. Hindi na rin ako magtataka. I closed my eyes as I heard footsteps na papunta sa akin.“What did you do?” A girl's voice.“I punch him.” A boy answered.They opened the door and I noticed they were built. It was Ace and Jeff. Nagbabangayan na naman sila. Akala mo ay hindi na matatapos ang pag uusap.“Bakit mo sinuntok? Langya ka Jeff paano kung nabagok yan or lalong nawalan ng memorya. O anoman?” frustrated na sabi ni Ace.&n
Alon FIFTY TWO
FIFTY TWOELLYAI always run when I have the chance to do so. Right now. I can feel my lungs wanting for air. My legs are hurting from running but it is fine. It keeps my sanity.I run until I saw the whole ocean that was waiting for me. Ang balak ko lang takbuhan ay ang punong parte pero Sabi nila pag umabot ka raw sa dulo makakakita ka ng dagat na sobrang lawak.And it is true.Hinawakan ko Ang aking lagayan ng tubig at umupo sa buhanginan. Rinig na rinig dito sa aking pwesto ang tunog ng alon. Maliit man ito pero sapat na ito para kalmahin ang pusong hinahangal.Pinagmasdan ko la
Alon FIFTY THREE
FIFTY THREEELLYA"I remember us. Mahal."Up until now tandang tanda ko ang sinasabi ni Limmuel. I may be confused but it somehow gives me an idea. He remembers me. And all I ever think of now is my child.I have a lot of questions in my mind right now. Like, she will get my Linea? Kukunin niya ba sa akin ang anak ko?Mahal niya pa rin ba ako?Hindi ba siya nagagalit pag sinabi ko na mas pinili ko sarili ko kesa sa relationship namin?I have a lot of questions that need to be answered. That's why I calm myself. Thinking that I will be fine.
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