“Mine,” I whispered, staring up at him with wide eyes. My voice broke, emotion swelling through my body and sending shivers rolling across my skin. The colours in the room flared brighter, centring on the beautiful man stood across from me.
His throat bobbed. The world remained quiet, hazy, as we began to move; I did not feel the movement of my muscles or the soles of my boots slapping against the stone floor. He was everything: the sun and the moon and the stars, the earth and the rivers and the sea. My body became nothing more than a means for my soul to meet his in that instant, with fingers yearning to touch and eyes tracing every perfect inch of him.
We froze a foot apart. I swallowed hard, my lips parting as I looked up at him. He towered over me, but not in a way that made me feel intimidated. It made me feel safe. Somewhere deep down I knew that feeling was ridiculous, that there was some reason this man, my mate, couldn’t be trusted, but in that moment there was only the overwhelming desire to go to him and never leave his side again.
“You’re beautiful,” he murmured, his blue eyes glassy with unshed tears. Above, his brows were pinched, like he too had reservations that had been forgotten the moment he’d seen me.
Then he closed the last of the distance between us and swept me into his arms. My heart thumped, straining to press against his, longing to be knotted together forevermore. I grasped the back of his cloak, gripping it, but it wasn’t enough, I needed to feel his skin on mine –
I groaned, tilting my head up to press my lips to his. He was warm, all heat and life amongst the frigid, frozen landscape he called home. His stubble scraped my cold cheeks, the sting of it pleasant as his full lips found mine. He smelt of cedar and woodsmoke and tasted of sweet berry wine. I was a writhing, desperate mess beneath his hands; I panted into his open mouth, wanting more, needing more. I slipped my hands beneath the back of his shirt, palming the hard lines of his muscles and digging my nails in. He moaned into my mouth, the gravel-and-honey of his voice sending tingles shooting down my spine.
Worlds could have born and died in our short eternity. I lost myself to him, unaware of the room and people that I had once known surrounded us. Eventually, reluctantly, we parted. He stared down at me, his gaze open, his eyes slightly unfocused and sparkling with the flush of our kiss. “Beautiful,” he said again, his voice catching. I barely repressed the shudder that sent through me, my body boneless and pliant with desire.
His eyebrows drew together in a frown. His eyes hardened, raking down my body and taking in my torn dress and the cuts to my cheek and throat. His grip on my waist tightened, hard enough to bruise. “You’re hurt,” he growled, sounding pained at the thought of it. “Who did this to you?”
I blinked. Slowly, the banquet hall came into focus behind him. Coloured light splintered across the wooden tables, drawing lines along the room that led my gaze to the man responsible for my wounds. I couldn’t feel the cuts anymore; there was only him, my mate, who was bristling with rage at the sight of the blood on my neck and my ripped gown.
I panicked. The truth of my situation hit me like a fist to the gut. I was here to make peace, to keep my head down and hope my presence in Winterpaw was enough to keep them from fighting Blue Moon. I couldn’t put the blame on Nazte, even though it had been his hands that wielded the blade.
My mate’s gaze sliced through the room and landed on the knife I’d slammed down in front of Nazte, and my decision was made for me. His hands loosened on my waist; before I could react he leapt over the table and punched Nazte square on the jaw, on top of the bruise I’d left there.
I stumbled backwards. There was complete silence in the room, broken only by the smacks of knuckles into flesh. The Gamma, Cendres, pulled me aside with a huff of amusement.
“You think this is funny?” I hissed, gaping at the two men pummelling each other across the dining hall. Nobody fought like this in Blue Moon.
I turned to Cendres to see him shrug. “Naz brought it on himself. He knew what would happen when he saw you. For the record,” he added, holding his hands up, “I had no part in it.”
My heart thundered in my chest. “Will he be okay?” I whispered, unable to tear my gaze from my mate’s body as Nazte caught him just below the eye.
Cendres snorted at that. “Completely fine. Don’t let the mate bond addle your mind too much.”
I shook myself. My eyes snagged on the way his muscles bulged, straining against the confines of his white shirt and pressing the whorls of his tattoos against the fabric. I was practically salivating at the sight and found I couldn’t stop, even though I remembered every reason I had to hate the man I so desired.
Despite his easy words, Cendres tensed every time my mate landed a punch or kick on Nazte. I frowned at him, needing the distraction to keep from running into the fight and dragging them apart, but I could find no answers in his carefully constructed expression. His lips were tugged up into a small smirk, but his pale eyes were tight with an emotion I couldn’t place.
My mate caught Nazte by the throat and flung him back against the wall. His head hit it with a resounding crack, which echoed through the room and made bile thicken at the back of my mouth. My jaw dropped. Nobody else seemed fazed, save for Cendres who was trying to conceal his worry; behind us, the Winterpaw wolves had started picking at their dinner, which had apparently been served at some point during the brawl.
I was the strongest fighter in the Blue Moon Pack, but I had the terrible, gnawing feeling that I’d walked into a battle I was entirely unprepared for here. It was not just the mountains that were cold and unforgiving; it was their inhabitants, too.
As my mate stood victorious, I also had the feeling that I was in way over my head. Because as he left Nazte bleeding on the ground, my heart lurched with need and my legs moved towards him without conscious thought.
I pressed my hands to his chest, aching to feel the steady beat of his heart to affirm that he was all right. I sighed, my relief sharp and heady at the feel of his hot skin beneath my palms.
“Were you worried about me?” he asked teasingly, trailing a finger up my forearm.
“I – no.”
He smirked down at me, sliding an arm around my waist and giving me a tug. “Come on. I’ll get an Omega to bring us a private dinner in my chambers.”
I folded my arms. Mate bond or not, I had a duty to perform. I dug my heels in and said, “I’m not hungry,” right as my stomach growled.
His smirk grew. “Sure you aren’t.” His arm tightened, but he turned us to face the long tables. His expression hardened as he stared out at the rest of the pack, a muscle feathering in his jaw. “If anyone hurts Haile,” he said, raising his voice, “they shall face a fate much worse than Nazte’s. Understood?”
Everyone nodded, though nobody seemed to dare speak.
I took my chance. “I must speak with the Alpha first,” I said in a low voice, worry tying my insides in knots. “He has given me a home here and brokered peace between our people. I must thank him.”
I had to deal with Alpha Ares, make a half-decent first impression, and then hopefully I could avoid him and spend my time in Winterpaw with my mate. His cruel reputation made my blood run cold, but I had to do this now. The longer I put it off the worse the anticipation would become, and I had to be polite. For the peace between our packs, I needed to greet Alpha Ares and thank him for his hospitality.
Even if his idea of hospitality was a tiny windowless room and fist fights over dinner, I thought.
His smirk bloomed into a full-blown grin. “How convenient,” he drawled.
Behind me, Cendres snickered. He was crouched over Nazte, hauling him up and running his hands over his body.
“Why?” I asked, though I thought I already knew. Dread settled in my stomach.
“I am Alpha Ares,” he said, smugness rolling off him in waves. “So you can thank me all you want in my room.”
Ares was still smug and amused by the time we reached his room on the very top floor. Even so, my hand had not once left his as we’d rounded the curling staircase. My heart thundered, a traitor in our midst, and my gaze kept snagging on his strong jawline and the whorls of ink peeking out from the top of his shirt. “You wished to thank me?” he purred, dropping his gaze to meet mine. We hovered outside his room, one of his large hands pressed to the door – which was an actual door, made of wood with another ridiculous golden handle, unlike mine – and the other gripping mine, the warmth of it sending tingles down my spine. “For this agreement.” My breath caught in my throat, making my usually unwavering voice came out as a breathy whisper. I could’ve smacked myself. “I don’t see any reason for me to have refused it.” He cocked his head and pursed his full lips. It took everything in me to resist pushing onto my toes and kissing him. “My people get to live in pe
I woke in a haze of dawnlight, streaks of sunshine glinting off the snow outside and spilling in through the uncurtained windows. I snuggled back against the warm body holding me close, an arm resting heavily across my waist. Slowly, carefully, I rolled over, turning to face him. Ares pulled me flush against him, pressing a lazy kiss to the top of my head before his breaths evened out and he tumbled back down into the bliss of early morning dreams. I stared up at him, my lips parted on an exhale as I traced the handsome lines of his face, wanting to commit every beautiful part of him to memory, wanting to burn every inch of him into my brain. His eyelashes formed dark crescents on his cheeks, fluttering slightly and casting pale shadows down his skin. His dark hair was sleep-mussed, tousled down the side of his face and curling by his ears. Unable to resist, I raised a single finger and curved it down the hard edge of his stubbled jaw. He murmured approvingly,
By the time I found my way back to Ares’s room I’d managed to school my face into something vaguely calm. My heart thundered in my chest, every unsteady beat of it reminding me that it might be its last. I had enemies here – real enemies lurking in dark corners that could strike at any moment. Though I was used to fighting wolves on the battlefield that hungered for my blood, it was another thing entirely to hear the words spoken so callously in a place I was supposed to call home. But what could I do? If I went up against Nazte and won, it sounded like there were more Winterpaw wolves – many more – that wanted me dead just as much as he did. And, even if I managed to kill most of them, it would fracture the fragile peace that my being here had created. I sucked in a deep breath and knocked on the door. A wave of genuine calm crashed over me as Ares yanked the door open and wound an arm around my waist to haul me inside. He pressed a lazy kiss t
Somehow, two weeks had passed in a blur. I didn’t want to think about why the time had gone so quickly, but the ridiculous pounding of my heart and the way my bones melted beneath my flesh every time Ares was near pointed it out whether I liked it or not. Even now, sat in the banquet hall, pale sunlight sending colours from the stained glass scattering across the dented wooden table, I could feel his presence more keenly than I could feel the bite of the cold air that swept through the room every time the door was opened. I picked at a stale hunk of bread, tearing off a small chunk and balancing a thin slice of cheese on top of it. The meagre portion of bread, cheese, and berries we were given every morning for breakfast was something I was slowly getting used to, but my stomach ached for cinnamon buns and jam-filled pasties and fresh squeezed orange juice. With no suitable farmland in their territory, the Winterpaw Warrior Pack relied solely on the goods they
I chewed on my bottom lip, stewing over what to write back to my parents. I hated lying to them, but in this instance I knew I had to. I couldn’t very well tell them that the Beta of the pack I was now living with wanted me dead, and probably a good handful of the Omegas that served me every day did too. So far, all I had managed to write was ‘Dear Mum and Dad,’ and I wasn’t even sure about that because the letter I’d received had been from Dad, not Mum, so maybe I should have started with his name first… I had to get a grip. I adjusted my seat on the stiff-backed wooden chair, winced as a splinter poked at my calf muscle, and took a deep breath. I just had to focus on the things I could be honest about. By the time Ares returned to the room I’d not only finished penning my letter – making sure to leave out anything that a sneaky Omega or worse, a duplicitous Beta, could read before it got sent – but I’d tidie
Our dinner had long since gone cold on the table. I’d forgotten about it, swept up in the excitement of seeing a new part of Ares’s territory. More than that, I’d wanted to go somewhere that meant something to him. I wrinkled my nose at the idea now, my face hidden by shadow as he lit a fire in the hearth. My heart was a frostbitten thing. The fire took, crackling and sending heat spilling into the room, but even it could not thaw my heart. He lit the torches hanging from the walls in silence. I’d started to think of our altercation as an argument, but it had been nothing of the sort. It was worse: a dreadful acceptance of the fact that, no matter the mate bond holding us together, we could never work as a couple. The hope I’d felt earlier dissolved into ash, suffocating my heart even as the mate bond gripped it tighter, pressing me to apologise when I had done nothing wrong. We were from different worlds, and there was no way to bridge th
Even though Ares did not know exactly where the body was, and Cendres and Nazte both did, he assumed the lead as we marched across Winterpaw’s territory. I had tried to keep pace with him, but Nazte had tripped me more than once and, somehow, I’d ended up at the back of the pack. I glared at all three of their backs; I would have folded my arms haughtily, too, but I needed them to balance as we slipped and skidded across the compacted snow. Maybe I should have simply been grateful that I had been included, but the slight in forcing a Young Luna behind a Beta and Gamma was something even I turned my nose up at. One day, I vowed to myself, stomping through a patch of deep, powdery snow that had spilled onto the slick pathway we followed, I would get Nazte back. I did not know when or how – I just promised myself that I would. “Should she be here?” Nazte muttered, too loud for it to have been a coincidence that I’d heard him. “Yes,”
The snow, which rose in mounds around the training grounds, glittered in the morning sun. It was splashed in hues of brilliant, resplendent red, dark as blood upon the pallid landscape. It had been the same all week: every fragment of beauty I saw became a portrait of horrors. Even the novelty of seeing in colour could not bring my thoughts from the dark mire they had tumbled headfirst into. I pulled back, sliding my booted foot across a patch of ice and feeling the bite of dawn air slicing at my midriff. I shivered, losing focus for half a second and giving my opponent an opening to swipe at me. The brown wolf lunged, baring its teeth at me; I skidded on the ice and slipped, managing to catch myself at the last second due to luck alone. The wolf – a woman called Valeria that I often ended up practicing against, simply because she was one of the few Winterpaw werewolves amicable enough towards me to fight me without biting my head off, literally – drop