“Mine,” I whispered, staring up at him with wide eyes. My voice broke, emotion swelling through my body and sending shivers rolling across my skin. The colours in the room flared brighter, centring on the beautiful man stood across from me.
His throat bobbed. The world remained quiet, hazy, as we began to move; I did not feel the movement of my muscles or the soles of my boots slapping against the stone floor. He was everything: the sun and the moon and the stars, the earth and the rivers and the sea. My body became nothing more than a means for my soul to meet his in that instant, with fingers yearning to touch and eyes tracing every perfect inch of him.
We froze a foot apart. I swallowed hard, my lips parting as I looked up at him. He towered over me, but not in a way that made me feel intimidated. It made me feel safe. Somewhere deep down I knew that feeling was ridiculous, that there was some reason this man, my mate, couldn’t be trusted, but in that moment there was only the overwhelming desire to go to him and never leave his side again.
“You’re beautiful,” he murmured, his blue eyes glassy with unshed tears. Above, his brows were pinched, like he too had reservations that had been forgotten the moment he’d seen me.
Then he closed the last of the distance between us and swept me into his arms. My heart thumped, straining to press against his, longing to be knotted together forevermore. I grasped the back of his cloak, gripping it, but it wasn’t enough, I needed to feel his skin on mine –
I groaned, tilting my head up to press my lips to his. He was warm, all heat and life amongst the frigid, frozen landscape he called home. His stubble scraped my cold cheeks, the sting of it pleasant as his full lips found mine. He smelt of cedar and woodsmoke and tasted of sweet berry wine. I was a writhing, desperate mess beneath his hands; I panted into his open mouth, wanting more, needing more. I slipped my hands beneath the back of his shirt, palming the hard lines of his muscles and digging my nails in. He moaned into my mouth, the gravel-and-honey of his voice sending tingles shooting down my spine.
Worlds could have born and died in our short eternity. I lost myself to him, unaware of the room and people that I had once known surrounded us. Eventually, reluctantly, we parted. He stared down at me, his gaze open, his eyes slightly unfocused and sparkling with the flush of our kiss. “Beautiful,” he said again, his voice catching. I barely repressed the shudder that sent through me, my body boneless and pliant with desire.
His eyebrows drew together in a frown. His eyes hardened, raking down my body and taking in my torn dress and the cuts to my cheek and throat. His grip on my waist tightened, hard enough to bruise. “You’re hurt,” he growled, sounding pained at the thought of it. “Who did this to you?”
I blinked. Slowly, the banquet hall came into focus behind him. Coloured light splintered across the wooden tables, drawing lines along the room that led my gaze to the man responsible for my wounds. I couldn’t feel the cuts anymore; there was only him, my mate, who was bristling with rage at the sight of the blood on my neck and my ripped gown.
I panicked. The truth of my situation hit me like a fist to the gut. I was here to make peace, to keep my head down and hope my presence in Winterpaw was enough to keep them from fighting Blue Moon. I couldn’t put the blame on Nazte, even though it had been his hands that wielded the blade.
My mate’s gaze sliced through the room and landed on the knife I’d slammed down in front of Nazte, and my decision was made for me. His hands loosened on my waist; before I could react he leapt over the table and punched Nazte square on the jaw, on top of the bruise I’d left there.
I stumbled backwards. There was complete silence in the room, broken only by the smacks of knuckles into flesh. The Gamma, Cendres, pulled me aside with a huff of amusement.
“You think this is funny?” I hissed, gaping at the two men pummelling each other across the dining hall. Nobody fought like this in Blue Moon.
I turned to Cendres to see him shrug. “Naz brought it on himself. He knew what would happen when he saw you. For the record,” he added, holding his hands up, “I had no part in it.”
My heart thundered in my chest. “Will he be okay?” I whispered, unable to tear my gaze from my mate’s body as Nazte caught him just below the eye.
Cendres snorted at that. “Completely fine. Don’t let the mate bond addle your mind too much.”
I shook myself. My eyes snagged on the way his muscles bulged, straining against the confines of his white shirt and pressing the whorls of his tattoos against the fabric. I was practically salivating at the sight and found I couldn’t stop, even though I remembered every reason I had to hate the man I so desired.
Despite his easy words, Cendres tensed every time my mate landed a punch or kick on Nazte. I frowned at him, needing the distraction to keep from running into the fight and dragging them apart, but I could find no answers in his carefully constructed expression. His lips were tugged up into a small smirk, but his pale eyes were tight with an emotion I couldn’t place.
My mate caught Nazte by the throat and flung him back against the wall. His head hit it with a resounding crack, which echoed through the room and made bile thicken at the back of my mouth. My jaw dropped. Nobody else seemed fazed, save for Cendres who was trying to conceal his worry; behind us, the Winterpaw wolves had started picking at their dinner, which had apparently been served at some point during the brawl.
I was the strongest fighter in the Blue Moon Pack, but I had the terrible, gnawing feeling that I’d walked into a battle I was entirely unprepared for here. It was not just the mountains that were cold and unforgiving; it was their inhabitants, too.
As my mate stood victorious, I also had the feeling that I was in way over my head. Because as he left Nazte bleeding on the ground, my heart lurched with need and my legs moved towards him without conscious thought.
I pressed my hands to his chest, aching to feel the steady beat of his heart to affirm that he was all right. I sighed, my relief sharp and heady at the feel of his hot skin beneath my palms.
“Were you worried about me?” he asked teasingly, trailing a finger up my forearm.
“I – no.”
He smirked down at me, sliding an arm around my waist and giving me a tug. “Come on. I’ll get an Omega to bring us a private dinner in my chambers.”
I folded my arms. Mate bond or not, I had a duty to perform. I dug my heels in and said, “I’m not hungry,” right as my stomach growled.
His smirk grew. “Sure you aren’t.” His arm tightened, but he turned us to face the long tables. His expression hardened as he stared out at the rest of the pack, a muscle feathering in his jaw. “If anyone hurts Haile,” he said, raising his voice, “they shall face a fate much worse than Nazte’s. Understood?”
Everyone nodded, though nobody seemed to dare speak.
I took my chance. “I must speak with the Alpha first,” I said in a low voice, worry tying my insides in knots. “He has given me a home here and brokered peace between our people. I must thank him.”
I had to deal with Alpha Ares, make a half-decent first impression, and then hopefully I could avoid him and spend my time in Winterpaw with my mate. His cruel reputation made my blood run cold, but I had to do this now. The longer I put it off the worse the anticipation would become, and I had to be polite. For the peace between our packs, I needed to greet Alpha Ares and thank him for his hospitality.
Even if his idea of hospitality was a tiny windowless room and fist fights over dinner, I thought.
His smirk bloomed into a full-blown grin. “How convenient,” he drawled.
Behind me, Cendres snickered. He was crouched over Nazte, hauling him up and running his hands over his body.
“Why?” I asked, though I thought I already knew. Dread settled in my stomach.
“I am Alpha Ares,” he said, smugness rolling off him in waves. “So you can thank me all you want in my room.”
One year later I smoothed my hands down over my thick cloak. Nerves swarmed in my belly: not the dizzying kind that made me feel faint, but the sort that cast a hazy glow over everything as I walked along the winding woodland pathway. Torches flickered every few feet; orange roses of light bloomed across the mossy, dew-damp earth beneath my boots. “Nervous?” asked Dad. “A little.” I worried my bottom lip between my teeth. “It’s silly, I know. There’s nothing to be nervous about. I’ve been his Luna for the last year – longer, really – but this feels…” I trailed off, unsure how to word exactly how it felt. Official? Real? “It’s been such a long time coming, sweetheart.” “Yeah. Part of me wishes we’d done this straight after the battle, but it made sense to wait until the pack was remade.” Unable to help myself, a grin pushed hard at my cheeks. Everything looked beautiful today, I thought, the pine trees bottle-green beneath the golden setting sun. Everything was glazed with the
As everyone took their seats, Ares and I remained standing. I clutched at his hand: it was a physical reminder to everyone there that we were joined, that Winterpaw Warrior and Blue Moon were enemies no longer.I glanced at Ares, letting him take the lead. He swallowed, straightened his shoulders, and then smiled hesitantly around at everyone. The expression looked strange, uncertain, and it took me a moment to realise why. Ares never smiled at people when he addressed them. He led through fear and control. Not anymore, it seemed. My heart swelled.“Thank you all for coming,” he said, projecting his voice clearly and confidently across the room. “Luna Sienna and Alpha Rodriguez, of the Firepaw Pack.” He inclined his head at the dark-skinned woman my dad had been talking to before, and the bald-headed, well-muscled man sat beside her. They were both older than us by about fifteen years.The Alpha and Luna of the Storm Guardian Pack were older still, well into their fifties, their face
Ares had given Dad the nicest of the Warrior Wolves’ cabins to stay in. When we arrived, Ares’s arm still latched securely around my waist as it had been every single step of the way, I saw two other familiar faces peering out at us through the window, their creased faces crinkling with smiles so wide I half feared their tissue paper skin might tear.The wind whipped between the cabins, making my eyes and cheeks sting. Dawn had long since settled across the horizon, pale pink fading into the usual white-grey cloud cover. Everything looked strange out here, unreal in a way I couldn’t quite process. I clutched at Ares, suddenly apprehensive as dad moved to let us in.My nerves dissolved as soon as set foot inside. We were both pulled into an embrace on all sides, many arms winding around us and holding us close.“You did it,” Nana Baspy whispered.I scoffed and, after another long moment, I pulled away. “I don’t think I can take any of the credit, Nana. I wasn’t even conscious for half
The world shattered. For a time, it was nothing more than a series of fragmented images and distant, distorted sounds. I heard screaming, felt the tell-tale burning in my throat, but I couldn’t connect the noise to me. I was weightless, without a body, and then there was nothing but silent darkness.Words I couldn’t understand split apart the quiet. “It’s the other packs,” someone said excitedly. I recognised the voice, familiar enough but not someone I was close to. A hazy, half-formed image of a missing hand and foot beneath determined eyes and wispy blonde hair floated just out of reach, and I gave up trying to identify the mystery voice as they spoke. “Firepaw and Storm Guardian. They made it just in time. We did it! We survived.”No, we didn’t, I thought bitterly. Not all of us.“It’s not over yet.” That growl, gravel and honey – that was Ares. Something in me settled. But why had he shifted into his human body? That thought, along with all my others, drifted away, becoming nothi
We were all so focused on Aliana that none of us heard the quiet tap-tap-tap of claws pacing the stone hallways of the Pack House behind us.And then Scillian smiled. Behind him, the Sable Stalker Alpha and Luna smirked, too, a cruel hook of their lips that made my blood boil; off to the side slightly, Bloodpelt Prowler’s Alpha grinned toothily. They were all so smug, so sure of themselves. So sure that they’d won.“What is this?” Dad asked flatly.“Oh, this?” Scillian brightened impossibly further as he gestured to Aliana. “A game.”“You wouldn’t hurt your own daughter.” Dad sounded less convinced about that than he had a minute ago. “Let her go, and let the battle recommence.”“My daughter is a traitor. And, worse than that: she was running from a fight.” Scillian scoffed. I watched his face closely as he walked, every stride slow and purposeful, towards Aliana. He caressed her cheek, but I looked beyond that. I searched out his eyes through the snowfall, and I found only adoration
I knew, deep down, that this was my last hurrah. I knew, deep down, that if it were not, I would’ve let the pain and the shock hold me back from fighting one last time. My body was weak, but I would not succumb to its needs. This was no ordinary battle, and I had never been one to give up.I felt the pain and let it make me stronger. Adrenaline surged through my veins. I would fight by my mate’s side, and I would try to make it mean something. That was all I could do, now.We neared the Pack House. The tension surrounding it was thick with foreboding; the stillness of the battlefield was somehow worse than when the air had been metallic with spilled blood and the snow melting from the heat of the felled bodies upon it. Now, fresh snow dusted the blood soaked fur of the dead, masking the worst of the atrocities that had been marked upon the land in stark pools of red.Everything was calm. Everything was quiet. Some dark premonition made the back of my neck crawl with the sense that, at
I was numb, inside and out, as I watched. My mind struggled to break free of the overwhelming melancholy, the agony so strong that the only way I could deal with it was to feel nothing at all.The cold helped. A bitter wind whipped between the boulders, sending snowflakes into a flurry. They turned my vision blurry: everything was black and white and grey again, as it had been in the time before Ares. Everything, that was, except for the blood.And there was so much blood.It was start against the pale backdrop of the mist and snow. A physical mark of violence, marring the purity of the white beneath. And, atop its own puddle of red, sat my ear. I shuddered every time my gaze drifted over it; it was the sort of thing I didn’t want to look at but also couldn’t look away from. It was grotesque, torn at a ragged angle, the flesh pink within – My lip curled. It looked so alien to me now, that missing piece of me. I couldn’t imagine how I looked, bloodied and battered, one ear gone. A sn
Claws ripped into me on both sides. I flung Elena off easily enough; she was so small that, even exhausted as I was from hours of adrenaline-fuelled fighting, it didn’t take much effort on my part to dislodge her. Distantly, I heard her pull herself to her paws again. But in this fight, both physically and in the heart of it, she didn’t matter. This was between Etta and I.I winced as Etta’s claws ripped free of my fur and flesh. Blood spat from the wound, hitting the snow and melting the ice surrounding it. I wrenched myself backwards, darting behind the nearest boulder and peering out around it. ‘Why are you doing this?’ I asked – no, I begged.‘I promised myself.’ Her mental voice was nothing like the one I remembered. Etta was often sarcastic and teasing, but there had been a warmth beneath even her cruellest of jokes that had dissipated after Damon’s death. ‘After you left, and after the attacks began. I had to do something for him.’‘Damon and I were friends.’ I edged backwards
I’d made my choice when Ares mindlinked me. He sounded weak and weary, but very much alive. My heart leapt at the familiar sound of his voice, of gravel and honey, loosening the knot that had been pulling my chest taut ever since the battle had begun.‘I had to run, beautiful. There were too many of them, but I managed to get away.’That was all I needed to hear. I turned and shifted into my wolf form, preparing to race across the empty stretch of battlefield that had been left behind the attacking armies as they approached.‘Are you okay?’ I asked. There was one other thing I needed to hear, it turned out.‘I’m fine.’ I was pretty sure he was lying, but if he was well enough to lie then I didn’t have to worry about my mate too much. ‘Are you? What happened with Nazte?’‘Nothing. It was weird.’ I fell forwards, landing on paws and snapping my jaws. ‘He wanted to know how Cendres was. We just… Talked.’The cabin’s front door banged open behind me. I twisted around, catching sight of Na