Avery Elise's P. O. V."Hmp!" I tilted over the bed when I felt something that kept on hurting my back. "Argh!"Every passing second, it feels like the pain just intensifies even more. I can feel my sweat dripping from my forehead. I tightly grip on the pillow beside me before I bury my face in my pillow. No matter what I do, the pain still lingers in my back. I tried to suppress my groans, until I felt someone caressing my back. "Wife?" Duke moved beside me and he pushed aside my hair behind my ear. "What's wrong?"I slowly opened my eyes and looked at his side. Surely, pain was visible in my face and my tears could prove that. Duke became alerted after he saw me crying. He sat down and guided me to do the same. "Are you in pain anywhere? Tell me!" I wanted to focus more on him because of the sudden panic I heard in his voice, but the pain I was feeling was too much company to my curiosity and surprise."M-My back… It hurts, Duke." I looked into his eyes while crying my heart out.
Avery Elise's P. O. V."But not all Rogue deserves to be punished for a long time!" The man defended while looking seriously at Duke and Beta Koby. "We repent, too!"I played on my fingers while thinking about their conversations. "Yeah, you repent, but do you think it's enough to have you forgiven?" Beta Koby clenched his jaw when I looked up to him again. "I don't think so. Maybe some of you do, but not those who've done things wrongly."The man became silent after hearing what Beta Koby said. It's as if he felt humiliated and didn't utter any more words to defend the rogues. Well, I understand, really. Because I, too, felt the same humiliation. The way how everyone views us would always be the same, even if we meant for it to happen or not."T-Then, what are you going to do now, Lycan King? Will you let your Queen know about this? Or… You'll hide this from her?" He looked hesitant when he spoke again after a minute of silence between all of them.Duke clenched his jaw before I saw
Avery Elise's P. O. V."And you think because of that, I will kill you?" Duke's voice echoed in my ears again. I avoided my face at him to not see the way he looks at me. I took a step back while looking at the nature in front of us."You have your own laws, Duke. Y-You should stick to it. Otherwise, not only you'll lose everything you have, but you'll be a Lycan rogue as well." With tears threatening my eyes, I looked down and started playing with my fingers again.I don't want that for you. I don't want you to suffer the same way I did for being a rogue wolf. Just a thought of him being looked down and mocked by everyone could already make me feel guilty. But then, my mind wouldn't really stay long in that side of me as I started realizing that of course, Duke wouldn't choose me over something he had worked hard for to achieve and have. I'm nothing compared to the success that he has now.And the thought of me being alone all the way… scares me. Because I don't know what to do and
Avery Elise's P. O. V.I have decided not to let anyone know yet. Thankfully, Duke and Beta Koby didn't question my decision. The whole pack and I are not on good terms yet, in fact, we still don't know much and have spent time with each other.I don't want to be a burden to any of them, thinking that they should protect me anytime because I can't do it for myself. And besides, I'm not even sure if the pack would still accept me once they find out that their Lycan Queen is now also a Guardian who has the ability to forgive and put back in power those they're working so hard to bring down for going against their laws.But I'm certain that they would consider more of not accepting me. Who would want someone who offers forgiveness for their enemies who did them really bad? No one. The chances of them accepting me is too far from them pushing me out.I took a deep breath before I stood up and decided to go out of Duke's bedroom. It was the exact same time that Tricia was about to knock in
Avery Elise's P. O. V.I was introduced personally to the whole pack. I mean, they do know who I am, but I'm not me to them. I only know Beta Koby, Gamma Adriel, and Omega Jin. Some of them I know only by ranks, that's all. I was thankful for Tricia, she opened up about that topic and I had a chance to know more about them as we all eat and have fun with each other. Though, I noticed… Ever since I came here, I haven't seen Duke around. Not even Tiffany. Tricia said that they were here, but where are they now? I wanted to ask Beta Koby, but he was too focused on Tricia. They were talking about something and it looked important as they both had serious eyes while looking at each other. I roamed my eyes around and was about to stand up when we heard the door opening from one of the modern looking cabins around us. I was confused and shocked when I saw Duke coming out of the cabin. His eyes were too sharp when he looked in our direction. He was obviously looking for someone when he r
Avery Elise's P. O. V. After that conversation, I was really thankful when Duke didn't say more about the same topic and he only informed me that this place is where the pack lives. They do have their own home outside of this place, but they all prepare to live here and be closer to Duke. I don't have a problem with that, in fact, I'm amazed that despite the modern way Lycans live, they still want to be close to their Alpha. Once our meal is over, Duke tours me around while the pack's preparing for the hunting later. There were hammocks everywhere in the back of the cabins, all hanging in the thick trees. I wonder who was using the hammocks at this place. "I made it for the pack." Duke said behind me as I looked at the names written on each of the hammocks. "Wow!" I blurted out as I continued to look around. "These are amazing! Why did you do this, by the way?" "I give them hard training, yes, but I still believe that they do deserve their rest and time to relax. It's the least I
Avery Elise's P. O. V.Since when did I win anything I want to happen? I can't even remember. I always find myself trying hard to fight back, but still, I kept on losing. Normally, I would feel bad if that happens, letting myself be drawn with my sullen emotion for everyone not understanding my point at hand, but now, it feels… different.It feels scary yet I'm more than excited to have a complete rest at night after a long and tiring day."Duke, watch out!" I snapped after seeing a branch of a tree in the ground.It's still early, but the part of the forest we're in makes the place look like it's almost nightfall. I can hear the pack howling from afar, their happiness and excitement are evident in their movements.Their bodies probably looked for this. After all, since Duke went away for two weeks, their hunting was cut off as well as they have something else to do and would even sometimes attend to Duke, of course, without my knowledge.I almost had a heart attack after Duke jumped f
Avery Elise's P. O. V.In broad daylight, we receive an attack from the Lycans enemies. I don't know what got into them to have the confidence to attack Duke, the Lycan King, with his own land. But maybe it's their desperation to have him dead that leads them to come here or maybe… there's something else they need."Lycan Queen!" I can feel someone touching me as I curl up on the floor. "Lycan Queen, please, look at me!"I was coughing blood again when I knelt on the ground with my hands on my side to support my body. Slowly, I looked up to see what was happening around me now. Tricia is beside me and supporting me as well, trying to figure out what she can do for me. The pack was still on the side, they're still not doing but to watch. I don't know why they're doing that and what's happening in front of them, to which I can't see, but I can hear sounds of grunts and their screams in pain.I tried to stand up and Tricia was stopping me but I pushed her hands away and with an unsteady