"You shouldn't have kissed me," I whispered, heart racing. "But why did it feel like home?" Stanley had spent his whole life running from fate—rejecting mates, hiding his scars, and burying the wolf inside him. Until Joshua, a Alpha pretending to be a human with soft eyes and a voice like calm after a storm, crashed into his world. There was no bond. No mark. No reason. Yet, one kiss under the pulsing lights of the club shattered everything he thought he knew about destiny. Suddenly, the lines between wolf and man, strength and softness, began to blur. Now, hunted by his own kind and torn between instinct and emotion, Stanley must choose: reject what his heart wants… or rewrite what the moon once decided. A story of forbidden love, soul-deep longing, and the kiss that changed everything.
Lihat lebih banyakThe blue lights flickered like restless spirits across the club’s smoky air. Bodies moved in sync with the beat—wild, desperate, like the music was the only thing keeping their hearts from breaking.
Bass thundered through the walls, drowning out voices and thoughts. No one came here to talk. Only to forget. Stanley stood at the edge of the chaos, still as stone. He wasn’t here to dance. He wasn’t here to drink. He was just… existing. His eyes scanned the crowd, but his mind wasn’t in the room. It was back at the pack house, trapped in that moment that replayed like a curse. "How can you reject every mate and still have the audacity to reject me?!" The Luna’s voice had cracked with rage. Her words were knives—and Stanley had let every single one slice through him in silence. He hadn’t spoken. Hadn’t blinked. Just watched her. Then she’d shoved him. Hard. His body staggered a step back—not from the force, but from the shock. No one touched him like that. Not even her. But still, he said nothing. Back in the club, a girl laughed too loud. A boy spilled his drink. The night moved on. But Stanley didn’t even move his body—even to the bass music. "Hey!" Stanley felt a gentle tap on his shoulder—one that sent chills. He turned slowly. It was a young man, around his 20s. Stanley didn’t let out a word, not even to the strange guy who wanted his attention. "You’ve been standing here all alone. What’s the issue?" the young man asked, with a slightly feminine voice. Stanley let out a little smile. Here was the human world. He was restricted from a lot of things—things that he wanted to do. The young man looked too human. His physical. "Don’t you, like… talk?" The young man did almost all the talking. Stanley just stood, adding only smiles to his face. The young man held Stanley’s hand. Stanley immediately looked at him. The bond struck. They both lifted their heads at the same time. Something flickered in their eyes. "Did you—" Stanley wanted to talk but held himself back. "What’s wrong?" He wasn’t feeling the bond. He was human. How can a wolf be mated to a human? "What’s your name?" Stanley finally asked. "Joshua," he replied. He held onto Stanley’s hand and made his way toward an empty seat. Stanley’s heart beat hard and sharp, almost loud enough to be heard outside his chest bracket. "Okay, Mr. Handsome, can I get your name at least?" Stanley nodded. "You can call me Stanley!" A smile spread across his face while saying his name. "Ehhhh..." Joshua adjusted forward, trying to get what he was saying. Stanley came closer, shouting his name into his ear. "Stanley. You got a nice name." Joshua let out a chuckle, sitting back down properly. Stanley kept that smile but never blushed for a second. "Here is noisy. Can we go outside and talk better?" Stanley said, with his voice louder than the last. Joshua stood up at the word, same with Stanley. They both held hands, standing under the light of the club. They looked into each other's eyes. Something about Joshua made Stanley’s body scream out. He’s cute—brown eyes, curly hair that covered his eyebrows, a strong chin, and abs very much visible from his male crop top and baggy pants. "What's that?" Joshua leaned forward slowly, heart catching. Before Stanley could say a word, he felt his lips on his. He tried to resist and call out that touch, but it felt almost half impossible. He followed the game dearly and calmly. "Wow, gay couples." A female voice cut them both out of the session. Stanley felt guilt within. He just never expected this from himself—not in public. "So, sorry." The girl pleaded. Stanley faced his head downward. Joshua held him by the hand and made his way out of the club. The thought of what just happened couldn't leave his head. "You shouldn’t have kissed me," Stanley said, still holding hands with Joshua. "I might not be into it." Joshua let out a smile—or maybe a little chuckle. "You stood at the gate spot, and you were just perfect." Stanley looked at him, his heart pounding heavily. "What spot?" "Seems like you're new to the club." Stanley nodded. "Yes, my first time." "That's good for you." Stanley nodded again. Joshua still held his hand, but this time like two couples heading to the altar for vows. "That spot is known as GL SPOT, for gay and lesbians." "Okay, that explains it." "So, are you top or bottom?" Joshua asked. Stanley held his word for a few minutes. He’s the Alpha of his pack and supposed to be mated to the Luna of the pack—not to some human boy he met at the club. "You there?" "Sure!" "You haven’t answered my question." "I'm bottom, but not the power one—still tight and nice to rim." Joshua chuckled hard and playfully touched Stanley’s nipple. "Bad kid." He chuckled. "So you make out at first meet?" Joshua asked. "No, I have self-respect and integrity." Joshua rolled his eyes. "Okay then, that's not a problem with me once that’s not a problem with you." "Thanks for understanding!" Stanley’s phone buzzed. He quickly dipped his hand into his pocket. It was his night sleep reminder. "I’d have to start going immediately. I have a morning interview to catch," Stanley said. "Okay then." Joshua dipped his hand into his pocket and brought out a well-printed gold and silver card and handed it over. "Call me." Stanley accepted the card and put it into his pocket. "I’d definitely." Stanley wanted a better life for himself and a position in his own pack and world. He never knew something hid between those walls he tried to hide himself in. Joshua walked away into the darkness of the night, while he stood there, heart racing with thoughts. "If you don’t be my mate, you’d never become anything here!"Stanley POVMy father’s eyes locked on me, calm yet sharp—like daggers hidden in the silence. His expression faltered, going pale for a fleeting second. Something flickered in his gaze, something he didn’t want me to see. Fear? Shame? Regret? I couldn’t tell.It was as if the weight of his words clawed at his throat before he forced them out.“Son…” He paused, drawing in a sharp breath, the kind that stung with restraint. “At least make me proud. At least don’t let the pack mock me.”His voice wasn’t stern this time. It wasn’t the voice of the Alpha everyone feared. It was soft. Pleading. Almost broken. I had never heard my father sound like that before.And for a moment, just one brief moment, pity burned in my chest.But then it turned bitter.This was the same man who rejected me. The same father who spat on my truth, who tried to strangle it out of me. He couldn’t bear the thought that his son desired men, not women. That I longed for the strength of another man at my side, not th
Joshua POV“He must be a wolf also,” Ivatar said again, sipping her tea slowly, eyes never leaving mine.I paced the floor of her small living room, my fists clenched. My wolf was restless. The bond had stirred something deep, something raw.Ivatar raised a brow. “You’re growling. That’s not like you.”I stopped pacing and looked at her. “Because it’s not me anymore, Iv. He saw me. Felt me. He’s not just another man in the crowd.”She leaned back, the cup clinking softly as she placed it down. “You mean Stanley?”I nodded stiffly.“The same Stanley you met at the bar?”I swallowed hard. “Don’t start.”Ivatar stood now, arms folded. “No, Joshua. I will start. You hid your feelings for him. You lived like a shadow when he was closer to you. Now you’re telling me he’s gone, and he felt it too?”“I saw it in his eyes,” I snapped. “The same confusion. The same damn pain. It was there—just for a second—but it was real. Don’t you dare tell me it wasn’t!”Ivatar stepped closer, her voice gent
Stanley's POVI walked down the hill, trying to stay hidden—from my pack, from the outside world, and maybe even from myself.My wolf growled inside me. Loud. Angry. The pain was deep, sharp, like claws dragging across my soul.I clenched my jaw to stop the sound from coming out, but it was too much.I almost roared.Beside me, Frank’s eyes locked on mine. Worry clouded his face.“What’s happening to you?” he asked, voice soft but full of concern.I bent over, gripping my stomach as the pain twisted through me again. It was unlike anything I’d ever felt before. A burning in my chest. My bones trembled.“I—I don’t know,” I whispered through clenched teeth.This had never happened to me. Not like this. It was new. Scary.The pain hit my spine like lightning, and this time, I couldn’t hold back.I screamed.Then, I heard him.Killian—my wolf.His voice echoed from within me.“Mate bond can’t be shattered or broken. Distance is a barrier. And lack of communication… it only makes it worse.
Joshua’s POVMy mind wouldn’t stop racing as I stared out the window of my opulent room. The city lights flickered in the distance, but they barely registered. All I could think about was him.Stanley.His name alone echoed in my head like a song stuck on repeat. I kept replaying every moment we’d shared—especially that night, the night everything changed. The night that made me question everything.But no matter how many times I relived it, something inside me still felt... wrong. Unsettled. As if I was standing at the edge of a cliff, trying not to fall.I turned my eyes to my phone. My fingers hovered over the screen. Call him? Text him? Would he even want to hear from me?Before I could make a choice, a sharp, sudden pain shot through my head—so intense it nearly knocked me off my feet. I gripped the windowsill for balance, breathing hard.“What the hell is happening to me?”I slid down to the floor, pressing my palm to my forehead. My heart was racing. My chest tightened like som
Hello readers, we are back with an update. There will be a change in POV—from the author’s POV to the main character’s POV.Enjoy the read.---Stanley’s POV“Y’all,” my father’s voice echoed through the pack walls, dragging everyone's attention in the pack area. I stood beside him, my chest rising and falling rapidly.Anxiety was eating me up, second by second. The fear… I was a gay man in a world where everyone despised people like me.“My son, Stanley, is back to rule this pack and claim a mate.”My heart sank into my stomach at those words. I looked at my father and mother. Smiles lit up their faces, while I wanted to frown. But I had to fake it… play along.“Mira…”Not that same girl I hated more than anything. She wasn’t even fit to be called a friend, let alone my lavender bride.I sighed deeply. My chest tightened.“Are you okay?” my mom whispered.I gave a slight nod.Mira walked up to where my parents and I stood. She looked at me and smiled.“Excuse me!” I grabbed her hand
Stanley stepped into the opulent pack house, his boots sinking softly into the familiar plush carpet.The air smelled the same—pine, old wood, and faint cologne. The memories hit him like a wave, uninvited and relentless.His first kiss.His first time.Right here, between these walls. Every hallway whispered a memory he didn’t ask to remember."You finally came back."A voice, strong and sharp, sliced through the silence.Mira stood in the shadow of the doorway, her figure bathed in the soft shimmer of moonlight. Her dress clung to her body, glittering like frost in the dark. She hadn’t changed—still fierce, still proud, still carrying herself like the Luna she believed she was born to be."Yes." Stanley forced a smile, though it barely reached his eyes.She stepped closer, her heels tapping softly against the marble floor. Her smile was genuine, but it didn't move him. Not anymore."So—""Mira," he cut her off gently but firmly, "I didn’t come back for you. I came back for something
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