"It is the first time Alpha Hadar defends a slave. Does it mean he loves her?" One pack member asked someone, standing a bit far from my direction.
Sometimes, they glanced at me, but I tended not to look at them, pretending I hadn't heard any single detail they were talking about."I am not certain, but I hope not. She looks like she is not a slave. Something is off about her."I continued to broom the dried leaves outside, with the air continuing to brush my skin, and a loud shout of pups who were marching in the training ground, as well as the shout from the audience of the duel. It made me more uncomfortable staying here after the Alpha saved me from death. Yet, right after that day, I hadn't met him personally to thank him. That night, I was about to knock on his room, but guess what? I heard a loud moan.That made Alpha Hadar a walking red flag, not a perfect mate for me. I mean, it was at least half-proven that he was indeed my mate when he saved me, but he wouldn't admit it."Hey, slave!"Out of my overthinking, I returned to my senses when someone called me, not by my name, but by my rank with the pack. I looked behind and found a group of pack members, maybe the same age as me. They immediately laughed at me as if something were on my face. The last time I checked, I was presentable, and there should be no dirt on my face."Is there anything else I can do to you all?" I politely asked while I stood, holding the broom, and eyes kept staring at them.One tall man moved closer, crossing his arms on his chest. He said, "We want you to stay away from this pack now. You don't deserve to be here.""And guess what? What I've heard is that she's the Alpha's favorite now!" The other girl interjected and pushed me down to the ground.My ass bounced on the ground, making me stay there for a minute."What are you guys talking about?" It made me wonder who the hell scattered that information where I almost rarely saw the Alpha. He was too busy, and I couldn't approach him."What's worse, you're a spy and came here to make the Alpha fall for you, right?!" The girl still insisted I was a bitch.They didn't know my experiences before I landed here, and it wasn't intentional I reached here. If someone were to blame, that would be the Alpha, not me."What?! I'm not!" I responded, wanting to explain my side, but the girl pushed me again and stepped on my stomach.It triggered Nila to come out and scratch their faces, but I stopped her. I couldn't handle it myself and should not let my anger rule me."Remember this: you are not beautiful and can't seduce the Alpha….You can never have him!" The guy attempted to kick me, but I heard the girl whisper that the Beta saw them."Let's go!"The two of them ran away without even trying to look back. Right after they were gone, I stood and saw the Beta indeed saw them as he was approaching my standing."Hey, are you alright?" The Beta asked me while checking my body. "If they do that again in the future, don't hesitate to tell me, hmm?"I cleared my throat and nodded my head. "Yeah, but I think there's no need. I'm a slave—"He didn't let me continue as he suddenly interrupted, "You're not just a slave. You are here for a purpose."He winked at me, about to walk away, but suddenly stopped and looked back at me. "By the way, I'm Beta Andrew. Just call me Andrew."Afterward, he left and didn't even dare to stare back at me."Alright. Will he not ask my name?" I murmured as he faded from my sight. "Anyway, why would I even tell him I am Luna Nyla?"****A night came, but I couldn't sleep. And there was something in my mind telling me to escape from this pack. I didn't belong here."Oh, dear, where are you going?" Marga asked me when I met her in the hallway. "You tell me you're tired. So why are you going out again?"I nodded. "Yeah. I am tired, but I need to breathe some fresh air, you know."It was a lie, but hopefully, she would believe it. She was the type of person whom it was easy to detect someone was hiding something. And even my real existence as a Luna, I felt she knew it, the reason she always told me to stay in the pack. It would be safer, away from chaos. Yet, I felt differently. I felt threatened and would die if I stayed longer here."Please, I know it. But if you change your mind, listen to me." Marga held my hand and tapped my shoulder. "But I know you are grown up enough, aware of what is good and wrong. Don't always follow what's in your heart. Think about it, too."She then bid goodbye to me and went inside the pack's mansion while I went behind and headed to the nearest woods. I had looked at the map here and saw a border in the west. It was a less risky area.'You should not be doing this, Nyla. Our mate is in this pack, come on!' Nila wanted to stop me from going, but I was unstoppable. Although, Nila even wanted to control my body.'Stop it, Nila. This is for my own sake and yours too,' I replied.'When will you understand how mate works? Are you that dumb?' Nila went furious.'Call me whatever you want, but I'll keep doing this.'Minutes later, I reached the border, and I could smell my freedom already. However, before I could step out, I sniffed a familiar scent. And I knew I had smelled it before in the pack."It's from the Alpha," I mumbled when I could assure it was him.I hid in the nearest tree while trying to sniff where the scent came from. Before I could locate him, I heard someone crying and concluded it was the Alpha.Why would the Alpha be crying out of nowhere? Was there someone who hurt him?To answer all the questions that lingered in my mind, I tried to peek at the left side. Because there were not many trees surrounding the area, the moon's light shone around, making me glimpse him standing alone.'Why did you leave me? You told me you will be reborn to love me again, but where? I still haven't seen you, my love ...."I hadn't heard exactly the next thing he said as he almost whispered it, and only he could hear.Out of curiosity, I tried to unlock the puzzle of who his lover was. As far as I know, he had no wife and was yet to be married to someone, but she ran away, just like I did."Does he already have a lover before?" I asked, yet I also couldn't answer that. Only he knew.It was too rare to see an Alpha crying. It must be a genuine love.I was about to step closer to hear what he whispered, yet I mistakenly stepped on dried leaves, which created a sound. It widened my eyes and made the Alpha pause at his standing."Shit."For me not to be caught, I leaned on the trunk, hoping that he would see me. And remained not moving for minutes until I decided to peek again.My soul almost moved out from my body when he moved closer to me using his werewolf strength and placed his hand on my neck, almost making me unable to breathe."A—Alpha…." I could almost not say it. "Can…you…please…move your hands away from my neck?"Alpha Hadar didn't listen. His eyes turned red, and I felt he was too furious. The next thing I knew, he removed his hands from me and sighed.I coughed and held my neck. The pain remained."What are you doing here? Escaping, huh?" He questioned. "Didn't I tell you I can no longer escape?"Instead of answering, I eyed the Alpha and witnessed his eyes turn into his normal ones, and I still saw him crying."Sorry, but I heard you are crying," I was hesitant to tell her, but I was curious, so I needed to. "I assume it's your past lover who promised you to be reborn and love you again. Did I hear it correctly?"Instead of hearing a response, the Alpha darkened his stare like he could kill me any minute. I regret opening my mouth, and I should have kept it in me."I understand—""Don't you ever mention it again! I am not crying and didn't mention anything, you understand?!" He asked me. "And if you ever tell that to someone in the pack, I won't hesitate to kill you."I blinked twice and was too afraid of his threat."But I bet you can't kill me, as you also feel like dying if I do….."The next day…."You are all here for this plan, to capture Hash dead or alive, and use Nyla as bait…."I sat next to Alpha Hadar's chair, staring at all the trusted pack guards and warriors gathered at the long study room table.Hadar had a sudden change of plan, and instead of forbidding me, he would use me. It was risky, but I was interested and ready to be part of this mission. Since if I didn't cooperate, Hash would keep messing with my life, our lives here in the pack, to be specific."No one still knows how accurate that letter is. What if it is part of Hash's big plan of attack?" Beta Andrew, sitting next to me, asked. "I'm sorry, but I'm also concerned with the pack members left here.""The fact that Nyla is with us in the woods, I'm certain Hash or his trusted warriors to chase her there," said one of the warriors."You got the point. This is a risky mission. We need to make sure Luna Nyla's security.""How can we conceal our scent? Most probably, Hash wants to meet Nyla ther
Alpha Hadar comforted me all night as I remained inside the room, too uncomfortable to go outside. As much as I wanted to be present at the burial of the fallen pack members today, almost all of them encouraged me to stay hidden and away from the family's sight, just to not trigger their outrage at me.Like what Lori had told me, there were grapevines around that after the burial, everyone who would side with the bereaved family would protest against me. However, I disregarded everything and remained as calm as water, thinking about possible solutions to alleviate their anger with me.From morning until this evening, I was inside the Alpha's room while Hadar was out to attend the burial and conduct inspections at the border and the pack territory. Beta Andrew was with him, including the elders, but there were a lot of guards around the mansion, so I had nothing to worry about."I was bored as hell…." I muttered, heading into the door, opened it, and almost jumped in surprise, not a
"I didn't know…"My eyes fixated on the ground, unaware of how they could react. The blame was all on me, and seeing those dead bodies on the floor, I couldn't help but feel guilty. If it was not because of me reaching the pack, no one would die, and Alpha Hash, Hadar's brother, wouldn't dare tell his warriors to kill, just so Hadar would be scared stiff.Cheering myself up, I didn't want to cry with them witnessing it. Everything almost wouldn't be processed on my mind like I was still in a dream. Soon after I slapped myself, I felt the pain, reminding me it was indeed transpiring."Nyla, don't blame yourself," Beta Andrew tapped my shoulder. He smiled and continued, "For sure, everyone, even the families of those who died, will not blame you. Instead, everyone will blame the spies on this pack.""There are?!" I questioned, with my eyes broadened. Never did it cross my mind that someone out there could do it. Knowing Hash, cooperating with him seemed like offering their soul to th
As days passed by, I was over the moon that Alpha Hadar kept his trust in me. He halted Elder Mario from spreading such speculations and held the dagger himself. It had been proven that it had Hera's blood on it, including my scent. However, I speculated it was because I was Hera's reborn, making my scent mixed with it. There was a part of me believing they might be right. I might have killed Hera but got amnesia, so I had forgotten everything. No one could prove it, not unless I would ask my father about this. I wouldn't want to be back in our pack. I abandoned it and wouldn't want to be wedded to a stranger….I came back from my senses after hearing Alpha Hadar.“We are here,” announced Alpha as he stood atop the cliff. “This is my go-to place when I am sad and have a lot on my mind. You know, to refresh my mind from stress.”I nodded and looked around the view of the entire woods and Alpha Hadar's pack, including the other neighboring packs.“But it's no longer part of your pack.
The accusations I threw at Alpha Hadar weighed a lot. I understand he wouldn't confirm it, but I needed clarification before throwing the accusations at someone suspicious. “It is not me, Nyla. Our bond with Hera is strong, and I didn't reject her either. You know how mate bonds work.” He sighed as he faced me. “You can't kill your mate. Otherwise, you'll suffer the pain. And the time she died, I felt like I was also dying. How come it is true?!” Right. Hadar got the point. I had been taught how those bonds work before to prepare me to be a future Alpha's wife. And now, it has come true, but I have many problems to face. “So sorry for accusing you,” I replied, and I couldn't look him in the eyes. “You know, I just had it in my mind, everything about Hera's death.” Instead of hiding the details about Hera's death, I discussed with him what that man said when killing her and how Hera responded as if she knew him. I also explained having this unique ability to recall every scene li
I was back in human form. Elder Mario and I argued about the pack's future. He insisted that I marry Alpha Hadar when we found evidence that it was indeed him who was responsible for her death. “Is this the right way?” I asked Elder Mario as I led the way towards the area where exactly she died. Marga and Lori joined us but didn't know why we were heading there. At first, they were skeptical, questioning why I got too interested in it. They were terrified, but I assured them to protect them. No one from us should be punished for not abiding by Alpha Hadar's rule.“Go left!” Lori suggested. “After that, you turn right. If you see many flowers, that's the spot!”“Lori, did you forget the way? It's all on the right. After turning right, turn right again, that's it,” Marga corrected Lori.They still kept arguing about where exactly it was, so I paused and turned to them. “Guys, can you both stop it? Tell me!”“Here on the right!”“It should be on the left!” Both shouted in unison. I s