LOGINEvery part of me aches.
My head throbs, my body feels heavy, and my heart feels like it’s about to die on me. Like it was ready to fall apart, all over again.
To make it worse, when I opened my eyes, I found myself in my room, with Merry beside me.
“Thank the goddess you’re okay,” she said, “I’m sorry for all the pain you had to endure for being rejected. But I love Leo so much. And the thought of losing him is just too much for me to bear.”
I don’t know why she was even here. Is she bragging that she won Leo’s heart? The man that I had loved for so long, my mate, left me for her?
Just then, my brother Aiden opened the door of my room with a cake in his hand and a big smile on his face.
“Surprise!” He greeted as he started singing Happy Birthday.
With everything that’s happening in my life, I forgot that today was my birthday.
“Make a wish,” Aiden said, smiling happily at me. I gave him the best smile I could give as I blew my candle.
Remembering what happened to the garden and seeing my brother’s smiling face brought me to tears.
“Hey,” my brother said as he wrapped his free arm around me. The comfort it gave me just made me cry harder. I am so happy that I always have him and that he even prepared a surprise for me. I wanted to tell him the pain I was feeling, but I didn’t know if it was the right thing.
“I wanted to treat you out, but I have a business trip,” he said apologetically. “By the way, what happened to you? I was surprised to hear that you were sick.”
I was about to reply, but Merry beat me to it, irritating me more than ever. “She got heatstroke because of the weather.”
My brother nodded as he rubbed my back.
“Before I forget, I have an announcement to make,” Merry announces the moment my father enters the room. “Leo and I are Mates.”
My brother looked at me with a sad smile before standing up and congratulating Merry. Gently patting my head, he tried to comfort me, saying that Merry and Leo were fated mates, something that couldn’t be changed, and I had no choice but to accept it.
When my father heard about it, he was so happy and proudly called her Luna.
Once again, Merry was the star of the show, and I was once again left to the side.
Everyone who came into my room to greet me on my birthday turned their focus on her. It was as if they had all forgotten that just a few months ago, I was Leo’s long-time girlfriend.
There are moments when I just want to disappear. Because no matter what I do, they only notice me when I do something wrong or do something stupid. I felt so helpless against Merry.
After a few days, while having breakfast, Merry made an announcement.
“I have some good news,” Merry said as we were eating. And just like always, she got my father’s full attention. “I am pregnant!” She added excitedly.
I stopped eating and looked at her. How can she be pregnant when I just saw a used tampon of hers in the bathroom yesterday?
She turned and looked at me, smiling as she asked, “Kelly, could you come to me and help me buy some baby clothes?”
“No,” I said, “I have some things to attend to.”
“You should go with her.” My father interrupted, “She is carrying the Alpha’s child. She needs a lot of support from her family. As her sister, you should be the one to help her with everything she needs.”
“Thank you for supporting me,” she said, beaming at me, but I looked away and focused on eating my eggs and bacon.
“I think we would need a room specifically for my and Leo’s baby. And Kelly’s room is the closest. I was thinking of having Kelly’s room turned into a nursery,” I stopped eating, waiting for my father’s answer.
“I think that’s a good idea,” my father replied and then turned to face me, “We could convert the attic into the room of your dreams, Kelly. At the same time, Merry would have easier access to the nursery.”
Why do I feel like I am getting thrown out of my own home?
And why is it always me who makes the necessary adjustment?
Merry looked at me with a smirk on her face, but when I looked again, the smirk was gone, and that innocent-looking face was back. For a moment, I wasn’t sure if I’d imagined it.
Still, this is just absurd. Merry isn’t even pregnant, and yet the world of my family revolves around a baby that doesn’t even exist. It took everything I had to go and talk to my father, holding on to that last thread of hope that he might believe me.
“Dad, Merry isn’t pregnant.”
“What nonsense are you talking about?”
“It’s the truth,” I said as my heart pounded against my chest. “She’s still on her period. How can she be pregnant?”
He slammed his hand on the table loud enough to silence every sound. “Shut up!”
His voice thundered, “How could your innocent sister lie the way you do? Your only purpose now is to protect her. Now get out of my sight!”
I walked out of the room, not even shocked at the outcome. It’s been like this for years now; it felt like the real daughter is Merry, and I am the only one who always gets in the way.
Later that day, Merry and I went to the mall.
But the conversation I had with my father still lingers in my head. Why does Merry have to lie?
While Merry was picking out clothes for her so-called baby, she kept showing the diamond ring that Leo had given her. She continued blabbing about her upcoming grand wedding as I continued to pretend that I did not hear what she was saying. While checking out some baby clothes for my baby, I felt a jolting pain on my head as Merry pulled my head down so I would look at her.
“Everything you have — your man, your life — it will all be mine. It's all because of your bitch of a mother who stole my dad. So now it’s only fair you pay for it." She sneered as she continued to pull a fistful of my hair.
In that moment, I didn’t recognize her. The way she looked and spoke to me was so different from the Merry I know. She’s soft spoken and always gentle with her words. But the Merry I am looking at right now has that twisted, scary look of a serial killer that I don’t even recognize her. Is this really Merry? Suddenly, I became afraid of her. Afraid of what she might do next.
She let go of me as she walked towards the cashier to pay. She handed me the bags of baby clothes that she had bought, but took them back once we were about to go down the stairs.
I was standing behind her when Merry suddenly fell down the stairs.
Leo appeared at the entrance of the store and rushed towards Merry in panic as he saw Merry on the floor. Then I saw blood running down Merry’s legs. I rushed towards her, panicked and worried. I may be angry at her, but I would never wish for something bad to happen to her.
“What happened?” Leo asked worriedly.
“Kelly,” she said, pointing at me as she started to cry. “Kelly pushed me down the stairs.”
What the hell is she saying?
I looked at her in disbelief. How could she blame me for something I didn’t do?
Pain filled my heart with the way Leo looked at me. I wanted to tell him that it wasn’t my fault. That I wouldn’t do anything to hurt an innocent baby. But the anger in his eyes cuts me like a knife. This isn’t the same brown eyes that looked at me with so much love.
Because these cold eyes that are staring through me now want me dead.
“It’s okay, Kelly,” the Fae King said, a bittersweet sadness woven into his words. “If it’s too much, you don’t have to wake your mother. But… is it alright if she stays here with me?”I knew the Fae King only said it to ease the weight I kept piling onto myself, but that didn’t stop the pressure from building.“Kelly?” he called gently, but I couldn’t bring myself to turn around.“Is everything all right?”There was real worry threaded through his voice, and my pulse skipped. If I didn’t say something, anything, I know he’d come closer. I heard the scrape of his chair as he pushed it back. My eyes fluttered shut as I tried to gather every fraying emotion and pin it down before it spilled out.Just before he could take that first step toward me, my voice finally broke free.“I’m fine,” I managed to say. My voice was higher than usual, but there was nothing I could do about it. I swallowed and pushed on. “It’s just… everything is happening all at once. And I’m trying to keep up, I real
I lingered with my mother a little longer, soaking in the comfort of her presence before I finally made up my mind. When I returned to my room, I opened the journals again, slowly, almost hesitantly, hoping that a fresh read might reveal something I’d overlooked. Some hidden clue. Some alternate path. Anything that would spare my daughter from being tangled in this prophecy.But no matter how many times I searched the lines, the meaning stayed the same. Unmoving. Unforgiving.“Fire and ice together shall awaken what love could not.”I sat there for a long while, breathing through the tightness in my chest. It would have been so much easier if this burden were mine alone. But it wasn’t. And that truth hit harder each time I faced it.Aerin was still away, still assisting Leo, no doubt. I couldn’t ask for her insight. Normally, I would have waited. She always had a way of explaining things to me in a way that I could understand. Making what seemed to be a threat become something that I
“Fire and ice together shall awaken what love could not.”I reread the line. And again. And again. My eyes skimmed the passage I had practically memorized by now, but that sentence, that sentence, had never been there before. A chill crept down my spine. I snapped the journal shut, then flipped it open as if the words might vanish the second time around.They didn’t.I pinched my cheek hard enough to sting. Definitely awake. Definitely losing my mind.“Kelly?” Katherine’s voice cut through my spiraling thoughts. I nearly jumped, but relief flooded through me at the sight of her.I hurried toward her, journal clutched to my chest like it might escape.“I need you to check something,” I blurted, breathless and trembling. I flipped the journal open and pointed at the impossible line.“What do you see right here?” I demanded. Katherine arched a brow—her you’re-being-weird-again look—but leaned in anyway.“‘Fire and ice together shall awaken what love could not,’” she read aloud. Then she
“Why, then? Why won’t you sign the alliance if you’ve already done so much for us? For me? I want to repay you, once we’re back on our feet.”For the first time since I’d entered, his quill stilled completely. When he looked up again, there was something different in his eyes, a sadness that I can’t quite explain.“Because,” he said softly, “I don’t want what happened to your father to happen to you as well.” He paused, his expression tightening with something that looked almost like grief.“I don’t want you dead.”Leo was silent for a long moment, the weight of the Fae King’s words settling over him like a heavy fog. He understood what the king was saying; he understood what had happened to his father. But after spending time in the Fae King’s presence, after seeing the flickers of gentleness behind the mask of cold and uncaring exterior, Leo knew one thing for sure: the Fae King would never hurt him. Not intentionally.“But you wouldn’t do anything to hurt me on purpose, right?” I a
As I walk towards the Fae King’s office, the memory of last night lingers in my mind. I won’t deny that it helped release the tension and stress that I had been under ever since the case between Merry and her father blew up. The corridors of the Fae Castle were unusually quiet, and for the first time since I had arrived, I felt a wave of a certain aura, like the ancient magic thrumming through the marble walls. Instead of being scared of it, I was slowly getting the hang of how it touches my skin.By the time I reached the tall double doors of the Fae King’s office, the scent of ink already filled the air. I knocked once before pushing the door open.As expected, the Fae King was there, half-buried behind towering stacks of scrolls and papers, his hair catching the faint glow of the sunlight outside as they passed through the window. He didn’t look up immediately, quill scratching across the parchment with precise, almost hypnotic movements. When he finally raised his gaze to meet mi
There are so many unspoken words between us, and yet last night felt like we communicated them clearly with each other.I watched Leo sleep soundly beside me. This was the first time I had the opportunity to watch him sleep. He was always busy that even after a night of sex, he would still be the first one to wake up. Now, I could see how tired he was and how much he needed to rest. So I let him.It’s funny how our problem only started with his rejection of me and his choice of Merry, which at the time felt like the biggest problem I could ever have, only to find out later how wrong I was.Now here we are, seeking support in a land we thought only existed in Fairy Tales, as we find a way to save our people and avoid getting into a war with the Vampires. And to find out that my mother, whom I