เข้าสู่ระบบ“So, you’re just here to get me home safely?” She asked.
“Yes.” His nose wiggled. She edged back. “That’s a lie.” He fisted his hands at his sides. “There was another reason, but a very small one.” “What?” He ran his fingers through his hair and then pierced her with his gaze. “I wanted to touch you.” Had it been any other situation, she might have jumped back and run into the diner, but something about him made Camille feel safe. Maddox could’ve lied and done many things if he meant her harm. He was so much bigger than her. But here he stood, big and towering and as nervous as a schoolboy talking to a girl for the first time. She whispered, “Touch me?” “Just your hand or arm or one of those beautiful cheeks.” He breathed her in. “I hadn’t figured out how I was going to touch you tonight. Maybe, I’d brush against the palm of your hand as you walked on my side, telling me about your day.” Instantly, heat went to her palm. She bit her bottom lip, relishing in the odd, yet erotic sensation. He continued, “Then, I wondered. . .maybe that silky black hair. . . Maybe it will fall in front of your face like it did earlier today in the diner. Maybe this time, I would get up the nerve to gently move it away, slipping my fingertips along your cheek." Warmth went to her face flushing it. He licked his lips. “Such an innocent touch. Nothing more. Nothing less.” “That’s it? Just one touch?” “Yes.” He closed the distance between us. They were only an inch away from each other. “Just one touch.” It was insane how fast desire rushed through her. With just his presence, Maddox made her yearn—made me crave for something more than physical touch. “Can I?” His voice went dark with lust. “Please, Imani. Just one touch.” Heat pooled between her thighs. Nervous but filling with hunger, Camille asked, “Where do you want to touch me?” He surprised me with his response, “Hold out your hand.” She reached out and joined her palm to his. As soon as their hands met, an electric shock jolted up her arm. She swallowed hard, her heartbeat doubling in rhythm as she moved her hand away. A growling sound came from his chest. Camille inched back, unsure of what was going on. “Did you feel that?” “I did.” Maddox walked toward her. The diner’s back door stopped her from going back farther. “Do you have any idea what kind of effect you’re having on me?” Her back was pressed to the door now, and he was so close. His warm breath slipped against her skin, delivering shivers through her whole body. She didn’t know what was coming over her. She felt drunk, intoxicated. But she hasn’t drunk any alcohol in weeks. Camille whispered, “You have an effect on me too.” “Show me again.” He held out his hand. For the second time, She pressed her palm against his. Fire roared between us. She cried out, “Oh my God.” “Damn you. I want you so bad.” He raised her hand to his lips and pressed a kiss onto her fingers. “This has never happened to me before.” “Me either.” Camille could barely stand on her two feet. If he’d offered to carry her home, she would’ve let him with no protest. “What’s happening to me?” He didn’t stop holding her hand as he kept it close to his lips. There was a strong connection between them, although she couldn’t explain why or even how. The sensation was intense and thick as if an invisible person had placed a magical rope around their hands and tied them together. He kissed her hand again. Unable to stop herself, she moaned in pleasure. “Damn you,” he whispered. “Why does it feel so good?” With his lips hot against her skin, he whispered, “Are you only human?” The question broke the magical spell between them. It was so odd. What else could one be but human? Shit! He’s crazy. She was getting turned on by a crazy person. Shocked, Camille yanked her hand away. “What do you mean am I only human?” His gaze followed her hand’s departure. “Oh my God.” She shook her head. “This is crazy. I don’t even know you, and I’m letting you—” “No.” He targeted her with an intense gaze. “What?” “You’re not crazy, and I won’t hurt you. I’ll always keep you safe.” Not one sliver of doubt dotted his words. And this time, his nose didn’t wiggle. “I want to touch you again. . .just your hand. . .unless. . .” “No.” Her heartbeat picked up. “It’s too intense when you touch me. And I don’t know why.” “Then, maybe we shouldn’t touch.” He licked his lips. “With another touch, I don’t know if I could control myself.” Camille's heart hammered in her chest, but this time it wasn’t in fear. It was in anticipation of seeing his reaction when he touched me. A hunger pooled liquid warmth between her thighs. How can he make her so wet when all he did was kiss her hand? Maddox inhaled the air and groaned as if he could smell her arousal. And right before her, his eyes changed color. From brown to gold like there was light illuminating behind the irises. It was so golden, magical and bright. Those eyes blazed, so captivating, but so unnatural and scaring the crap out of her. She screamed in shock about what she had just seen.His pain squeezes my chest. “I don’t want you to . . . If when you look at me you see Constantine, I don’t want you to— ”“Anna.” He shakes his head. “When I say that I would do it all over again, I also mean that I would go through what he did all over again. If it brought me to you.”It’s a lovely thought: that the mistakes of our parents could have as little impact on our relationship as a butterfly flapping its wings. That us is a choice we can make. That we might not be constantly running out of time. Too lovely, maybe.I lift my fists. “Right or left?”He snorts. “Fuck this losing game.”“Do you really want to renounce one of two prizes, both of inestimable cash value— ”He takes my left fist, gently peels my fingers back, and holds my eyes as he brings my palm to his mouth and—“Ouch.”“It’s what you get.” His lips brush against the soft bite he left there. I try not to shiver as he slides lower, to the mark on my inner wrist. His eyes do odd things as he inhales deeply.“Kill
SHOWERING FEELS LIKE A THOUSAND FOUNTAIN PENS SCRAPING my body head to toe, but smelling like blood, grime, and my deranged aunt’s homemade tea is worse than the pain, so I grit my teeth and do it anyway.Heat, I’m starting to realize, might not be a misnomer. I put on a sleeveless top and shorts, sweating despite the cool November air. When I walk into the living room, Zane is facing away from me, talking on the phone about winning friends and influencing people. Regular Alpha stuff.I lean against the doorway, eager to observe him, unobserved, for a moment. The strain in his broad shoulders constricts my chest. But he must pick up my scent, because he spins around to face me, and it feels a little like his senses are sloping the room, giving him no choice but to roll toward me, and—The phone slips out of his hand and thuds against the wooden floor. Several pieces break off and skitter in every direction, but he doesn’t even glance at them.“I think you dropped your phone?” I say, p
“It could make your Heat last longer or be more painful. Worse, it could inflict long-term damage to your reproductive system.”“What if I’m willing to take the risk?”“Anna.” She pins my eyes with hers. Listen carefully, they say. Because I’m in charge. In her own way, she’s as scary as Zane. Scarier. “No self-respecting healthcare professional will give you that shot right now. What I can give you, however”— she turns to her bag and pulls out a small packet— “is this.”It’s so unsubstantial, as I hold it up to the light, I wonder if she’s joking. “What is it?”“Contraceptive pills.”I blink. “What? I can’t even . .“We don’t know that for sure. These will prevent pregnancy. If you would like that, take them after your Heat is over.”“How will I know— when is the Heat over?”“You’ll know, believe me.”I don’t want to believe her. Or to know. “Why would I need contraceptives? Is there some kind of asexual reproduction . . . I can’t get pregnant just by having a Heat, right?”She stand
WHEN I OPEN MY EYES AGAIN, IT’S DARK. THE MIDLEVEL HEADACHE that has been my loyal golden retriever companion is finally gone. In its stead, a dragon-worthy migraine pummels at my temples, clear proof that I’m dead and my corpse was sold to med students for skull-trepanning practice.And yet.If I were waking up in any other angle of the observable universe, I’d be rolling off the bed and lurching toward the toilet, ready to vomit my stomach lining. But whoever brought me here had the good foresight to deposit me in the only place where I’m not constantly surrounded by hostile, belly-churning stimuli.Zane’s room.The scent of him has a morphine-like effect on me. I bury my face in the pillow, take several deep, lung-filling breaths, and use the bathroom. On my way to the living room, I make a pit stop on the bed, inhale a few more times, and walk down the hallway feeling like new.I expect— no, I want to find Zane alone. Instead, I count six more people, maxing out every sittable s
“How angry are you, Anna?” Irene asks. “At this man who murdered your family in cold blood? He took away your childhood and your home and didn’t even stick around long enough to make sure that you were taken care of. If he hadn’t killed Fiona, the three of us could have been together. There would have been no orphanage. No Vampyres. No Northwest. You could have been happy. But Zane took that away from you. So let me ask you one more time . . . How angry are you?”“I’m not— ” I start, shaking my head— and then stop.Slowly, I let my eyes settle on Zane. His quiet expression betrays none of the turmoil I’m feeling. How angry am I?A lot. A lot.“Here.” The knife makes its way into my hand, already unfolded. “This man was angry, and he hurt you and your family. Now that you are angry, what will you do, Eva?”This is a dream. A nightmare. I can’t be awake as I clutch the plastic handle and walk around Irene’s chair, dazed but determined. But I know what I must do.I know that it’s right.
IHOLD MY BREATH. STAY PERFECTLY STILL. MY MUSCLES COIL, AS if to keep my body from breaking open, stop my organs and blood from pouring onto the floor.Then Zane says, “I’ve been suspecting it for a few days,” and I fall apart.“What?” I sound reedy.Maybe that’s why Zane ignores my question. Doesn’t look at me. Continues his conversation with Irene, composed, detached, like the topic is only mildly diverting. Broken boilers. The weather. Him, killing my mother.“And yet you didn’t tell her. How self-serving of you.”“I wanted to be certain, before informing her that one or more of her parents were high-profile figures in a cult with a sky-high body count.”Irene sneers. “Now you know for sure.” She points at me with a flourish. “Tell her what happened that night. The Favored would like to know, too, wouldn’t we, friends? All we had to go by were the rotting corpses.”“Very well.” Zane takes a deep breath. Turns to me. Lifts his bound hands onto the table, leaning over his elbows, and
“Outside,” he says, like I deserve to take remedial Were classes just for asking.“You sleep outside.”“Yes.”“In the great outdoors.”“Yup.”“Every night.”A brief pause. “Not every night.”“Oh. Good.”“Just every night in which I have time to sleep.”“You mean that you don’t sleep every— You know
“You and the Vampyre are close, right?” he asks, full of that calm that borders on indifference. Is he making fun of me? “She explained what a mate is?"Slowly, I nod.“What Seraphine is to Lucien, you are to me.”Oh.Oh?Oh. “Is this a, um . . . terminal diagnosis?”His lips twitch. “No cure, I’m
My eyes roll in the back of my head, and I’ve never felt anything so violently, madly, painfully good—“Lucien.” I’m scared of how intense it is. But he lets out a wordless groan, bites my collarbone, and I know he feels exactly like I do, the pleasure brutal, pulsating, impossible to stop.“My bea
Present dayIF SUCH A THING AS AN IDEAL NIGHT TO DIE EXISTED, IT WOULD not be this one.There’s so much wrong with it. I could bitch about the recent rainstorm, the weak garlic-clove-sized moon, the uncharged phone sitting on my nightstand. The main issue, though, is that I’m wearing no more than t







