LOGINASTRID
“Prize?” Cayden asks, clearly still confused. “For what?”
“If you weren’t late,” Cassius calls out from the dais, “you’d know.”
The woman next to Cassius, his new bride, stares intently at Cayden, though Cayden doesn’t seem to notice. He’s too busy studying the bell.
“This human girl was the last of the prisoners to retain her bell,” Gyles says, then goes on to outline the rules of the Bell Run. As he does, Cayden’s mouth wrinkles in distaste.
By the time Gyles explains that, as the holder of my bell, Cayden is now the legal owner of my person, all the hunter wolves have returned from the forest, panting through wet snouts. The metallic tang of blood hangs heavy in the air.
The wolves line up and deposit their bells. First, the sleek black beast steps up. He lays two gleaming bells down. The hulky brown wolf follows suit, also with two bells. Then one bell, then one more bell. Then a human form that’s too limp to contain much life, if any, collar and bell still around their neck. The rest are bell-less, but they’re just as bloody.
Earnings put down for the count, the wolves circle up. A ring of human servants, each holding a pristine white robe, encircles them.
I see flashes of fur, then flesh, as the werewolves shift back into their human form. One of them wipes his mouth with the sleeve of his robe, staining the fabric a deep red.
Where the bulky brown beast had been standing, now stands the gigantic guard who pulled me from my cell. Across from him, where the sleek blast beast was, stands Jace. He glances my way, then calls out, “Prince Cayden!”
“Hmmm?” Cayden responds, casual as anything in the face of such slaughter.
“The girl is mine,” Jace says, striding over. “I’d beaten Bruno”—the gigantic guard snorts in protest, but Jace continues—“and would have retrieved the girl’s bell had you not been lucky enough to stumble through the playing field. You were never an actual player.”
Cayden just shrugs. “It’s not my game. Gyles?”
Gyles, too, appears at a loss.
“The rules clearly state that whoever holds the bell at the final horn gets the point,” Cassius says. “But that only gives Cayden one point. You’re still ahead of him with two, Jace.”
And tied with the monstrous guard—Bruno, I think.
I expect Jace to fight because of exactly that reason: my bell would make him the clear winner. But he doesn’t.
“I don’t care about the point,” Jace says. “But I want the girl.” He turns to Cayden. “You hate humans. What use would she be to you anyhow?”
“Oh, I’m sure I can think up a thing or two,” Cayden says, his smile lazy. “The real question is what use she’d be to you. I didn’t realize the Royal Ward had such . . .”—Cayden looks me up and down, unimpressed—“pedestrian taste.”
“I don’t see how it matters, what I do with her,” Jace says.
He and Cayden are standing close enough now to exchange blows, but while the Royal Ward seems primed to fight, the Cursed Prince seems relaxed, entertained even.
“Let’s just say it’s top of mind for me today, men claiming women and vice versa,” Cayden says, and though his posture and expression remain cool, collected, there’s something bladed in his voice.
Jace must sense it too, because he gives in. “I’ll keep her as a pet.”
The dais rumbles with murmurs.
For the past few decades, it’s been in vogue among nobles to keep humans as bedroom pets, servants to their owner’s pleasures.
The business is so lucrative that every few years, a new cohort of children is scouted to be raised in the palace, refined by society life, and then sold off to the highest bidder when they come of age, as if they had some pristine pedigree.
Their human families are handsomely rewarded for their service, and it’s all too common to see these scouts preying their way through the slums, sweet-talking emaciated mothers into selling off one child so the rest can eat.
One even came by our house, years ago, but our mother slammed the door in his face. She was so close to starvation at that point, it took all her strength to turn the lock.
I feel as if I’m floating above myself.
This whole scene—the bloody guards, the arguing nobles, the talk of pets—is all so ridiculous, I nearly convince myself it’s not my fate these two men are fighting over.
But I come crashing back to reality, the same way I came crashing down to the ground earlier, when Cayden says, “You know, that’s not a bad idea. Keeping her as a pet.”
The eldest Ashton brother, Valerius, calls out, his voice teasing, “Ah, Cayden, you know it’ll break Daniella’s heart to see Jace take that girl as a pet.”
“Val!” Daniella shrieks, but her eyes are staring daggers into Jace.
“Oh I know,” Cayden says. “That’s why I’ll be taking her as a pet instead.”
At this, everyone goes silent—except for Cassius’s new bride.
“What?!” she says, eyes wide. Then, as if catching herself, she clears her throat and settles her features into cool detachment. “I’m just surprised you’d settle for such a vulgar creature, that’s all. I thought you had better taste than that.”
“As did I, Lyra,” Cayden says, his brow arched like a saber.
“I agree with the princess,” Bruno shouts out. “Not only is this creature of poor caliber, she’s also unpredictable, dangerous even. Instead of running from me when she had the chance, she attacked. As the head of the castle guard, I cannot allow—”
“Oh, posh, Bruno,” Cayden laughs. “You really mean to tell me you’re afraid of this scrawny thing?” He looks me up and down, more intently. “Y’know, I might not actually mind her playing with knives. Not in bed, anyway.”
“Your Highness,” Bruno tries again, turning to Cassius this time, “I must insist—”
“You heard the man,” Cassius says, cutting him off.
For the merest fraction of a second, I almost feel bad for Bruno. I know what it’s like to be dismissed so decisively. “He wants what he wants, and what he wants is the girl. Now give her to him before he decides to drown his sorrows in yet another vat of wine.” Cassius smiles viciously. “A man can only take so much in one day. And anyway, I’m getting bored. I’ve a bride to bed.”
“Cassius!” Lyra says, mock outraged. She swats his arm but smiles, and together, the newlyweds stand, getting ready to depart.
“But he didn’t even play the game!” Jace shouts, making as if to approach Cassius. “This is completely unfair!”
Cayden steps into Jace’s path. “I’m afraid nothing in this palace is fair, Lord Jace.”
Jace snorts, shakes his head. He looks over at me, searching my face once more—for what, I’m not sure. Then he simply walks away, back toward the castle.
“Well then,” Cassius says. “That’s that.”
He waves one hand in the air, and the guards and nobles disperse.
“Gyles,” Cayden calls, turning to follow his brother. He gestures vaguely in my direction. “Bring her to Jules for basic training. Then have him deliver her to my chambers.”
ASTRIDMaggie must sense my hesitance at the turn in conversation, because she turns in another direction.“So,” she asks, getting up from my bedside. “How’d you become Prince Cayden’s pet? All of court is losing their minds, you know, seeing that he’s finally taken a human. No one ever thought he would.”She bustles over to the water basin, grabbing a cloth and dipping it into the bowl. She comes back and lays it against my forehead. It’s blessedly cool.I tell her as much as I can stomach, leaving out anything to do with Luca. If I keep throwing rocks at that dam, it’ll break, and I don’t have the capacity to deal with an onslaught of my own emotions right now, not when my body feels so broken.“Unlucky day to be caught stealing,” Maggie says, gently massaging out my limbs. I try not to hiss in pain. “But kind of wild that the Bell Run ended up with you here.”I snort; she doesn’t know the half of it. “I would have taken the trial, gladly.”“I can’t say I blame you for that,” Maggie
ASTRIDIn my dream, Luca is frightened and bleeding. The brown wolf has him pinned beneath its paws, but the beast has yet to bear down.This time, I’m able to reach them. This time, I drive my dagger into the wolf’s spine. As it gasps out its dying breath and I reach down to Luca, though, my brother’s face transforms.Suddenly, Ollie stares back up at me.I jolt awake.The first thing I register is just how soft the bedding is, like lamb’s wool. Then I register how unfamiliar the rest of my surroundings are as well. These aren’t the walls of my home—nor, I think as my mind catches up to the present, the walls of Cayden’s residence.Squinting around, I spot a table I recognize, then a door.I’m in Cayden’s bedchamber. And I have no clue how I got here.I go to sit up and nearly black out.Every part of me feels like it’s had a turn under the blacksmith’s hammer, but the pain lancing across my forehead is debilitating.The last thing I remember is breaking Ram’s nose, but a headbutt sh
CAYDENWhat a fucking idiot.It’s all Cayden can think as Astrid glares at him. He doesn’t even know who he’s talking about: her or himself.Probably, he thinks wryly, a healthy mix of both.He never should have allowed Cassius to goad him into attending this event in the first place.Honestly, he’d nearly forgotten about it. He certainly hadn’t expected Astrid to be present. And then for her to take Marina up on the challenge instead of taking his clear offer to opt out of—how had he put it?—their silly little game.He can get her out of this fairly easily, but he’s not sure he wants to.There is, undeniably, something off about the girl. He doesn’t trust that she came back simply for riches. He doesn’t trust that she isn’t a spy or even an assassin, especially not since Elias brought the girl’s dagger to him.It’s a crude thing, homemade, but the handle is worn with use, and the blade is bitingly sharp. He wouldn’t want to be on its receiving end in the dead of night.Lady Elouise i
ASTRIDNow that I have a directive, a job to do, my mind locks in.Most of my fellow humans here are toned for aesthetic, not athletics; I highly doubt they’ve ever taken a punch to the face.Not that I particularly enjoy doling out violence, but in this moment, I’m so relieved the queen chose a non-penetrative activity for me to publicly prove myself with, bare-knuckle boxing sounds like a privilege.Even if it’s meant to entertain the very people who strung my father up. Who strung Everett’s father up.The older woman seated next to Cayden and myself has thankfully removed her pet’s head from beneath her skirts. She pushes him forward as I stand up. He wipes his glistening mouth with the back of his forearm.“Ram will fight,” she says. “Back in Werin, combat between pets is considered an artform.”All I know about Werin, I learned while listening in on my father’s secret rebel meetings.Across the Moonlight Channel from Phaegia is the continent of Ebrone. Both continents used to be
ASTRIDLess thankfully, I can’t ascertain anything from Cayden’s expression when we lock eyes. Is he pleased to see me here? Upset?Jace’s face is much easier to read.As soon as the two men walk through the doors, Cayden dressed in silvers and blues and Jace dressed in browns and deep greens, the latter frowns.Danielle, however, jumps up in delight, accidentally kicking her servant-footstool in the ear, not that she notices.“Jace!” she cries out. “I didn’t think you’d be here!”The two men share a brief glance then walk our way. By the time they stride over, neither looks particularly happy, but they don’t look unhappy, either. I wonder how often they have to wrestle themselves into this bland facade.Marina smiles wide at her stepson, but there’s no warmth in it.“I was curious about your new pet,” she says, nodding over toward me. “So I took the liberty of having her join us tonight. I hope you don’t mind.”She adds on that last part as if nothing would make her happier than if h
ASTRIDI’m livid. I’ve been many things in my life—humiliated, impoverished, debased—but I’ve never been ensnared. Not until now.There’s also the possibility that I’m so angry to keep from being so afraid, but I’m not interested in looking too closely at that right now.If Cayden wanted to keep my mouth closed about his crush on Lyra forever, why not just kill me? Why house me and feed me and clothe me like a doll? Why waste precious resources?I must convince Cayden to see me. That’s all there is to it. It’s not like I have anything else to lose.I end up calling for Grace so many times, she permanently stations the mute guard in my room.No matter how I plead for him to let me see the prince, he stands stoic as a statue.He’s bigger than your average twenty-some man, more precisely muscled, but I suppose if he grew up with the perk of palace nourishment, that’s not so surprising. It’s not all that surprising for parents to sell their kids off to be servants in the first place, as w







