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ASTRID
The colorful marketplace outside of Mooncrest Castle has been busier than usual today, with guests streaming in from all corners of Phaegia to attend Prince Cassius’s wedding.
Typically, this would be a boon to my sticky-fingered business, but with the crowds come even more guards. They’ve been vigilant as ravens all morning.
The castle looms up like a dark mountain. Even its shadow cannot eclipse the chaotic excitement of the packed bazaar.
Every which way are stalls draped in bolts of bright fabric, stalls laid out with pots of fragrant spice, stalls hocking the lowest prices on horseshoes, on fresh eggs, on mulled wine.
“A pretty bracelet for your pretty wrist!” an older woman calls through the scramble of voices, her wares winking in the early morning sunlight.
If I could afford it, I want to tell her, pulling the hood of my cloak up and over my halo of dark curls, I wouldn’t be here in the first place.
I’m exhausted, but I can’t justify calling it a day just yet. I’ve barely nicked enough coin to cover the week’s bread.
Sighing, I scan the fat crowd, my eyes skipping from a blacksmith bearing down on an anvil to a juggler walking on stilts to—
There!
Two women so lost in conversation, they’ve tuned the rest of the world out.
Casually, I make my way toward them, inspecting gleaming trinkets as I go: golden goblets, ruby earrings, perfectly balanced daggers.
“—must try the peach mead,” one of the women, dressed in peacock blue, is saying. “Who knows when there’ll be another royal wedding?”
The other woman, dressed in rich plum, snorts. “Prince Cayden may be supposedly unlovable, but with a face like that? King Ashton will have no trouble finding a match.”
Now that I’m close enough to the two women to count the pearl buttons down their lushly dressed backs, I register the topic that has consumed their entire world: Mooncrest’s bachelor royals.
The woman in blue fans herself, sweat beading on her forehead. The day is unusually hot, the mass of bodies adding to the humidity.
“He hasn’t so far,” she says. “And the prince is already 22.”
“I hear the prince is the one refusing to entertain potential suitors,” the woman in plum says. “Still feels guilty about his mother and what not.” She shrugs. “He’ll get over that when the right woman comes around.”
The woman in blue raises a brow, grinning wickedly. “Oh? And are you intending to be that woman?”
“You’re terrible!” the woman in plum giggles, too loudly. “And anyway”—she narrows her eyes in delight— “I’d take the Ward of the North over the Cursed Prince any day.”
“You’d take him to bed, more like.”
The first time I overheard another human lusting after the royals, I was shocked. Handsome or not, they were werewolves.
Now at eighteen, I’ve heard enough to be familiar with this sort of daydreaming. It seems especially popular among young women, particularly the daughters of wealthy merchants and artisans.
I duck my chin to hide my eyes roll as their conversation soon urns into an argument over which of the two is more attractive.
Their terrible taste in men—and weremen, no less—only solidifies my resolve to relieve them of their coin pouches. If they can afford such fantasies, they can afford to chip in for Luca’s dinner.
Satisfied that they’re sufficiently distracted, I allow their voices to dim into white noise and check the small, sharp blade tucked up my sleeve. It should slice through their pouch strings without a snag.
Tucking my chin, I step forward—
A scream tears through the square behind me. I reflexively stumble back and turn like a startled rabbit.
A wave of black has descended on someone in the middle of the crowd.
The guards may be in human form, but that wolf strength lives in their bones; they don’t have to shapeshift to access it.
As they jostle for control, I glimpse their captive and freeze.
Even though I know that Luca is at his apprenticeship at the baker’s, and therefore can’t be the boy in the guards’ grasp, the boy’s terrified face reminds me so much of Luca’s after he wakes from a nightmare that my heart crumples like tin.
I close my eyes and breathe away the fear.
It’s not my little brother.
As I peer closer, I realize that I do know this boy. Kind of. I met him just the other day, when he tried to hand me a rebel pamphlet. I separated myself from him as quickly as I could—it’s suicide to be seen cavorting with known rebels, as I well know—but not before he gave me his name.
Ollie.
From how swift the guards reacted just now, I assume he wasn’t as lucky with his pamphleting this time around.
“I didn’t know!” Ollie screams. “I swear, I didn’t know what the pages said! I can’t even read!”
Electricity seems to arc through the crowd, but no one moves. It doesn’t matter whether Ollie is telling the truth. When it comes to rebellion, the monarchy is cruel as a public stoning.
“Please!” Ollie screams. Please! I—”
He goes silent with a resounding smack.
The crowd parts to make way for the guards, and a cold shiver runs down my spine as they drag Ollie past me.
Looking at his prone body, I can’t help but of another prone body: my father’s. The one that hung from the walls of Mooncrest Castle for almost a month, until it began to give off a stench even the monsters couldn’t stand.
I shake the memory out of my head and breath out a long sigh. The heaviness in the air and in my shoulders is too much. I rattled my near-empty coin pouch.
It’ll have to do for the day.
I pulled my cloak tighter and headed home, hoping that at least the familiar walls of the shack that Luca and I call a home would be a reprieve from the tension.
It wasn’t.
Sitting at our haphazard kitchen table—the only table that fit in our tiny shack—and counting out the day's meager take, the desolation of our situation had never been more apparent.
The first chill of fall will be setting in any day now; food will be tighter come winter. Luca is growing like a weed, and even though I fork over half my dinner each night, I can still see the outline of every one of his ribs.
The only comfort is Luca’s apprenticeship, which he began last summer thanks to a kind baker sympathetic enough to take an apprentice from the slums.
Luca may not earn any wages yet, but he’s allowed to take home any loaves of bread that fall on the ground. Some weeks, that’s what we live off.
The moment Luca walks through the door half an hour later, a smile eating up his face, I expect him to present one of those loaves.
Instead, bouncing on the balls of his feet, he drops a pouch onto the table.
It clanks against the wood, a trove of riches compared to my sad little haul.
“What—?” I start, but he’s already racing away with an explanation.
“There is no way he noticed me,” he says confidently. “That merchant. Rich good-for-nothing.”
For a moment, I can’t speak. Then—
“Are you insane?” I hiss.
Our father’s face flashes into my mind, the way he squeezed me in his arms that fateful morning ten years ago.
Luca was too young to remember the execution, but that doesn’t excuse this recklessness. He knows what Mooncrest’s guards are capable of.
Shock cuts across Luca’s glee, followed by anger.
“He deserved it, Astrid! With what he was doing to that poor girl. You’d’ve done worse than snatch his coin if you were there.”
“Not if I had the opportunity you did, I wouldn’t’ve!” I half-shout, anger and fear spilling out of me. “Not on the day of a royal wedding, I wouldn’t’ve! A merchant? He’ll definitely have pull with the guards! Just wait until he realizes he’s been robbed.”
“You worry too much,” Luca argues. “That man has more than enough.”
He looks down at the handful of coins I brought in, at the velvet pouch beside them.
“And even with my apprenticeship, we need this. You know we do.”
He’s right, of course. But I need him to stay safe.
“Luca,” I say, sighing, “the whole point of me going down this route is so you don’t have to follow in my—”
“Wait,” he cuts in, his eyes widening. “Do you hear that?”
I don’t—until I do.
Heavy boots striking the cobblestones and cruel, growling laughter. I know those sounds. I’ve heard them before, on the day our father was taken away.
They are Mooncastle guards. They are right outside our shack now.
And this time, my brother is their prey.
ASTRIDIt’s never been lost on me, how large Cayden is, but as we make our way to the bathhouse, him leaning heavily on my shoulders, his size is painfully apparent.For one wavering moment, I think we’re going to tip over before we make it through the door.But we don’t, and when we finally get inside, I see a servant has already stoked a fire and hung a pitcher of water to heat. Small blessings.I start to undo the fastenings on his tunic, but he stays me with a hand.“You first,” he says, his eyes wandering over my body, hungry, which is how I know he must be absolutely shitfaced. He slumps back onto an upholstered bench, ready for a show.His gaze is so steady, while the rest of him is so unsteady. The effect is unnerving. Still, I push the straps of my nightgown from my shoulders, letting it slip down my body and to the floor. My underclothes, insubstantial pieces of material, quickly follow.I shiver, despite the warmth coming from the brazier. The stones are still cold beneath
ASTRIDSparring with Jace does little to bolster my confidence. These last three rounds are brutal, every muscle in my body screaming for me to just give up already.Jace isn’t even breathing hard, go figure. My deftest knifework barely nicks his tunic; meanwhile, he’s poked and prodded me with his wooden blade so many times, I’m afraid I’ll wake up tomorrow bruised like a banana.If this were a real fight, I’d have been skewered ten times over.My arms are quivering, my knife shaking in my hands.“H-hold on,” I gasp, gulping down air. “I can’t catch my breath.”Jace knits his brow in concern and steps over, holding out his hand to steady me.I grab it—and yank him toward me, my faux dagger held in my other hand, extended outward.But fast as a cat, he pivots, slipping behind me.“Very clever,” he says, “but you’ll have to be faster than that.”Before the sentence is out of his mouth, I’ve whirled around, tracking his movement.I see my in—his elbow is raised, exposing his ribs—but I’
ASTRIDIn the evening, Cayden summons me to serve him once more. I bathe him, prepare his bed, and then read him to sleep from Jules’s story collection.The next night, he requests the same.And then again, the following night.We settle into a routine, and I would be fine with it—compared to what other pets are subject to on the daily, this is beyond tame, I know—except he keeps me reading so late that I haven’t been able to slip out of his quarters and return to the courtyard.It’s probably for the best, I tell myself. Who knows what Jace truly had planned?But I can’t keep myself from thinking about the way his smile flashed in the darkness, the way he threw his head back and laughed with abandon. It’s so rare to see honest emotion displayed in this place.The upside of my new routine with Cayden is that, as the days pass, he becomes more and more used to my presence.He isn’t complimentary, exactly, but he also tends to refrain from outright cruelty, which I consider a win.One ni
ASTRIDCayden’s in such a rotten mood, I can’t even appreciate his body as I bathe him. He dangles a crystal goblet by its stem, wine splashing out onto the floor around us, and seems utterly uninterested in my presence.Unlike the last time I soaped him down, his body doesn’t respond to mine at all.His mean streak certainly has no issue flaring up, though.“This counts as clean to you?” he snipes, examining his arm. “I guess you did grow up in a gutter.”I bite back a retort.I’ve done enough snapping back tonight; I’m lucky Jace seemed to find the whole situation humorous, or I could have been kicked back out to the slums by now.Maybe Jules has a point about me studying up on my manners.Cayden stretches his arms above his head, then grips one wrist and leans to the side, arcing his ribcage out, showing off his well-defined obliques.He exhales, long and low.“I can feel this last hunt in my bones,” he groans. “I need a massage.”At first, I don’t even realize the order is directe
ASTRIDIt felt silly, at first, imagining Noah as my sparring opponent, but half an hour into my regiment, I swear I can almost see him.We used to spend hours this way, whole afternoons dedicated to footwork and knifework. Father had mixed feelings about this.On the one hand, he didn’t believe a battlefield was any place for a girl. On the other hand, he knew how important it was for said girl to be able to protect herself while walking around the slums at night.Mother simply turned a blind eye to it all.As my focus turns to danger, Noah begins to shift, and soon, it’s not my brother that I’m mentally sparring with but Bruno.I grip the stick-as-knife tighter, zeroing in on my technique, how I might slip up behind him, silent as the dark, and draw my blade across his throat.How I might whisper Luca’s name while I do so, letting Bruno’s hot blood spill onto the ground in ritual sacrifice. Not to bring my brother back—nothing can do that, I know—but to properly mourn how his soul w
CAYDEN“Well why not?” Valerius responds, grinning. “Princess Charlotte is the apple of King Werin’s eye, after all, and rumor has it that her only brother is in poor health. If she ends up being appointed queen, that would make you king consort of Werin—a very useful title to have.”“Useful for me?” Cayden says. “Or useful for you? I figured you’d stand in the way of this arrangement with Charlotte.”Valerius swats Cayden’s words out of the air. “You thought I’d be jealous? It’s been a long time since I’ve dreamt of a Werin princess of my own. I’m quite content with my life as it is. And for you, dear brother, I only want the best.”Cayden narrows his eyes.There was a time when he would have believed this sentiment. There was a time when he would have believed anything Valerius told him.He’d taken Cayden in after Annie’s death, after all, sheltering him from the worst of the retribution and properly schooling him on the ways of court. A bastard, he understood what it meant to have







