Chapter 38

CHAPTER THIRTY EIGHT

ROXANNE

The events of the past days weighed upon me like a ton of bricks. I was grateful for the past few days though. Maids woke me up and served me. It was so unreal. Months back that used to be me. Running helter-skelter trying to get work done but it was better here. They spoke to themselves but not to me and although they did stare at me, I never really heard anyone talk about me.

I still found it hard to adjust. I was probably never going to get used to this place but one thing I was getting used to was not being accepted.

The Alpha refused to see me for days now and I stopped going to see him too. He was a busy man. And for Beta Miles, he was hardly ever present. He and the Alpha were the only people I spoke to.

I stared at the pancakes on my plate. I couldn't eat them all. I was hungry but not for something sweet.

Dragging myself out of bed, I forced myself to the bathroom. The one place I detested a lot. Yes I wasn't one of those morning people but I