Chapter 6
Lucianna’s POV
I was trembling, not with fear, not with excitement, but something different. A feeling I never encountered before I met him, a feeling that is there when he looks at me like this.
Disgust? No. He is not disgusted but there is a faint side of that emotion mixed with something else. I can’t put a word with it.
“Cat got your tongue?” he smirked, crossing his arms in front of his chest and tilted his head a bit. “Go back. I don’t want to see you.” he said in a clenched jaw.
“I-Is there something wrong with me?” I managed to ask, my voice is in its lowest. I think my head is clouded with his scent, and I know its the mate bond talking but I tried my best to not get swayed by the pull.
Because I feel like jumping on him right now. And if the situation is not like this, I would’ve.
The Alpha just kept on staring at me, making me uneasy but I deny to avoid our eye contact. Even though this is the hardest part I ever encounter with someone. Looking straight in the eyes was never a struggle for me, but my mate’s eyes is just drowning, overwhelming.
It is too much for me to handle.
“I told you, someone will take you to my house.” he said, ignoring my question. So there is something wrong with me for him, huh?
I will never back down, mate! I waited for this moment just to meet you, I won’t cringe just because you said and showed me that you dislike me.
“Why wouldn’t you?”
He raised his brow at me. “Why would I?”
This--!! Okay, calm down. Win him over, Lucianna!
“You’re my mate. Even if I don’t know your name, I am your responsibility now. Isn’t it just right that you take me to my new home?”
“What?” he exclaimed. His brows are furrowed as he frown, questioning. What’s wrong with what I said?
“I’m in your care, Don’t you know about this mate thing-”
“Not that part.” his jaw clenched, and I swear! From the way he look at me right now, it’s like I will be eaten whole!
But what did he say?
Wait, what did I said that made him--Oh!
“Uh, I don’t know your name? Is that it?”
He bit his lower lip while looking at me intensely. Then, he sighed and let go of that lip. Oh God!
The way his lip got wet and red just made me so fucking hot.
“You don’t know me.” he said word by word. Is that wrong, though? We just met today so why is he acting like this?
“Oh! Do you want to introduce ourselves?” maybe he wanted to know me and he wants me to know him, right? “I’m Lucianna.” I said, extending my hand to him for a handshake.
Get it, please. Get it!
“You’re even more disappointing than I thought.” he said with a straight and stern face.
I was confused with what I heard from him but the feeling of being ashamed get to me more. My head bowed and I looked down to the ground, questioning myself.
Why? What did I do wrong to disappoint him?
Like a knife stabbing on my chest, my heart ached.
No, no. I didn’t do anything.
My hand slowly retreated together with my world that seems to be mixed in question and confusion, thoughts that are not helpful at all.
But before my hand fell on my side, he grabbed it! I looked at our hand, our skin touching each other and then I looked up at him with wide eyes.
He shaked my hand!
“Jacob.” he said shortly, giving my hand a tight squeeze. “That’s my name.” then he let go of my hand.
The way our skin touched sent an incredible electricity down to my core that I almost quiver! Damn! Damn, it felt good!
“What else, now? Harley will be here in a few so head back inside.”
I was in a haze and my heart was still in chaos! How can he make me feel unwanted and getting my hopes up again?!
Oh, God! I won’t quit with this mate thing whatever aloofness I see in him!
Jacob… Jacob… His name sounds so handsome! He is handsome!
“You look even more dumb being in a daze like that. Just get out of here.” he said and looked away, ready to turn around but I reached on his arm to stop him.
“Wait!”
He looked at my hand on his arm and slowly met my eyes.
“Let go of me.” he even growled inwardly! I got cringed that I quickly took my hold off of him, grinning awkwardly to hide my embarrassment. Why did I suddenly grabbed on him like that?
“What do you want?” he snapped and his posture didn’t changed from when I stopped him.
“Uh, you owe me an apology and you,” oh, god! Won’t I sound too desperate and in heat with this? “Uh, you owe m-my w-wound a l-lick.” I said, looking away. My fingers are crossed, pinching each other behind me and my heart is beating too loud that I think it moved to my ears!
Fucking----!! There’s no way I’ll be ashamed now! I need to seduce him!
I don’t care what’s going on in his mind, but I’m his mate so he need to do everything he needed, completing the mating process is included to that!
I looked at him and saw his expression was taken aback. His lips are parted and his eyes are slightly wide.
It took him a moment before regaining his composure and cleared his throat. He slowly turn to face me again and I swear my heart is jumping out of my chest as I look away from his intensive gaze. Or was it a glare?
“I owe you?” he said and took a step closer.
My feet moved on its own and took a step back. I was intimidated by his eyes! He didn’t look scary but there’s something in those eyes that screamed danger to me.
I gasped when the cold wall touched my skin through my backless dress. Jacob didn’t stop stepping closer and I my head is tilted up when he hovered over me. I’m cornered!
“I. Don’t owe you. Anything.” he whispered in a rough voice.
I was lost for a moment, drowned by his scent and the warmth of his body. He is so close! And I should have like it but intimidation got me first.
Jump on him! My wolf cheered but I couldn’t, I don’t think I can.
Hey! Get a grip of yourself! The guy called you weak! You know you are not!
Taking a deep breath, I matched the way he looked at me. “You called me weak.”
“’Cause you are.” he breathed. Fuck, why does he sound so sexy?!
“I’m not! You don’t know me yet and I forgive you for judging me because you haven’t got to know-”
“Forgiveness is only for those who asked. And you are weak, no more argument on that part.”
I felt my blood run cold from what he said! He is so rude! Can’t he think properly? Is there something wrong with his head?!
“I told you I’m not--”
My words are cut when he suddenly groaned as if in pain before dipping his head on my neck.
I gasped and my eyes widened when I felt his wet, warm tongue touched the wound of his claim on my neck!
“Ahh~” I could not contain my moans! The way his tongue touched my skin is electrifying, it’s blowing my mind!
Jacob groaned and I felt his hands snaked on my back! Our skin are bare touching each other!
Is this what he meant by despising me? His actions are far from his words!
I felt him suck on my neck, and he is not the claim-wound anymore! He was licking and sucking on the skin just below my ear and it was awesome!
“J-Jacob--”
More! I want more of this! More of him!
The way he touch me, I swear I felt like a gem, something he possess dearly. This is the power of the bond, this is what I wished and I’m having a taste of it!
I was snatched out of my haze when Jacob suddenly stopped, cursing softly before pulling himself away from me.
I smiled upon seeing his expression. He can’t look at me and his face are all red! Oh, my! Is he shy?
Maybe he is a virgin, is that why he kept on pushing me away?
Ohhh, I’m also inexperience but I’m ready to go all out for you, mate!
I sensed someone and looked around. I saw a guy standing in a safe distance. “Alpha Jacob,” he greeted.
I looked at Jacob and found him looking at me with the same intensity he has been eyeing me since earlier.
He sighed and turn to the man who just popped out of nowhere. “You’re late. Take this woman to my house.” he said and turned his back at me.
What? That’s it? No! I’m still after a kiss!
“W-Wait! You should come with me!”
“Don’t push it.” he just said without stopping or looking back to me.
The heck!
Lucianna's POV“Fhoxia,” I called when we are all gathered in front of the messenger. “This is Quillon, you understand each other, right?”As if I understand that Fhoxia would not respond, I looked at Quillon and wait for what he has heard. Not just me, but everyone of us.“She says ‘the time is near’,” Quillon said, looking straight at Fhoxia. “Her task in this realm has ended but she couldn’t leave until she got to help. That is why she can no longer speak and why she was starting to join the wind.”The tears couldn’t stop itself from forming into my eyes. So that is why Fhoxia hasn’t responded to any of us. This is the reason and she stays just to help us.“Did she find out anything to help?” Jacob asked. All of us are stunned with what Quillon said but Jacob recovered first. “Any cure?”Quillon was patiently waiting for what Fhoxia has answered. The silence made my head swirl in thoughts, mixed emotions and ideas. But from it all, the silent prayer I did in the back of my head sho
Lucianna’s POV“Why proceed with it, then?” Aiden asked, wincing a bit from the heaviness of his words. I just told them about the Shadow eye and the curse of it because of a mishap that the first born didn’t inherit the gift.“Aiden! You can't tell a mother to get rid of her pup.” Ashira answered, agitated on my behalf. Aiden looked at me with apologizing gaze but the way his jaw clenched tells me his vote is just the same as Roscoe’s.“I actually tried to.” the sigh that came out of my lips was cold as memories came rushing.“Ohmy! Luce!” my friend's eyes were wide from shock, covering her mouth and tears forming on her eyes.My smile has shame lingering on it. This is a new emotion on my part. I always thought that I haven't done anything wrong when I decided to went with Roscoe on that cave. Maybe its because this is the first time I talked about it with a person of a same gender. Plus, Ash is a mother now so she can relate more than I could imagine how horrible what I did. I su
Lucianna’s POVRoscoe came and as soon as he get off his car, we exchanged a look that lasts for almost a minute. There was a lot in our eye language and it’s more like him saying ‘I told you so,’ and mine were ‘We’re in this situation so fucking try and talk with your mate’s body’. I saw his shoulder sagged as he sighed but headed to where Fhoxia was as if he read my mind.I really hope Roscoe can get something, anything, from Fhoxia. He does before, he still felt the bond between him and his mate’s body that the messenger borrowed. So I hoped, keep on hoping, there’s nothing I could do anyway.“He’s been there for how long?” Harley asked behind me.Time has reached a spot on top of my list that I prioritized to forget, so I just shrugged Harley’s question. Now watching Roscoe has made me feel dreaded in the guts so I decided to head inside and sit on the couch. Harley lingered longer by the porch, watching my brother-in-law like a hawk.I don’t know if I feel excited or anxious with
Lucianna’s POV“She’s creepy.” Harley commented as we drank coffee out at the porch. “How long has she been here?”“One week now.” I sighed. “I keep on asking her why she’s here but she won’t talk. Roscoe won’t be here until later this evening but he told me over the phone that Fhoxia didn’t reached out to him either.”“It means this messenger has no message to deliver? So, what, just being nosy?”I scoffed. “Bite me, I don’t know either.”“And Roscoe will be here? Jacob finally permitted his return?”Jacob gave a temporary ban for Roscoe after what happened in the cave. My mate hated the idea that his brother kept on deciding things for him.“Yeah, he only agreed this morning. He didn’t want to, I just convinced him since Roscoe might be the one Fhoxia could talk to or something.”“And that is why?”I sighed and nudged my mug at the messenger’s direction . “That body was borrowed from a dead woman. The dead woman was Roscoe’s mate.” Harley’s jaw dropped and before he could pry more,
A month has passed. A cough coming from our bedroom made me jumped from my deep thoughts. I was having my coffee in the kitchen and Jacob was at our bedroom. Laying down on our bed even when the sun has shone for an hour and a half.Not because he feel lazy to go to the Hall like he used to, but because he has become weak. His eyes had sunken with dark circles under it, there’s hollow in his cheeks, his skin has become dull and dry and no matter how much I put lipbalm in his lips, it keeps on cracking. His body was not as strong as he was. And everyday he get worse.I can barely look at him in this state but the only time I wasn’t by his side were morning like this. I drink my coffee alone then I’d cry my heart out without making a sound and spend the rest of my day beside him again. This is the time I used to outlet my sadness, fear and every other emotion I couldn’t show in front of him.There was still no news about another way. There’s still no another way and I lose the hope on
I was asked to lay down on a stone table. The coldness touched the bare skin of my back and arms, making my eyes shut hard.“No need to be scared,” the enchantress said, standing on my side while rummaging into a box of small bottles. A potion, maybe?Harley and Roscoe are on the other side of the cave, or the enchantress’s home, as she calls it. There’s no way they would hear our conversation.“Will it hurt?” I asked in a low, trembling voice.The enchantress looked straight into my eyes and there was something in the way she look at me. She was saying something, her eyes were saying something. She doubted my resolve in continuing with this procedure, I know that was what she think.“It will sting.” she smiles but arched a brow, as if testing if I will back down.But I closed my eyes and relaxed.“You’re not scared.” she stated, not asked. It was as if a question in her head was answered.I sighed, long and painful. “No.”“I want to know why,” she demanded with a tone that she wouldn
Lucianna’s POVI cut off the portal I shared with Jacob, feeling the severed connection like a heavy weight lifting from my chest—and yet, a gnawing pit settled in my stomach. It was better this way. He didn’t need to know where I was going, especially for what I was about to do. The decision had been far from easy, but once I made up my mind, there was no turning back. I wouldn’t allow myself to back down.“Calm down, gamma,” Roscoe’s chuckle was low, rough, and filled the silence like an unwanted echo. “You look so pale, I’d wonder if your blood left your veins.” His voice trailed off, almost as if he were talking to himself—though in a car full of werewolves, he knew better. I sighed, a breath that didn’t even begin to ease the tension coiled tightly within me.“Cut it out, Roscoe,” I muttered, my voice steady though my mind was racing. I could feel Harley next to me, practically vibrating with barely suppressed irritation. “Just drive.”The sleek growl of the engine hummed beneath
Jacob hadn’t returned home since last night and I haven’t slept a blink. Thinking over and over again about my decision, I cried all night and prayed, continuously apologizing to the unborn child in my womb.“You called for me?”It was Harley. Of course I called for him, I needed someone by my side right now and since Jacob was against this idea, I had to call for someone who wouldn’t turn down my heeding.“Yes.” I wiped my face and stood up. I probably looked like a mess right now but I couldn’t care anymore. “I also called for, uh, Roscoe. Expect his presence in a bit, I’ll just get something from my room.”Harley’s POVEverything was a mess around the pack. I heard Jacob was scolding his staff and throwing things everywhere. Brent told me, of course. He’d been snooping about what was happening with Jake and Luce that may had caused Jacob’s nonstop tantrums over the Hall.Of course I said nothing. I promised Lucianna I wouldn’t tell a soul about Jacob losing his control of his wolf
Jacob’s POVI once again looked at the corpse, it was shredded into pieces. It’s skull was crushed, bones torned apart and cracked. There was blood everywhere, from the ground up to the trees. The body was divided into four pieces and the head was retrieved up the branch of a tree.“Please forgive me, Alpha Jacob.” said Jordan. One of the council, head of trackers that also conduct the investigation. “I failed to distinguish the entity of the corpse, Alpha.” he bowed and the rest of his team bowed as well.There was no question to why they failed. The core of the corpse was gone, making it hard to distinguish it. Without the core--its heart-- a werewolf wouldn’t shift back to human. No one would know if it was a werewolf or a forest wolf.But I knew.The moment I arrived, the air whispered to my ears. The smell of death lingered in my nose. And the howl of a werewolf called my Alpha wolf.The corpse was a shape-shifter like us. Definitely a rogue because there was no distinguished pac