Chapter 5
Lucianna’s POV
I watched as the other girls move in the middle of the hall, then one of the guys will move forward, almost like a wild animal, and starts to put their claim to their fated ones neck. The way the men growls the word ‘Mine’ made my knees tremble with excitement. I can’t wait to hear my mate say it!
“The Shadow pack’s Alpha is a hottie! It’s too bad we didn’t get to see him!” said a girl who rode the van with me.
What now? Are they gonna keep throwing blades at me? So what if the Alpha looks good? It’s not like they still can drool over him when they meet their own mate.
Argh. They start to sound pathetic in my ears! It’s almost unbearable that I can’t stop frowning!
“Oh, yes! I heard the girls from the front talked about how mighty he is!”
“Second strongest Alpha of the North, I wonder how he looks like!”
“If it ain’t because of that bitch who came last…”
I decided to just hum and focus on what’s happening in front of us. These girls won’t stop blaming me for a while, I’m sure.
It’s not like they won’t see the Alpha for the closing remarks, duh! They will be a part of this pack when they find their mate, too! Why whine over this small thing like they will never see the Alpha again?
Dumb asses, I didn’t even intend to be late!
I looked up to where the Alpha is seated. He was at the stage where there is an absence of light. It’s like he was looming in the darkness, just a shadow sitting on a chair. I can’t see him at all.
Why did they place his seat on the dark? Or did he prefer it that way?
The Alpha is weird, I could tell. Most of the alpha wanted to show themselves, show who’s the boss, make the other wolf feel the power of their presence. But this one is different.
Well, Cruz said he is weird when he abruptly left before entering the Regal pack land but… oh why am I bothering myself with these thoughts?
“No! I hope that won’t happen to me!”
My eyes went back to the middle of the Hall where a girl stands and crying. Oh, boy! Her mate is not here and everyone are whispering about what just happened. That girl is the first one who came to be without a mate.
When the mate is not here, it only meant that he might be on a mission, out of the town, or… dead. I hope the last one won’t be my fate but the two others is bad either.
For me, I can’t see myself waiting another year for the Mapping Ball to meet my future hubby.
Or wait forever until death because he might be dead.
Oh, no! No! My mate will be here! He is here! He must be or else I will really kick him in the nuts!
Yeah, right. Like I could kick a dead man. Shit! Why am I thinking like my fated one has already left the earth?!
I quickly shoved the thought and just continue watching what was happening at the middle Hall.
The poor heart-broken girl step aside, crying. My eyes watered from how devastating she looked but immediately fan my eyes using my hands to avoid my make-up to be destroyed.
Sorry, girl, my heart is breaking for you but I can’t let my mate see me in my worse. I only promised for him to see a beauty in me so I’ll cry for you later.
The line died down fast and now I stand in the middle of the Hall. I can hear my heartbeat through my ears, loud, fast and scary.
“I think she’s the second heartbroken girl tonight.” I heard someone said and that made my eyes closed. It’s been a minute, then two, three-
Fucking hell. Is this true? Don’t tell me my mate is not here too?
How unlucky can I get to be the second person to be devastated and hopeless she-wolf of the night!?
“That’s what she get for almost ruining our night.” one whispered, too.
Shut up! Shut up!
I closed my eyes shut, deafened by the loud thuds of my heart. I never thought that this is what the other girl felt before. It’s embarrassing and sad, disappointment is also there but the level of the sadness is overwhelming it.
I felt my eyes watering, and I bow my head to hide my face. I must look like a fool, a child, crying over a piece of candy. But this is not just a piece of candy, this matter is the biggest thing I ever wished for.
Finding my mate is what I lived for. This is what gave me hope, and right now… this is what shattered me whole.
“When will she get out of there?!” one complained.
“Hey, move along so we can get the party started!”
I want to. I fucking want to move, get out of there, run away, anything! But my knees are trembling, I can’t move an inch!
After a few second, I managed to look around, Everyone is gossiping about me and the awkward situation I put myself in. Why can’t I fucking move?!
If only I can, I would have punched my own legs to punish them for being like this!
I know I looked pitiful, I can feel the tears on the edge of my eyes but its yet falling. I’m trying my best not to cry, to be honest.
With my eyes wandering, I caught a glimpse of the Alpha’s seat. He is still there, I can see his built but not his face. If he is looking at me like everyone else, I might have looked funny for him to act like this.
Great! Just great.
Okay, I think this embarrassment should end now or else that weird Alpha might throw me out of his pack for ruining this traditional Ball.
Suddenly, every girls around me gasped while looking at me with wide eyes before I could take a step away from that space.
Fine! Fine! I know you all are irritated but fuck you all!!!
How could they give me too much attention when they had just met their mates!?
“Mine,” a voice said behind me, followed by a loud growl.
What the-
I noticed the Alpha’s silhouette was gone from where he was seated but my mind’s focus was taken by the incredible heat coming behind me.
Everyone was not looking at me, they are looking at the person standing at my back.
“Mine.” the person behind me repeated with a voice emphasizing finality and possession. The hairs on my nape stood up, I can feel the surge of power coming from the person behind me.
I looked back and had a look of the man who hovers over me. My height is 5’6” and this guy must be a six footer! I looked at his eyes, a deep pitch black eyes turned red after meeting my eyes.
Alpha! My head screamed, shocked.
Mate! My wolf follows enthusiastically.
My mate is an alpha! Oh my!
I felt my heart beat even louder than before. My eyes focused on his, and my entire system was pulled by his mere presence. I can feel the mate bond between us and I never thought its like this!
It’s heavenly addicting. The way his scent lingered on my nose made my head in haze, its intoxicating!
I only had a glimpse of his face because the moment I looked back, my mate circled his arm to grab on my chin, tilting my head to the side as he leaned forward.
I felt a sharp sting on my neck as my mate bite through my flesh, placing his claim where it should be.
It hurts!
I don’t know how exactly this will feel like but I can feel the pain from his bite. I thought it will be pleasure, why is it not?
“Ah-Aw!” I complained silently as I hold on to his arms for support. I feel like my knees turned jelly, and the pain has reduced but still painful.
There I felt it.
Our mate bond has been connected and the pain slowly subside, letting me drown on an agonizing pleasure coming from the bond. I was about to moan when my mate suddenly pulled away.
I looked at him with hooded eyes, I feel my cheeks burning from the pleasure I felt in that short time.
I found my mate! Finally! Someone who will be with me until my last breath!
A Family!
“A-Aren’t you supposed to lick it?” I whispered in question.
The male wolves was supposed to lick the flesh where they put the claim so the wound will heal fast and I think he… forgot?
A low growl escaped his chest as he looked at me- Wait.
I know that look. B-But why?
The Alpha of the Shadow pack who turned out to be my mate looks at me with a disgusted eyes, dark expression and his lips were flat. I know this look, he is not… happy to meet me?
“Why would I?” he whispered in a cold tone without even blinking. At first, his words struck me like a sharp knife but then I gave him the benefit of the doubt that he must be thinking that I will heal since I’m a wolf, too.
But I was wrong.
He leaned forward, placing his lips just at my ear and he whispered, “I despise weaklings like you.”
Every word came from his mouth with emphasis of hate and disappointment. I felt a cold shiver run down my spine not just from the way his hot breath touched the skin pf my ear but because of the coldness of his voice.
“W-What?” I uttered in disbelief.
I don’t know if anyone heard what he said. But I feel conscious from all the eyes looking our way. It’s as if everyone is laughing at me without showing it, or was it just in my head?
I don’t know what made him say that. Is he calling me a weakling? Me? Weak? How?! I’m one of the strongest she-wolves fighters of my pack, won trophies over two packs simultaneously, and I strive on my own alone! Which part of that is weak?
“Weak and deaf, huh? Not a good combination.” he smirked, his expression is still cold as ice that made my head blank in question.
What the-
He turned his back to me, facing the crowd.
“Congratulations and welcome to the Shadow pack. No sexual intercourse in public. Make sure to get a room for that.” he said with a smile and everyone laughed from his humorous words. “Enjoy the rest of your night.” he ended his small speech and everyone in the Hall howled and cheered as they started minding their own business.
My mate looked at me and the smile he gave on the crowd was not shared with me. His face is grim and dark again. What the fuck is wrong with him?!
Okay, okay. I can let this go with an apology. I’m a simple lady, forgiving and kind. I will surely kiss and make-up if he only apologize-
“Someone will take you to my house.” he said and walked away.
That’s it?! What the!
No! He should apologize for judging me harshly and for not licking his claim! Yes, I demand my wound to be licked!
Without any second thoughts, I followed him as he walks out of the Hall from a back door. Where is he going?!
“Hey!” I called once we reached outside. He stopped walking and looked at me with squinted eyes and irritated expression.
“What do you want?” he said in an annoyed deep voice.
Chapter Eighty-SixLucianna’s POVThe breather reached a whole night and I found Ashira and Aiden at our kitchen when I woke up the next morning. Jacob was still sleeping and I must’ve looked like shit because when they saw me, Ashira’s face was masked with worry.“Good morning,” I greeted and gave them a small smile. I head to the counter and sat at a stool.Ashira went to my side and pulled me for a side hug. “Hey,” she said, her tone comforting and she didn’t need to add another word. I knew what she wanted to say. “I made breakfast.”“Thanks. Sorry, I overslept.” Less sleep and more crying actually. Ashira rubbed my arm before letting me go. “Where’s Quillon?”“He stayed at the room,” Ash sighed. “He didn’t stop persuading us last night. He really wanted to help, Luce. I’m sorry.” I could tell that her apology was sincere.Aiden huffed but didn’t say a thing, he just sip on his cup of coffee.I smiled. “Hey, It’s alright. I understand. I really do.”“If there was another way, I pr
Lucianna’s POVI never thought I’d smell it in the air. It was a bit of sweet and woody, mixed with a hint of bitter bits. Hope.It was too soon to conclude but the moment all of us settled inside Jacob’s office, I knew something has changed. It wasn’t just the atmosphere, it wasn’t just the air or our aura’s. Its something I couldn’t explain.“Okay, baby, anytime you’re ready…” Ashira said again in a comforting voice but I know how she feels as hopeful as I was. Though hers were blended with a bit of concern and I understand why. Quillon is still a kid, despite his advanced state of development and power.Quillon looked at us one by one. His innocent eyes made me feel guilty for having him shoulder such a huge responsibility. If only Fhoxia’s time wasn’t up before she got something that might help then I wouldn’t had to ask Quillon for help.“She told me that she discovered me but she didn’t explain what she meant with that,” he paused and pursed his lips. “I think she meant she foun
Lucianna's POV“Fhoxia,” I called when we are all gathered in front of the messenger. “This is Quillon, you understand each other, right?”As if I understand that Fhoxia would not respond, I looked at Quillon and wait for what he has heard. Not just me, but everyone of us.“She says ‘the time is near’,” Quillon said, looking straight at Fhoxia. “Her task in this realm has ended but she couldn’t leave until she got to help. That is why she can no longer speak and why she was starting to join the wind.”The tears couldn’t stop itself from forming into my eyes. So that is why Fhoxia hasn’t responded to any of us. This is the reason and she stays just to help us.“Did she find out anything to help?” Jacob asked. All of us are stunned with what Quillon said but Jacob recovered first. “Any cure?”Quillon was patiently waiting for what Fhoxia has answered. The silence made my head swirl in thoughts, mixed emotions and ideas. But from it all, the silent prayer I did in the back of my head sho
Lucianna’s POV“Why proceed with it, then?” Aiden asked, wincing a bit from the heaviness of his words. I just told them about the Shadow eye and the curse of it because of a mishap that the first born didn’t inherit the gift.“Aiden! You can't tell a mother to get rid of her pup.” Ashira answered, agitated on my behalf. Aiden looked at me with apologizing gaze but the way his jaw clenched tells me his vote is just the same as Roscoe’s.“I actually tried to.” the sigh that came out of my lips was cold as memories came rushing.“Ohmy! Luce!” my friend's eyes were wide from shock, covering her mouth and tears forming on her eyes.My smile has shame lingering on it. This is a new emotion on my part. I always thought that I haven't done anything wrong when I decided to went with Roscoe on that cave. Maybe its because this is the first time I talked about it with a person of a same gender. Plus, Ash is a mother now so she can relate more than I could imagine how horrible what I did. I su
Lucianna’s POVRoscoe came and as soon as he get off his car, we exchanged a look that lasts for almost a minute. There was a lot in our eye language and it’s more like him saying ‘I told you so,’ and mine were ‘We’re in this situation so fucking try and talk with your mate’s body’. I saw his shoulder sagged as he sighed but headed to where Fhoxia was as if he read my mind.I really hope Roscoe can get something, anything, from Fhoxia. He does before, he still felt the bond between him and his mate’s body that the messenger borrowed. So I hoped, keep on hoping, there’s nothing I could do anyway.“He’s been there for how long?” Harley asked behind me.Time has reached a spot on top of my list that I prioritized to forget, so I just shrugged Harley’s question. Now watching Roscoe has made me feel dreaded in the guts so I decided to head inside and sit on the couch. Harley lingered longer by the porch, watching my brother-in-law like a hawk.I don’t know if I feel excited or anxious with
Lucianna’s POV“She’s creepy.” Harley commented as we drank coffee out at the porch. “How long has she been here?”“One week now.” I sighed. “I keep on asking her why she’s here but she won’t talk. Roscoe won’t be here until later this evening but he told me over the phone that Fhoxia didn’t reached out to him either.”“It means this messenger has no message to deliver? So, what, just being nosy?”I scoffed. “Bite me, I don’t know either.”“And Roscoe will be here? Jacob finally permitted his return?”Jacob gave a temporary ban for Roscoe after what happened in the cave. My mate hated the idea that his brother kept on deciding things for him.“Yeah, he only agreed this morning. He didn’t want to, I just convinced him since Roscoe might be the one Fhoxia could talk to or something.”“And that is why?”I sighed and nudged my mug at the messenger’s direction . “That body was borrowed from a dead woman. The dead woman was Roscoe’s mate.” Harley’s jaw dropped and before he could pry more,