Share

His Regret

Author: Favor V April
last update Last Updated: 2025-05-01 10:00:32

Lucas’s POV

The moment she turned her back on me, I felt it. The splintering of something precious, a wound tearing through my chest like claws raking against raw flesh.

But I couldn’t stop her. I couldn’t chase her down and tell her I was lying through my teeth.

That I’d just destroyed the one person who made me feel alive.

The courtyard was silent, her scent still clinging to the air—wild, intoxicating, everything I’d never deserved. And now it was tainted with the bitter stench of her heartbreak.

I closed my eyes, forcing the rising fury back down. Because this was how it had to be. I’d made my choice.

Duty over desire. The pack over my own pathetic needs.

“Good riddance.” I spat the words into the darkness, but even my wolf didn’t believe me.

The beast was snarling, thrashing against the chains I’d wrapped around it. Because my wolf wanted her. Needed her. And I’d just thrown her away like she was nothing.

But what other choice did I have?

I turned away, my body tense with rage and something far worse. Regret.

And for the first time, I realized that rejecting her wasn’t just a decision.

It was a curse.

Selina’s POV

My world collapsed that night.

I left the Blackwood estate with nothing but the clothes on my back, my heart shattered into a million jagged pieces. My wolf thrashed wildly within me, her howls of anguish echoing in my skull like a death knell. I could barely breathe, my chest tight and raw as if Lucas had reached into me and ripped my soul clean out.

The icy wind cut through me as I stumbled through the darkened woods, my vision blurred by tears and fury. His words repeated in my head over and over, a vicious mantra that wouldn’t stop torturing me.

A pathetic fling. A childish obsession. A mistake.

I’d given him everything. My heart. My body. My soul. And he’d tossed it all away like I was nothing. No—worse than nothing. I was a stain, a distraction from his grand destiny.

I collapsed by a fallen tree, my hands clawing into the damp earth. The coldness of the soil seeped into my skin, grounding me even as my body threatened to fall apart. My sobs came hard and fast, ugly and relentless, but I refused to muffle them. I needed to feel the pain. I needed it to swallow me whole.

Because what else was left?

I don’t know how long I stayed there, broken and hollow. Hours. Maybe days. Everything blurred together into a void of misery and betrayal. My wolf’s sorrow bled into mine, her agonized whimpers a constant reminder of what I’d lost.

But even in the midst of my agony, something darker was born.

Rage.

It slithered into my chest, coiling around my shattered heart like a venomous snake. The humiliation of his rejection was a bitter poison that burned through me until the pain turned into something colder. Sharper and more dangerous.

I wasn’t going to let Lucas Blackwood destroy me.

No. He might have thrown me away like garbage, but I was going to rise from the ashes of his rejection stronger than ever.

The bond we shared still pulsed faintly beneath my skin, a cruel reminder of the connection he’d severed. But if he could turn his back on our bond so easily, then so could I.

I forced myself to stand, my limbs trembling with exhaustion and fury. The ache in my chest was still there, a dull throb of betrayal and longing, but I refused to let it break me.

He wanted me gone? Fine.

I’d leave. And I would make sure he regretted ever throwing me away.

Two Weeks Later….

“You’re pregnant.” The words hit me harder than Lucas’s rejection ever could.

I stared at the doctor, her expression carefully neutral, her clipboard clutched in her hands as if she expected me to explode at any moment. But I was frozen. My mind was unable to process the words she’d just spoken.

Pregnant.

With his child. He rejected me; he fucking rejected me, and now I'm pregnant? Is this a joke?

The room spun, my heartbeat thundering in my ears. The bitter, vengeful resolve I’d built over the past two weeks crumbled beneath the weight of this new reality. How could this be happening? How could the universe be this cruel?

“Miss Carter?” The doctor’s voice was gentle, but her concern was laced with impatience. “Did you hear me?”

“Yes.” My voice sounded distant, numb. “I heard you.”

“Would you like to discuss your options?”

Options? Like there were any. I pressed my trembling hands against my stomach, my mind racing. I’d left the pack with nothing. No home. No money. And definitely no support.

But somehow, the thought of giving up the only piece of Lucas I had left made my wolf snarl with raw protectiveness. This child was mine. No matter how ruthless or how heartless Lucas had been, this child hadn’t asked to be brought into this nightmare.

My chest tightened, a fierce determination burning through the haze of despair.

“No,” I said, my voice like steel. “There’s nothing to discuss. I’m keeping my baby.”

Six Months Later…

I’d always been resilient, but pregnancy was a brutal test of my endurance. I’d spent the last few months clawing my way back from nothing, building a life out of the ruins Lucas left me in.

I worked myself to the bone, doing everything from bartending to temp jobs to keep myself fed. The nights were the worst. Haunted by dreams of him, of what could have been. But every time doubt crept in, I’d press my hand to my growing belly and remind myself who I was doing this for.

My son.

He was the reason I survived. The reason I pushed through the exhaustion, the hunger, the bone-deep loneliness. Because I refused to let Lucas’s betrayal destroy us both.

By the time Damon was born, I had managed to secure a low-level position at a law firm. My intellect and determination quickly earned me promotions, and I devoured every challenge they threw at me.

Law became my weapon. My way of taking back control of a world that had ripped everything from me.

Within three years, I was no longer just a struggling single mother. I was a force to be reckoned with. A ruthless, brilliant lawyer feared and respected by anyone with half a brain.

And I’d done it all without him. Without Lucas Blackwood.

But my hatred for him had only grown sharper over time. His betrayal was a scar that refused to heal, an open wound I kept alive to fuel my ambition.

Because while he might have broken my heart, I would break him one way or another.

Continue to read this book for free
Scan code to download App

Latest chapter

  • Alpha’s Dark Redemption    She's coming with me

    Jonathan's POVBlackwood's place was as predictably sterile as the man himself—high-gloss marble in the foyer, gold accents everywhere, not an ounce of personality in the entire mausoleum. Even the air was cold, like he'd figured out a way to refrigerate the oxygen to chill off his guests before he even had to look at them. I stepped into the atrium with the sort of flourish I knew would make the help anxious, my boots echoing on the stone like gunshots.I didn’t bother to announce myself. If you’re going to insult a man’s hospitality, you may as well let him catch you in the act. I tossed my coat at a startled maid, nearly bowling her over with the force of my disregard, then made a beeline for the grand staircase that split the entrance like the jaws of some ancient beast.The house was full of the usual empty aristocrat chatter, which I cut through with a smile that showed every tooth. I made no detours, didn’t linger to chat with some hollow-eyed diplomat, or exchange thinly veile

  • Alpha’s Dark Redemption    Powerplay

    Jonathan's POVThe dead have better manners than most people I know.Take this one, for example. She’s lying at my feet, every artery neatly severed, still clutching her pale blue clutch like a debutante waiting for her limo. I’d say “rest in peace,” but she looks more at peace than any living girl I’ve met at Lucas’s parties.The trick is to leave a little color in the cheeks. Too pale, and even the idiots in this city start asking questions. I put her out in the cold where the body will keep. No one will find her until sunrise. There’s enough time. There’s always enough time if you take it.The other trick is never to get sentimental about your food. By the time the sun starts nibbling at the eastern sky, I’m already standing on Lucas’s doorstep, wiping the crimson from my lips with a napkin I stole from his own kitchen. They’re the expensive kind, embossed with the Sterling crest: two griffins, one for pride, the other for cruelty. Old money, old secrets. Lucas has both in spades,

  • Alpha’s Dark Redemption    She’s mine

    Jonathan’s POVI arrived late in the morning—late enough that the estate was fully awake, yet early enough that no one expected me to come unannounced, uninvited, and entirely unbothered by it. The guards at the gate—those same little lapdogs Lucas trained to bare their teeth at anyone without a Blackwood birthmark—looked unsure the second they saw me.As they should.I didn’t wait for clearance. I didn’t roll down my window or flash a fake smile. I stared at them through the glass until one of them caved and waved me through with the kind of hesitation reserved for wild animals and ticking bombs.Because that’s what I was now.A man wrapped in the skin of something worse.Lucas was by the main doors when I pulled up.Perfect.He didn’t say a word as I stepped out of the car, buttoning my coat with slow, calculated ease, letting the tension stretch between us like barbed wire. His eyes flicked to me, cold and unreadable, but I caught the twitch in his jaw. The way his fingers curled a

  • Alpha’s Dark Redemption    Let the game begin

    Jonathan’s POVThe second those steel gates creaked open, slow and reluctant, like the mansion itself was trying to deny me, I adjusted my collar and stepped forward with the kind of deliberate calm that hides a knife behind its back, because I knew exactly what I was walking into—and I wanted every goddamn second of it.The wolves had kept me waiting at the perimeter, their eyes sharp and suspicious, their noses twitching like bloodhounds trying to sniff out something they couldn’t place. Of course, they couldn’t. That was the point. I wasn’t here to be placed. I was here to unsettle. To unseat. To remind Lucas Blackwood that while he had strength, territory, and dominance—I had her.Selina. My girl. His fucking mate.And if I had to play the devoted boyfriend card all the way to hell to make him squirm, so be it.I walked through the front doors without needing to be escorted—because when a man walks like he owns the place, no one dares tell him otherwise—and there he was.Lucas Bla

  • Alpha’s Dark Redemption    The Man at the Gate

    Selina’s POVThe call came just as I was settling Damon into his temporary room, the one Lucas had reluctantly offered with clipped words and a stiff nod, like the idea of our presence under his roof still grated at some part of him he couldn’t name or wouldn’t admit to—but that wasn’t my concern right now, because Damon was safe, tucked into blankets that smelled faintly of pine and leather and the subtle musk that clung to the walls of this estate like an invisible warning that we were in wolf territory now.My phone buzzed again, more insistent this time, and I sighed, pulling it from the back pocket of my jeans and staring down at Jonathan’s name flashing across the screen like a brand I no longer wanted to wear.I hesitated. Just for a second. Then I answered.“Selina,” his voice came through sharp, too even, like he was trying to hold back something that had already broken loose beneath the surface, “I went to your penthouse.”I blinked, pressing the phone closer to my ear. “Jon

  • Alpha’s Dark Redemption    What I can’t run from

    Grant’s POVThe day passed in fragments. Too many voices. Too many thoughts. Too many fucking emotions clawing at my chest like my ribs were a cage and everything inside me wanted out—wanted to scream, to shift, to destroy.But I didn’t. I paced instead.Around the perimeter. Through the halls. In and out of the training grounds. Anywhere but the east wing, anywhere but the spot I knew she was in. Vera.My mate. My human fucking mate.She hadn’t run. She hadn’t slapped me or screamed or asked what kind of psycho I was for yelling at invisible wolves and fleeing into the forest like some lunatic on the verge of a nervous breakdown. No. She’d followed me to the edge of the estate, arms crossed, lips pressed, and said, You’re not getting rid of me that easily.And just like that, I was fucked, because now I couldn’t get rid of her even if I wanted to.Not that I wanted to.Goddess!I was so far past wanting her I didn’t even know where I was anymore. Every second I spent not touching her

More Chapters
Explore and read good novels for free
Free access to a vast number of good novels on GoodNovel app. Download the books you like and read anywhere & anytime.
Read books for free on the app
SCAN CODE TO READ ON APP
DMCA.com Protection Status