BILLIE
I sleep restlessly on the futon, then wake up and roll it up. I do my morning routine, then throw my dance gear into my school bag. I’m waiting on the stoop when Raven pulls up in a black Ford Mustang. He gets out as I stand up and holds his hand out to me, helping me down the stoop. Then he kisses my cheek. “Show me where it is and I’ll grab anything you need. We can get a truck as well.” “No need. If my chest can fit in the back of your car, and two boxes of books in the trunk, my futon can go on top of the chest and I’ll carry my clothes bag.” “Perfect, show me where.” I take him inside and he insists on carrying my trunk alone, then setting it in the back of his car as gently as if it were a valuable antique. He does the same with my books in his trunk, along with my bag of clothes, sets the futon in the backseat, and all I have to carry is my school bag. I lock the back door and leave the key at the office, paying my final rent. Then Raven asks me where to. “Do you know something called the Rock House?” “Precious, that’s where I live. You’re the new scholarship student coming to stay with us.” “You’re in the Underground? What is it?” “Eh, part gang, part secret society.” I’m so shocked, I put my hand on his leg without thinking,”What kind of secret society?” “It’s complicated. Young wolf shifters aren’t as in control of our baser instincts as the adults. When we go off to college at Crescent or other schools in other regions, the werewolf gangs help keep our hormones and animal instincts in check. It’s good for human/wolf relations, and we help each other with all the shit that comes with being an older adolescent werewolf. And the secret society aspects ground us with ritual and bonding. Plus the rivalries give us somewhere to take out our aggression away from the fragile humans. Underground may look like a bunch of drama geeks, choir nerds, and artsy freaks, but we’re a gang, and we can hold our own.” “You formed to protect each other. And humans.” He tweaks my nose. “Exactly.” “That’s all right then.” He chuckles. “I’m glad you approve.” “Shit, I didn’t mean—“ “No, I mean it, really. I like you, so I’m glad you approve.” “Oh! Good.” He starts the Mustang, and we drive to campus. “What you saw the other night was a council between Tristan, our leader, and Spader, leader of Lunacy, the sports-centric Society and our rivals. It didn’t end well, as you’re aware.” I touch my throat. “Yes. Tristan is your leader?” “Undoubtedly. He formed the Underground when he was 14.” “Wow. That’s impressive.” “It is. We protect each other. We might all be freaks, but as most of us are the children of alphas or betas, we’re physically strong, and with Tris and Fleming’s help, we all became good fighters. We settle most disputes in the fighting ring. For when a council doesn’t work.” “Wait…is that what happens next? Because of me?” “That’s yet to be seen. We’re giving Spader time to lick his wounds. Heal his wrist. It’s his move next.” I shift uncomfortably in my seat. “I don’t want anyone getting hurt because of me.” “Precious, don’t worry your head about it. Look at what’s happened! You’re getting out of that…tiny trailer,” he says diplomatically. “Starting a new adventure. I heard you were a student of dance. Modern or ballet?” “Modern, though I’m trained in classical ballet and I could be in a chorus, though maybe not the lead. Modern dance is my strength, where I shine solo. I have a mix of styles, but lyrical dance is the one I use most often when I’m choreographing for my own routine.” “Do you feel you pay more attention to the music, or do you interpret emotions or events through your dance?” he asks curiously. “Both. I try to pick pieces that reflect what I want to portray, emotionally, and then tailor my dance to that.” “When I paint, I try to reflect the emotions surrounding the subject, not just a flat depiction, so that makes sense to me.” I look over at him shyly. “I’d like to see your paintings.” “You will, they’re all over Rock House, along with other’s art. We’re a very decorated house, with all the creatives living here. I would love to have you model for me.” “You want to paint me?” My face flushes at the compliment. “Very much. I think you would be an interesting subject, and your beauty doesn’t hurt.” We pull up to a block on campus that holds a dormitory built like a castle. There are four connected towers, with an open arch in the middle leading to a central courtyard. I can see rose bushes and ivy climbing the walls, which have polished stones on them. “It’s beautiful. I can’t believe I’ll be living here. It’s like a fairy tale.” “Little Red Riding Hood?” he smirks. “I promise, none of us want to eat you—not in the traditional sense.” He gives me a charismatic lascivious look. “Welcome to Rock House.” He’s flirting with me. And he’s really hot. Oh my god, what do I say? We pull my things out of the car and he leads me to a tower that’s bigger than the others, unlocking the door with a card. “You should have one of these waiting in your room.” Thankfully, Thorne meets us in the stairwell. “Hello, small girl. I’m glad you’re the scholarship student.” “Thanks, me too.” He takes my futon. “Your room is up here.” We walk up the steps to the third floor, where there are two doors. The first door is labeled “O’Donnell”. Raven opens the one labeled “Black”. We pile in. “Surprise?” Dominic says hopefully. He and Fleming are standing inside my unlocked dorm room, which is newly painted and full of furniture that doesn’t belong to me. “What’s happening here?” I ask warily. “Well, the Phantom knows all the secrets to getting free furniture and belongings that get left behind on campus, and we got you some things and cleaned them up…” Raven trails off as I look around in wonder. “Most of the scholarship humans don’t have much…we like to make them feel welcome and safe.” The walls have been painted a deep rose color. There’s a white four poster bed, with a fluffy faux fur blanket. A matching furniture set of dresser, desk, and vanity table, all in white, too. There’s a full length mirror in the corner, built in bookshelves, a mini refrigerator, a pink and gold desk set on top of the desk, and… “Is that…a laptop?” “Before you freak, I have a buddy who works in the shop that refurbishes old classroom and faculty computers. He owed me a favor,” Fleming says. “We thought the new scholarship student—who turned out to be the hot girl we met this week—might need updated equipment and a furnished room.” I let out a breath. There are string lights hanging in loops on the ceiling, flowers on the vanity table, a plant hanging from a macrame holder, and a rose-colored reading chair in the corner of the office area. “This is…how much did this cost?” “Seriously, you owe us nothing, precious,” Raven says. “We’re a non-profit. Don’t worry about us.” He sets the chest at the end of the bed. I stuff my futon underneath it, and put the trash bag holding my clothes in the closet. “Welcome to Crescent and the Rock House,” Flemings tells me. “I’m a drama major, and Dom over there is majoring in Cultural Studies.” “Hello again. I’m a dancer.” “We were told,” Dominic says. “Tristan had a practice area set up with a barre in the basement. The other dance majors will be able to use it, too, so you’re very popular with them now.” “That was considerate of him,” I say. They leave to let me get settled in, Fleming making a lunch date in the courtyard with me. I accept shyly, remembering how he’d called me “hot”. They were all gently flirtatious, as if they didn’t want to startle me. And they were all extremely attractive. Still, I couldn’t help thinking about Tristan’s black hair, green eyes, and lip ring. The way he snapped Spader’s wrist as if it were nothing. How quickly he’d reacted when I was threatened. The way he stared at me, as if marking me with his eyes.BILLIE“So, how are things with Thorne?” Rachel asks Agnes. We're eating an all-girls lunch and we've decided it's safe for Agnes and Enid to sit with us since Thorne publicly claimed Agnes last night at a university-sponsored “Togetherness Rally”. She smiles that almost creepy knowing smile she gets and says, “I swear to Goddess you guys, I have never had it hotter. He just wants me so much. It's such an ego rush.”“Yeah, okay, that's good,” I say, feeling protective of Thorne, “but how do you feel about him?”“I like that he's big.” She wiggles her eyebrows. “And quiet. But in an almost creepy way, which I dig. He's got those intense eyes. And okay, yeah, I like him as a person, too. He's odd. I like that.”“Sounds like true love,” Sophie drawls.Agnes snorts. “Never! I mean it's nothing personal. I just don't want to fall in love. With anyone. Ever.”“You two make two halves of a whole,” Abby says, pointing between Enid and Agnes.“Are you implying a distaste for sexual contact ma
BILLIEThey all think they know me.I don't mean my friends, the family I've built here at the Rock House and at the House of the Children of Diana–who we're still meeting in secret, not wanting to tip off the Traditionalists that witches are working against them–I mean everyone else in this school. They think because they hear the whispers, because I'm kind even to those who are not, they know my story.No one knows my full story except Tristan, who I told late one cold night under the covers, about what it was like growing up poor with no father and a mother in and out of reality, then living alone in that trailer park with barely any security, how the men would follow me sometimes. How Spader wasn't the first guy who ever propositioned me, just the one that made me snap.No one but Tristan knows me so completely. I pour all my emotions about my change and my new fame out onto the stage as an offering to the moon goddess during my performance at the Spring Showcase. There are peopl
TRISTAN “I have to say, Billie, you're being very mature about all these changes,” my father says on the computer screen. It's a high compliment from him. “Thank you, Alpha Connor. I don’t want to be a burden to anyone.” “Nonsense,” he says. “Being a member of a pack means you're never a burden. We're here for each other. How do you feel about continuing the research study at the Institute?” “I feel fine with it, as long as it doesn't get in the way of school,” she says. “You've always struck me as a responsible girl, Billie. Are you sure about this fight? Administration has said they will allow it under Title IX. But I want to make sure this is something you want to do.” “Yes, Alpha. I need to do this for the pack.” “All right then, you have my blessing.” I close the laptop after my father signs off and turn to Billie. “Now we just have to wait.” “It will be good to have some breathing space, with Hyde's mouth shut and with campus being more calm,” she says. I pull
BILLIEI am the thing they're afraid of.As we walked around campus that first day, that was the thought that struck me the most: they're afraid of me.There are all sorts of rumors and legends about werewolves who have been turned by the bite of another wolf, I've learned.Rumors that we're bigger. Stronger. More powerful. More vicious. More…paranormal.My senses have been getting more fine tuned every day. I can focus in on one smell, or one sound, and tell where it's coming from. I can differentiate spices in my food more clearly. My sense of direction, my balance, my stealth, my reflexes, my tolerance of pain and discomfort, all are being studied and all advance further every day.The doctors and researchers at the Werewolf Health Institute are all very polite; none of them assume my cooperation or get pissy when I'm at my limit. They're all so grateful that I'm willing to be experimented on. The discomfort and pain series of experiments was particularly difficult for Tristan to s
TRISTANMy girl looks like an avenging angel in her tight black outfit and her tall black boots, flanked by her girls, all with various “don’t fuck with me” looks on their faces. I walk in front, then Billie with Abby, Sophie, and Rachel, with Dominic directly in her rear, along with the rest of the guys. We make it to the meeting place early and situate ourselves similarly, Billie taking a chair in the center with Dom off to Billie’s side to keep an eye on anything approaching her, and her girl gang acting casual but tight around her. I take a spot near the front, where I’ll be able to move around and intimidate. After a while, four guys from Lunacy come into the meeting room. They all have crew cuts, and they’re all from the football team. Sullivan is our quarterback. They stand there in a line four across. They all look desperate but determined.Sullivan is the first to speak. “We have a proposal that we think will end all this and get everything back to normal.”“Do tell,” Billie
BILLIE“Just one more run, Billie, then we can go on a break.”I'm at the Werewolf Health Institute on Crescent University campus. I'm in my wolf form and I've allowed them to hook machines up to my body while I'm on a treadmill running as fast as I can. I'm about at my limit–not physically, I could go all night, but mentally and emotionally.I want to go home.My body has changed. I already had dancer muscles and strength training with Fleming. My toned legs, arms, and stomach now have a definition to them that wasn’t there. And I’m stronger. Oh boy, am I stronger.I was able to lift a corner of Raven’s vintage Mustang while in human form.And that’s great. But now I want to go home.“One more test, and that's it,” Tristan tells them.They have me run for another ten minutes, recording data. Then I'm unhooked from the machines. I immediately go behind a screen and change into my human self, then get dressed. I come back out and say goodbye to the whole team of grad students and rese