LOGIN“They killed my friend, Cedric,” Leanna hisses. “A man who did not deserve to die. His wife is a homemaker. They have two boys in school. Their entire lives are about to fall apart. The man she loved is gone. Her sons have lost their father. She will now be living on a small widower’s pension. She has to raise two boys by herself. How is she supposed to do that? How is she supposed to work multiple jobs to pay off the mortgage on their house and cover her children’s expenses? How is she going to help them grieve their father? All of this is because I knew her husband had the means to get us closer to these individuals, and I asked him for a favor.”
There is a sheen of tears in her eyes.
I have watched many of my men fall, their families shattered as a result. A part of me has grown numb to it all. You can’t feel every death, every loss. It has the ability to drive one insane.
I can see my mate unravelling, and I take her in my arms, offering comfort. “Leanna, I can’t help with this grief. It is your own to bear. But it is misplaced. Nothing that happened was your fault. You couldn’t have anticipated any of this. However, I can help with one thing. Monetary help for your friend’s family. If you wish, I can set them up for life. They will never want for anything.”
Leanna pulls away and stares at me. “You would do that?”
I nod. “You are forgetting your status. You are the queen of the Northern Kingdom, Leanna. We have an abundant amount of wealth. You can do what you will with it. If it can help assuage some of this misplaced guilt of yours, I want you to help them.”
She lets out a shaky breath. “It won’t get rid of the guilt, but it will make me feel better. Thank you, Cedric.”
She gets on her tiptoes and presses a kiss to my lips.
It’s a chaste kiss but one that is more precious than anything. My ears feel hot, and I stare at her. I want to take her in my arms and continue. All the desires I’ve been trying to keep suppressed inside me want out. I have missed the taste of her lips, of her skin, the sounds she makes when under me. It’s been difficult to restrain myself, but I’ve had to.
“Why are you staring at me like that?” Leanna asks. Her cheeks are flushed, but she looks happy. Just because I offered to use my wealth to help her friend’s family?
I can give her even more than that if she wants to support them. As long as she smiles at me like this, I will empty the kingdom’s treasury for her.
I have to tear my gaze away from my mate because this is not the time. “We have to go talk to Erik. And we should move Finn right away. I would prefer to hide him in the North, but I have yet to deal with the elders and our enemies over there. Erik’s palace is the only option we have at the moment.”
Leanna agrees and then glances at me, giving me a strained smile. “If Finn stays at the palace, I’ll have to be away from him. I don’t recall a time I wasn’t with him for even one night.”
I sense her uneasiness. “He will be fine. He’ll be in good hands. And we can see him every day if you need to. But for now, we have to secure his safety.”
She nods with a heavy sigh. “You’re right. Of course you’re right.”
Leanna has no choice but to tell Erik the truth about George. Needless to say, he’s not pleased, but he cannot deny that the deputy commissioner was a useful ally. He also promises to grant further financial aid to his widow and sons.
“We’ll pay off the mortgage on their house and transfer title to the widow’s name. I’ll also make sure she is set up with a generous monthly stipend.” Erik leans back in his chair, frowning. “But down to the matter at hand. If these people are following you, that means they want you for some reason.”
“Maybe it was a coincidence.” Cassian pipes up. We had to involve him in this meeting because he’s the face of the task force. When I glare at him, he shrinks in his seat. “Or maybe I’m wrong.”
“The ability to mask their scent.” Erik looks perturbed. “This is not a good thing.”
I exchange a look with my mate before speaking. “The assassination of the former king and queen of the North might share a link with the current kidnappings. I know you’re against the autopsy, Erik, but we need to verify how long these people have been attacking our kind. I haven’t had a chance to go over the contents of the flash drive yet, but George mentioned that there have been a lot of cases. There is clearly something in their bodies, something that can lead us to the culprit. Why else would those corpses have disappeared from the morgue?”
Erik’s jaw tightens. “I already told you—”
“And I’m telling you that I trust Maya. She’s the only one who has the skill set necessary. Be reasonable, Erik. These people have the ability to mask their scent. They must’ve created some formula that works on them. Nobody is safe. And it’s obvious that they did not want those bodies cut up and examined. We need to conduct an autopsy on Harold.”
Cassian hesitates. “I have to agree with the king. If even one human discovers we have such a unique anatomy, there’s nothing to stop them from trying to capture our kind and study our bodies. We could be diving into a very dangerous rabbit hole here.”
“I disagree,” Healer Jerry interjects. “I’m quite interested in Maya’s skills. And she already has an idea of how our bodies function, considering she’s been looking after young Finn for so many years. I would like to learn from her as well as take her under my wing and teach her. But I understand that she has a very sick mother whom she cannot abandon, so asking her to cut ties with the human world might not work.”
“But, Uncle!” Cassian protests. “The dangers of allowing a human to work on our bodies, to learn our secrets—”
“Cassian is right.” Erik shakes his head. “The threat is too great.”
With that, the meeting ends, and Leanna and I wander outside to find our son. He is playing happily, so we sit in the gazebo and watch him for a while.
Finn is more than excited about staying in the palace with Harriet. He has bonded with my attendant, and seeing her eyes light up when he calls her “grandma” makes me wonder if Rothan is going to be pressured into giving her some grandchildren soon.
“He’s going to be fine,” I assure Leanna as she watches our son running circles around Harriet in his wolf form. “Harriet will take care of him. She has a lot of experience. She used to be the only one aside from my parents who could tire me out.”
“What if he misses me?” My mate looks anxious.
“There’s a very low probability of that happening,” I muse. Given how animated Finn is, he’s forgotten about his mother by now.
“Alright.” Leanna gives me a wan smile. “Point taken. Let’s go home.”
“A word, you two?”
Erik’s voice has me looking over my shoulder. The king is standing at the door we came out of earlier, and he motions to us.
“Now what?” I mutter.
Speaking of the young king, he cannot be more than five years of age, and ever since he and Finn met, Alexander has been following my son around, besotted. Finn is being oddly tolerant, and during this three-week visit, he and the boy have become inseparable.“I almost feel that it is unfair for us to leave this child here,” I murmur when two days are left before our visit ends.Cedric is playing with my hair while I lie on my back against him, between his legs. He snorts. “We are not adopting him.”“I’m not saying we have to adopt him,” I argue. “But he lost his mother and all his relatives. He’s so isolated. What if he comes to visit us every couple of months? It will be good for him, and he’ll be able to build bonds with our kingdom, as well. Plus, it would be great for the future if he and Finn can become close friends.”My mate is silent, his fingers still toying with my hair. “I’ll think about it.”I pat his knee. “Great. I’ll tell Rothan to make arrangements. We’ll have Alexand
I made arrangements with the witches who worked on Erik’s palace to keep the temperature consistent. They’ve been willing to help us if we pay them handsomely, and I haven’t kept their powers limited to the castle. The witches are also in charge of casting their magic on the farmers’ lands so that they can grow more crops.I am resting, but I’m also working. It helps me forget the sharp grief that often lodges itself in my throat.But as the two-month mark passes, I feel content. The castle’s staff and the commoners who live in the villages have all been thrilled to have me back. It makes me realize that I didn’t see how much they cared about me before. Having a child playing in the castle has given a new life to the place, and the staff is having the time of their lives spoiling Finn.I lean on the balcony railing, looking out. Finn is running around with two children from the village. I have stressed to Cedric that I want my son to have playmates. Two of the artisans who are working
“I’m not wrong,” Jerry sighs. “Cassian said he was going to take her hostage and then get rid of her. He needed to know what she knew, and that was it. She’s long dead, Leanna.”I break into sobs, unable to stop myself. This is my fault. I dragged her into this.Two small hands cup my face. “Don’t cry, Mom. Please don’t cry.”Finn’s voice jerks me out of my despair temporarily. My sweet boy has shifted back. I hold him in my arms, trying to swallow my sobs. I hear him crying, as well. It takes a lot of effort to force myself to calm down. This is not the time to grieve.I look at Erik. “What about her mother?”My voice is thick, and Jerry says, “I’ll keep looking after her. Even if Maya isn’t here anymore, I will keep my end of the bargain and give her mother the best life I possibly can.”Erik puts his hand on my shoulder. “You should go home, Leanna. You barely survived. Cedric nearly lost his mind. Go back to the North and rebuild your life. Maya is gone, but your son is here, and
“What’s wrong with him?”“He’s been like this ever since he saw you,” Harriet tells me sadly. “He refuses to shift back.”“Finn.” I touch his nose, his forehead, forcing him to look at me. “Finn, I want to see your face.”He whimpers again, and Cedric says, “Give him some time. He hasn’t left your side in days.”“What happened to me?”Everything is very hazy right now. My memories are in chunks and bits, all over the place. I need somebody to help me piece them together.“You don’t remember?” Cedric asks cautiously. “Vivian attacked you.”Vivian.Her very name sends a shock to my system. And then the memories start flooding back. The attack. Jerry.“Where’s Jerry?”“He’s fine,” Harriet assures me. “He woke up two days after the attack. You took two weeks, my dear. The royal healers have been working on you around the clock. You nearly died.” She wipes her eyes. “We didn’t know if you would ever wake up. Your injuries were life-threatening, and whatever Vivian gave you, it temporarily
A hand wraps around my ankle, and I’m being dragged toward Vivian. My head lifts weakly, and I see her crawling toward me, a deranged look on her face.“You think you can get away from me?” She spits at me. “I have to kill you. You have become a thorn in the organization’s path. And you have become far too arrogant for me to let you live. You forgot your place, Leanna! It was always beneath me! You are not—You can never be better than me!”She’s clutching a shard of broken glass, and she sinks it into my calf, dragging it down. I let out a shriek of pain, and she laughs.“Scream all you want! Nobody is coming to save you. Your mate is gone. That barbaric beast is long dead. Just like his parents. The Eastern Kingdom has finally managed to wipe out the entire Northern royal family. Those arrogant beasts!”I kick her in the face, and she falls to the side, blood spurting from her nose.“You’re lying!” I shout at her, blood spilling from my mouth. “Cedric is not dead!”“He is!” Vivian la
I leave Harriet with my son and retire to our suite. Cedric isn’t back yet. I change out of my dress and into a more casual shirt and pajama pants. After wiping off my makeup, I wash the glitter out of my hair and stretch my arms, feeling tired.It’s quite late now. The ball is probably over.After the excitement of the day, both the Eastern and Northern attendees will be on edge. I walk over to the window, wondering if I will get a glimpse of some of the guests walking around. To my surprise, I don’t see any guests, but I do see two familiar figures: Cassian and Maya. They’re walking together in the direction of the cottages. Maya is leaning against Cassian.I smile. Jerry is going to lose his mind.My smile fades in about two seconds.Why didn’t Maya message me? She was supposed to get the test results today and tell me about them. I try calling her, but she doesn’t answer. I suppose I could wait till tomorrow, but…Sighing, I check the time. I’ll just go talk to her. There is no wa







