LOGINFive years ago, I disappeared without a trace, leaving my mate Alpha Rene Beck to believe I was dead. Now I've been found. And Rene isn't the young man I left behind anymore. He's stronger. Colder. Crueler. More dangerous. The kind of Alpha who can command a room with a single look, and make my body remember exactly what it felt like to belong to him. But for him now, I am just his runaway mate who shattered him and vanished without explanation. And he is just the Alpha who calls my 4 years old boy a bastard, who has no idea he's looking at his own flesh and blood. He drags us back to his pack and informs me that in four months he's marrying my half-sister, the woman who helped ruin my life. I should hate him. I should fight him. Instead, every accidental touch, every growled warning reminds me why walking away from him nearly destroyed me. Rene says he wants revenge. So he keeps me close. Too close. Close enough to feel the heat of his body. Close enough to hear the possessive growl in his throat whenever another male looks at me. Close enough to remind us both that the mate bond between us never truly died. No matter how much he wishes it had. The more he tries to make me suffer, the harder it becomes to ignore the hunger still burning between us.
View More(Angelique)
Five years ago, I ran away from my mate.
I was pregnant, terrified, and convinced leaving was the only way to protect my child.
Now I'm twenty-six years old, living in a rundown trailer in a human town that doesn't know werewolves exist. I work double shifts at a diner, hide my scent with herbs, and spend every day trying to give my son the life I stole from him.
Most days, I can pretend we're doing fine.
Today, I can't.
Zack has been running a fever for two days.
He's only four years old, but he's already learned not to complain. He swallows his herb-laced apple juice with a whimper and a shudder, then smiles up at me, wan and trusting, when I tell him what a good boy he is.
My love for him is the only thing strong enough to get me out the door.
As I hold him against my chest, I find myself thinking about the father he'll never know.
The mate I left behind.
For years, I've refused to regret my choice. Regret doesn't pay rent. It doesn't keep food on the table. It doesn't protect a child.
But watching Zack burn up in my arms, I wonder if I was wrong.
My wolf certainly thinks so.
She's been angry ever since I took us away from our pack. Angry that I denied her a mate. Angry that our son is growing up without one. Then I made it worse, never once letting her out to run.
We need our pack. Take us home. Take the pup home.
I ignore her the same way I have for five years.
Home isn't an option.
Not anymore.
I leave Zack with my neighbor Mrs. Acheson, who smells like menthol cigarettes and would lie to the cops for me. I don’t know what I’d do without her help.
I kiss Zack’s hot forehead and tell him to be good. I don't let myself cry until I'm behind the wheel of my beat-up little Miata, where he can't see me break down.
I pull into the lot and see three fancy trucks I don't recognize, parked too close to the door, in that particular sprawl that says we'll move when we feel like it.
Bad feeling. Big one.
My wolf's gone silent, but every other instinct I've got is screaming at me to run.
But rent's due next week, Zack needs a real doctor, and I scraped the last of the herbs into his juice this morning.
We need more.
The dregs I rubbed on my gums won't stop another wolf from smelling what I am.
With any luck they'll stop one from knowing who I am.
Rent doesn't matter if you're dead, a little voice offers, unhelpfully.
Not my wolf, some darker part of my psyche.
The thought terrifies me.
What happens to Zack if I'm not around to protect him?
I sat there for a minute. Two. Weighing options I don't actually have.
I get out of the car and tell myself it'll be fine.
Linda's at the grill, shoulders up around her ears.
"Order for booth six is up. Maria ducked out. Best not to keep them waiting. But be careful, Angelique. There's something dangerous about them."
Fuck.
Linda's human.
She can't smell a werewolf across a room.
But she can feel a predator in one, the way prey always can, even when it can't put a name to the thing.
I tie the apron tighter and pick up the tray.
There are four men at booth six, and they're definitely wolves.
Suits cut to let a body shift inside them.
Pack tailoring.
Cufflinks that would cover my rent and groceries for a year and leave a little over for gas.
Hands that have done damage and slept fine after.
Two of them have their backs to me.
One of those is built like a doorway. The others aren't small, but he's huge.
The scent hits me three steps out and I almost lose the tray.
Their smells are all tangled together, and the collective power of it burns my nose.
Alpha and three Betas.
Under the expensive cologne is the thing wolves never quite manage to bury.
Aggression. Savagery. Primal impulse.
My wolf drops flat to her belly and whines in a way I can't read.
There's fear in it. But there's something else too.
I don't make eye contact as I set the plates down. My eyes stay glued to the table.
"Could I get you anything else?" I ask, topping up their water from the iced pitcher in the center.
"I can think of several things, sweetheart," the smallest of them murmurs smugly.
I refuse to react. Play deaf. Turn to go.
The one closest to me moves so fast I don't see it.
His hand's on my apron strings before my brain can form the word don't.
He yanks hard and I tumble sideways into his lap.
The tray hits the linoleum. His other arm comes around my waist like iron.
He buries his nose in the side of my throat and inhales.
Under his cologne is want.
Hot, ugly, hunting want, and his wolf is right at the surface where I can feel it.
My wolf is snarling and snapping now, done playing dead.
"Hello, little wolf."
I can't breathe.
His hand slides under my apron and skirt, up my thigh, slow, tracing over bare skin.
His fingers stop at the edge of my underwear and hover there. A promise.
The man across from him laughs low, watching with hungry eyes.
The third says, easy and amused, "Don't hog her, brother."
The biggest one, the Alpha, hasn't moved.
The wolf at my throat licks the place where my pulse is hammering.
"What's a pretty thing like you doing all the way out here by yourself?"
His mouth is at my ear now.
Even without his erection pressed against my ass, I'd be able to smell exactly what he's decided.
"No mate-scent on you. Nobody's coming to stop me. I could have you in the back of my truck in two minutes, sweetheart, and nobody in this room would do a damn thing about it. Would they?"
The urge to shift is overwhelming.
But shifting in front of humans is the one law of my old world that doesn't bend.
If he tries to drag me out the back, I'm going to have to break it anyway, because I won't let him-
"Let. Her. Go."
Three words, growled so low they hit like a boulder.
Every wolf at booth six stops breathing.
So do I.
Because I know that voice.
I know it better than my own.
It’s the voice I spent five years running from.
The voice I thought I'd buried the day I faked my death and disappeared, already pregnant with Zack.
But it isn't the same voice anymore.
It has weight in it now.
The kind of weight an Alpha doesn't carry unless something has broken him.
Something terrible.
Something I did.
(Angelique)Zack wakes us at six by starfishing into the middle of the bed and announcing, "It's THE DAY."He's five.He's ours.And in about four hours he's going to eat his body weight in diner pancakes, because today we're driving down to the old town, and I'm not scared of a single mile of it.No herbs in his juice.He’s discovered he loves apple juice when it doesn’t taste like dirt and feet.My son smells like Beck and dirt and grass and boy, all the way down the highway, with the windows open, because he can.Mrs. Acheson's trailer looks exactly the same and so does she.She takes one look at the enormous black SUV, then at Rene unfolding out of it, then at me, and lights a menthol with the unhurried air of a woman confirming a theory."So that's the fella," she says."Knew you weren't hiding from nothing worth less than that."Her letter found us in the spring.Three lines, no return address needed apparently, ending with ‘whatever you ran from, I hope it either died or smarte
(Parker)I stuffed Donovan's letter in my jacket pocket before coming out for the last night of the crowning feast and Tova finds it in two minutes."Hold still."She's supposedly fixing my collar.Her hand dips, comes out with the envelope, and she steps back out of arm's reach to read it, because she is a thief with excellent instincts."That's private.""Nothing's private, I occasionally help with the laundry."Her eyes move down the page."Karth wants you back. Alpha seat. Donovan says," she squints,"Eleven years is a long time to keep a man's chair from wobbling, come home before I start liking it.'"She lowers the letter."He's funny. Why do you have funny friends and no personality?""I have a personality.""You have a gruff tone and a hard stare."She hands the letter back."So. When do you leave?"And there it is.The question I've been carrying around like a stone since getting that letter.Eleven years I knew what every morning was for.Follow up on all leads and wait for
(Rene)The hall's held a near crowning and a trial and a killing, and today it holds three hundred wolves who came back to watch me get it right.Same altar.Same cloth.Same crown, which is lighter than it looks.I learned that the last time, holding it over the wrong head.Alpha Doyle's in the third row again.Arms uncrossed, this time.He caught me in the corridor an hour ago, gripped my hand hard enough to grind bone, and said, "Took you long enough to believe what the whole east wing could smell."One line, and he'd clearly been polishing it for weeks.I let him have the last word without argument.The front row is filled to capacity.Cole, looking far happier than he did the last time.Tova, arm out of the bandage, in an actual dress, under protest.Brynn, who tried to argue against it, but Angelique insisted she was family and belong there.It cost her something to do and cost the room something to see, but I believe in the end it will make things better for everyone.Parker is
(Angelique)"Stop stalling," Rene says."I'm stretching.""You've stretched for ten minutes. You're stalling."We're at the tree line in the dark, and I'm in his shirt and nothing else, and my heart is thundering like I'm eighteen and about to jump off the quarry rock.Five years of herbs and then weeks of being afraid to try, telling myself there was no safe place for it, no time, telling myself anything except the truth, which is that she hates me and I know it and I've been putting off the conversation.My wolf has rarely spoken to me in the last five years. Most of the sentences when she did contained the word traitor."What if she won't come?" I ask. "What if it’s been so long, I can’t change anymore.""Then we walk back and try tomorrow, and the day after, for as long as it takes."He pulls the shirt over my head, folds it over a branch, matter-of-fact, like he's not stripping me in the woods."But she'll come. She's been pacing since we walked out here. I can feel her through y
(Angelique)Gold.His eyes have gone gold.Wolf-gold, the color the eye turns when the animal comes up to the surface to look out.The exact thing I've spent years making sure mine never do where a human can see.So either Parker isn't human.Or I've finally lost it."Quiet," he says, before I can
(Angelique)The bell over the door is still swinging when my knees give out.I catch the edge of the booth before I hit the floor.There's broken glass and debris everywhere.The pitcher, two plates, the tray. Damaged stock comes out of my wages. That's the thought my brain hands me.Not he's here.
(Rene)The Murphys are already on their feet when I close the distance to her."Get out," I say without turning my head. "Now."The bell rings, leaving us alone in the room.She is shaking.Mine. Protect. Claim. Take her. Mark her.I push my wolf down, warning him to be quiet. Angelique is shaking
(Angelique) Five years ago, I ran away from my mate.I was pregnant, terrified, and convinced leaving was the only way to protect my child.Now I'm twenty-six years old, living in a rundown trailer in a human town that doesn't know werewolves exist. I work double shifts at a diner, hide my scent w






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