MasukNat’s POV
I take a cab to the hospital, glancing at the wristwatch where it displays how late I am. Thirty minutes late. I bite my lips and brush my hair back before entering the building, waving at a few colleagues along the way. As soon as I check in, my colleague with the previous shift immediately wave. “Nat, you’re here.” I walk over with a smile. “Good morning, Sera. Apologies for the delay.” She yawns, stretching as she gets up. “It's okay…” Her eyes linger on my face and her voice trails off. “Why do you look so pale uh? And your voice also sounds thick. Do you catch a cold or something?” “Just a mild one. I need to prep for my first patient. I’ll inform the supervisor on my way.” Sera nods in understanding. “Patient Freya?” I rock my head in a nod. She sighs, closing the chart in front of her with a thump. “She only ever settles for you. Heavens know why.” I smile slightly before walking to my office. I have a small window before the appointment. I was in too much of a rush and didn't take any med or even eat. So I decide to go get the med first. The health office is just on the floor below mine. Taking the elevator, I arrive in the curtained cubicle, exchanging greetings with the cheerful nurse whom I am familiar with. The doctor inside is also a friend of mine, so the moment I get in, I already open my mouth to say hi, but the words die in my throat at the presence of two other people in the room. Perched on the edge of the exam table is Thalie, looking delicate and pale. And standing protectively close, his hand on her back, is Ivan. [Oh, for pity's sake!] Noelle groans, her exasperation mirroring what is going on in my head. Of all the rooms in this vast hospital, I just have to run into them here. As if they haven’t soiled my mood enough with their voices. What a joke. Our eyes collide at the same moment, and the smile on Thalie’s face freezes. My gaze doesn’t miss the way her fingers, previously resting lightly on his arm, now wrap around it possessively. I turn to the doctor. “Good morning.” “Nat.” He returns, and his brows furrow with concern as his gaze drops to my face. “What happened? You look ghostly. Are you coming down with something?” I ignore the lovers’ intense eyes on me and help myself to a seat. “Went to a pool party, got pushed into the pool by someone, and was foolish enough to fall asleep in the bathtub afterward.” He clicks his tongue with obvious disapproval. “Natasha, you of all people should know how to care for yourself. Let’s get your vitals.” I allow the thermometer and blood pressure cuff to do their work, my expression calm, unlike certain people who fix their attention on me. “Temperature’s 100.1°F,” he says, jotting notes. “You’ve got a slight fever. Mild cold, not a big deal, but you should rest when you can. Take this,” he adds, handing over a small packet of paracetamol. “And plenty of fluids. And for Pete’s sake, mask up around the immunocompromised.” I nod, slipping the medicine into my pocket. “I understand. Thank you.” With no plans to linger, I turn to leave, but I don’t make it past the doorway before I hear that voice, filled with command and… concern? “Nat! Wait.” I pretend not to hear, my pace the same. But sincerely, I wish to get out of this place faster. Yet he suddenly grabs my hand and spins me to face him. “What is it?” I question as he looms over me. Oh, did I mention he’s wearing a new suit? And also, there’s this faint floral scent on him that clearly isn’t his, and it churns my stomach, sending waves of nausea down my throat. I ignore the urge and stare at him calmly. “What is it?” “You are sick? Why didn’t you tell me? Planning to keep it to yourself so it worsens enough for me to take care of you? Seriously? Do you wish to be in Thalie’s position that badly?” [What the hell is he yapping about?] Noelle grumbles. And yes, I’m curious too. Where does he get the feeling that I’m waiting for him to come back? I lost hope already. I have no chance to rebut before he continues. “Is that why your voice sounds like that this morning? You could have explained.” Oh… so he cares after all… “I’d have understood why you behave like that.” That makes me pause, and I stare into his eyes. “Behaving like how?” He doesn’t hesitate. Not even for a second.Nat's POVThalie crosses her legs, her voice filled with arrogance even though she is smiling. "I hope you realize now that I'm more than qualified for this position." The supervisor gives an awkward chuckle. “Well! Natasha will be with us for one more month. Plenty of time for you to learn the ropes together.”“She is planning to resign?” Ivan speaks, his gaze snapping to me, his voice laced with surprise. I ignore him, instead flipping through the files in my hand.He averts his gaze when the supervisor answers. “Yes. Unfortunately. She is one of our hardest workers. I’ll miss her dearly. But one can’t stand in the way of greatness. Wherever Natasha goes, she’ll excel. I know that." Thalie snorts, the sound filled with ridicule.The supervisor’s gaze moves between us, and one could almost see the question mark on her forehead.I shake my head. “I’ll take my leave now.”The supervisor nods, yet Thalie raises her hand. “How about I come with you? I would love to observe." Ivan qui
[Can I safely assume this woman has a fucking homing beacon on us?] Noelle mutters, her voice thick with annoyance.An ominous feeling settles in my stomach, dark and foreboding. My fingers instinctively curl into fists.It can’t be… right?The supervisor’s face brightens with a professional smile. “Perfect timing! Come in.”The door opens, and my vision blur. The supervisor is still smiling. “Natasha, that’s the—”“The new intern,” I finish for her.She nods, to my horror. “Why, yes. Thalie Noor, our new intern. She’ll be shadowing you.”I snap. “Does she even possess the basic qualifications for this ward, or is this just another privileged placement?”“What do you mean by that?” Thalie’s voice echoes behind me, filled with confusion. Ivan’s arm is wrapped possessively around her waist. They both stare at me; his expression a mix of warning and disappointment, hers wide-eyed innocence.The supervisor smiles awkwardly. “Natasha isn’t feeling well today. Please excuse her.” With that,
Nat’s POV“Defensive. You keep acting like a shrew and all, even insulting Thalie. Look, I actually wanted to ask you; since you’re a doctor, regarding what Thalie should take for her cold. But you just wouldn’t pick up your phone to be helpful.”The absurdity of his words makes my stomach churn even harder. I stare into his eyes, fingers digging into my nails. “Do you seriously have no idea who pushed me into the pool and how I caught this cold, huh?”He looks at me, puzzled.I take a deep breath, trying to regulate my emotions. “You know what? You’re a lost cause.”I turn sharply, desperate for space and clean air, but he grabs my sleeve again. His pull is forceful, and I’m caught off guard.His other arm instinctively shoots out, catching me around the waist. His firm grip, once familiar, now feels like a violation that makes my skin crawl.“Where are you going without answering my question?” he demands, voice hard.I want to say something, snap back, shove his hand away, remind hi
Nat’s POVI take a cab to the hospital, glancing at the wristwatch where it displays how late I am. Thirty minutes late.I bite my lips and brush my hair back before entering the building, waving at a few colleagues along the way.As soon as I check in, my colleague with the previous shift immediately wave. “Nat, you’re here.”I walk over with a smile. “Good morning, Sera. Apologies for the delay.”She yawns, stretching as she gets up. “It's okay…” Her eyes linger on my face and her voice trails off. “Why do you look so pale uh? And your voice also sounds thick. Do you catch a cold or something?”“Just a mild one. I need to prep for my first patient. I’ll inform the supervisor on my way.”Sera nods in understanding. “Patient Freya?”I rock my head in a nod.She sighs, closing the chart in front of her with a thump. “She only ever settles for you. Heavens know why.”I smile slightly before walking to my office. I have a small window before the appointment.I was in too much of a rush a
Nat's POVMy hand quietly forms a clench beside me, nails digging into my palm as I listen to the confession of his 'pure' friend.Noelle's disgust couldn’t be any more obvious. [What a shameless worm.]Ivan's soft voice echoes from the other side, the harshness he has when he speaks to me? Gone. Like it never exists.Instead, all that is left is a tinge of surprise as he calls out to her. “Thalie...”There is rustling on the other side, a groan, the sound of skin touching, then Thalie continues. “I love him, Nat. And I wouldn’t be a coward who hides her feeling. He treats me well. When I am sick, he is by my side. When things are dark for me, he doesn’t hesitate to lit it up with his presence. He… is the light that's shining in my heart. I’m being sincere right now. I love him as a person. And as a friend.”The audacity to spit all this and then add the friendship label catches my tongue for several seconds. And when my voice recovers, all that slips past my lips is a hoarse word.“A
Nat’s POVThe evening air bites with a chill the sunny afternoon never has. Each gust through the cab's slightly open window feels like cold needles to my sinus, sending me into another sneeze.“Bless you,” the driver murmurs for the fifth time. I massage the bridge of my nose, muttering a thank you under my breath.My gaze drifts to the window, where beautiful, colorful streaks of lights spread, buildings piercing into the horizon. People pass by in vignette, their figures blurred, each in their own, different world.I can’t help but wonder.Could any of their worlds be as messed up as mine? This tangled, shattered, and miserable?[Stop thinking about it. About him.] That’s all Noelle says, voice trembling, anger brewing in her tone like mist in the cold.Making up my mind to leave is one thing; my aching heart, whose shattering pieces I can hear, is another.I can leave, but can I forget the way I am treated?I am not unfeeling after all. The disappointment is there, pressing agains







