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“Defensive. You keep acting like a shrew and all, even insulting Thalie. Look, I actually wanted to ask you; since you’re a doctor, regarding what Thalie should take for her cold. But you just wouldn’t pick up your phone to be helpful.” The absurdity of his words makes my stomach churn even harder. I stare into his eyes, fingers digging into my nails. “Do you seriously have no idea who pushed me into the pool and how I caught this cold, huh?” He looks at me, puzzled. I take a deep breath, trying to regulate my emotions. “You know what? You’re a lost cause.” I turn sharply, desperate for space and clean air, but he grabs my sleeve again. His pull is forceful, and I’m caught off guard. His other arm instinctively shoots out, catching me around the waist. His firm grip, once familiar, now feels like a violation that makes my skin crawl. “Where are you going without answering my question?” he demands, voice hard. I want to say something, snap back, shove his hand away, remind him that he has no right, but the words never make it out. A wave of nausea surges up my throat without warning. My hand flies to my mouth. “Excuse me—” I twist out of his grip and run down the corridor. I barely make it to the bathroom before I lean over the sink, gagging violently as my body convulses. Nothing but bitter bile comes up, burning my throat as I retch again. The door creaks behind me, followed by his voice. “Nat? Nat. Answer me. Are you okay?” [Damn! That bastard.] Noelle curses. I grip the edge of the sink, catching my breath before rinsing my mouth. My face is as ghostly as paper as I stare at the mirror, sweat beading along my hairline. Ivan knocks on the door. “Answer me. Natasha.” “I—Ivan…” The voice belongs to the obvious. The conversations I wish not to hear flow into my ears. “Thalie, why do you come out without your coat? Have you forgotten your health isn’t stable yet?” I wipe my hand with tissues, taking one last glance at myself. “Come, let’s get your coat so your cold doesn’t worsen.” “Thanks for being there for me, Ivan.” “Silly girl, you’re my responsibility.” And with that, the sound of their footsteps disappears. Hateful creatures. I step out of the bathroom, feeling the cold air on my face. “I got this,” I tell myself with conviction before going back to my office. I rest inside for a while as my head grows heavy. Of course, I can handle it. It isn’t a big deal. Less than an hour later, I’m back on my feet to report to my supervisor. The woman with black curly hair goes through a file. She listens attentively to my words before asking with concern, “Are you sure you can check up on her? You don’t seem too good at this moment.” I give a smile. “Yes. She’s been expecting me. I’ll take the rest of the day off afterward.” “Alright,” she concedes, still hesitant. “And, just so you know, we have a new intern starting soon. She has some experience in obstetrics too, so she might be a good support for your caseload once she’s oriented.” A new intern? Already? I clench my hand, my heart pounding for a split second before I finally find the confidence. “Actually, that won’t be necessary. I wish to tender my resignation.” Silence. The look of shock on my supervisor’s face doesn’t escape me. Furrows appear between her brows, her lips silently parting in disbelief. “What?” She finally manages to say, closing the file and dedicating her full attention to me. “You want to resign? Why?” That reaction is expected. After all, if you asked me a week ago, I would never have thought I’d be talking about resignation today. This hospital, this place… I have long seen it as my home. I explain calmly with the excuse I have prepared beforehand. “I’ve decided to pursue an advanced surgical fellowship back in my hometown. It requires my full dedication, so I’ll need to resign to focus on it.” She taps the table, her brows softening a bit. Finally, she sighs and says, “Alright. If that’s your dream, I can’t stand in your way. However, protocol requires a one-month notice period. You’ll also need to train your replacement, the new intern. Is that acceptable?” “A month?” I repeat. That’s a whole thirty days. Thirty more days of having to deal with his blatant infidelity. Can I… do it? Looking at it another way, during that month, I’ll be able to fully transfer the patients under me and wrap everything up. At least that’s what I think as I nod. “Sure. No problem.” She heaves a sigh of relief, checking her wristwatch. “You’re planning to check on that patient, right?” There’s a knock on the door, and a thin, honeyed voice makes its way through. “Excuse me. Thalie Noor here. May I come in?”Nat's POVThalie crosses her legs, her voice filled with arrogance even though she is smiling. "I hope you realize now that I'm more than qualified for this position." The supervisor gives an awkward chuckle. “Well! Natasha will be with us for one more month. Plenty of time for you to learn the ropes together.”“She is planning to resign?” Ivan speaks, his gaze snapping to me, his voice laced with surprise. I ignore him, instead flipping through the files in my hand.He averts his gaze when the supervisor answers. “Yes. Unfortunately. She is one of our hardest workers. I’ll miss her dearly. But one can’t stand in the way of greatness. Wherever Natasha goes, she’ll excel. I know that." Thalie snorts, the sound filled with ridicule.The supervisor’s gaze moves between us, and one could almost see the question mark on her forehead.I shake my head. “I’ll take my leave now.”The supervisor nods, yet Thalie raises her hand. “How about I come with you? I would love to observe." Ivan qui
[Can I safely assume this woman has a fucking homing beacon on us?] Noelle mutters, her voice thick with annoyance.An ominous feeling settles in my stomach, dark and foreboding. My fingers instinctively curl into fists.It can’t be… right?The supervisor’s face brightens with a professional smile. “Perfect timing! Come in.”The door opens, and my vision blur. The supervisor is still smiling. “Natasha, that’s the—”“The new intern,” I finish for her.She nods, to my horror. “Why, yes. Thalie Noor, our new intern. She’ll be shadowing you.”I snap. “Does she even possess the basic qualifications for this ward, or is this just another privileged placement?”“What do you mean by that?” Thalie’s voice echoes behind me, filled with confusion. Ivan’s arm is wrapped possessively around her waist. They both stare at me; his expression a mix of warning and disappointment, hers wide-eyed innocence.The supervisor smiles awkwardly. “Natasha isn’t feeling well today. Please excuse her.” With that,
Nat’s POV“Defensive. You keep acting like a shrew and all, even insulting Thalie. Look, I actually wanted to ask you; since you’re a doctor, regarding what Thalie should take for her cold. But you just wouldn’t pick up your phone to be helpful.”The absurdity of his words makes my stomach churn even harder. I stare into his eyes, fingers digging into my nails. “Do you seriously have no idea who pushed me into the pool and how I caught this cold, huh?”He looks at me, puzzled.I take a deep breath, trying to regulate my emotions. “You know what? You’re a lost cause.”I turn sharply, desperate for space and clean air, but he grabs my sleeve again. His pull is forceful, and I’m caught off guard.His other arm instinctively shoots out, catching me around the waist. His firm grip, once familiar, now feels like a violation that makes my skin crawl.“Where are you going without answering my question?” he demands, voice hard.I want to say something, snap back, shove his hand away, remind hi
Nat’s POVI take a cab to the hospital, glancing at the wristwatch where it displays how late I am. Thirty minutes late.I bite my lips and brush my hair back before entering the building, waving at a few colleagues along the way.As soon as I check in, my colleague with the previous shift immediately wave. “Nat, you’re here.”I walk over with a smile. “Good morning, Sera. Apologies for the delay.”She yawns, stretching as she gets up. “It's okay…” Her eyes linger on my face and her voice trails off. “Why do you look so pale uh? And your voice also sounds thick. Do you catch a cold or something?”“Just a mild one. I need to prep for my first patient. I’ll inform the supervisor on my way.”Sera nods in understanding. “Patient Freya?”I rock my head in a nod.She sighs, closing the chart in front of her with a thump. “She only ever settles for you. Heavens know why.”I smile slightly before walking to my office. I have a small window before the appointment.I was in too much of a rush a
Nat's POVMy hand quietly forms a clench beside me, nails digging into my palm as I listen to the confession of his 'pure' friend.Noelle's disgust couldn’t be any more obvious. [What a shameless worm.]Ivan's soft voice echoes from the other side, the harshness he has when he speaks to me? Gone. Like it never exists.Instead, all that is left is a tinge of surprise as he calls out to her. “Thalie...”There is rustling on the other side, a groan, the sound of skin touching, then Thalie continues. “I love him, Nat. And I wouldn’t be a coward who hides her feeling. He treats me well. When I am sick, he is by my side. When things are dark for me, he doesn’t hesitate to lit it up with his presence. He… is the light that's shining in my heart. I’m being sincere right now. I love him as a person. And as a friend.”The audacity to spit all this and then add the friendship label catches my tongue for several seconds. And when my voice recovers, all that slips past my lips is a hoarse word.“A
Nat’s POVThe evening air bites with a chill the sunny afternoon never has. Each gust through the cab's slightly open window feels like cold needles to my sinus, sending me into another sneeze.“Bless you,” the driver murmurs for the fifth time. I massage the bridge of my nose, muttering a thank you under my breath.My gaze drifts to the window, where beautiful, colorful streaks of lights spread, buildings piercing into the horizon. People pass by in vignette, their figures blurred, each in their own, different world.I can’t help but wonder.Could any of their worlds be as messed up as mine? This tangled, shattered, and miserable?[Stop thinking about it. About him.] That’s all Noelle says, voice trembling, anger brewing in her tone like mist in the cold.Making up my mind to leave is one thing; my aching heart, whose shattering pieces I can hear, is another.I can leave, but can I forget the way I am treated?I am not unfeeling after all. The disappointment is there, pressing agains







