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Avalyn POV

Lunch with Georgia and Becca was lovely being able to do the things I wanted to and not having to worry about following anyone's orders was lovely.

However, the joy vanished as soon as I was by

myself. My mind could not escape from the

thoughts about Alpha Grey.

How could he be so cold-hearted?

I didn't know whether I would feel better or worse had he never shown me his gentleness.

He gave me hope, but that made it worse.

Never had anyone caused me so many emotions that I didn't believe could co-exist fear and pleasure, pain and……. love.

The gentle ways he touched me showed me he

cared, but he also acted as if the affection we had was nothing more than a business transaction.

Since the first day I met him, I was attracted him. He saved me, he protected me, and he owned me. No matter what his decision was, I was foolishly and hopelessly in love with him.

even if he wanted to take my life.

I pondered over everything that had happened in my twenty years of life up until that m