Pain.
That's what it felt like to meet my fated mate and for the first words he would say to me to be a rejection.
Though he never finished his sentence because he left, I understood it for what it was, a rejection.
And the blow was suffocating as it was heartbreaking.
My life has been a nightmare and I had always believed that finding my mate would be a turning point somehow… but instead it was met with even more despair and horror.
Tears fell from my eyes before I could understand what was happening and I found myself curling up in the corner, shaking and crying uncontrollably. Even Molly is eerily silent.
‘Molly? Molly, please.' I begged, seeking comfort and reassurance.
She refuses to respond, nursing her own broken heart.
For she was rejected too.
And the pain of our mate's rejection gnawed at us, an agonizing pain that neither of us had the strength or the will to fight.
Hours go by and I am taken from the interrogation room by silent guards that surprisingly didn't mistreat me. I expected the worst. I expected them to treat me the way I have always been treated but surpassingly, they wordlessly bring me back to my cold, damp and lifeless cell that mirrored my existence.
They continue to surprise me by giving me food and water at regular intervals while never laying a land on me.
As pitiful as it sounds, this is the best treatment I've ever had in my life at least compared to how it was in the Blood Moon Pack. Here, I was able to eat until I was truly full. I was able to drink as much water as I am able without anyone stopping me.
How ironic that the best I've ever been treated is in a pack's dungeon.
I was even given a comfortable mattress to lay down on and as the hours went on, I battled with my emotions of abandonment… or rejection but also of the fact that I was incredibly comfortable for the first time.
Just before another day went by, footsteps echoed through the quiet halls, my cell apparently separate from all the rest. I didn't bother to lift my head up, feeling nothing for the first time.
The man that interrogated me opens the cell door.
"Stand." His deep voice commands, cutting through the aching silence.
Shivering and trembling, I obeyed, getting up with shaky legs and following him. My body shook uncontrollably, trying to understand what was going to happen next.
Was I going to die?
Was he taking me to my execution?
My heart pounded against my ribs, a dull but familiar throb of fear and despair mixing with defeat.
The long hallway that we walked felt endless, making my mind spiral with thoughts that I couldn't control.
Would he kill me himself? Would it be swift and painful or will they make me suffer?
Or worse… does he plan to do more to be before that? Would he touch me like Blake did? I had barely escaped one hell— I truly didn't have the mental capacity to take even more humiliation before I died.
Strangely, the man leads me out of the dungeon.
Did the Aloha want a public execution instead? Did my own mate want to do it in front of everyone?
I let out a shaky breath.
Fine:
Maybe death was a form of release.
At least this way, we wouldn't have to suffer anymore.
‘Molly,' I whispered softly, defeatedly. ‘We tried our best to escape. Maybe this is just our fate. I'm sorry.'
But she doesn't respond.
There is only silence.
I knew she was exhausted as well.
‘I'm sorry, Molly.' I repeated quietly. ‘I'm sorry for our life.'
We continued to walk in silence with the moon above us shining down on us. To my surprise, he stops me in front of a heavy wooden door. The man pushed it open, revealing what looked like a storage room— dimly lit and barely furnished and filled with many dusty boxes.
But that wasn't all.
Because he was there too.
My breath caught in my throat when I saw him.
Damon.
My mate.
My beautiful, handsome and strong mate that didn't want me.
Damon stood with his arms crossed, his expression unreadable. The glow of the moon cast sharp shadows across his face, highlighting the strength of his jaw, the cold calculation in his piercing gaze.
He regarded me for a long moment before speaking, his voice void of warmth. "From now on, you will live here as a servant."
I stiffened, the weight of his words settling deep in my chest. A servant. My mate was condemning me to servitude— just like my old pack did rather than acknowledging our bond.
The rejection wasn't spoken aloud, but it was there, unspoken and suffocating.
"Just reject me, please." I whispered, my voice barely above a breath as I lifted my chin and forced myself to meet his gaze. "Make it official. Put an end to this painful bond. Release me from this."
His eyes darkened, a flicker of something dangerous flashing across his face, hinting of the monster… of the powerful beast lurking beneath the surface.
Before I could react, he moved. In an instant, his hand was around my throat, pinning me against the wooden shelves behind me. My pulse roared in my ears, my hands flying to his wrist, but his grip was firm, unyielding… and warm.
A mate's touch.
Cruel yet comforting at the same time.
"You have no say in this," He hissed, his voice low and lethal and final, cutting through the air with every word spoken. "You will obey! Rogue!"
The disgust in his eyes made me freeze and gasp.
No…
He didn't understand and he can never understand.
AlysiaI glanced around, using my ears to listen for footsteps but I heard none. I began walking away, taking the lightest steps of my life.I was nervous, every step felt like I was stepping on hot coal. I exhaled deeply as I walked through the first passage, muttering a prayer.I was trying to check for the door Sarah hsdhad talked about. I reached the kitchen and just as I was about to push the door open, I heard a noise behind me.“What are you trying to do?” Buff’s deep voice vibrated behind me and I jumped in fright, turning around with fear as I stared at his deadly eyes.“What!” He thundered, taking a step towards me and he was a step away when Sarah suddenly appeared from the passage, panting heavily.“There you are… you really want to win this game, even going to an area that we never talked about, ma’am.” Sarah said in between pants and Buff turned around.“What i
AlysiaI had breakfast and Andrew left before I could finish, saying he had urgent matters to settle.I returned to my room to see Sarah pacing around nervously. She jumped out of fright the moment I opened the door.“You scared me.” She shrieked and I shrugged. “Is there a problem?” I demanded and she nodded.“There’s a lot of oroblem. I just overheard Alice, she’s going to kill you Alyisa.” She warned and I smiled.“She can’t harm me, they need my powers.” I replied and she shook her head.“She’ll kill you after the war. The only reason she’s still letting you do your will is because they’re yet to use you… She’s going to kill you, immediately after the war.” Sarah explained and my eyes widened in shock.“What… Sarah… I need to escape soon, I can’t stay any longer. I do not want the war to happen neither do I want to get killed.” I replied, my face filled with worry and she nodded.“I managed to get a guard to tell me about the exit, there’s a secret door at the kitchen… It leads to
Alysia“Your maid.” Sarah’s voice rang out as she knocked on the door and I rose from the bed. I pulled the door open and scanned the passage for anyone before bolting it.“How are you doing?” I whispered cautiously and nodded with a faint smile.“I’m not in trouble at least.” She replied and I nodded, glancing around her body for any injury I needed to heal.She had a few marks on her arms and it took less than a minute to heal them. “Do you think it’s right to keep healing me? Won’t they get suspicious?” She asked and I shook my head.“You’re from a beta family, they should know your wolf heals very fast.” I replied and she nodded.“Have you been able to find anything?” I demanded and she nodded.“I’ve been speaking to the maids from the Bloodmoon pack. It’s more complicated than you think, you’ll need the goddess’s blessings to be able to make it out.” She explained and I exhaled.“I have to try my best, we can’t keep staying here.” I replied.“He's planning on using you to start a
DamonDamon staggered into the bar and slumped on the chair.“Two bottles of vodka.” He said, his eyes struggling to stay open and the bartender shook his head with sadness.“Alpha… You shouldn’t be drinking. From the looks of things you've had more than enough to drink. I think you should cut back on your drinking for now.” He advised and Damon glared at him with anger.“What… What do you mean… Are you refusing my order!” He thundered and the bartender shook his head vigorously, bowing slightly.“No, I just feel it’s best if you get some rest.” The bartender added quickly. Everyone in the pack knew he was a mess because of his mate who had been captured.It had been days and days were slowly rolling into weeks. He couldn’t get her back and with each passing day, he became worse.“Give… Me… What I want or… I’ll… I’ll shut this place down!” He threatened as he stood up sluggishly.He looked around the half empty bar and decided to sit at a private lounge.“I’ll be… waiting… Don’t… Don’
AlysiaAndrew was staring at both of us, a hint of doubt in his eyes. His eyes darted to Sarah who was kneeling on the ground with tears in her eyes and he broke into a smile.“I see you've already begun torturing her. Don’t stop, she deserves more than that for all she put you through.” He muttered and I nodded, glaring at Sarah.“I’m going to make her life a living hell before she joins her father in hell.” I added and he chuckled.“I want us to go somewhere, come with me.” He muttered and I nodded.“Pathetic maid.” I spat at Sarah as I jumped out of the bed slowly.Andrew was already outside and I beckoned onto Sarah to start a fight, she was reluctant but I urged her on.I was already heading to the door when she grabbed my hair and pulled me back roughly. “Argh!” I yelled as I feigned weakness.“Let go! Let go of me! Argh!” I cried out with tears streaming down my cheeks. I let her get on top of me and she began trying to hit my face while I blocked.“Andrew!” I screamed and the
AlysiaI paced around in the room, patiently waiting for Sarah’s arrival. She knocked on my door and I bolted to the door, hoping it wasn’t Andrew or any disgusting rogue.Relief flushed through my system as I stared at her. Her eyes were filled with hatred. She was barely hanging in there and I opened the door for her to enter.She walked inside, looking hopeless and before I closed the door, I glanced around for any passersby.“Sarah…” I squealed quietly as I moved forward to hug her but she pushed me away weakly.“What do you want?” She demanded and I exhaled deeply.“I know you’re pissed with me because of those words and the injury but I’m really sorry. I’m really sorry about all that. I was only trying to get Andrew to believe that I hated you because I wanted you out of the dungeon.” I explained and she scoffed.“Is this a joke?” She asked with a sneer and I shook my head as I pulled her towards the bed.“Sit with me. Andrew isn’t the one controlling me. I need to find a way to