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Tortured

Nicholai POV

I can't think straight my mind was a blur as I walk out the snowy street of New York. I treated her like a whore and I can't help but remember how hurt she felt when she looked at me. My jealousy got way too far and the alcohol made me say and do things I should have not. I was supposed to talk to her and win her back. That was my plan when I decided to fly back to New York. Gabby was right I should stay and win her over. But I guess I couldn’t face the fact that