Even though a crowd of people is the last thing I want I need to see Roxie. I’ve got to try and make some sense of all this, make this night about more than giving to my attraction to Dex. All my possessions abandoned for now in the library I jog over to the far end of the compound where the bright, crackling bonfire towers high, sending billowing black smoke into the clear sky. It wasn’t hard to spot Roxie, as usual she was in neon, a lemon and lime coloured mini dress paired with a black leather jacket. It looked ferociously expensive, but then I guess she can afford it. /Don’t be bitter/ Raya scolded as I sighed, hoping the breeze would whisk away any remaining scent of arousal on my skin. Stood with Cherry, Matt, Felix, Sinead, and Martha. They were all having fun. Until they saw me. With a tut and an eye roll the immaculate Martha and Sinead tapped Roxie lightly on the arm. “Don’t worry, we know YOU have to talk to her”, was the implied message. Bitches, feeling a flash of an
Last night was ridiculous. Lying naked in my huge wooden four poster, drowning in crisp white sheets I cannot work that girl out. The fury in her eyes towards me was genuine. Kate hates me yet within a second, those very same eyes are filled with lust, her wolf beckoning mine forward. I’ve never felt Alba get dizzy before, it was unnerving to feel him lose control as Kate worked her magic. When I finally had her where I wanted her, she should have melted, screaming my name. The way she repeatedly clenched around my fingers, she was fighting against me even as she kissed me like a tigress. Even then she refused to yield. “Never,” she had said, she is never going to cry my name. I’ve never made someone angry with me explode like that before. I wasn’t even intending to go there. I wanted her to confess that she was messing with me. That the rumours are true. Instead I end up breathless as she stared into my eyes, her fingers gripping my hair as she climaxed. You’re not that special,
The next few days saw me purposely avoiding Roxie. If she had cheated on Felix, I didn’t want to know, for a million different reasons. She had done irresponsible things when we were children, taking other's toys, maybe even money from a purse one time but I tried to think the best of her. I’m clinging to the idea that she wouldn’t break someone’s heart. When Rhett returned my things from the library, I was so embarrassed. He knocked at the door holding the pile, his huge grin just visible within his sandy beard as he watched my face drop in realisation. “So he told you to fetch these back to me?” “Yep. Is that all of it, I haven’t missed anything?” “Just my dignity,” I joked with a smile as I dumped the collection of pads and books onto the bed. “I heard that you’ve tried to speak to someone about all these cheating rumours?” no doubt my eyes wide with desperate hope as he coughed. “I did yeah. It’s tough though, I don’t know why but they are convinced the matter shouldn’t be d
I sacrificed a full day of lessons to get that place organised, but it was worth it. Every part of me ached as I scrubbed the full room. Big enough to house six, its rusted bunk beds, whilst not shining, were at least clean and germ-free. There were no broken windows at least, just the busted door lock. Even so I slept like a log. A run seemed the best way to start off this new phase. At least I could artificially boost my mood by getting out into the wilderness before the sun made it unbearably hot. In just my black sports bra and black fitted shorts I tied the door shut with some string and set off. Like a misty morning’s fog burning off to reveal the blue sky above, my mind cleared. Every kilometre I felt braver, more like myself. This whole thing was a temporary setback. I can run to the nearest town from here, I’ll be able to get a job. Maybe Rhett will be able to lend me a bicycle. I turned from the path into one of the surrounding orchards. Following the strict straightly pl
Dex looked around to make sure we were completely alone before continuing, his olive skinned arms glistening in the sun. I wanted to concentrate fully but that black edge of his tattoo continued to peek out from under the hem of his t shirt. “So, Alpha Austin of Greenway Pack…last Conference he implied that a section of the widowed Lady Gwyneth’s territory should be returned to his pack. It’s a lie. He’s testing the water to see who would stand up for the Highton pack.” Managing to switch the lustful, hungry side of my mind I off I listened properly, as if it was my job, “How did the leaders fall?” “I openly disagreed with Austin but it is my fathers move to make. Luna Madeline and Alpha Frank are clearly on Austin’s side. Eduardo challenged in the meeting but he would never stick his neck on the line. Not even for me.She’s on her own.” “But you want to help her?” He kicked the dirt as we got back onto the track, heading past some other rundown accommodation blocks. “I do, not on
“Dex,” she said, shivering under my caresses. At hearing her whisper my name my soul soared. Alba was pushing, urging me to wrap her up tighter to me, to keep her safe from every dickhead out there. As she kissed me back, her lips softly sought out my neck and collarbone, her little slim fingers toying with my hair in a way I didn’t even know I adored. “Let me help Kate, I’m not going to hurt you.” “Just…make me forget all the other stuff,” she whispered into my neck, as my hands continued to feel all the bare skin her running gear displayed. Earlier, when Alba sensed she was running by me I felt like a bolt of lightning had struck. I was frozen, watching her move through the tree line, honey hair bouncing in a ponytail, that beautiful figure of hers athletic yet moving like a dancer. I’m an Alpha, I run for nobody and yet I found myself chasing down a girl who until two minutes ago insisted she hated me. /Won’t she need to get clean for classes/ Alba suggested, giving me pos
Reluctantly getting dressed and heading towards my remaining classes I told myself it was a good thing Dex left the way he did. It took all my willpower to break that link, to remind myself I had more to myself than falling into his bed. I need to pass this Assessment. Because while Dex likes me now, I could lose everything if I were to gamble on him and let the Assessment slide. His dark eyes glimmered with emotion, his body tensed as if he could tear down the walls in one stroke. Through his soaked t-shirt I had finally made out the pattern of his tattoo. I had assumed it was small, peeping out of his sleeve hem, however a huge swirling intricate black pattern of snakes, moon, stars, and a dozen other tiny little features travelled down across shoulder blades. I’m never going to get to ask about that now. Little things like that made me wince with regret. I was torn between my brain, logic and reason and the very depths of my soul. Tenderly wrapping the towel around my body,
I don’t give a shit about what Kate thinks she has going on with Alpha Dex. She has no idea what passed between us at that bonfire. How close I came to making those night-time fantasies a reality. When I finally felt the heat of his gaze, his eyes and smile only for me my core practically exploded in longing. I was ready to go, there and then, fluttering my eyelashes, his gaze floating down my curves. He fucking loved it. He did. Had his stupid Beta with the hair like a shaggy dog not whisked him away who knows where the night would have taken us. Kate is being ridiculous to suggest she has been seeing him. Maybe she's saying it just to hurt my feelings. /But why would she lie? Kate doesn’t lie/ Bree whined annoyingly. I enjoy my chats with Berlarot a lot more these days. I sometimes shift, head the far borders of the pack and just vent to him. His oozing black form is bigger than a large dog now, leaving a slick trail of oil behind. Curiously he still has no face, in the bla