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Chapter 98

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ESMERALDA'S POV

I wake up at 6 AM.

The day of.

Damien's already awake. Sitting in the chair by the window.

Just watching me.

"How long have you been up?" I ask.

"A while."

"Couldn't sleep?"

"No."

I sit up. "Damien"

"Don't. Don't try to make me feel better. I'm allowed to be terrified."

"I know."

"Do you? Because you seem calm. Almost...peaceful."

Am I?

"I'm not peaceful. I'm just...resolved. I know what I'm doing tonight. And I'm ready."

"And what are you doing?"

"Getting closure. Ending this.
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